Due to unforeseen circumstances, with work, and other schedules i find myself unreliable for even meeting on here.

I will be deleting this profile eventually and possibly coming back when/if i can commit properly, i appologize for everything, i truly do, this hurts me horribly.

ok so friends visit, don't know my kkinks, insist i drink, i run up here every once in a while to check mesage but know my  saturdat night after they leave will be online, horny as fuk, and drunk and susceptable....oh this is gonnna be fun, and no way to opt out of the drinks, party night is on.

ATTN!!!!!

having issues with the site, it's not loading, which means i can't get it to load enough to open/send messages properly.

stop taking it personally people, or if you do you liteally have no fucking patience nd i can't halp what the internet does so it's your patience and real life isn't gonna work.

soo edging chastity, bondage, heels(ballet heels), bimbofication, hypnosis, degridation, slave tattoos, mind control, orgasm control..these are ll the things i am rubbing and edging to while io am chatting with you...just so you know, they are my HUGE things

Sooooo, chastity, denial....being locked up, it's getting all too enticing the more i hear and see about it.

And those asslock plugs, yeah lately the true intensity of it all is really coming to light to me, the concept of how long could i go, willingly, or oif i was locke dup and had no choice what would i be like.

i won't lie, the ideas make me ravenous

but im still good, stll just rub and edge, no orgasm in weeks

sorry if my spelling gets bad, my typing gets bad as i get excited

so i didn't know my pics were on here, when the site nuked my account a while back it told me i only had the one pic up, so yays!

a friend of mine recently pointed out to me that maybe the reason i am so conflicted about whether i want orgasms or denial is because what i really want is to have the control of that part of me taken away.

My falling/breaking

i was on b d s m l r trying to set up a blog and profile as a Domme and my submissive side started seeing some of the content, and then growing more drawn to it, then the slave and hypnosis stuff, then the degrading and humiliation, and i got sucked in and realized that there really was no strength or power in me, and that even thinking or making decisions for myself wasnt right or possible since i had always screwed it up and that meant i needed a strong hand to lead me, and that i was just a dumb slut
now i need that strong hand and mind since i have neither anymore and i can tell that its gone for good now.

there is of course more to it and it can be elaborated on, but thats the basics.

so i had to strip my profile down to sweet nothing to get it re-aproved, contact me for in fo, no i am not a domme anymore, never will be, can't be, don't ask.

i am a fucking slut slave, that's it, i'm trying to learn my place, please don't push and ask me to be what i wasn't supposed to be anyway

re-defining the term "bad day" in amazing fashion

And that is why people need to read profiles, slowly and carefully before contacting people....it saves you the trouble of blocking me because you read something you don't like, so in a sense....reading and using your brain, can save you from acting like a huge assbutt(not always, but i think it would help...seriously).

Seriously temped to find a sub who can dress in full leather or latex and get used in a public shoot next week.

I am sooooo sorry for everyone if i fail to write back, lately with things being a busy busy summer i am finding myself a little scatterbrained and spread kinda thin so please bear with me, and if you are waiting for a reply and haven't gotten it, feel free to get ahold of me again and I will try harder.

The concept of getting dressed up in fetwear and doing a photoshoot around my tiny little hometown is just a little too appealing, this is gonna be so fun

seriously craving a new tattoo or piercing today....weird :)

Ok for a fetish/bdsm model, I am SERIOUSLY lacking in fetwear somehow.....oddly enuff if the prep for last nights party and photoshoot is to be believed i am seriously lacking in fetwear even for someone just starting out.....how the hell am i running so low on suck simple stuff??

Anybody wanna take me shopping???

Had tons of fun twittering pics of playtime, it was awesome

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I need someone to help me organize my boots and fetwear ...gotta find me a subby bitch or bootslave!!

Damn!!!, I ran out of picture space here and barely got into the shoe/boot photoshoot pics...grrr...aarggg

"When people judge you,it's because they have a problem with themselves that they are struggling with"...my new fav quote.

please feel free to contact me with any questions about my modelling profiles or upcoming photoshoots.

Throwing around ideas for a new photoshoot, "bondage bride" is going to be soooo much fun!!!!!  I am reeeeeely excited.

Anybody out there interested in working on photoshoots in  the near future?, photographers, makeup artists, etc.?

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Totally loving the nice weather...so keen to get some photoshoots done.

I dunno if it is the upcoming party this sat. getting me all excited and bouncy or what but I'm feeling very evil and manipulative lately....still think i need a handy dandy bitchboy.

As the party get closer the more excited I get...getting very hard to wait to see everyone again and have some fun...this is gonna be a loooong week of anticipation.

Need to find more littles in this area, or perhaps in the hamilton area...seriously feeling alone lately.

Missing the party tonight, which sucks, but i really should get lots of stuff done and planned before the next one comes up at the end of the month

The more I see the holidays approaching, the more I see reasons to need an "assistant"....especially after seeing the crowds and the sales...is it lazy of me?

For those who missed the chance to serve myself and the girls for our "night  in", I will be posting earlier for the next time so that anyone looking to come and serve a room full of girls can sign up.

Thanks for all the feedback everyone!

Having a bunch of friends over for some drinking, movies, and hot tub.....wondering if there is anyone out there who would want to serve 8-10 females for the evening.

After all the years in varying levels in the lifestyle....today I finally experienced fireplay.  Well to be honest I had experienced it at KNANO on my arm....but that was really just a test run, today was different...and I have to say, it was different from any other experience I have had.

The more I learn during this chapter of my life, the more I find that I had been missing out. 

There is a ton of different directions things may go in the future, but I am learning to trust things, whatever comes my way whether it be something new, something familiar, or something that I never even knew existed.

New experiences, new changes, new fun.....it's all life.

So yeah....things are definitely looking like we are going to have to find a sub.

Seriously lookin like i am gonna need to find someone that can be my handy dandy bitchboy.

Ok seriously grrrr....tried to uplad new pic...not working...grrr...arrggg

Yay for finding my perfect pvc maids outfit today.....at an amazing price no less...now to find he perfect gag, hood, and to pick up all the other "must have's" I found...yummy yummy evil stuff

Starting to figure some stuff out....falling can be preventing for the most part by remembering one thing....I'm The Fuckin Princess. If I remember this, and a few other things work out, life will be better.

A bunch of the KW kinksters do a fun night out at club ren 1-2 times a month for the thursday show, anybody who is in the area please feel free to come on out and join us.

Currently looking for photographers who need models, and are willing to put up with my inexperience, and makeup artists, or someone who may want to help in that aspect would be appreciated too.