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UPDATED 1-28-14 First and foremost if You would like to get to know me please read my entire profile. If we do not know each other, I will ONLY reply to messages from people who have read my entire profile (and yes I will know if you have read it). This is not meant to be a deterrent… It’s more like READ the back of a book cover before buying it.
TO BEGIN WITH... I live in Western North Carolina where I have a mountain home in the middle of a temperate rain forest. My kids are both in their twenties and are college students. I also spend time in Miami where I was born and raised and where my parents still live. Who am I??? I am me, just me I am submissive with a slave’s heart I am STRONG and NOT worthless I am very sensual I am a Friend Mother, daughter and sister I am Leather I am me, just me Nothing more and nothing less. My profile is under YeldahTova which translates to Good Girl and that is what I strive to be. I am not new to the Lifestyle, Leather or to . In May I opened a new profile as I left the past behind me and moved forward with my life. When I love, I love FOREVER. During the past 29 years I have been in two long-term relationships for a total of almost 26 years. They each hold a special place in my heart. Four years ago, a wise Master told me to be careful… That when the links of a Master’s chain goes around my heart they will stay there forever; AND the links of the chains from two previous Masters will always be around my heart, for they have each helped make me who I am today. And so, as I said above… When I love, I love FOREVER. My life is quite diversified. I am the Founder and Director of MAsT: Asheville as well as the Secretary for my local Jewish Community. I like going to… • Rock Concerts as well as to the Opera • Broadway shows OR the local Little Theatre • Playing Black Jack or GO FISH • Playing in the snow OR swimming in the ocean • Watching and going to Football or Basketball games (GO DOLPHINS & LET’S GO HEAT!!!) • Escargot and Beef Wellington OR a burger and fries Whether I am in Florida or North Carolina, when I need to clear my head I like to get in my car and drive. In North Carolina the peacefulness and beauty of The Blue Ridge Parkway and the back country roads never cease to amaze me. In Florida, I like to drive down the Overseas Hwy to the Keys or on Tamiami Trail and Alligator Alley thru the Everglades. Watching the sunrise over the Atlantic on Miami Beach and the sunset later the same day over the Gulf of Mexico in Naples is amazing. I am the Founder and Director of MAsT: Asheville. We are a pansexual group; all orientations are encouraged and welcome. Our primary focus is to offer support and discuss issues, relating to Master and slave lifestyle relationships. We will offer the opportunity and forum for like-minded individuals to come together for discussion of issues, to share ideas, gain and/or share knowledge of the Master/slave & similar power exchange relationships. Look for us on : https://.com/groups/39521 One of the things that I have always liked best about this wonderful lifestyle of ours is that there is no right or wrong way. Whether you are just a weekend warrior (which if we are honest with ourselves most of us probably were once a weekend warrior, at least in the beginning) or involved in a 24/7 Power Exchange Relationship or something in-between it’s OK. The way that YOU and YOUR partner(s) define your relationship is what is RIGHT for you. Growing up I always heard my father say ”Take every negative and turn it into a positive.” And that is how I try to live my life. All experiences good or bad mold us into who we are. As I continue on my journey I look back at where I have been and look forward to where I am going. There have been many ups and downs over the past five years and with each one I have learned something new about myself. The following quote is something which I do believe in and I am hoping that I can do at this point in time. "Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward." ~ Author Unknown Change is a constant. If we never learn and grow as a person then something is wrong. We learn from each other and from the different experiences we have had, good or bad. As I grow and change I will make updates if needed to my profile or just write about it in a Journal Entry. Whenever I make a change to my profile I will put the date that it was updated up on top. At the beginning of this profile I said that reading an entire profile is like reading the back of a book cover before buying it. Well, if you made it this far that’s probably a good sign. If you like what you have read then please do contact me. I am not a friend collector… I know everyone on my friends list, I have either met them face to face or we have corresponded for quite a while. If I do not know you and you want to write to me please put the word Shoshana in Your message to me. I will NOT reply if you have not done so. (Remember at the beginning I said to read my entire profile first.) Thank You for taking the time to read my profile. I look forward to meeting new people and making new friends.

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1/30/2014 12:40:03 AM

Words, just words
Owned
Property of
Slave
Just words to some
Words that I never thought that I would use to describe myself
Yet, here I am not only thinking them
I am feeling them

 

When HE calls me
girl
slave
property
I melt
I feel whole again

 

Just words to some
The whole world to me.


