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*Read my profile before sending me a note*

If you don't take the time to read my slave's profile and/or journal to answer some of your questions, then your mail will be deleted and you will be blocked. The time and effort is made to give out as much information as possible. If you don't have the time to read, she will not have the time to respond. W/we are not here for your convenience or entertainment but for individuals who have meaning and purpose in this lifestyle. End of story.

~Masternum1~ my Master is looking for a slave (male or female does not matter). you can contact my Master for further detail. Must be genuine and some experience and understanding is preferrable and will accept those that are sincere. Also must be REAL... not seeking an online slave... and prefer locals.
Please respect the boundaries that exist in a Master/slave relationship. my Master will allow me to communicate freely with those who He deems reputable, respectful and creditable. If that trust is betrayed, the privilege of communicating freely will be denied permanently. Please honor my servitude to my Master. i proudly kneel at His feet. To my Master, "Te amo con todo mi corazon para siempre".

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A slave (this slave) had to begin by releasing herself completely to her Master... heart, mind and body; trusting in her Master to guide her, lead her, protect her and look out for her best interest at all times. When she understood her station in relation to her Master, she no longer looked for her own gratification... her only concern is the well being and happiness of her Master. With this understanding, she modestly serves her Master looking for nothing in return. HIS happiness, HIS wants, HIS needs are her ONLY concern. This is evident through her selflessness and eagerness to please the will of her Master.

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With my Master's approval, i am looking for like-minded friends to connect with. i enjoy reading the many different profiles and journals of O/others so you may see me peek in yours one day. =)

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Anyone who can not wipe the tear from your eye does not deserve to cause you one. Anyone who is not willing to be seen with you outside the bedroom should not be able to have you naked in the bedroom. No one who does not want to free your heart should be able to bind and tie your body. No one who does not want to love and cherish you as a woman and a partner should be able to see and joyfully experience the slut inside you. You're sexier then you think, sweeter then you know. Author, unknown


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2/8/2012 4:07:03 PM

Someone asked me today if i remember what it was like when i was first exploring my submissive/slave side... and this was my response:

 

Are you kidding me? i would dream of a collar around my neck, wake in the morning just to find it was all a dream. i slept with my hands in between my legs for a very long time. lol. When i first got a taste of a flogger, i was instantly addicted. i was like a kid in candy store jumping around like a Mexican jumping bean. Seriously, i itched and twitched and begged to feel the touch of the sweet leather against my skin... the whispers it sang to me as it flew through the air... the sound as it struck my body. Ohhhhh yesssss, i do remember what it was like and it never goes away. Today, years later, my body reacts the same as it did from the beginning. Once you discover what you are, who you are and where your place is to be, it never dulls and will forever ignite your soul.


2/8/2011 4:28:38 PM

my Master is looking for a slave (male and female).  you can contact my Master for further detail.  Must be genuine and some experience and understanding is preferrable and will accept those that are sincere.  Also must be REAL... not seeking an online slave... and prefer locals.


11/24/2010 6:33:25 AM

i would like to mention that IF you find that i passed by your way and happened upon your profile, it is merely just to read and view to see who and what is out there in the CM world.  It is NOT for the intention of viewing you for the sole purpose of you reading my profile and possibly any of my journals to hurt you or rub anything in your face--It is about me... not you... me and my journey and what Master desires for this profile.  Get over it--the world does not revolve around you and your drama.  i view many profiles on collarme to read the thoughts and moments that P/people want to share with O/others in this great Lifestyle W/we all live.  Do our lifestyle a favor and get out... already too many vanilla drama wannabees out there posing as something they are not.

Peace to A/all


3/15/2010 7:26:55 PM

There is NOTHING better than being used by your Master for His pleasure.  And mmm mmm mmm pleasure it was for all parties tonight!  Master had His good friend and fellow Master (and my fuck buddy) over for some goooooooood times for A/A/all.  All my parts were used and stretched and filled until They were completely satisfied.  my body is shaking, quivering and aching and feels oooohhhh soooooo goooooood.  E/E/everyone is smiling and worn out (as it should be).  i sure do love bringing a smile to my Master's face.


2/27/2010 5:07:48 PM

Last weekend was such a wonderful weekend.  Master and i needed to just get away from it all for a couple of days.  W/we met up with another Master for great conversation and dinner.  It is so refreshing meeting a real, lifestyle Master that is old-school like W/we are.  Too many people claim to be something they are NOT.  If you are into this lifestyle for just the kink and something fun to do on the weekends... then say so.  No harm in telling the truth.  But when you claim to be something you are NOT, there is much harm that could be done to both parties involved.  It is sad to see people jumping into relationships before they even get to know one another.  If you wouldn't do it in the vanilla world, then why would you do it in the BDSM world???  Too many people are too quick to put trust into somebody they just met... ready to make life-long commitments in the blink of an eye.  Yes, being collared or collaring someone IS A LIFE-TIME COMMITMENT in this great lifestyle.  At least, it is supposed to be.  But i've seen too many on this site that seems to have a different Master/Mistress or sub/slave every month.  If you are one of them, then you need to sit down and re-think and make smarter decisions in your life. 

There... that was my one moment on the soap box for me this week. =)


2/13/2010 11:49:58 AM
It sure has been a while since i have sat down to write anything here.  i was writing a friend this morning and my feelings were so strong i thought i should save them here...

i feel so strongly for my Master that sometimes words cannot do justice or describe just how i feel about Him and for Him.  my desire to please Him and do all that i can do to make Him happy, content, satiated overtakes me until nothing else matters.  i crave to be everything and anything He desires and needs me to be for Him and Him alone.  i love Him, i need Him, i crave Him.  The touch of His hand, the look on His face, the curl of His lips, His breath on my neck as He whispers His desires... all that He is and all that is in Him speaks to the very core of me.  my body naturally yields to Him and begs to be down at His feet and waiting for His command. 

i am sensualtreasure; Master's slave, woman, lover, friend and wife.  i was made for Him... tailored and designed for His liking.  i am a mirror image of who He is and what He is: strong, confident, proud, sensual, sexual, decadent, perverted, loving, honest, trustworthy, respectful, real and genuine.

