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DragonDiver
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| Welcome to my secret spot...
Who am I? I'm a deep thinker and yet have a delightful sense of humor. I love my friends and love life. I love writing (shocking I know), sketching, hiking, having fun, spontaniously bursting with energy and love it! lol. I'm an Asian female that is back on the path and having fun. You want to get to know me? Email me! :)
We are opening ourselves to other relationships. The relationship Alpha and I share will be the primary relationship with any other relationships that arise as a secondary. Those relationships might be with one or both of us. We'll just see how that works if the time comes. As with all things in this lifestyle, negotiation will be part of it. All negotiation will include the primary partner.
If you want to know more about this, please feel free to approach us. Discussion is a wonderful thing and it helps us define ourselves.
Please heed this warning:: Please, If you fall under the age catagory (you are above the age of 50 or below 35); approach with caution as I may bite... Lol If you demand (ask or insist) a picture, my personal information or think I am going to serve because you say so when I barely even said hello... You grossly underestimated my capacity to just ignore you, rude as it may sound. :)
Ps... Yes I do know to put in paragraphs, iPad and CM doesn't. As soon as I can and learn how, I will fix this lol.
I am exploring myself more and spreading my wings. On occasion I like to Top for scenes over males and females (no, I am not per se a switch). No, I do not Top my Alpha.
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So many updates! So little time... Ok, the time isn't a factor, just haven't gotten around to it! Lol!
I am currently, with permission, back to exploring with friends.... And possible female intimate moments. I am wanting to continue to Top those that I have a connection with and bottom as well. Mine is looking for electric bunnies... Just pimping him out! Teehee~
So much more to fill in but... It's late... Lol ;)
Update::
What I am NOT looking for... Another Master. I have a wonderful Alpha and as in Highlander (nerd moment...lol) "there can only be one".
What I AM looking for is sister and brother s-types to have tons of fun with. Experienced Tops to have fun with. Play partners solely for all... If all flows right, maybe a welcomed addition to enhance each other's lives. |
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Guys that don't give even half a smile in their profiles just gives me the creeps... ~ giggles~ not much of journal entry but.... It'll suffice... Giggles |
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Omg!! I have a domain name!! Lol! Aaaannnddd the best part is I know what it all means lol!! I went over to my friends house (the couple with the fire pit and great friendships forged many weekends now. She was out shopping and unbeknownst to me (wow, that was one word! Lol!) he was inside. I arrived at dusk and the door was closed, I told her not to rush, sat in the car and played Majong (love love). Just when it got dark enough, I looked up and saw the door slightly opened! Omg! So I sent her a text all prepared to call the police! She texted back is he home? Is it wide opened? Blink, blink! "Duh, me". I automatically assumed he was with her! Lol. So, I cautiously went to the door and called his name. He answers back. I start to laugh and go and get my stuff out of the car.
So I am inside and we start to talk. He's in the middle of fixing what they affectionately call "my room". Such a warm feeling that is considering I live scant minutes away. Like usual, they (rather he this time) asked me about my week and how was it? I filled him in by telling him it was my birthday this week and how wonderful it was. I felt the love of so many friends, almost cried! I even had a birthday candle in the dessert! I didn't put it in there either (when son was younger I did but hadn't for years)! Then flash forward again to watching him get ready and me discovering they had a waterbed! I had one years upon years ago, so what do I do? Lol He's in the bathroom and I fromp on top of it making lil waves on the soft side (apparently there are two bladders, didn't know for sure what that meant other than one made bigger ripples and it was fun to bounce on!). By the gods it was fun! Lol no I am not a "little" giggles giggles~
When he was done getting ready and we were waiting for her to call, he asks me how to spell my screen name. I spell it out. He asks a couple of more times and he's on the phone. Not sure what he was doing, nor was I going to be impolite in asking lol... I just listened to music and floated on their bed. Once off the phone, he proudly said, "happy birthday, you have a domain name!" I said, "yay! What does that mean? Lol." The rest of our wait time was him explaining it. The most I could figure is like his wife, I now have a website!
So it's been a couple of days and I dove into all I can in the help forums to get as far as I have. There is still much to learn, but I am up and running! It's exciting getting to learn a whole new thing, but I am slowly getting there! Yay! I know I also have them to help me when I get stumped! Big smiles~ Yay!
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While talking with a Friend, She reminded me about my "cyber sex" experience or in my case, lack of ability, need or want for that experience.... Lol. I've comprised my memories and jotted them down here so She can read... And thought I'd share here... Lol
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Birth of a baby dragon~
Here is a share from my "Pieces of Me" collection... Sounds awesome doesn't it? Grins... It sounds as though I am published! Lol couldn't resist, I'm not published... Yet... Grins. On another blog site I do random pieces of me posts that gives personal shares. Kind of like this site except I get bio feedback from cherished friends over there. Anyhow... I have been online on and off through out the years. From Compuserve to Yahoo user chat rooms to actually nothing now... Lol (just realized that).
My friends and I were sitting around laughing and talking when one of my friends said, "poof" and started giggling. That got me giggling and we shared with our other friend the joke behind it and we all laughed. Ok to be fair maybe you had to know me to get how funny it truly is and truly one thing that is indicative of me. If it scares me and it frustrates me on why I am scared I will tackle it. It if makes me scared but not terrified, I will tackle it. If it is something that can be avoided, I will.
