I need to fuck.

Won't someone look at my pics today, unzip their pants and jack off all over me? Pleaseeee?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sNmoHu2mPDY

see me kiss you!

My wife used to come home and take off her worn and scented pantyhose....and tie them over my face. I fell asleep smelling her, as she lay next to me, asleep, fully satisfied by her date. I, so horny I could die, lay there hard in my chastity, pantyhose, makeup, and nightie. She would tell me "you can cum and cum hard, and have great sex..right now even...IF you go get online and have phone or webcam sex with a MAN, and only a MAN." Often I did. So after many years, I simply became aroused for MEN everytime she came home from her dates.

My exwife still gets to me. She is sexy, pretty, great body, smart, wickedly funny yet cruel and demanding and a bitch when she wants to be. We lived a s women for 6 years with me in chastity and she fucking many men. She is now married to a hunky big cocked man, and calls me sometimes and tells me how well he fucks her. Last night she called me, and in some sort off fantasy they were playing, she begged me to come help her, that her husband was repeatedly raping her. She kept cumming hard and I heard him grunting and cumming finally, and saying 'your exwife is a whore" as he laughed. She said angrily "I see nothings changed, you're still a sissy weak cunt, you can't defend me....oh ggodd he's hard again and going to rape me again please Tammi..." then the phone hung up. I was in pantyhose and a black nightie and my chastity tube and simply rolled around on the bed in sexual denial and agony until I fell asleep and had a wet dream.

I want to be tied up, bound and lay on my side....skirt lifted roughly, and man after man sliding behind my ass and nuzzling and sniffing it..my crack thru my sheer to waist pantyhose....and masturbating, and shooting loads in their hand and all over my pantyhosed legs and the bed.....then moving on and another man does the same...my ass humps as if I am fucking as men sniff my female scent in my pantyhose.....so many loads let go.....

I dream about men dumping load after load as they look at my pics....

I got an email today at tammimoore99999@yahoo.com

, and it was a wife of a man who she caught masturbating to my youtube movies and my many pics on here and .  What shocked me was that he admitted it, told her he had fallen in love with me, and that when they fucked he pretended she was me! She called me a cunt, a manstealing whore and a real bitch. I feel bad but must admit that it made me cum inside my chastity tube as I read her letter.

My fave part of her letter was "Tammi, some people may think because you still have that little thing you call a cockclit, you're a man. But I know differently, I have read your posts - you act and think like a woman, and I AM one so I know. You're one of me and I do not appreciate you using your totally female charms to steal me man, leave him alone bitch!"

I have decided to let a man touch me. A kiss, a feel between my pantyhosed thighs, to test my feminine feelings.

I wish some nice man would hire me to be in a shemale porn film or photoshoot!

 I am now an author! I have written a five part series, 5 chapters, that are posted as a Kindle download on Amazon.com! It goes into great and sordid detail, from my childhood and how I was dressed as a girl for my old sister's boyfriends enjoyment, to early girlfriends who used and abused me, to older gf's and wife who finished the job, and why i live alone as a single woman today! The book is called "Pantyhose Prison" and should be up very soon, like by January 10th, 2013! It will make you hard I promise and it's all true!

 I LOVE LOVE it when men or couples look at my pcitures and cum or the couples fuck as they look at me and talk about what they would do to me and me for them. Or when men stroke it and as they cum they moan my name and tell me about it later......

My wife likes to spice up her sex life with her husband from time to time. This weekend she summoned me, and she and her husband literally decorated me as a female whore Christmas decoration. I stood and sat and sometimes laid down, covered with sparkles and fluff, I was soundless, motionless human furniture, as they lived the whole weekend, naked and horny and drinking, as I saw and heard it all, while gagged.  I saw my gorgeous sexy exwife get it from behind, on the floor, in bed, on the sofa, laying, standing, bent over, and she came and came.

I was so hard inside my chastity tube.  Sunday night at 6 they were "fucked out" and they let me go, my wife kissed me and sent Tammi home to suffer.

Feeling whorish today, made new audio greeting.

I like men.

I went shopping at a Farmer's outdoor market this last weekend. As I was shopping I heard a woman whisper to her friend "I think that bitch is looking for more than veggies" and they snickered. being consdiered a real woman and a bitch by real women makes me wild. Then as I paid the man for my stuff, he smiled handsomely and said "thank you Miss, i hope to see you again." Having a cute guy think I am a "miss" made my clit let go into my maxipad and I tried to talk as it flooded the crotch of my sheer to waist pantyhose and chastity tube. I walked away feeling as if I had been well fucked and was wet all day down there.