Even now, i sit here and i am overwhelmed with emotions.  i love every facet of His being.  He is my Master, Man, Lover, Friend and Husband.  He IS my EVERYTHING. 

te amo, Dueno, muy muy muy mucho, con todo mi corazon, mi alma y mi vida, te amo.


5/16/2009 5:33:33 PM
i know i mentioned that the surest way to attract your Dom is off your feet but... *mooooooans and whimpers* Master sure does love me being off my feet and spread out for Him like a Kings buffet waiting for Him to feast at His will.  *whispers* i think His tongue is battery operated.  It is official..... Master can wear me out before i can wear Him out.  Whew, i honestly thought that i could wear Him out... i really did.  Mmm, mmm, mmmmmmmm but defeat surrrrrrrrre was worth it. *lazy grin*  i'm ready for a second round now, Master. *giggles*

4/27/2009 3:57:47 PM
The surest way to attract your Master or Dom is ON your feet not off them. A true submissive or slave studies the art of servitude and perfects their talents in serving. we are not courtesans or wives; we offer not just our bodies but our SKILLS. we create another world... a place of beauty, peace and rest for our Master/Dom.

4/13/2009 1:51:12 PM
This is a special message to my personal, closest buddy... *In a TV female infomercial announcer's voice.....* Are you busy this week? Have your pants moved lately? Do you want them to move? Do you enjoy soft, slippery-when-wet pussy lips? Do you want a set of full pouty lips around your cock again? *licks lips* Are you hungry? Are you thirsty? Do you have some pent-up stress that needs to be relieved? If you said yes to all the above then W/we have just the thing for YOU. Just cum on down to your local buddy's place and pull up a chair, pull down your fly and let the fun begin. All you have to do is pre-register and all the festivities will be catered to your liking. Just tell us what you like and we will have it delivered in time for your arrival. So what are you waiting for? You know what you need to do.... so cum on.

3/19/2009 8:38:14 PM
Mmmmm what a night of fucking!!!!  Ooooohhhh myyyyyyy, tonight was about raw, sensual fucking, indeed.  Tonight i experienced one of my fantasies... sucking two cocks at one time... two silken heads throbbing in my mouth... tongue swirling and tasting delicious cocks... and my soft, hungry lips begging to be stuffed all the way to the back of my throat.  i also got to experience an actual REAL threesome.  i say REAL because the other two i experienced were NOTHING compared to what i enjoyed this evening.  Tonight was AMAZING.  Master and another Dom used this pussy, tits and ass for their entertainment and pleasure.  Pussy is swollen, aching, throbbing... feeling used tonight, baby!!!  Mmmmmm mmmmmm mmmmmm i'm going to sleep good tonight.

3/15/2009 2:58:05 PM

Antonio Banderas...... mmmmm (say it with me but in a Spanish accent)  Antonio Banderas mmmmm Antonioooooooooo.  Those that know me KNOW that i am totally into that man.  He is one juicy Latino.   Mmmmm Master is a Latino that ROCKS my world and then some!!!  He is soooo much better than Antonio and i get to see Him, feel Him, touch Him, taste Him...... mmmmmmmm Maestroooooooo.  Just rolls right off the tongue, doesn't it?


3/11/2009 3:13:33 AM

HAPPY HUMP DAY!!!  Enjoy your humps and the humps around you!!!


2/7/2009 6:41:58 AM
i know my last entry was a bit over the top but i had to get it off my chest, so to speak.  i was just very disappointed because Master and i had found someone that matched O/our personalities and clicked right away.  i would have enjoyed being his sister very much but...  Master and i have moved on and W/we are still looking for that special someone... W/we know he is out there somewhere. 

2/3/2009 8:06:24 PM

Master approved this entry:

Why do some people say in their profile that they are "looking" but when it comes down to it they say they have to back out because they don't have the time to commit.....BUT STILL HAVE ON THEIR PROFILE THAT THEY ARE STILL LOOKING!!!!!  They express themselves with so many pretty words but in the end... lack character deserving of honor or trust.  Why do people say words and give promises WHEN THEY HAVE NO INTENTION ON FOLLOWING THROUGH WITH THEM???  Two male slaves, so far, have all over their profile that they are looking to be owned and collared and tell all about what they can offer...but... when they find someone that actually wants to put the time and effort into them and bring them into their family, they back out and say "Oh, i'm sorry, but i cannot commit because i do not have the time to serve you."  THEN WHY THE FUCK DO YOU WASTE YOUR TIME AND OTHER PEOPLES TIME SAYING HOW MUCH YOU WANT TO SERVE AND PLEASE SOMEONE????  DO YOURSELF AND EVERYONE ELSE A FAVOR AND NOT BOTHER WITH A PROFILE OR EVEN PURSUE PEOPLE IF YOU HAVE NO INTENTION IN THE FIRST PLACE TO COMMIT!!!!!  WHY IS THAT SUCH A HARD, MIND BOGGLING, CONCEPT TO UNDERSTAND FOR SOME PEOPLE?????

If i hear one more person say how many years experience they have in this lifestyle of O/ours (it is real for Master, me and a lot of other P/people... not just play time on the computer) but then don't have an once of integrity or sense of responsibility or honor to show for it, i would like to pulverize them into the horse shit that they are!!!

And people wonder why so many people are leaving Collarme due to the stinkin' fakes that have taken over this place?????  Duhhhhh


2/1/2009 5:46:58 PM

GO STEEEEELERS!!


1/10/2009 8:37:50 AM
i wish Master had a slave boy/girl that had a bit of a foot fetish at this moment. i could REALLY use a good rub down and pedicure.  i love my feet massaged and pampered.  Oh, and my hair to be brushed, played with and pulled, mmmm, i LOVE that.

