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I have kneeled before three divine contructs in life:
Kushiel, Eris and Athena. Life is harsh, Life is chaos, Life is knowledge.
Life is harsh: like a stone tumbler, we get difficult times along the journey so as to polish and improve upon ourselves.
Life is chaotic: embracing that has allowed me to be a highly creative and adaptive person.
Life is knowledge: having knowledge helps to keep you on your feet through the chaos and difficult times.
"All knowledge is worth having"- Kushiel Series by Jacqueline Carey.
- If still here and interested, please know I'm here strickly for social networking and keeping/catching up with friendships. I am not here to find another dominant male to fill a daddy role for me. Would like to find someone of a "femminine persausion," who would be interested in partnering with me. Must be respectful of pre-existing relationships, but would be very special to me. Someone to have "fun" play-time and to build a life with.
That said I am a surprising upbeat person and am often mistaken as a good "church going" girl. Actually identify as christian/buddhist. Diffently shy and quiet at first, but that is mostly me gauging what type of person you are and if I can trust you. My closest friends would most likely discripe me as a good natured, weekend warrior or a wise sage. I tend to need to fill a submissive role to someone who inspires me to be more through their guidance (generally prefer males for this). I also believe that if I did not have "Daddy" issues I would be a full out lesbian. As I long to curl into and hold a beautiful woman as an equal. I have the potential to be a motherly top, preferably with femmine individuals.
Would almost say that I am a: Lesbian Flexible-Daddy's Girl-Spiritual BDSMer. When I "play" it is not a (dicsplinary)corrective action. It is life, mood and spiritual trial. A way I get to experience a spiritual head space. In day to day life I am a happy to please "Daddy's girl". In the dungeon I want a teacher to mold me into the Domme I may one day be and to help me reach Zen/Nirvana, through the trials of mind and body.
Biologically female, I feel almost as if my soul refuses to solidify to one side or the other. I'm on the feminine side, but that may just be a phase. Have gone butch several times in my life. To tell the truth my inner gender identification is that I'm just me and you are you. If we are attracted to each other the physical parts do not matter.
Activities:
Church, Farmers Market, Meditation, SCA, Work
Hobbies:
Beadwork, Cooking, Crocheting, Cross-stitch, Drawing, Embroidery, Floral design, Jewelry making, Sewing, Woodworking, Reading, Writing Poetry
Interests:
Herbal remedies, Natural health, Philosophy, Spirituality, Vegetarianism
Movies:
Alexander, Avatar, Boondock Saints, The Last Samuri, Memoirs of a Geisha, the Saw series, What Dreams May Come
Music:
Andrea Bocelli, Andrew Lloyd Webber, Sarah Mclaughlan, Bryan Adams, Disturbed, Linkin Park, Journey, Pink Floyd
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