I am a soccer Mom type in public, very demure and quiet and I try not to stick out or being too garish. But inside my soccer mom body is a whore wanting to tease men! lol

I am naked on your bed. A plastic sheet covers the bed. My hands are tied to the headboard, ankles tied together. I am naked, shaking, afraid. I am a straight man, how did i get here? I want my wife back. Someone somewhere is fucking her right now as I see you, also naked, enter the room. I see your hard big cock, so big compared to mine.

I am squirming as you pour warm babyoil all over my body. I am begging "no". You laugh, like men in my life over the years who laughed as they stole my gf's and wife. Men who get hard over humilation of sissy men.

You lay next to me, and begin rubbing your body and cock all over me, the warm babyoil making us slide together so easily. I am trying to move away but cannot. You luahg and I want to scream as your mouth covers mine and for the 1st time in my life a man kisses me.

Your cock is hot and feels like steel as you rub it on my tummy and then shockingly, against my cock. You keep kissing my neck and mouth and telling me "let go, my little gay sissy, its OK to be gay...say it TOM, say the words, you cant hide behind pantyhose and perfume, say it "I AM A GAY MAN and I LIKE MEN and COCK".

I am struggling with my bonds as your hand reaches down and begins to stroke my hardening cock. "You're giving your self away" you laugh as you feel me stiffen in yuor hand. "No woman wants you, fag, so give in and enjoy being a gay man" you urge me as your stroking increases in speed.

"Let it go NOW" you command me and you stroke so hard and fast and kiss me deeply. I am still fighting and suddenly you hand stops. My cock is so hard now and I am fucking the air, humping helplessly. "No pussy is there for yuo to fuck" you laugh "so if you want sex and to come, you can come in my hand now, or go home"> I keep humping and moaning, so humuilated to admit I want your hand to continue.

"Say it, dammit SAY IT NOW" you order me and I murmur quietly "I..am..gay.please..storke me.."

"AND?" you say..

"I like men...and cock..please ooh ggodd please.." I beg.

You laugh, the humilation and debasement is complete. Before your eyes, a supposed straight man has admitted what he is so humilated to say "I am gay"...

You kiss and dont let up as you stroke and soon, TOM cums as he enters the world of being a gay sissy pussy boy for a real man.

New recording today! have fun with baby oil and your c***

Pussy, bad, cock good. I have been trained now.

New audio recording, about 4minutes long..get some baby oil or lube and listen and tell me what it did for you hunny

cock, i need cock now, i reject pussy

New audio recording today. It's about how humilating yet necessary it would be to have a man treat me as a real woman, look me in the eye, and in a non-sexual way, tell me he loves me and I AM a woman to him.

I hate to admit it - I tried to be a businessman, a lover to women, a boyfriend, a husband, I tried to be a man! I tried to be good at sports, politics, business, news - but my ditzy mind, since my wife began herbal hormones and 6 years of feminization - my mind is vapid. I only seem to care now about making my ass look good to men to mount. For my red glossy lips to look good to fuck. For my long red nailed hands to stroke a hard cock to eruption. For my red toe nailed feet, clad in sheer pantyhose or stockings, to jack off a man between my feet.

I do not like women anymore, or yuchy pussy - thats for men. The idea of laying between a womans legs and trying to satisfy her makes me sick. I now am the submissive one, to lay back and take a man into me in any way that pleases him.

I am a mindless fucktoy now.

I changed my recording. It is about a date my wife set me up on recently.

I want a woman next to me on the bed, kissing me on the cheek as a female friend and she is telling how to please her husband or boyfriend. I so want to kiss HER and make love to HER but she laughs and says "but i like men hunny" and then HE lays down and she begins to train me on how toproperly please her man. Then she gets up, kisses us both and says "take care of him bitch, drain him.." and she leaves and locks the door.

My poor asscunt, sitting here all day, getting wider and more womanly within the tight confines of my shiny pantyhose and perfumed skin....testing the limits of the skirt....it needs to be kissed and worshipped and massaged and fucked.....to prove I am a woman forever....

I have to accept it - men and men only stare all day at my ass...wider everyday, stetching and testing the limits of my very tight and sheer pantyhose tops and tighter skirt....some men know and most do not know whats packaed into those pantyhose, in the front..and once they began to worship and kiss my nyloned ass, I don't think they'd care....

I really am hoping and think all day about hundreds of men looking at my pics and spurting all over me.....anytime I stupidly toy with the idea of trying to be a man and date women, I get comments from real men, men with hard cocks that satisfy women, and I realize that I was born to receive cock, not give it. I want you to stroke it and look at me and cover me....