Speaking of slaves, Master is looking for a slave girl for U/us to play with from time to time as well as a slave boy for possibly long term.  i am quite new in the "bi" area and recently found out that i love nibbling, licking and sucking on pierced nipples. Mmmm, Master and i had lots of fun playing with those tits.  As for a slave boy, i LOVE cock... can't get enough of cock.  There is sooooo much you can do with a cock.  You can look at it, touch it, play with it, fuck it, lick it, suck it, stroke it, fuck it again, squeeze it, tease it, taste it, fuck it some more until the cock just begs for 10 minutes of mercy... then it is time to fuck it again.  Did i mention you can fuck a cock?  Ohhhhhh myyyyyy i love fucking.  There is nothing sweeter then the sound of a wet, juicy pussy being pounded by a hard, thick cock... or except maybe the sounds of a woman moaning and screaming out in pleasure and pain or the sound of Master's voice and the feel of His breath in my ear demanding me to cum.  Mmm, what delicious thoughts.

12/20/2008 10:29:59 AM

Let's give it up for dreams!!!!  my mind and thoughts have been very nasty of late... Master has trained His cunt good. After being thoroughly used and sent to bed, i had a delicious dream.

Master drove U/us to a secluded, rugged looking bar. For a place out in the middle of no where, there sure were a lot of people there. He led me into the bar and to the middle of the room by a leash connected to my collar. Without a word said, He undressed me one item at a time as people started to gather around... men and women alike. Master instructed two men to put me "in position". Each one took me by the arm and led me to a round table with no chairs. i was placed on my back with my head and ass hanging off the edge. They tied my arms down and restrained my ankles to my legs and around my neck with rope to keep my knees upright. Then i heard Master's deep, commanding voice, "Let the game begin!" He took a hold of the table and gave it a spin. Around and around i went... boy did i get dizzy. When the table stopped i tried to get my bearings, but before i could, a hard cock slid inside my wet pussy. i tried to look up but a hand restrained me from doing so. A strong voice told me to open my mouth. When i did as i was told a hard cock began to fuck my mouth. Each one stroked their cocks inside me with vigor until they both came... one came all over my thighs and the other came on my face and neck. Before i knew it the table was being spun again. This time when the table stopped i instinctively opened my mouth... but instead of a cock, i received a wet pussy on my face and was told to make her cum... as another hard cock thrust deep inside my pussy. i licked and sucked her sweet juices with my tongue until i heard her moan and cry out in pleasure. She came good and hard... squirting all over my face, soaking my face and hair with her nectar. i felt the cock slip from my cunt and warm cum spill out onto my stomach. Then i heard Master whisper close to my ear, "You will make everyone here cum before you will be allowed off this table, my slut." "Yes, Master" were the only words i answered when the table was spun again. Each one took their turn with me.  While my pussy and mouth were being used i felt hands roaming all over my body.  my jaw and pussy were sore from being used but ohhhh what a wonderful feeling. my body was soaked from head to toe from the cum bath i received. i felt the restraints being removed and strong hands lifting me from the table. They helped me to a chair where Master was waiting for me. He kissed me ever so gently and looked me in the eyes and said, "Good girl, my slave. You have served me well tonight."

Mmm, what a succulent dream.


12/18/2008 6:03:12 PM
Sometimes people genuinely need help and guidance to get out of the rut they are in. Unfortunately, with today's family dynamics, many cannot turn to their own family for love and support, for the help and guidance they need…. love in families is hard to come by these days. People tend to step up to the plate to help a friend before they will for their own family member....they are too concerned with themselves. Too many people are always looking at what they are going to get out of it before they do something for the other person. i know i am by no means a perfect example but i wish people did more for others instead of only wanting to deal with their own problems. If they would take a look at other people in the world today and what they are having to go through, then their problems will inevitably seem much smaller. i am a firm believer in "pay it forward" because sooner or later you really do reap what you sow. And you don't have to have a lot of money to help others, either. Sometimes, all it takes is part of your time to relieve someone of some of their burdens... Some time and thoughtfulness. If everyone forgot about themselves for one week and decided to help a neighbor, friend or family member the world would be a much better place.  Try it, you might like it.

12/9/2008 3:02:29 PM

my mind is running all over the place today... like a kid in a candy store (need Papi to get ahold of me goooooood *giggles*). my desires are growing and getting deeper and more intimate... and darker. Things/Ideas are floating into my thoughts and look sooooo delicious. i have to swallow several times from the salivating that is being caused from thinking upon these things. Talking with a sister slave today i touched upon just one of the tiny ideas floating in my head and the mere mention of it made my cunt run like a faucet.

Mmmm, my tongue is craving to lick and suck something sweet and tasty; my lips are eager to kiss the very ground Master stands on; my ears are straining to hear the words of wisdom from Master's lips; my wrists are craving to be bound tightly; my breasts are tingling to feel Master's caresses; my soaked cunt is craving to be filled, stretched and torn---mi chocha es muy caliente y muy muy muy mujada...Ven y buscala, Maestro; my ass is begging to be whipped and warmed by Master's touch; my knees are bent... ready and waiting for Master's return home tonight. Mmmmm ohhhh how i long to be used good and hard.


11/29/2008 9:06:29 AM

Yesterday was sooooo incredible!  O/our joining was raw and intense.  i love how His mind works... He is one nasty fuck!!  Mmmmm how i love the way He takes and uses me. *moans*  Mere shivers going up and down my spine as i think of last night.  my pussy is soooooo sore from being used and tortured from pure pleasure...mmmmmmm.  Oh when is Master going to come back home today???  Is He here yet?  How 'bout now?  Now?  Is He here now?  OMG!  i need Him!  i need to be fucked good and hard!  i need to be spanked!  i need to be taken and used for His pleasure!  Ohhhhhhhhhhh pleasssssssseeeeee hurry home Masterrrrrrrrrrr pleassssseeeeeee!!!!  i waiting here on my knees, bowing, waiting for You to take what You desire!!!


