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my last handler got killed I miss him so much I got that one call phone you never want to hear it has got me wanting to drank and just say fuck it you know I can't win from losing he was a great man that took me under his wing an made sure I was ok everytime he would call me and check on me ... LOVE AND PEACE MY FRIEND REST IN PEACE YOU TOOK A PIECE OF MY HEART |
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https://fetlife.com/users/6119050 my fetlife |
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I was a sex slave an I came back to my home town no sex till august.. an I am in need but I don't mess with normal or vanilla world
all my handers died so I can't have sex an scared of people.. because they hurt me
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but I want something real that would never end an be therein my bad days when I cry out my pain and show me that is good out there .... I have been around good people don't get me wrong but they moved on and I tried and never could .... that is why I want this lifestyle back if have to be easy with me for what I have been though it kills me inside with pain. to relize that life can be easy an with the ruff roads a lot with it I am going to the right path in life an get back on my feet and a Master to help me get my mind back to normal.... and make me forget the bad things that has happen to me again..... |
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I want to rebuilt my trust with someone that will treat me with respect and he would get the same... and not a lot of people isn't messaging me don't be scared of me I wrote journals here to get my feelings out so you know how I feel because I have no one else I can talk to ...
and it is funny it is out state messaging no one in Kentucky but two hmmmm that is weird so that makes me wondered.........
I just wished people would be real with me.... and not lie ......... just be real with me and I will be real with you all |
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an don't trust kuffed because I just got out of the hospital 1 degree burn on my left groin.......an he laced a joint with something because it was in my drug test an I only smoke 420.......... there is something wrong with that mans head... because I told him to stop what he was doing because I was burning an he didn't stop....... so woman beware if you go out with that asshole |
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be careful with kuffed I am out with him and ever time I would lay down he was on my computer an I would sit an watch him he don't need to sit an read my profiles on my computer I am so try of where I cant trust him acted like a child an hit on me in public places an I would have to hit him back ... being rude in the restuarts I can't handle someone that says he is a master but act like a child...... and in play he was hurting me and I told him to stop many times an he didn't an kepted doing the same thing over an over... .I don't trust this man with a 3 inch dick................ LMFAO an plus he was hitting me in public an a woman knotted with her head at me an I hit him back then we got back in the room an I took a paddle to his ass an you could here it down the hall an he said still didn't hurt so I waited till he turned over an hit him in the balls with it I said laughing did that hurt.... lol he said well duh I couldn't stop laughing |
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if you see on old accounts on here my pics don't talk to them names it isn't me this is my real account an my pics and I talk true words to my friends an family here.... MY NEW ACCOUNT AN TALK 100 WITH YOU GUYS BECAUSE I CAN NOT LIE |
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and the funny thing after what I have been thou from 2013 till now an been out of work for 4 years it has about killed me and had bad nose bleed in 2014 and my grandfather dieing and got word that my daughter died give me a heartattack then came to find out she did die I was about to kick someones ass for saying that an bullshit in my book.... but I have learned not to take calls from calif. when you dance 2014... and had to get put on meds an the meds only do so much so I smoke 420 yay.... and I know if you talk to the cops in my area they will said I have lost my damn mind and I am crazy bitch and more but what they don't know is who made me that way work an dumb asses that don't listen bunch of my stuff got stolen and they like nothing we can do.... an I was like ok an the Kentucky state police told me to stop calling them... so I was like ok I will find out where my stuff when an take it in my own hands then...... and I know that is a cops setup. but why they don't listen to me for it pisses me off and nothing they can do..... so I faked my death to see what they would say then and then I heard someone in my maws house get a phone call from ksp an said is she ok an they said she came in coved in blood an she was cleaning some of it off... an she took pics an he said that cop was crying that is what they get for not listening I even made my doctor trip out..... |
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