Who knows why I think these thoughts - I dream of a man who simply forgets I am not 100% woman, born a woman and always have been a woman. He tells me he loves me, looks in my eyes, and we kiss. I am still getting used to kissing a man and not my wife. I am submitting rather than the agressor. But what makes my clit seep is the idea that he truly just sees a real woman and my clit is forgotten inside its pantyhose prison. He talks about me at work, and to his friedns and family as a real woman, they all know me as only a woman and no one would ever guess the dfference. Its at that point I realize its too late to go back and try to be a man and date women.

Was getting dressed this morning, new applied nails, kinda long, and snagged my new pantyhose! I am pissed! It is funny, years ago I was thinking about sports, politics, porn...lol, now it's hair, makeup, perfume, pantyhose and nails! and men! lol

When a female first puts on her pantyhose, as my exwofe did, it is wonderful to watch...slowly and slinky....sliding over shaved legs, then she stood and pulled gently as each leg went over knees then thighs...then, at the last moment, a squat....ass and hips gently squirm downward, to firmly squeeze ass and pussy and crotch deeply into the gussett and bottm panel.....an almost sheer plastic coating applied to the waist down to the toes, almost a "look but you can.t have" scene.  As the "squat" ends, there is always an inch to 1/2 inch left, a gap, between pussy lipsa dn the sheer pantyhose crotch..my wife used to call this the "air of superiority", as it heated up qucikly and becamse moist and scneted with her wonderful mix of perfume and natural scents front and back....and I was often allowed to crawl to her, before she went on a date, and to worhip that nylo covered are and eeply feast on, taste and smell that area of teasing and denial. I could taste and smell what a real man was going to be enjoying in an hour or so on a date with my wife.....

Today, living as a woman myself, I always put on my pantyhose as trained. I have a cockette and not a pussy in front but still carefully putt hem on so that I too now can have that little cunty gap of air for men to worship....

does this happen to women? I am sitting here, typing at my desk, working, and wearing tight sheer pantyhose, skirt, heels, bra blouse and makeup. As now trained i was listening to my feminization hypnosis files, and thinking about men. Then, I came. I came hard. I just gushed into my maxipad. I only was squirming slightly in my seat with horniness but other than that, not touching myself at all. Its like I have heard a few women talak about - their clir rubs the nylon and sometimes they cum. I pretended nothing was happening but as my juices flowed freely I almost passed out from pleasure and feeling like a real woman. I did go to the ladies room to clean up and change pads but there still is sticky cum between my womanly asscheeks, to remind me that I dont cum into women, I am a woman who receives cum now.

I need a man!

a man wrote to me and begged me to do this..lay on my side on his bed, dark sheer pantyhose, heels, short skirt, bra, blouse, heavy whore makeup, long nails, perfume, shaved hairless all over, lipstick, earrings, long eyelashes..he wants to lift my skirt and he would be naked...and as he jacked off, he'd sniff my pantyhosed clean ass and asscheeks, and worship my ass while he came in his hand....hmmm sounds like a nice bitchy way to sepnd a few hours lol

Going away for a week! be back the 9th!  Hope you miss me! lol

Love Tammi

Nothing much today except I AM A WOMAN and I LOVE BEING A WOMAN! My exwife was right - she sensed it when we were in bed....I need men, I need to please men, and I am a woman who needs to lay back and let my man please me. I am friends and competiton with women, not theri lover. I am accepting that now.

In a supreme act of humilation, but needed, I am sorry, to my exwife, for trying to be a man. I am glad we lived as women for 6 years I am glad I saw real men please you, and teach me how a woman should act with a man. You deserve the sex and love He is giving you, I hope to find a man like Him.

at work..looking down..in my recepiotnist chair...skirt rides up my thighs too much, showing the tops of my pantyhose....I see a gussett, shaved area, and nothing else....I lift a little off my seat and pull down my skirt....I am a woman now

Was at a Macys Department store today, trying on shoes. I was wearing very glossy smoky gray pantyhose, and a short skirt. The sales girl was very kind. A few men kept walking by and looking as I stood and walked in various pairs of shoes. One man said "I like those!" and another told me he liked my pefurme. The best? One guy was there, apparently waiting for his wife, but he was fixated on my legs and pantyhose.  I kept hearing him mumble "jessshh look at that...woooww..." under his breath as I'd strut by. Finally his wife showed up, looked at me , punched his arm, said "what the hell you lookin' at?" and looked at me and said "bitch..." 

MY LIFES DREAM!  I bought the shoes and went home wet!