11/18/2008 6:57:58 PM

All day at work today i could still feel Master's hands on my body...their heat and firmness still sends shivers up and down my body. Master has the most sexiest, bottom lip i have ever kissed, sucked, nibbled and gazed upon that i have ever seen. When He smiles that smile... Oi', my knees go weak. Add that look that He gives me that says He's going to eat me alive--makes me turn into jello (or like gravy... you could sop me up with a biscuit and some corn bread, all covered with Master's cum). Sorry... the southern-girl in me had to come out sometime. *giggles*

Back to my thoughts:  Mmmm  Thinking how Master moved in, around and deeper within me… i recall how my thoughts and inner desires rippled in response to being totally and completely used by Him--i slipped into a deep, dark feeling of “i want to be used but i really want to grab Master and throw Him down and fuck the shit out of Him!” ....but when i got to that moment of pure animalistic desire, Master held me firmly in place, immobile, and made me beg--made me beg for the release that my body sooooo ached for until i screamed out in an explosive orgasm! Yet, that was only the beginning of what Master had in store for me that night….

*sighs as my pussy throbs and aches for Master's touch again, and again, and again*


10/27/2008 5:27:49 PM
Mmmmmm, have i mentioned how much i love being used for Master's pleasure?  Master has me on my toes begging for more.  i love the surprises He has up His sleeves.   And i can't wait to see what is next. 

10/25/2008 7:43:34 AM

The feel of her tongue and soft lips as she tasted me still has me in a daze.........  A few nights ago, Master planned a sensual night for His sensual slave girl.  He wanted me to experience the feel and touch of another woman.  He chose a slave girl that i have grown quite close to over these past few months.  i had spoken to her many times about what it would be like to be with another woman... and i had MANY questions for her and she graciously answered them all the best she could.  she always said that she wanted to be my first... and she was.  she was so soft, so tender.  her fingers, her lips, her tongue *mmmm*, her skin, her breasts, her ass were so much softer than i have felt before.  Master was right... it was nothing like being with a man, that's for sure. *smiles* 

That night was beautiful and special-- Thank You, Master, for allowing me to experience yet another first with You.  i loved the look in Your eyes as You watched us touch one another.  The contrast between her touches and Your and her Master's touches were nothing like i ever could have imagined.  my body still warms to this day when i think back on that special night.... 


10/9/2008 4:54:55 PM

Today i served Master well. He came home for lunch--- i was naked, knees spread apart, elbows and palms down, ass in the air, bowing before my Master as He entered His doorway. He looked and felt me over as He inspected me to make sure i was to His liking. Mmmm, i love the feel of His warm hands as they glide over my body. Master will always find His girl ready and eager to please Him. Happy, Master instructed me to rise and gave me my orders to serve Him His lunch. While Master ate, i sat near by thinking about how i love serving Him His every need. Serving Him fulfills me like no other. i was made for Him and He was made for me.... and mmm mmm mmm O/our bodies fit together like a glove. Just serving Him something as simple as lunch makes me wet from desire. But then again, i have to admit that i'm ALWAYS wet. *giggles* i'm wet in the morning, i'm wet in the afternoon, i'm wet in the evening and i'm wet in the middle of the night. Master has trained this body to be ready for a good fucking AT ALL TIMES. So, this body craves a good fucking AT ALL TIMES. my pussy is literally throbbing at the moment waiting for Master to come home from work to serve Him again. Ohhhh how i hope He allows me to cum... i love cumming.. and cumming... and cumming. BUT, what i love THE MOST, is being used by my Master. i love being His cum slut. To be bent over and fucked for His enjoyment and He fills this hungry cunt full of His cum THAT IS THE BEST PRIVILEDGE---THE BEST GIFT Master could possibly give me. i feel sooooo thankful and sooooo honored to be used for His pleasure... i get goose bumps just thinking about it. *takes a deep breath* i need to calm down or i might cum from the mere thought of it. *sighs* i guess i'll go do some laundry now.


10/2/2008 6:58:01 PM

my skin, my ass, my very being is craving, BEGGGGGGGGGING to be spanked, whipped, flogged, slapped!!!!!!! 


10/1/2008 4:32:04 PM
i am in such a daze this evening... ever get caught up in the feeling of something that it leaves you speechless?  my mind has me in a state of awe when i think of how i feel when Master uses me for His pleasure.  Words cannot begin to describe how i feel inside.  To be used by Master is such a beautiful thing.  To know that He needed something, took it and got exactly what He wanted is so fulfilling.  my job, my duty is to serve Him and to make Him happy and it feels good to know that He is grinning from ear to ear completely satisfied and that it is allllllll because of me.  Mmmmm, what a fulfilling life W/we have.  Thank You, Master, for all that You are to this slave girl of Yours.  Te amo muchisimo con todo mi corazon para siempre.

9/28/2008 5:33:29 AM

Is submission a gift?  The following are not my words but i couldn't have said it better myself:  I dont belive that submission is a "gift". It should be a natural occurance, not something you decided to be, but what you are in your soul. The same goes for Dominance. If you feel submission is a gift, then so is Dominance for one is nothing without the other.

Thank you to the Dom that allowed me to use his words here in my journal.


9/24/2008 3:50:05 PM
i sit here, quietly, meditating on Master.  It is a peaceful feeling to know that i serve a great Master... THE perfect Master for me.  The sound of His voice, the feel of His touch mmmmm sets me on fire.  To serve Him completes who i am.  i am HIS.  i am a reflection of HIM.  i represent HIM.  Everything i do is for HIS pleasure, not mine.  A happy Master is a very happy slave.  Need i say more?