4/28/2011 7:38:21 PM

Subspace at Club Hairspray 1-15-11 

WOW!!!! What an amazing night. After the AKA munch about 24 of U/us went to Club Hairspray in Downtown Asheville for an After-Party. 

The music was great and the company even better. Not once but twice i was bent over a cocktail table by one of my favorite Daddies (with my Master's permission of course) in a nightclub and spanked. For well over a year i have fantasized about having Blue's hands REALLY on me. 

Sometimes fantasies are better left as such.... Well NOT in this case. i was in heaven. It was sooooo much more than just a spanking it was euphoria.

 i was told that all the "vanillas" stopped dancing and just stared. my Master (BikerDad) was about to call a code red and put a stop to it all but the bartender just shrugged.  i went into such a Subspace..... Flying so HIGH. 

Then as i sat being held all safe and secure on Blue’s lap i felt myself continue to fly into space.


3/16/2011 11:05:35 PM

i am so glad that my Master does NOT believe in physical punishments. If something i did is bothering Him we discuss it. When He sends me a message that He is so angry that he can't see straight that is worse than any punishment spanking could be. 

Two years ago, my first "dom" slapped/pushed me so hard out of anger that i have permanent nerve damage in my right ear.

 In January 2010 i had my first experience with a true punishment from a Master that i was visiting. We had a mini training weekend. i messed up twice and both times he took out His punishment paddle. i had NEVER had so much pain.

 Then that February i signed a training contract with Him and another Master that were going to work together. There were many times that i was physically punished. But the one that hurt the most was just being sent home (2 1/2 - 3 hours away) and not being allowed to attend a social event i had been looking forward too. i was so upset that the drive took me closer to 5 hours to drive. 

i had many beatings while i was in training some so bad that i literally could not sit or lie on my back for days. When my Master first collared me and we spoke about different things for our relationship one of them was that He did not believe in physical punishment, It did take me a while to get used to that.

 

So now when i say i had a beating or i need a beating it is in the "Play/Scene" mode. i am a masochist and i love my play, i love having a red ass but not because someOne is mad at me.


1/23/2011 10:59:00 AM

What is Poly For me… (updated January 4, 2011)

 Polyamory is from the Greek root words poly and amor meaning “many loves”.

i have experienced several different forms of poly relationships, and have discussed the topic with many people.

My first experience was in December 2008 when i became part of a triad that lasted a few months.

My second experience was more recent when i was a under contract as a collared slave in training to a Master that has a poly home (He lives with His two Heart slaves) and when i was there i was able to experience that type of a poly family. Master Charles was the Master and mary & donna His slaves.

i have several close friends that taught me a different way of how being poly can be... which is what i am interested in TODAY. That is to have several/many/different relationships with different people at the same time. Hence, being Polyamory and having “many loves”.

i do believe that i am able to care about and even love more than one person at a time. So far, i have not met anyOne that can fulfill all of my needs and desires AND that i can fulfill all of theirs. By being poly W/we can be in relationships with different people that can and will meet our different needs and desires.

At times this might be difficult, especially with making plans. But who knows through this i might find my ONE if there is such a thing, and in the meantime as i continue my path to self-discovery i will enjoy the friendship and love of those in my life at this point in time.

UPDATE… January 4, 2011
Two months ago i was collared and became a member of a poly family. Something that i thought that i did not want. The dynamics between U/us are unique to the three of U/us. In BikerDad i have a Master that is also my lover, best friend and a positive guiding force in my life. With lisa, i have a sister and a friend. Being Bisexual gives both lisa and i another way to bond.

Although i am allowed to be with others i have not done so. Maybe i will and maybe i won’t, but knowing that the option is there is wonderful. For me it is ALL about a connection… an energy. There must be a bond of some type between myself and anyOne that i am involved with.

i know that many might not agree with my definitions and ideas of being poly, but that does not matter. It only matters that those that i am involved with or might be involved with know, understand and agree than it is ok. If They do not understand then They are not meant for me.

 


12/9/2010 8:37:06 PM
my Master… my Unicorn i am so happy YOU have made me happy and complete.

