I live on a tropical island in the Pacific located a good distance South West of Hawaii. Im not a local. I have lived here for 16 years. Im originally from Pittsburgh PA USA.I would describe myself as sincere and kind with a very strong focus on things that are black and white. I sort out the gray areas and make decisions one way or the other. Im intensely clinical and methodical in the way I think about things. In other words, Im not an emotional person. Age is not a high level of priority. Neither are looks but I strongly prefer a thin female. There is no such thing as too thin for me. My preference towards a thin women is sexual mostly. Sex doesn’t make up the majority of the day. So, its on the list of preferences. Not a hard limit. If your extremely ugly by normal standards don’t fret. I don’t care. If your super gorgeous by normal standards, it wont have much of an impact on me either past the initial 2 seconds. Personality, dedication and conviction mean everything. While Im anxious to make contact with someone that could be "the one", I will note to you that I am neither lonely nor in a rush. I simply know what I want and Im trying to find it. I encourage you to get to know me.
Now that you read this, I hope you will find thecourage to message me. I dont check this profile everyday. So if its still up Im still looking. I updated this a little today Nov 2,2013. But mostly just a few spelling errors. Everything really still applies so I guess it was initially well written. Im looking for the extraordinary not the common. And the extraordinary will find their way through all the obstacles to make their selves known to me. I hope.
TearCollector
6/15/2008 4:48:09 PM
As you may have noticed, I am quit busy today with journal entries. I have added a test voice message. I would like some comments about it. Good or bad. It will make the differnece wether I expand on it or not.
6/15/2008 4:37:28 PM
6/15/2008 4:36:58 PM
I think I should offer a potential slave some
important information. If you need the approval of your friends or anyone else
in decisions that in anyway involve me, we are not compatible. I have had my
fill of people completely outside my relationship sticking their nose in my
business. So if you have to bounce things off others or even care what other
people think inside your relationship, please pass me by. If you dont care what
anyone but your master thinks, then coming. Im waiting.
6/15/2008 4:28:06 PM
Today is father’s day. My two sons are not with
me this morning but will be this afternoon. I’m big on my kids. I coach their
baseball team. I never miss a practice on my son’s Olympic table Tennis team.
They always win first place in the annual school science projects because I
start them on it 2 months in advance. Not 2 days in advance like most kids. I
do everything possible with my boys. I teach them everything I know. Yes
even the mistakes I have made. And I have made plenty. Its my hope that when I
die, I will leave them as prepared as possible so they do well. I don’t fear
death. I only fear leaving my sons struggling with out me.
I am a very levelheaded person in the face of adversity. I don’t get excited or
over react to things that would drive other people to the brink of insanity. I’m
about as cool headed as any man on earth. But use my sons in a conversation
with caution. I’m ultra sensitive about that and have over reacted on rather
small issues to the stunned suprise of on lookers in the past.
The reason I wrote this journal entry is because I want a potential slave to
understand that I am not a heartless bastard. Yes I want your absolute
obedience and servitude without boundaries or hesitation. But I live
for my two sons and that will never change. I project myself in two different
ways. It’s hard to explain. But if you take the time to get to know me, Im sure
you will understand. Thats my fathers day entry. lol.
On another note:
The photo has definitely changed the amount of views and messages I get. But Im
not sure it’s the right thing to do. My slave won’t care what I
look like. So I feel that getting more views and messages could be doing
more harm than good. It could be distracting when she actually appears.
I would encourage any potential slave to not be shy about contacting me first.
The simple appearance of you viewing my profile may not be enough to get my
attention. You must message me.
4/20/2008 1:51:38 PM
I have added a photo which I thought I would never do. I doubt I will leave it up long term. Its not like me to display myself publically like this. But I wanted to see what happens.
I have also removed a few journal entries from a year or two ago. I was going through some difficult times and was ranting too much.
2/24/2006 10:45:04 AM
Once in awhile, I come across a slave that seems like a match. She is always taken. Lesson there? Good slaves are in extremely high demand. Another thought on that is there are no good slaves. Only Excellent Masters who can train and mold high potential into top quality. Just another passing thought. That is what journals are for arent they?
2/11/2006 1:07:38 PM
I will be in Las Vages next week for two days then on to PA. for a few weeks. Any slave that feels I could be the right Master for her has a unique opportunity to interview with me during that time frame. Ill return to the Islands first week in March. With or with out a slave.
11/3/2005 3:10:09 AM
A very nice slave let me manage her incoming mail and I had a shock when I saw all the messages coming in. It was amazing. The messages poured in faster than I could read them.
I learned something about Doms that day. We mostly say the same things. We think we are original but we arent. Once in a while someone says says something differant but its mostly 800 messages a week saying "Ill treat you this way or that way. Im experienced. I know you get tons of messages. Pick me. I want to own you". It is numbing. Glad Im not a hot looking slave. I only get one message a week if Im lucky.
10/29/2005 4:07:47 AM
I read about slaves saying they have so many messages from Doms that they cant keep up. I wonder why it doesnt work the other way around. This entry is just a thought I had.