So onto my share. Back in the day of Yahoo User Chat rooms (yes, those that remember those days, are probably smiling) lol... Those that don't; Yahoo had user chat rooms that anyone can create for any kind of fetish and though age was suggested, it wasn't verified to enter. Btw I was of adult age (if it matters lol). I kid you not, all of it was scary to me. For the most part I kept to myself, answered when asked but rarely did anything but watch the banter scroll on the screen while blocking or answering a multitude of chat boxes that popped up.
Now in these chat boxes and the main rooms there were people that would make even the writers of Penthouse or Playboy blush. They rivaled the best erotic writers and for the most part... Ahem... *fans self* pale in comparison. We are talking yum in my pants kind of wetness just reading it. *blushes*. My one true failing through it all other than being scared of some of those rooms (lol) is scared that I would have to "sex chat it up".
It began for me with polite declines for chatting. Then it went to periodic "ooo" and "ahhh" with a splattering and well placed (I might add lol), "Mmm" and "yes"... Lol. For the truly cyber warrior, they noticed that I wasn't "interacting" enough. That is where I had to fess up and say that I sucked at cybering. That led to guys trying to "teach me".. As they pointed out, it's not like I never had sex before... Lol. Ya think it would be easy as I love love sex... Nope! Lol... After moments they realized I was a dead fish in the water and moved on to find a worthy ... warrior.
Maybe it was an epiphany? Maybe it was quick thinking? Maybe it was a combination of my religious upbringing and secluded live in a bubble kind of past, but... I came up with a brilliant idea. One where I could just create a persona that wouldn't be asked to serve, kneel or have cyber sex! I was brilliant not to mention, it prevented a lot of carpal tunnel just typing every move out. Lol
I found a lil green baby dragon online. I created a profile and thus I was born as a lil asian dragon flyer! I'd then go into the best room where slaves weren't talked to a lot and only allowed to type out their serves... A Gor room! Lol! Yes! It was awesome. I'd enter by flying in (sometimes a wayward landing, waddling, rest, curl up onto the slaves' pillow and listen to the room. Every now and then I would lick my wings or my tail. I'd do teethy baby dragon smiles. I'd answer when spoken to. React to intruders that would upset the flow of the room. Soon I earned the trust and love of this Free Woman that allowed me curl up in her lap. She'd soothe my scales and I'd give her lil baby toothy grins in appreciation. She'd bring my attention to a troll and I'd fiercely protect her as well as a baby dragon could! I'd "poof" lil clouds of smoke (since i was too young of a dragon to breathe fire) and do a baby dragon rawr! When time to leave, I'd look at her and the door and she'd know it was time to leave. She would gently put me on the floor and my lil bow legged legs would walk/run as my wings would just barely lift me into flight. Every now and then banging into the side of the door grinning sheepishly at her as I took flight again and left.
I truly thrived in that role! Can't type a serve to save my life or have cyber sex, but I could preen my scales and wag/swish my tail! So there you have it! That was the best cybering role play I've ever done that worked like a charm. Lol. |
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Classic Asian blonde Moment~
Me:: I put on my status line on a chat site something about my birthday today...
Friend:: happy Birthday!!
Me:: thank you, how did you know??
(Lmao). Oops!!! Me at work... Lol >.< duh!
Thought I'd share! :). Heehee~
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Loneliness...
I am sitting here watching the most beautiful thing I have seen in a weeks time. It's a wonderful thing to bare witness and very humbling that this couple allows me to watch their interactions. I think of all my other friends and marvel in the beauty of two people. The sharing of candid moments, moments that all add up into a rich tapestry of their lives.
I often think as of late perhaps it is the rapidly approaching holidays, maybe it's the repetitive feeling of desperateness from some of these gentlemen i chat with or perhaps its the "so who are you speaking with now?" type of questions that seem to follow, "it takes time and you will find that one someday." I, too am starting to feel the pang of the holidays. Though I have chosen to be single till that right one for me comes a long, I do welcome it. I do welcome the warmth of my friends as well, but they can't fill a void that is rapidly building in me. Deep inside I know I must stay headstrong and yet, I think of getting someone to last me through out the holiday season (as horrid as that sounds). But I deserve better than a to be an "escort" this holiday season. I deserve to have a true relationship like the ones I am honored to see, the Ms relationship and even the nilla kink relationship of my friends. I am not envious nor have I ever felt like a third wheel, I relish in each of their relationships nuances... I am so honored to be a part of it. I don't want what they have, I want what I am looking for, what I desire... I deserve.
I am willing to wait and yet... There is the loneliness that I feel. An ache that is slowly burning inside if me. It's a unique feeling to be able to feel and great that its not a momentary feeling. It's one that is growing, seeded in deep within the bowels of my essence. I nurture it when I spend more and more time surrounded in their love for each other, in the couples that I love spending time with. While some may say get away from it or avoid it, I am not one to avoid this. I appreciate this feeling, embrace it, nurture it... Swim in it. I know by experiencing and feeling these pangs of loneliness that someday... When that day comes, I will appreciate my One so much more! I'll dance in the celebration of "us"! |
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I've made a change with this blog site that I'd thought I'd share. I am in the works of publishing my blogs and such on my own website (anticipate at the start of the new year),I should have a new home. While i'll most likely be cross posting here and there for a while, it will soon merge over there by hopefully 6 months time. I'm quite stoked and have friends helping me to do it! Yay! :)
You also might notice that I've started deleting some prior (all) prior posts. It's just to make room for more... Thank You to those that subscribe to my insane ramblings and frequent flyers of my page! Lol |
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| Age: 23 |
| Anaheim Hills,
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