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I am TOUGH, STRONG, I am not easily subdued, overruled, or conquered. I will stand my ground, have my own thoughts and opinions.
I am ...very independent, very strong willed, fiercely loyal to the ones I care about.
I am silly, playful, funny, witty, charming, I love to laugh, tease, aggravate the hell out of you....for fun....I am active, have lots of hobbies, I love to have fun......and if I warm up to you ...I will chat your ears off. Which is a good way to tell if you are IN...lol
Everyone that is close to me will tell you I have ZERO patience. I am an ALL or NOTHING girl. I have a temper, I am emotional, I am feisty, very passionate, my highs are high.
I had never considered myself a submissive woman. But had always felt that something was missing in my life...just always out of reach. I have had a lifetime of miserable, lacking something vanilla relationships...
I always had fantasies of more but had settled into a life of thinking they would never be realized.
Looking back I dominated weak men, tested them and always found them lacking.
I was strong because no one was stronger than me....I took charge because no one else did...I took care of myself
Well..I met someone that led me into this lifestyle...He opened the door to my SOUL.....he taught me a lot....about letting go ....trusting...about my true calling....he introduced me to the giving submissive woman I am.....but He wasn't meant to be my ONE.
And it ended....
So now I am sifting through the ashes ....
I will be honest....I struggled....I fought against the submissive woman inside of me....my Inner Domme....I thought being submissive meant I was weak....
But it got to a point that it was harder to DENY what I am than it was to fight against it.
It isn't something I do....It is who and what I AM...
And I Embrace it....Enjoy it....Live it...and Breath it.
I WANT and NEED to be "HANDLED"...by a very strong, very dominant, very loving but strict Master.
I have never been more content, centered, calm, or had my chaotic mind, heart, body and soul in such alignment as when I submitted to my Master.
I ache to find that again.
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It is also very important to mention that no matter what stage of "going through a divorce" you are in...I want no part of it.
Trust me...I have tried with all of my heart and it just won't work.
Must be completely free, single, and available.
I have had a little experience with a few things...but consider myself a newbie.
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I am taking a BREAK.....This is just getting OLD....
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If you feel the need to message me to let me know that I have spelled a word incorrectly, have a typo or any other meaningless, drab, or very boring matters.
Please don't bother.....
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Living and learning....and having a good time. |
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