We are lovers and friends. You are my Master. i am Your slave. You give me the freedom of choice And when i need it You are right there for me.

We do not need a list of rules or a contract like so many others.
What we have comes to us naturally. You are my Master and i am Your slave.

12/9/2010 2:40:57 PM

 

When i first discovered myself i was taught that the “Lifestyle” is about being oneself and that there is NO RIGHT OR WRONG. Unfortunately there are many who do not feel this way. LeatherFet brought together many different segments of O/our communities. All of U/us were interacting together throughout this wonderful and educational weekend. 

 This past weekend in Charlotte, NC was LeatherFet. MasterPam's goal was to bring ALL the different groups together and to bridge the gaps that separate U/us. GUESS WHAT??? It worked!!! Some of the groups represented were several MAsT chapters, local Minch groups, LeatherMen, The Furries, Little Ones, Adult Babies, i know that by working together W/we can continue the work that Master Pam began at LeatherFet on a local basis. To bring the different groups and the different segments/personalities together and to bridge the gaps. W/we have more in common than some might think.

 As my sister, BikerDad’s_lisa, posted in an Asheville Kinksters association thread i want to challenge ALL of the different groups EVERYWHERE to be open and inviting to the varied and diversified segments of “The Lifestyle”. And to remember that each of U/us might seem strange or different to someone else but in reality W/we all share a common thread.

 

 Let's ALL continue the work that Master Pam began at LeatherFet. 

 submissively, 

 ResQmoi

slave to BikerDad


11/28/2010 8:42:03 PM

Earning my FIRST Piece of Leather 11-28-10

WOW!!!! What an afternoon. Today was the last session of the Master/slave & Leather Mentoring Course that I took with MsJan and the House of Decorum. Unfortunately, i was unable to attend in person as i am in Miami on vacation with my kids visiting family for Thanksgiving. In my absence my Master, BikerDad, attended. i was fortunate that i was spending the afternoon visiting a Lifestyle Friend of mine and was able to use His internet to be a part of this special class.

i knew that W/we were having a special guest attend the meeting but i had no idea who or what the class was going to specifically entail, except that MsJan REALLY wanted everyone to attend. i had no idea that the guests were going to be MstrRick and Gypsie (The 2010 SouthEast Master/slave title holders).

Needless to say when BikerDad later told me that T/they had presented "me" with my graduation certificate and my FIRST piece of Leather i was totally shocked. The full meaning of it did not really hit home when i was told about it. Now, as i am sitting here writing tears are falling and it is beginning to sink in. i have a feeling that when i see my Master on Wednesday night and he presents me with them and then on Thursday when i go to my first Leather Event it will even hit home more so.

There is so much more that i want to say but i can’t seem to get the thoughts from my head to the keyboard, so for now i will just say THANK YOU…                                                                          To MsJan for being such a wonderful teacher and mentor. You have guided       O/our class and discussions in such a way that each of U/us has grown.

            To MstrRick & Gypsie for coming to Greenville today to be a part of O/our graduation.

            To my classmates for being Y/you and for sharing Y/your inner thoughts as W/we all learned and grew together during the past nine months.

            To Sir Charles, for helping to guide and teach me as my Training Master.

To Sir Ivan for my first training weekend which really opened my eyes to what being a slave is.

            To my Master, BikerDad for opening your heart to see me and to embrace me.  i love You and lisa.



11/18/2010 6:26:17 PM

GO FINS BEAT THE BEARS!!!! Great win last on Sunday do it again!!!

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11/14/2010 11:29:46 AM

GO FINS BEAT TENNESSEE!!!!!!!!!!

Week 10: Tennessee Titans at Miami Dolphins


11/2/2010 11:10:11 PM

i have been taking an intensive “Master/slave & Leather Mentoring Class” since March. And at the same time i was under a training contract with a wonderful Master. Between the two i have learned quite a lot about different aspects of the “Lifestyle” and about myself. Our assignment for this month was to write an essay on “Where Do I Fit In”.  It took me almost a month to write my first version which basically said that i was still confused. Then the day after class i woke and it was WOW!!!!! i know How i fit in and who i am.

i am just me, a Bisexual submissive sensual and sexual woman. i still have slave in me, but it is as a “sex slave” and not a “service slave” nor as one who needs or wants her life controlled every step of the way. (MORE on what this means to me at a later time.)

