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I find it funny when people want to talk to you, and they want your advice and opinion. Yet when you want them to talk back, they cant even get out a full sentance in response, and put no effort into a conversation. And when you call them on it, they cop an attitude. I have no time for childish games or topping from the bottom. |
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wow life just knows how to kick you when your down. soooo everything went to shit, now living in a basement in GA, Have a nasty virus, and generally hating life and myself right now. it will get better, but that light at the end of the tunnel keeps getting smaller and smaller. |
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hello those who care to read. I am posting a poem I wrote. Take it as you will.
I stay up at night to hear the silence of the world around.
The steady silence, with no power not even the buzzing sound.
Life has it's ups and downs and even back flip turn arounds.
Keep your chin up and your feet down keep pressing and you will never hit the ground. |
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at 60 pushups a day, come on 200! |
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It has been a bit, an I have some things that need to be said, I have discovered I am not one of those men who can have a half assed relationship, seems I want much to much from some. I want it all, I want to consume all that the girl is, I want to devour her wholly for my pleasure. I want a girl who I can embrace and mold to be exactly what I want. |
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definitely time for an update. Life is doing much better, I am living, working and making every day count. I just got back from Vegas for a week for work. had a blast, learned a lot of new stuff. apparently the legal drug market is booming.
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Someone has pointed out to me I come off as Overbearing and domineering, and also somewhat of an Ass. Guess I have some things I need to work on. |
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Well I just got back from Louisiana after a tactical training course. I had a blast. I did better then I expected, and was complimented on my professionalism by the Sergeant. I look forward to the Advance course.
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You know, I have been looking through a lot of profiles here as of lately. Why do none of you girls SMILE!!!!????? I mean seriously, who wants to talk to someone who only looks depressed? Personally I like girls who smile, if for nothing else then to smile.
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Well, Today I took the pre-ASVAB test for the US armed forces, I scored a 75/100, I kind of felt dum. I missed a quarter of the questions. Then I found out that the average entrant only scores a 30 - 40, WOW. Seems I am smart for the military, Scary right?
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sigh, bad luck galore. lost my job, broke my arm, wrecked my bike, and was just told my home is being sold and I have to move,and me and my girl seperated last night........ weeeeeeee
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So Life works in mysterious ways. I have now been with my girl for 6 months. I have really gotten into airsoft. I am jogging twice a week. I wish my pay was better, but life is otherwise good.
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so i have taken up playing airsoft, and im addicted to it..... I just love shooting people and making people cry :)
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another year, what makes one year better then or worse then another? what makes it so you like or dislike one person over another? CHOICE!!! you choose it. but the one thing you cant choose, is if anyone likes you or not. I guess this is just a rambling from a weary mind who is trying to find solace on the day when couples fourish.
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time for an update.
Life is settling in hard. Been at my job almost 3 years now.
Back to being single, and no room mates.
I call these, tight times.
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well , all is well, life is hard, money seems to always be tight. the holidays are here, and once more the season is jolly! currently with a girl, though a sister for her would be nice.
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well so far so good, still the same as last time which is a first for me :)
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ok So it is long overdue for an update.
I have now had my own apartment stable for the last 6 months. I am Now working in my trained field of animation and have been wth the same company for 4 months :) , the movie we are working on is scheduled to be riding for theaters in about 2 more years.
I have finally gotten my life together, now if can just get the bills to stop coming :P I will post a new picture of myself soon, I figure its time to show off the new digs, and the fact Ive lost almost 4 pant sizes and one shoe size I now wear a size 38 pant, and a size 15 shoe. I am in some of the best shape ive been in, in the last 10 years. Ive been riding a 20inch bike at the local dirt race track for fun.
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Holidays come, and holidays go. Every year when these times of year come, I find myself alone. Every year I wonder if others out there are enjoying their holiday season with their loved ones. Just once I would like to spend these special times with someone. perhaps this is a bit much to ask, but doesnt everyone wish for the same thing? well enough of my lonely rant. MERRY XMAS TO ALL AND A BLESSED NEW YEAR!!!!!
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ok nw update. Lost the job,then Lost the apartment. moved around a bit. Now back in texas. Staying with a buddy till I can get back on my feet.... again...... oi. least I still have my puppy! New job, new town, New start, AGAIN! sheesh. least this one seems more promising.
:: Keeps fingers crossed ::
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update time!
I got a new job, and a new apartment. I am all by myself now. New job is good, pays the bills with some left over. Been here goign on 2 months now. and 3 or 4 months at work. so far so good! still single. Oh and I got a puppy
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time for another update.
I had recently attempted to take on a girl with some serious emotional problems, that were beyond her control. when I attempted to help and train her, she went off the deep end. every time I attempted to get her to do something she needed to get done, she went nuts, im at a complete loss here. I hope she finds someone who will take abuse like that, but not me. I am done with her. I wish her the best but that was rediculous. I spent my valuable time attempting to guide her just to have it scorned and thrown back at me, and then she even has the nerve to say Im worthless and there are hundreds of others willing to take her. well I I wonder how many of that hundred will stand for that BS.
Senko out.
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Well it is time for an update! I do not use the journal much, Can you tell? Life has changed a bit for me in the past few months. I left the performance shop, as they were dealing unscrupilously with their customers. I do have another job. 2 to be exact. I managed to find a decent vehicle. I am still single however, but I feel the right girl will come. Patience is a virtue, so Im gonna live it up in the meantime!
I recently went to a local party. it was interesting, not like I remember it but still a good atmosphere. I am hoping to go back when I have the time to. |
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