9/20/2008 9:33:09 AM
Ahhhhh, its finally the weekend.  i've been looking forward to sleeping in today.  But did i get to sleep in? Noooooooo.  Ya know how it is when you have kids.... they are so LOUD from the time their head comes up off their pillow until the time they go to sleep.  i finally gave up trying to go back to sleep. *sighs*  Master is at work...i'm sitting here, pouting, wishing He was here.  i have a craving to suck and i'm all out of Tootsie Roll Pops to help me curve that desire.  Dang it!  Anyone know of another way to curve a craving for sucking????  i can't stop thinking about it.  Delicious thoughts are devouring my mind and taking over.... mmmmmmmm.  Now i'm allllll hot and wet.  What ever am i going to do???? *giggles*  Master and i were talking the other day about having a Domme use me.  i've never been touched by another woman before.  Master discovered that i am bi-passive which, in a nut shell, means i am just plain GREEDY. lol  i love being touched and fucked.... no matter if it is by a male or female as long as it feels soooooo good.  So, i've been thinking about what it would be like to serve a Domme.  my idea of a perfect Domme would be a strict but sensual Woman... One that is in tuned with the senses (smells, touches, sounds, tastes).  i am a very sensual person and would respond well to another sensual person.  i wonder if there is one out there like that that would be willing and patient with someone like me.  i hope Master can find one.  There is so much that Master wants me to experience and i am very eager to please Him and keep Him very happy.  He deserves the very best from me.

9/14/2008 8:23:45 AM

i am a 24/7 collared slave to Masternum1. i proudly kneel before Him and serve His every want/need/desire. i have never been happier or more content. To find someone that understands and respects Master and my relationship has been difficult here on Collarme. Master and i are not only in a M/s relationship but Wwe are deeply in love so that makes us not only Master and slave but Man and woman. Every decision He makes is based on the love He has for me and everything that i do for Him is out of love for the Man that makes every breath that i take that much sweeter. Wwe truly are meant for one another in every way. Wwe complete each other.  If you respect Oour relationship and this wonderful lifestyle Wwe are in and are geniune/sincere in your motives, please drop Uus a line or two or three =).  Wwe won't bite... hard (unless you want Uus to).  Master allows me to bite from time to time. *giggles*


7/26/2008 9:05:20 AM

Recently, Master and i had a break-through. First of all, it all started a few weeks ago with the beginning of the most amazing spankings i have ever received. It was one afternoon that i bent over the bed, slid down my pants exposing my black thong to Master... swaying back in forth teasing and begging a bit for the touch of His hands. (i LOVE to tease hehehehe) He knew what i was up to (how does He do that????) He touched my skin with such tenderness... smoothing His hands all over my ass and hips. He reached over to pick up the floggers and proceeded to whip my begging ass. He started off slow and picked up a nice rhythm. Master would switch from floggers to belt to hands. He spanked my ass until it was good and RED that day... it lasted just a little over an hour. And that was just the beginning and i have had many since then.

The other day, was the breakthrough. Master bent me over the couch, slid my pants and panties down and started spanking me (i really needed it bad that day). Feeling his hands, floggers, lips and tongue and the belt warming my ass sent me into a frenzy.... i wanted MORE. i stuck my ass out further and further, begging for more, more, more! Master read the signals my body was sending out to Him so He started to put a little more weight behind each swing to see how i reacted. Mmmmm, i reacted oooohhhh soooooo good. He gave me what my body was begging for. He swung harder and harder, each slap stinging and making its mark. i had two glorious orgasms just from His spankings. That day, W/we learned that my needs expanded into a different level. my needs and wants have been heightened by the experience the combination of pain and pleasure. i have always been such a baby when it came to pain... but now i have experienced what O/others have spoken of so many times. i am not saying i'm a painslut, by any means... but i might be on my way... W/we never know, right????

Mmmmm i've become soooo wet--i'm craving the heat even as i type this. Please tell me there's no such thing as too many spankings!!!!  Time to assume the position.......


5/24/2008 1:12:09 PM

Mmmmmmm Yes!!!! Yes!!!! Ohhhhh Yesssss!!!!!! Is how i awoke from my nap this afternoon... screaming out a huge orgasm with the dream still vivid in my mind. Master fucking me hard and deep--taking all of me... at Master's command, a female slave straddles my face so i could lick her clit as she grinds on me... Master then commands a male slave to get behind her and fuck her good from behind... my tongue begins to lick cock and pussy, sucking her clit, sucking his balls as he fucks her... i hear her moan, i hear him moan, i hear Master moan as He fucks me harder and deeper... i scream out in my own feeling of ecstasy and awaken to flown pillows and blankets and gasping for breath as the orgasm overtakes my body. Mmmmmmm what a beautiful dreammmmmmmm.


5/22/2008 5:47:42 PM

Today i have been one pissy person.  my mood today has been like "Frankly, my dear, i don't give a damn".  i've tried to evaluate it but to be honest, i don't even care what is wrong.  i want my Master and NOTHING else is going to make me better... NOTHING i tell ya!!!  i feel like a two year old pitching a temper tantrum.  i'm sick, i got snot (and i hate snot), my head hurts, my back hurts, my feet hurt, my eyes are watery, i can't breathe because of this snot, my body aches, even my hair hurts--my hair!!!!, and did i mention i have SNOT?????? OMG!!!!  i want my Master... i need my Master and i want Him NOW!!!!  Papi!!!!!!  Donde tu esta, Dueno?????


5/3/2008 5:11:06 PM
Today, i took some pictures for Master and He has posted them here (waiting for approval). 

The fire that He sparks to life in this girl is blazing deep within from the love and desire i have for Him.  Every look, every motion, every step... every heart beat is for Him and Him alone.  When i think of Him, the desire and need for Him comes out and i can not hide it... nor do i try. *smiles*  He stroked and tended to the fire deep in my core today that has me crawling on all fours and purrrrrrring like a kitty cat for Him.  Mmmmm how i want to rub and knead all over Him and lay on my back so He can rub my belly (or anything He so desires) Mmmmmmm.... stick my tail in the air and in His face so He can "scratch" me in alllll the right places.  Ohhhhhhh Massssster the things You do to this girl!!!!!!!