One day, i want and need a Dominant Jewish man in my life. He will not try to control every aspect of my life, but He will offer guidance and  some control when i need it. He will be accepting of the fact that i am Bi and allow me to be with another woman, whether it is inclusive of Him or not.

For now, i am like the kid that is off to college, i am ready to spread my wings and fly the coop… Ready to discover the world that waits before me without leaving those that i care and love behind.

So, on October 8th, i petitioned Master Charles (analyticalmaster) to be released from my Training Contract. He and His heart slaves, my sisters mary and donna, will always hold a special part in my life and we will always be family.


10/20/2010 11:58:31 PM

WHY do people NOT read an entire profile before writing, even when asked at the beginning to do so before writing...


10/20/2010 4:27:13 PM

Polyamory is from the Greek root words poly and amor meaning “many loves”.                    
i experienced several different forms of poly relationships, and have discussed the topic with many people.                                                                                                                           


My first experience was in December 2008 when I became part of a triad that lasted a few months. My second experience was more recent when I was a under contract as a collared slave in training to a Master that has a poly home (He lives with His two Heart slaves) and when i was there I was able to experience that type of a poly family. Master Charles was the Master and mary & donna His slaves.

i have several close friends that taught me a different way is what I am interested in TODAY. That is to have several/many/different relationships with different people at the same time.

i do believe that i am able to care aboutand even love more than one person at a time. So far, i have not met anyOne that can fulfill all the needs and desires of another. By being poly we can be in realtionships with different people that can and will meet our different needs and desires.

At times this might be difficult, especially with making plans. But who knows through this i might find my ONE if there is such a thing, and in the meantime as i continue my path to self-discovery i will enjoy the friendship and love of those in my life at this point in time.


10/14/2010 3:33:42 PM

Floating on the Deep Blue Sea                  Feeling the waves of Pleasure and Pain     Going so deep that i am Flying UP to the Clear Night Sky.                                                As i am Cuffed and tied to the bench           so i cannot escape…

Mistress’s hand caressing and feeling
Sir's hands on my face
i am drifting and flying deeper and deeper into sub-space.

Am i so deep that i cannot count
One Mistress and One Sir is supposed to equal four hands…
For surely two plus two does not equal six.

Feathers teasing me as they go up and down…
Mistress’s Single Tail is so sweet
Like little butterfly kisses tickling me
And then BAM the sharp sting as it is flicked so hard.

i wonder if my Floggers will be thuddy or stingy on this beautiful night…
It turns out to be neither
As Sir has it sensuously dance across my back.

COLD COLD Steel pressed onto my back
And i think i feel a cane rolling up and down.
As it massages my aching back.

i feel a woman’s body all over mine
i feel her touch as she’s nibbling and blowing at my ear.

Then i hear a voice…
The one that belongs to the third set of hands.
she is telling me that everything is alright.

As LONG SHARP nails are digging and leaving their marks into my flesh
i can feel myself ready to explode…
i am bound and helpless as i feel the waves of orgasms
continuing to build.

i feel Sir and i feel M’am
And my friend too
As i begin to cum for Them
i am hearing her say to take what i need

i wish we were in private so i could do just that
she is playing with my hair and telling me how beautiful i am
As i grope at her Big Beautiful Breasts
i tell her i want her over and over again.

If we were at home there would be no holding back
i would take from Them all
and then in return i would give back.

As i cum for Them
All that i could think about was how wonderful it was.

Tonight Mistress took me to places buried so deep in my soul 
i have admired and looked up to Her
since the day we first met…
She has always made me think and wonder about life
And has given me the inspiration to just be me.

i am thankful that M’am taught my Dear Friend, Sir
How TWO on one can be so good.
There were no plans as to what They would do…
They just fed off of each other
And listened as my body talked
And told Them what to do.

Twelve hours later
As i write down these words
i am Home and still in my bed.
i am not floating Up and Down on the waves anymore
Nor am i Flying in the Night’s Clear Sky.

i am still all tingly
As i float on a Big Fluffy White Cloud in a Clear Blue Sky.
i am drifting in and out NOT wanting to leave
i close my eyes as i think to myself
How lucky i am…
And that I hope one day I may do this again.


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MelyNYC
 
 Age: 26
 New York, New York