I am sipping coffee as I type, wearing only sheer to waist pantyhose, bra, and silky black slip. Shaved body this morning in shower.....am excited to wear my new dress today with heels, and pearls. Picking nail color, makeup ready, perfume .......hmmm being a woman is a delight! I am hoping to go to the Mall and make a few men's hearts beat a little faster! I have been working on my ass swaying! Kisses Tammi

There was a time that I was excited to get a new car, new TV, sports equipment...anything male...now, after 6 years of licing as Tammi - I am still SO excited to get new clothes!  I got a very plain "soccer Mom" NON-tranny one piece knit gray dress. Very form fitting, opens all the way down the front by buttons. I like having the lower half open, so my legs show as I walk. Now does this sound like a man to you? lol I couldn't help but take so many pics of my egotistical dressed self!

New audio recording....see if you like it..its by request

I have been so obsessed with dreams lately  -I wake up cumming in my maxipad - that a couple owns me. I fall so deeply in love with HER, crying, telling her that if I could escape, I'd be a man and she and i could have a normal husband/wfe life together. She leads me on, until I am so smitten and in love and actually foolishly think we might have sex and be a couple. But then she tells me "sorry i like men only hunny" and I am made to watch Master fuck the woman i love. Crushing and life changing, I'd just surrender and live fulltime as their female slave.

In a BITCHY mood today - I would tie you up and do things to make you forget your wife or girlfriedn forever....I will become HER.....

It is so fun..I am sitting here, painting my red nails a bright whore red...when my exwife did this, I used to get so horny (even though I was a cuckold and she was doing it for her dates). Now, instead of lusting after a woman with these nails, I AM that woman. This morning, for an hour, I did my makeup then my nails...as I sat in bra and pantyhose in front of the mirror. I squirmed on my wide womans ass on my vanity stool, and just that movement, combined with painting my nails and imaging what men would think, my clitty came into my maxipad. Its been 9 years since I fucked a woman or masturbated....now I just have feminine wet dreams or cum in my pad without touching myself. I love being a woman finally! I hope you get hard seeing my nails today!

I have NO idea why I am SO obsessed with this idea....of a woman, a real woman, coming up to me, pissed, and slapping me and calling me a "man stealin' bitch", as she tells me how her husband jacks off looking at me, sees me at the Mall and tells her how hot I am and even when he fucks his wife he says he thinks about me! I have had many men tell me that very thing - that they are fucking their wife but think of me....I love that! And how can I ever dream of going back to manhood and giving up womanhood when women think of me as a bitch and threat? mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

When I am at the Mall I have actually gotten to like seeing women look at me with daggers. I dress and look and act the way that men like, sr8 men. They see sheer shiny dark pantyhosed legs, heels, long red nails, makeup, wide ass, thin waist and boobs and they wish they were going home to fuck ME not their wife. LOLOLOL

I fought my forced feminization and never dreamed my clit would get hard inisde my maxipad as men stared, but now, seeing couples make my clit squirt inside my pantyhose as I swish and sway along past them!

I surrender, I give up to my femininity. My wife said it would happen someday, my acceptance. Now the switch is turned on and I am a man stealing shebitch. Watch out women, I'll steal your man even if he's straight.....

I feel in some ways as if I have crossed a threshold. Yes, I still get a warm feeling and sometimes a sexual thrill as I slip into sheer pantyhose, a bra, a tight skirt. But mostly it's the feeling of being normal. I feel like a real woman, or at least what I imagine it to be like. My exwife spent many long hours talking to me about just that - how it ALL feels, physically, emotionally, inside and out, to be female. I have the extra feeling of walking down the street, the world sees me as a woman, men comment, women think "bitch" and I swish and sway my hips and feel the nylon whisper as my legs touch lightly and the pantyhose meets there. I also still feel the little thing between my legs inside my pantyhose and wonder what some horny man, about to cum in my mouth or hand, would think as he groped under my skirt and found my cockclitty.

I feel as if I am encased in a polished nylon, mascara, wigged, lipsticked, red nailed, high heeled female prison where there is no escape and I love it!  Women call me a bitch and men look at me  - kisses!

A man wrote to me today and told me he cummed listening to me and looking at my slightly opened mouth on my profile picture mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

I so wish someone would cum today listening to my audio recording and looking at me! (and then tell me about it or send me a pic of their cummy cock near a pic of me they printed out and covered.....

Exwife called tonight, as she does from time to time...she puts her phone by the bed as her husband fucks her and makes me listen as I squirm around on the bed in only pantyhose, heels and a slip....she says if i find a couple to own me she will stop teasing me, as the couple will do it live in front of me....