Whew... is it hot in here?  Or is it just me?  No wait... it's Master.  He set my thermostat on OVERLOAD. *purrrrrrrrrrr*

4/27/2008 7:56:53 AM

Can anyone please tell me there's an easier way of taking inventory of each and every item that was damaged in the house fire?  i mean, every item in the kitchen and dining room, bedrooms, closets....OMG, i didn't realize i had sooooo much JUNK!!!!  i'm getting so frustrated (and black from head to toe and my nose and lungs hurt from breathing the smell of the house).  Oh how i wish i didn't have to do this.


4/19/2008 1:58:04 PM
A week later...  So much has happened since my last journal entry on 4/12... the day my life turned upside down.  Hours after my journal entry, my children and i barely escaped with our lives when our house burned down.  We lost EVERYTHING except the very clothes on our back.  Our cat and dog did not make it but we will always remember them.  We definitely have a new perspective and outlook on life now.  i can't hug my kids enough.  i am having good days and bad days but am making it through one day at a time.  Master has been sooooo wonderful and is my ROCK... the strength that has lifted and carried me through these past few days which seems to be a blur.  Wow... a week and it still seems like it was yesterday.  So much still to do (2-4 months to rebuild our house). 

For those that may read this, please do me a favor... please give Y/your loved ones an extra hug and hold on to them a little longer and tell them that Y/you love them.  i promise Y/you won't regret it.

4/12/2008 8:01:20 AM
Ahhhhhh, another beautiful, sunny, gorgeous day here in the Sunshine State of Florida.  i LOVE Florida... as i am a Native here (and very proud of that fact, too ). 

Thank God for laptops so that i can enjoy this beautiful day out here on the porch... feeling the wind blow through this tangled mess of 'bed head' and enjoying a nice, hot cup of Joe waiting for Master to wake up.  *Takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly*  i love the sound of the wind as it dances through the tree leaves... hearing the birds chirp... feeling the breeze caress my skin...soooooo relaxing.  WOW, what a beautiful day!!!!!

3/28/2008 8:24:33 PM

This girl continues to grow every day into the slave that Master is molding me to become... always learning. One thing i firmly believe is that no matter how long O/one has been in this awesome lifestyle Y/you never stop learning. i am very thankful to have a patient, loving, strong, powerful Master that loves me and wants the best for me. i may not like being corrected but i know i need it. What i don't like is falling short of 'my own' expectations. i get more upset with my failures than Master does. i'm the same way at work and in vanilla life... i don't like messing up even though i know it is a part of life. i don't have to like it but i do have to learn to deal with the consequences of my mistakes and learn from them so that i can become a better person for myself and more importantly, for my Master. Here's to another day and another chance to learn something new.


3/26/2008 6:37:08 PM
i enjoy reading the profiles and journals of others.  People have so many different views and thoughts of this wonderful lifestyle of ours (even though some are more worped than others hahaha) but still fun to read, none the less.  i discuss many of the profiles i read on Collarme with Master so that i can continue growing as His slave and so that i will always know what HIS thoughts and feelings are on all kinds of subjects and ideas.  And mmm mmm mmm i love the way His mind works.  Ohhhhh how i love how His wicked, evil, devilish, freaky, hot mind works... especially when it is turned on me.  Mmmmmm, mama mia, the things He unleashes on this girl of His. **Thank You, Master, may i have another? and another? and another prrrrrrrrretty plllllllllease?** 

So, thank you to all those that put something worth reading in your profiles. 

3/11/2008 8:34:14 PM

**2/29/08 This is an essay written for my Master as part of a disciplinary action for coming short of His expectation of me.** =(

i am writing this at Your instruction because i failed to meet Your expectation of me and how i should be responding to You. *sniffs*  i should always approach You in a humble manner. The meaning of the word humble is an inferior station marked by meekness or modesty, lacking arrogance and pride; archaic in sense.

If there is something on my mind that i need to express, all i need is to ask to speak with You and relay the information to You… not “at” You. By speaking in a soft spoken manner i am staying within my station… always remembering who i am and Who i am speaking to. Speaking in a calm voice will get me heard a lot better and get me a lot further than raising my voice. i need to always keep in mind that if You ask me a question more than once then it is for a reason… You either didn’t hear me or You need clarification and i should not get aggravated.

i should always keep in the back of my mind my station and position… which is beneath You (hehehe love being beneath my Master). W/we have a special bond; a special relationship in that W/we are deeply in love with O/one another. i do sooooooo want to please You with allllllllll of my being and hate disappointing You. Master, i will always strive to be better for You. i am a reflection of You and need to keep in mind that whatever You say i must follow and i am to obey at all times without questioning. i understand that i can “ask” You for clarification but know that You do not owe me any explanation - You speak and i do as i am told.

Being humble can also be shown to You by:

1)  Kneeling and bowing before You - waiting for instructions from You, my Master.

2)  By walking behind You - You always leading the way.

3)  Not making decisions on my own - going through You for permission to do the things that i want to do or need to do.
 
4)  Asking You for guidance in everyday thoughts and desires.

i do actually want You to discipline me when i do wrong, no matter how difficult it is.  i do not want to bring You shame or embarrassment.  i want You to be proud of me - proud to call me Yours.  i want to be the ‘bestestest’ slave that i can be for You. One of the ways to become that is to always remember my lowly station and to be ready to serve You at all times. i love You very much, Master, and proudly serve You and kneel at Your feet.

