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Disclaimer: I'm only looking for men between the ages of 23 and 39.
If you send me a message, and are over the age of 40, I will not respond. Some guys skate on the edge with 42 or 44, and are men I DO find interesting..but not a lot. So please do not be offended. :)
Also I am not looking to join a poly household. Nor am I considering Dominant Couples. I am not interested in Dominants who need or want more than one slave.
I just recently got out of an M/s relationship. I asked to be released, for personal reasons. We weren't talking, we weren't playing, and we weren't fucking. I felt myself beginning to mistrust my Master, and I knew that if I didn't ask for release everything was going to snowball out of control. It wasn't either of our faults. He had children, and I was working 40 hours a week. Our schedules just stopped adding up. I wanted to end things, so in the off chance things changed in the future, we had a relationship to come back to.
With that said...it wasn't until after I was released that I discovered my suspicions were true. He had lied about literally everything regarding his life. He lied about who he was, what he had done, his "training", his experience in the lifestyle (claimed he spent five years under a European Mistress...which is keyword for Uncle in Maryland, if the Uncle even exists), and more then likely another late slave and daughter from that union. Meeting the last two would be the only way I believed they ever existed. After I caught him and he came clean...well, it was only half clean... He still continued to lie to me. Finally, I told him he could go fuck himself, and I dropped all contact. If you would like more details about what happened, we can save that for our private chats.
The reason I share this with you, is because I am very scared to get back out there and give myself to anyone else. The desire within me to find a Dominant worthy of me is so strong though. I feel this internal battle wages constantly. I'm not quite sure how I can be a submissive if I have serious trust issues...so please understand if I am not ready to send you a million naked pictures and call you sir after one message.
I want a real Dominant - not a fraud. I want a man I can love and serve, take care of, and have fun with. Someone who likes and believes in honesty. I want someone worthy of what I can give, who I will be in turn lucky to have as a Dominant/Master. I may ask you to pass a background check - if you show real interest, so please don't be offended. I just have to protect myself from vultures who prey like my previous Master.
As far as play goes, I am a painslut. I enjoy bondage, OTK, caning, paddles, quirts, with my favorite being whips of most sorts. I also enjoy impact play, biting, scratching, wax play, sensory deprivation, golden showers, ass-worship, tens units, face-slapping, knife and blood play (curious about), auto erotic asphyxiation, exhibitionism, human furniture, and shibari. I am curious about orgasm control, orgasm on command, speech restriction, and eye contact restriction. I am not a submissive that is geared to domestic servitude, although I understand if that is required. I enjoy being a pleasure slave much more, and generally like to serve my Master or Dominant in that way.
I enjoy a mixture of both High, Medium and Low Protocol, and desperately need a loving yet firm Dominant. I am a free-spirited hippy, who loves telling jokes, dancing, playing video games, art, and friends. I want a Dominant who I can be friends, and a lover to as well as submissive to.
I do enjoy the company of older men, my previous Master was 46 and I would prefer someone way younger then that.
I am willing to relocate, as I would love to get out of this place. If you are from somewhere else, please know you will have to work very hard to get me to relocate, and we will meet several times before any decision to move is made. I have a three year old little boy who I would want to move in with me, after a strong relationship is established.
I also prefer whoever I consider as a Dominant to have references of those in their community, whether that be friends in the lifestyle, mentors, and previous play partners/submissives -who I can actually talk to. I believe that I had a required that of my previous Master I would have saved myself a lot of heartache. I do not want a poly household or a Dominant who wants more than one slave/submissive.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. Hope you have a fantastic day. :)
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I should also state here - that I dislike being called bitch, whore, cumslut ect. If I am with you that is a different story - but do not send me messages that say "Nice ass bitch" or "I'll make you my cumslut". Have a little decency. I'm not your bitch or cumslut, I'm a lady. So treat me like it. |
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| Age: 47 |
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