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| What I am and what I am looking for are two things I struggle to explain, but here is my attempt at it.. I am me, simple but true. I am a sensitive person who cares a lot about other peoples feelings and what they think of me but in a lot of ways, I also do not care. If others can not accept me for me, then they are far from worth my time. I like to have people around me, I like tenderness, closeness. I yearn for comfort and intimacy but above all, understanding. I have my own mind, my own opinions and my own way of doing things. I can be construed as a complicated person, but I have learnt that this is not always a bad thing, where is the fun in life if everything is easy? I am looking for the man who adores me, can care for me, nurture me, help me grow as a person. To open new doors to me, that can show me things I have never seen before, try things I have never tried before, to be patient and careful with me, to give me the encouragement and reassurance that I need. The one who can make my heart flutter and my knees weak with anticipation, the one I will vow to never disappoint. The one who can make or break me with a simple look of pride or disapproval. The one to make me smile, to help me in times of need, to comfort me, to be proud of me. The one who can make me feel so completely safe and protected with them, yet, in a good way, fear what they are about to do next. The one who knows what he wants, that can control me without barking orders or disrespecting me as a person. I am a human being, not someones toy or pet. The one that I can play with, love and cherish in return, who deserves the gift of my submission, the one I would be willing to do anything for because I knew he would never abuse my trust or my gift. I do not want a Dominant who already has a submissive, I will never be comfortable with a poly situation, for anyone. I would also like to make it incredibly clear that I am not a slave. I believe there is a VERY large difference between a submissive and slave. I know who I am and I know I hold great potential. I know the kind of Dominant that I seek and for Him, and only Him, I will try my best to be His everything.
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Speak to me in a disgustingly rude manner and you are sure as hell going to get an extremely hostile reply...
Ryver |
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Just a few things I should mention:
I am not interested in any form of online relationship, yes we will start on here, chat, get to know each other a bit, then move on to phone/text contact and then meeting in person. I am not rushing into anything here and have no intention of changing everything in my life just for a man.
I have absolutely no interest in long distance relationships (I class long distance as 1hr+ from me). I've tried this before and have found that it does not work.
I am not here for 'just a bit of fun'. I am a submissive 24/7, it is who I am as a person, it is not a kink or fetish to me, it's my way of life.
I am not interested in sadists. I am not a pain lover and have no intention of being with a man who wants to try and make me that way.
I may have been on this site for 10yrs and known what I am for 13 but I have yet to meet a man I truly trusted enough to take this journey with. I have a little experience but please keep in mind that my experience is limited.
I will reiterate the fact that I am a submissive, not a slave. I believe there is a very big difference between the two. If you are reading this and thinking 'well, no there isn't', then I'm not for you. I am not and will not be anyone's toy or property, nor will I be loaned/pimped out, I will not be with a man who monitors my every single move, message or daily activities. I want a Dominant, a partner, not a 'master' or 'owner'.
Thank you for taking the time to read this,
RyverBloo |
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