Love,

sensualtreasure


3/9/2008 12:24:46 PM
And the WOW continues... Last night, Master and i went to O/our local munch.  W/we met some new people that have diversified interests as well as a local toy maker....  i was amazed at the variety of floggers and other "baaaaaaaad" stuff (that i soooo don't want to mention) that he makes and had brought with him to the party.  A few of the floggers even caught Master's attention.  Master has now added two more floggers to His collection and mmmmm mmmmm mmmmm they are wonderful, to say the least. 

Master led me into a darkened room with seductive music playing in the back ground.  He slowly took off my clothing one by one, leaving only my black thong and black high heels on.  He hooked His finger in my collar and led me to a St Andrew's cross.  He chained each wrist and kissed me with such tenderness... then i felt Him slip away.  The first stroke of the flogger was heavenly on my skin.  Master used such passion in each stroke... mmm, He sent me on such a stimulating ride.  His strong hands smoothed my skin tenderly, soothing the skin He set a-fire... reaching between my legs, feeling the wetness that He alone can create and pouring fuel on the fire He created inside me.  He brought me to a wild climax and brought me back down to earth with tender kisses, strokes and loving words.  i definitely needed more than five minutes to rest up from that session.  Mmmmm, it was amaaaaaaazing.

The rest of the night was interesting.  W/we socialized and were able to watch two female submissives kissing, a pony and his groom and in the kitchen there was a female submissive kneeling before another lavishing pleasure upon her as everyone around her watched.  It was simply a sexually charged night, INDEED.

3/2/2008 2:05:29 PM
WOW... all i can say about yesterday is WOW!  Yesterday it happened again.  i don't know how many this makes now because there have been too many to count.  About a year ago i had a tremendous amount of stress in my life that my body started to show signs of it.  Many signs of stress were like the lack of sleep, headaches, moodiness, break-downs... but one in particular got my attention immediately.  my doc doesn't know what i'm complaining about but those that have experienced what i have experienced know that it is very exhausting and annoying at times.  To put it mildly....... my body (in order to relieve it's stress) begins a series of orgasms... random, in multiples and totally without warning.  This is most uncomfortable when i am at work.  But yesterday, while driving down the road, out of the blue... it begins.  W/we had to pull into a Walmart parking lot where Master was able to help me through it and thoroughly enjoy every last trembling, climatic orgasm.... ooohhhhh mamma mia... Master was able to get a hold of me when it started and a few hours later (and to the delight of on-lookers) W/we were both huffing and puffing. *giggles*  Give it up for Master!!!!!  He was so much involved and He sure-nuf worked off every bit of those protein drinks He takes.... He needs a double dose of it today. hehehehehe

2/23/2008 9:25:16 PM
  These last few days i have noticed something about myself... i have been "trying" really hard lately to be a bad girl... just aching for those extra spankings. *winks*  i'm sure no other slave has EVER done that before... ohhhhh noooooooo... slaves would NEVER do something so mischievous... would they? *giggles*  i just can't seem to get enough of my Master's "touch".  His touch is purrrrrrrrrrrrfect... the perfect blend of strength, power, correction, love and tenderness that every slave craves from their Master.  Master has created such a baaaaaaaad girl in me. *devilish grin* And i'm sure Master knew EXACTLY what He was doing when He created her. 

2/16/2008 9:24:28 AM
Master has this girl soooooo revved up this morning that i'm aching inside...shaking from pure desire...every inch, every molecule of my being is alert...begging, pleading, screaming for release.  my body can't help but to respond to her Master.  He has complete control that even the very hairs on my head responds to His commands.  i should be tired, drained, exhausted but yet... my body is still begging for more.  Needing to serve and kneel before Master to feed my very soul.  This girl always craves more...more of her Master's touch, more of the look in His eye, more of the symphony that He conducts on her body.  Mmmmmm, the things Master does to this girl mmmmmmm. 

12/31/2007 1:47:52 AM
Wow!  Has this year gone by quick or what?!  i'm a bit down because we took our Christmas tree and all the decorations down.  Now the house is back to normal... seems dull after all those lights and glittery things.  You know the movie "Christmas Vacation"?  Let's just say i love white lights... A LOT!!!!!  Christmas didn't seem long enough this year.  i guess time really does fly when you're having fun. *smiles* 

So much has happened this year and yet... there is so much more to do in the coming year.  i want so badly to run ahead and peek around the corner to see what the new and different things that have been planned for me in the coming year but... i've been informed that i HAVE to learn patience.  Yucky... me no want... i don't wanna.  Yup, you guessed it -- *smack smack* was my answer.  But seriously, i know that Master will take care of me and guide me in the directions that i need to follow.  So, i'll "just sit back and let my hair curl" and humbly take one thing at a time as it is presented to me.  Maybe i'll have a "Venti, White Chocolate Mocha" (Starbucks) while i patiently wait, eh? *winks*

10/18/2007 3:04:20 PM
Today, i went into work and now i'm worse off than before i left this morning.  i tend to push myself to go that extra inch... but today it got me no where except right back in bed where i belong.  Master says i am not going to work tomorrow =)    i need to be in tip-top shape for Master's next session that He has planned for U/us.  And believe me... i will need all the energy i can muster up. =) =)  So, with that thought in mind... i'm off to bed. *hehehehe*

10/17/2007 2:57:33 PM
... and i thought i would be getting antsy after a day or two in bed. HA!  Ya right!  i don't want to leave that bed of mine.  OK, so maybe i don't know myself as good as i thought i did.  i feel like the biggest baby right now because it has been... (counting the days on my fingers)... 5 days since my surgery and i'm still slow to move and moaning when i do.  And to get in the car and drive somewhere... oh mama mia!  Today, even though i took my last pain pill last night before going to bed, i feel like i'm in a cloud.  i'm moving in slow motion and slow to respond when spoken to.  It's going to get better soon, right?