I made a new audio greeting, hope some men like it! It runs me on to be a woman and think what my recording might do to a man......

Its so weird, growing up I had all of those teen and 20's wet dream about gorgeous sexy women. Now, for the last 6 years my wet dreams are tortured dreams of being encased helplessly in pantyhose, skirts, blouses and bra, heels and long nails, makeup permanently applied, perfume..all of it....and my only sex dreams are of men approaching with hard cocks

I changed my audio greeting. I have always had dreams of being a phone sex transgender woman, making men happy. My exwife used to make me have phone sex with men, as she had sex on our bed with her boyfriend. I think I got good at it! lol Men told me I was better than the women they chatted with for money.

It's so funny..I am a submissive by nature, at least thus far, but SO many men beg me, be a BITCH! lol  I am finding that it does excite me, to accept and assume the role of a real woman and use all of her pussy power to control a man.

I imagine my husband being at work, joking with his coworkers about how HE runs the household, full well knowing that when he gets home, he'll be on his knees, worshipping and being smothered by my pantyhosed ass.....and then taking my cockette into his mouth...ohh, if his buddies could see him now..

They of course only see their friends cunty sexy wife -they have no idea this bitch wife makes him suck her cock nightly.....my poor husband, mouth stuffed and him having to swallow my loads, then see me pull my pantyhose back up over my tiny spent clitty....

What if my poor husband wakes up and feels my clit stiffening in between his asscheeks, my long red nailed hands smothering his mouth so he can't protest as I enter him.....his hard cock betrays him as I cum and he explodes as I jerk him off while I fuck him...

poor babee..hubby can't tell anyone his wife is a shemale....

I dreamed last night that I was standing before a large muscular handsome man. I was wearing sheer to waist borwn pantyhose, and a bra and pearls and thats all. He was in jeans and tshirt, very manly looking. I looked extra weak and femmy next to him.

He spoke very kindly and said "listen, why don't you just give in Tammi, I mean look at me and look at you..we're two different genders..a man liek me would love to pamper and take care of a woman like you."

I stood, trying to cover my tits and clitty with my hands, it was useless, he could se it all. He rubbed the bulge in his pants and said "women dont want you baby but look what you do to men..."

He then reached out and gently touched my arm, my cheek and kissed my cheek and his other hand gently brushed my clitty through the pantyhose tops.

I erupted, my totally limp soft non-erect clit spurted all over my pantyhose tops and thighs, I was dripping and I was so ashmaed and he laughed gently and hugged me and said "dont be embarassed hunny, its OK, its a normal reaction for a woman to have with her man."  I was trying to wipe the cum off, and he stopped me and said "rather than waste your time trying to get rid of cum, why don't you bring out some more..." and he unzipped his fly and his huge hardness, so different that my tiny clit, stood out from his fly.

He pushed on my shoulders and I knelt, and, well...I drained him. I truly felt happy, felt like a real female, surrendering my last shred of manhood to him.

I hated waking up from that dream.  Since I sleep in pantyhose, I found that I actually did have awet dream and just like in my dream, my pantyhose were soaked, as i lay there in bed.

I like it when men tell me that I LOOK like I simply need cock. I also like when women tell me I look like a bitch who would be their friend yet try to steal their man from them.

My ass is tightly packed into pantyhose today here at work, under my tight skirt....my asscunt needs a man's attention....

Master opens the door to the closet - I have been in there inside a cage for days, I squint at even thwe low bedroom lighting. Is it day or night, I am not sure, I have been fed only water for several days. I am in pantyhose, corset, heels, bra, tight cable knit dress, makeup, jewelry, red lipstick. I am trembling, my hands tied to the cage, as he opens the small cage door and pulls my face out of it. I am at the same level as his cock.
"Are you ready to admit it, say it, do it and live it?" he demands in his deep voice, a voice that makes all of his female lovers melt, and makes me feel weak and useless.
"I am Master, I have been broken" I mumble in a feminine voice.
"Say it then" he smiles.
I am humiiated and ashamed but cannot resist any longer, the drugs and training have taken over. "I love men, Master, I love cock, I deny women and pussy and sex with women. I want to BE a woman. I crave cock and sucking cock and pleasing cock. I am a woman now master."
My red lips, glossy and wet, open as my eyes close, showing the whorish makeup.
Master unzips and slowly puts the tips of his hard cock into my mouth. My mouth closes tightly around it...my life as a woman begins.....manhood is gone....

I am often asked if I am living with a couple - no I am not living with anyone!  I live alone but would love to be owned by a male/female dominant couple!