Well, I just found out I'm not who I say I am, that I am a fraud. Apparently it MUST be so because I'm on the "official" CM Fakers list.... Most likely compiled by the numerous deaf, mute, loyal, obedient slaves who live around the US but are always in foreign countries mourning the loss of their beloved Masters when you reach them. Or perhaps by the young slaves who want desperately to be taken, raped, and beaten -- as long as you never suggest they do it for real; that seems to destroy their computers so they can't respond. Or was it the "female slaves" who still own a penis that compiled the list. No matter, it appears I've been found out !
Strangely, the Masters, Mistresses, and Doms here don't keep such a "fakers list" of the "subs" and "slaves" -- maybe it's because we EXPECT to be jerked around by fantasy-seekers or because the list would be far too long to maintain. But we still reach out, still offer, still spend countless hours "making the slaves comfortable" while they beg us to tell them what we'll do to them (in detail) if we had them in person, and then disappear when we won't pay their way (in cash or other liquid measure) or let them continue their mental masturbation for months on end.
So barring the obvious Ghanan and Nigerian slaves, and those who "belong to a BDSM organization and must be bought from them", and even the ones whose "masters tired of them, so are willing to sell them for real money", was I judged by the:
1) young nanny whose position was ending and wanted to be kept as a slave, but then decided she would house sit instead so disappeared, but then came back as the same nanny 3 months later with an explanation, then was pet-sitting and couldn't visit, and then back to her nanny job....
2) slave who wanted to be abducted from the street and kept against her will forever; who made it plain that "she doesn't want this, but has to do it" and yet loves to send pic after pic and who provides all the details necessary -- and then, months later, decides to let me know that she has a husband and kids that would come after her...
3) female "compleat slave" who wanted to give up everything to serve her Master, to become his... and who had a remarkable number of highly erotic pictures to share over the weeks of chatting... and then mentioned that they are all of the "woman she would love to become" since she was still "technically" male...
or was it the...
No-limits slave seeking to be kept locked in a dungeon, to be used and abused in extreme manners with no rights and no escape --- who needed to be told in graphic detail everything that would be done to her, have pictures sent showing the tortures she would suffer, spend hours hearing me call her dirty names, and then disappeared completely, only ro terutn to CM a month later as "new to the lifestyle and scared, looking for gentle Master to show me the ropes"
No matter, though... I am OBVIOUSLY the fake here because I won't spend months on fantasies, wire money for an interstate (or international) relocation, detail everything I plan on doing, or buy out her slave contract.
Enough is enough..... I have actually been lucky and found two REAL slaves here, as well as making a few friends along the way. Perhaps those days are gone from CM and it's time to move to other venues.. I've resisted it; wanted to give the benefit of a doubt - but the benefits have run out.
For those who have my contact info and aren't afraid of being sullied by me, I'm not going anywhere. For the rest, I wish you well in your journeys and hope that you find someone less judgemental than yourselves who will understand that you aren't them, but that doesn't mean you aren't you.
Good luck to all.