10/13/2007 3:11:03 AM

i made it through surgery and i'm home now with a new found respect for pain relievers. =)  i feel like someone punched me in the stomach several times with a baseball bat.  But, i know that the pain will be better today.  Doc said i can return to work on Monday but i'm taking Monday off to relax and just plain take it easy.  With all this pampering i'm getting from Master and family, i may not want to return to work... might milk this puppy for its worth. *giggles*  Nahhhhh, i'm just kidding.  After a day or two in bed i'm going to be soooo antsy to get up and do something.  Speaking of bed, i better get off to bed before these pain pills take effect and i wake up with keyboard impressions on my forehead. lol


10/11/2007 9:38:25 PM
You know you've been under a lot of stress when you look "forward" to having surgery just so you can get some R&R... that's just sad, ya know? lol  my thoughts at the moment include:  i'm not going to think about work until i have to go back.  i wonder what the doctor's response would be if i asked him how long before i could crawl on my hands and knees... hmm. *giggles* 

Yup, today i am going in for surgery.  i'm just a tad bit nervous but all in all i know everything is going to be okay.  Master is always with me, supporting me, helping me and loving me... what more can a girl want or need?  NOTHING but Master. =)  i love Him with all of my heart.  He is my rock, foundation, stronghold, life... my EVERYTHING. 

Master... i love You more than anything and you make this girl extremely happy.  i humbly kneel before You, kissing Your feet, loving You.  You are the most "bestestest" Master in allllllllllllllllll the world!!!!  i LOVE YOU, DUENO!

9/30/2007 5:42:06 AM

It's another beautiful, sunny day here in Florida.  Master is still sleeping... the dog is still sleeping... even the bird is still quiet.  Coffee is brewing softly in the back ground... the smell alone is making my mouth water.  i wonder what Master will want for breakfast this morning.  Maybe i'll go "rouse" Him to see what He is in the mood for.... *tip toes off giggling*


9/11/2007 4:45:47 AM
Have you ever had a day that you felt like you should have never got up out of bed for?  i had one of those days yesterday.  i almost lost it but... i am a very fortunate woman to have a Man such as my Master.  For He was my Rock... the Pillar to hold me up when i started crumbling.  If it were not for Him, i think i'd be blowing bubbles in some corner mumbling incoherent words right now. (Remember the movie "Over Board" with Goldie Hawn and Kurt Russell?) *giggles* But seriously, it was one of those days that it was one thing after another and i wasn't able to get a breather.  Nothing BIG really happened, just one complaint after another, one problem after another, one whine after another to where i just wanted to SCREAM.  It was a bad Monday for me.  Oh well, it's over now and Tuesday is here.  i have a smile on my face today because i have a Master who loves, cares and supports me and helped me get through it all.  And THAT means the A LOT to me.  Thank You, Master, for being my Rock.  You make this girl stronger just for knowing You.  Te amo, Dueno, te amo.

9/2/2007 2:36:35 PM
Yup, you guessed it... i'm happier today than i was when i made the last journal entry.  i'm tellin' ya, my Master is more than this girl could have ever dreamed of having in a Master.  Every day i think of what i could do to make Him happier, to serve Him more, to please Him someway, to make Him proud of His slave girl.  All He needs to do is make known to me what He desires and it is done.  i am not happy until He wants for NOTHING... unless it's just more of me *giggles*, then more is what He will get.  And trust me, what He wants, He gets. *winks*  Ummmmm, i wonder...... Is it possible to wear Master out? Hmmmmm  i just can't seem to get enough of Him.  The more my Master gives and takes and pushes me, the more i want, crave and need my Master.  And mmm mmm mmm how i love the way He pushes me, takes me, uses me, trains me and most of all.... i love the way He loves me.

8/27/2007 8:39:04 AM

i would like to make mention that i am happier then a pig in mud, to say the least.  i have been in service to my Master for a little over five months and i couldn't be happier... but then again, every day i am happier than the day before.  i proudly wear His collar and kneel at His feet.  i have grown so much as a slave... as HIS slave.  He is molding me each and every day to be a better slave... as HIS slave. 

He is everything i have ever dreamed of in a Master.  He shows and gives kindness, strength, security, guidance, patience, a firm hand when needed (and wanted *giggles*) and most of all... He shows this girl LOVE.  What more could a slave ask for?  The more i serve Him the more my heart soars.  i need/want for nothing.  my satisfaction and fulfillment comes in serving and loving my Master.  He completes me in every way. 

Te amo, Dueno, con todo mi corazon y con todo mi alma.  Te nececito, mi amor, para siempre.


5/7/2007 9:32:48 PM
Well, let's see... it's been a while since i last updated here.  This past month i went to my second munch.  Oh ya, baby, it was just as great as the first... this one was a bit different though.  There were many different things and i'm glad i was able to experience them... well, not really experience them first hand, but i got to watch in between my fingers and with a dropped jaw some things that i never thought i would see hahahahaha.  All in all, it was a very good experience for me.  And... and... and... i am lovin' this floggin' more and more and more.  Oh Lordy, where have i been all this time?

4/16/2007 4:58:09 PM
Ohhhhhh myyyyyyyy *giggles*  To say i had a wonderful time at my first munch would be an understatement.  The people there were absolutely great and gave me such a warm welcome.  And... i was flogged for the first time. Mmmmmmmm, Please, Sir, may i have another? Ohhhhh pretty please???? *giggles*  i was nervous and did not know what to expect, but they were very gentle with me and very caring to make sure i had a good experience.  Mmmmmmmmm  Where can i get a pair of those wonderful leather thingies again?  i know i still have many wonderful new experiences awaiting for me around the corner... but boy howdy i am enjoying it so far. =)

4/13/2007 4:48:27 PM
i'm both excited and nervous because tomorrow i will be going to my very first munch ever, jumping in with both feet. (Note to self... better get that pedicure done.)  Can't wait to meet new people and learn so much more about this lifestyle... especially experiencing it first hand.  Mmm, can't wait for many things still yet to come but one thing at a time, eh?  Wish me luck!

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