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Hawkman: If you've tried to contact, you're not getting through. Deeply disappointed to lose contact when we did. You can contact me at that picture site I gave you. Please do?  To All the good folks who've contacted me, that I've been silent to thus far: Very sorry. Very busy- I will try to get in touch soon if I can.  Hate to leave posts unanswered. *** Update: currently interviewing with several- You are welcome to read the profile... but I'm a very busy little girl at the moment! *smiles* *** I am already a lifestyle slave of many years, my Master and I are cautiously polyamorous. I am a live-in, 24/7 maid, through which I facilitate a slowly growing art career. I have no desire to leave, nor to replace my Master- but he is not inclined toward micromanagement, and I greatly lack discipline and self-control. I am seeking a Dominant, preferably male, but would be open to other possibilities. (Dominant Trans would be delightful, but is apparently fairly rare,) who would be willing to get to know me, either online, or possibly in person, with the intent of training me in my levels of self-discipline and control, with an understanding that I am already the property of another. I must reitterate- I LACK self discipline and self control. I am not a SAM, but I have some very bad habits, and will likely not be a simple subject. It is my hope that a true, strongly controlling Dominant would find me an entertaining prospect, and assist me in my difficulties in the process. My own personality is rather inherantly Dominant socially, though I am submissive by choice and preference, and do not generally consider myself a "switch". I do not select who can and who cannot Dominate me- that's a natural dynamic. Some can and will, others can't or won't. I am not here seeking a "Dom-in-a-box", instant Dom just add water. Rather I'd hope to develop a rapport with someone, to whom I can turn as a teacher, guide, mentor, and friend, whose dynamic with me is powerful, sexual, and natural. (And yeah, I'd like to eat that cake too...) My Master will not be directly involved in this relationship, unless it comes to the point of physical contact, at which point, he would have to be consulted. My perception of BdSM is complex, encompassing sexual, psychological, and social behaviors, and while I have no disrespect for those who consider it a sexy hobby, or as something which is "about the sex," I feel there are many, like myself, for whom it pervades all encounters and intereactions- the dynamics of power exchange are inherant in all aspects of my life, including my religion and philosophy. (I am a Taoist pagan, if it's relevant, and a practicing priestess and teacher thereof.) Things I am not: A doormat. Not on your life. You can top me if you can Top me. I don't kneel for just anyone with a nice set of boots. (Though it delights me when someone makes me want to!) A vegan/vegetarian/otherwise nutritional hyperfocus. Food rocks- makes my tastebuds dance, causes synesthetic orgasm on occasion. I like my veggies steamed, and my steak still bleeding. A Painslut- I HATE pain! But I love to suffer/endure for someone who appreciates it, and who has the strength of presence to get me on my knees. A sexy fetish goddess goth model. Love my blood red lipstick and only wear high heels, have a healthy, sexy appreciation for my own form, but I'm also aware I'm a little on the odd-looking side, and am NOT photogenic, even a little. Things I Am: A sensualist. I enjoy the world in which I live- love to taste, smell, touch, hear, see. I am an artist and a musician, and have an appreciation for both strong and extremely subtle sensations, and the psychological effects thereof. A philosopher. I am a student of life and self. I spent ten years in pursuit of the conscious understanding of the dynamics of Humility and Ego, and continue in that pursuit still. I am also particularly interested in in the nature of social and cultural moralities, as compared/related to inherant human ones. I seek the guidance and companionship of Dominants, and am deeply interested in the dynamics I share with them, and the effects they can have on myself and my psyche.

6/8/2007 9:54:58 AM Hawkman: If you've tried to contact, you're not getting through. Deeply disappointed to lose contact when we did. You can contact me at that picture site I gave you. Please do?

5/29/2007 2:38:52 AM Fascinating how many things were left off those interest checklists. Things I had thought were fairly mainstream... No mention of pony play, breathplay, TPE... I consider myself to be a "fetish fetishist"... I am fascinated by them, love to explore, and understand them, and often adopt those I explore which I find the most fulfilling, and they are too many now to list here. Virtually anything can be erotic in the context of being subjected to it by the hand of a strong Dominant who him (or her) self finds the act erotic.