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I am very new and so I should say what lead me here. In college a bunch of us went to another country and one afternoon I was walking on a nice beach when fog rolled in and the ocean was on one side and large dunes the other side. It happened so fast and then it went from a sunny bright day to almost dark. I never heard a thing but found myself seeing stars on the ground. I'm not sure what all happened next but it wasn't until the following morning when I was found even though hundreds of people and police were looking. I don't remember but my police report is embedded in my brain. She was beaten about her head and body. She was in shock and suffering from a concussion. She had dried blood in several areas brought on by various means. She was RAPED. She had 7 different semen samples that could be identified and several too badly mixed to give an accurate sample although different from the other seven enough to classify as OTHERS. She had semen in her vaginal area; her anal area; her oral area; and was covered outside with more semen not emanating from those three places. She was found in a ball with her hands protecting her head. Now it gets really bad. She was located asleep and oddly with a smile on her face. I made all of this up but this exact thing plays in my head and has for years. Still wonder why at age 47 and free of X's and children I am here?
kellsapple
 
 Age: 49
 Houston, Texas