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So I am here in an attempt to save myself and possibly save my wonderful relationship with my woman, who i love very dearly... I just turned 30 and see everything changing rapidly. I have been completely overwhelmed with a crossdressing fetish and fantasies of becoming a young girl since the age of 7. Stashes of clothes were bought and discarded during high school and now, after moving out to california in my 20's, i have an extensive collection of feminine attire (twice the amount of guy clothes), dress up on a regular basis, always masturbate or get off thinking about being a little girl, and even spent a couple months living with a past girlfriend, and dressing almost 24/7. I have had 2 experiences where i very briefly had a dick in my mouth, but not long enough for a climax, and they were both very small and disappointing. I've had two girlfriends who enjoyed their strap-ons very much and i always am looking for a bigger one! my obsession with crossdressing interferes with my male life and relationships in a way that is not fair to my love. basically i need to make a decision between conducting relationships as a guy or as a girl. I know what a hetero loving relationship feels like and i adore my woman as well as everything feminine, but i have a large void surrounding my fantasies, where i am a girl who is eagerly available for my man. So choosing between something great and the unknown is extremely challenging and I'm suffering from a grass is greener on the other side syndrome... and i crave the experience...
so enough about me, here is what i'm looking for...
i want to be drastic steps towards a temporary transformation... what does this mean? how long is temporary? maybe a week, month, six months, year, 5 years? who knows? long enough to be utterly convinced i want to be a man for my lady, or even more scary, i may love my new life so much i never want to go back. I am looking for someone to help facilitate this transformation, a little poking and prodding so to say. I want to be in a different circle of people where i am exposed and used as a sissy servant and sex object. I want my hair cut and styled, eyebrows shaped, nails done, ears pierced and any other elaborate temporary changes... no hormones or implants... if you want to glue breast forms on me thats obviously ok. I am interested in public exposure and would love to find someone into the "scene" who would like to use me as a prop for bondage exhibits or whatever. I have fantasies of waking each morning and performing all my chores in a sexy sissy maid uniform, then being ready as a trophy 50's wife with dinner for the return of my man and his friends, then dressing for and acting out any fantasy my man has that evening, and eventually retiring as the sissy baby i am to rest for the next day. i hope whenever i go out in public i will be allowed to dress the part of a very sexy, possibly promiscuous college coed, but realize i won't always be allowed that privilege... i want to wear something pink everyday and be totally immersed in all things feminine. I want to be used by multiple people at some point...
most imporatantly i am looking for a LARGE cock... it MUST be larger than mine, and i am almost 8" so you had better be over 8! i want to service a cock that is more than 10" before i am done with this experiment. i want it to be something i crave, not something i am disappointed in... i want it buried deep down my throat and think i can easily accommodate just about anyone in my ass pussy... i want to be punished for ever touching my own clitty unless you desire to watch me for some reason... i want to cum like a woman from getting fucked hard! I do LOVE licking pussy too and am told i am quite skilled if this is a couple looking... well i hope to hear from you all soon!
the photos provided have been photoshopped b/c often when dressing i don't take the time to properly prepare my face and don't like my face in many photos. i feel i have an amazing body, lean and athletic, although tall, so i put cartoon heads on real photos of my body, and put the occasional personal face shot on situations i dream of finding myself in someday, and to give you an idea of what i look like...
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