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Nelee

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Toysinbabeland
*Note: I am still active here, but for now I'm quite busy with university responsibilities. I will definitely make it a point to log on at least once per week. Sorry!*
Hello. I'm very new to this entire environment, so please forgive any fallacies I commit.

Also note! My sexuality is listed as "Lesbian" for a reason~! Sorry, guys!* Another note (since I've only recently come across this): If you're looking towards me and you're a finDomme, then you should probably look elsewhere. Sorry, but I'm a broke college student, who doesn't even have enough money to eat everyday, much less giving it to someone else. I apologize. Although I am a submissive, I would rather not get mails from people telling me that they are a dom/me and looking for a submissive. Not if we've never talked before, anyway. If at all possible, I'd rather start at least talking and getting to know you BEFORE I think about that part. I'm here more for connections than for hooking up with random people on the internet. Thank you. First and foremost, I look very young. Very, very young. I still get mistaken as a high schooler. It's frustrating, but I assure you I am not.
Currently a university student who's trying to branch out and explore the parts of my life that I've tried to suppress for the majority of my life (Bible Belt morals, and all). So, as you may be able to guess, I'm not very open to freely talking about my sex life, or my kinks or interests if I'm not a least familiar with you. But getting familiar isn't too much work, so just send me a message so we can talk and get to know each other. The world's too vast to just miss the chance.
I'm going to uni in a pretty rural area, so I'm really into hiking and other outdoorsy activities. I love animals, and I volunteer at an animal shelter in my spare time. But when I'm not doing yoga or lifting, I'm usually playing video games, studying on the internet, or reading. Or doing university shit. At this point in my life, university shit seems to take up the majority of my time.
As for kinks, I pretty much just answered the list at sign up. I'm rather new to the BDSM world, so I don't know about everything there is quite yet. But that's why I'm here to learn before I jump into a relationship or hook up. I hope to one day be able to get involved in a 24/7 relationship or even a polyamorous one (after university, of course), but that will be a far bit into the future.
I'll add more things here as I see fit. I'm very new to this site, so I'm not sure about what to put here, yet.



*But as I mentioned above, I am interested in a polyamorous relationship, at some point in my life. However, that will be a while from now.
1/30/2013 8:02:59 AM

Sigh, just spent upwards of 5-6 hours simply detangling, oiling, and twisting my hair...

1/25/2013 9:24:28 AM

I don't understand.
I assumed my severe depression was from starving for so long last semester.
But here I am, again. In the same position I was then, if not worse. No. I think it's worse. At least then I had physical pain to accompany it and I had something to blame. Now I'm just depressed for -seemingly- no reason at all.

 

I don't like this.

 

But, in other news, I've resumed a decent ovo-vegetarian diet, with the occasional sweet (though I've noticed that when I eat sweet things, I get horrible stomach cramps and I'm nauseated for hours afterwards, so I'm going to try to concentrate on that feeling whenever I want sugar again). For some reason, my body is rejecting a LOT of food. I think my starvation put me into ketosis or something, because a lot of my normal body processes have seemed to "reset". I used to be able to tolerate dairy decently (though it still made me ill), and I had no problem with sugar or greasy foods. But now, all those things give me horrible stomach cramps, or I just can't keep it down.

 

All's not as eventful in the BDSM world... I've been trying to get to munches, but they're all in the town an hour away from campus. With no car, I haven't been able to attend the last three that I was hoping I would be able to go to :( But hopefully I'll be able to attend one when I head home in another week.

 

Whelp, that's all about me. I'm just posting to let people know that I'm DEFINITELY here. Just busy with my physical/mental health and university responsibilities.

1/4/2013 5:25:50 AM

I've had pneumonia for over three weeks.

My ENTIRE break was just me rolling around in bed because I was in too much pain to do anything, but I was too proud to head to the doctor. When I finally did, turns out I should have gone there a week prior.

I'm getting over it now. But. Ugh. I feel like death still.

12/11/2012 9:39:28 AM

Oh god, I'm on these forums on the day of a very important final that I need a 100 on to pass the class what has my life become

12/9/2012 3:59:30 PM

I apologize for not being very active lately.

 

Finals have begun, so I've been pouring my time and effort into getting perfect grades.

 

One of my finals requires that I make a 100% in order to make an A in the class, so I've been focusing on that quite a bit.

11/25/2012 11:53:59 AM

Whine time:

 I wish I wasn't introduced to BDSM so early.

 I mean, I enjoy it, yes. But it's hard to determine if I enjoy it because it's something that I actually like or if it's because I was forced into it from the ages of 14 until 19.

 To be honest, it's really all I know. Vanilla relationships don't do it for me at all, because for the longest time, I thought that being submissive was the norm in a relationship.

 I don't know.

 It's just something to think on. I wonder if I would have been better off. Or maybe I would still be that sheltered, little girl who didn't know anything about the world and searched desperately for someone to take her under their wing.

11/17/2012 2:02:30 AM

I need to download this messenger stuff... But it feels like so much trouble...

11/15/2012 4:10:35 AM

I am creeping on these Alabamians hardcore...

I'm so so sorry. I promise I'm not a creeper. I'm just looking for friends ;_;

11/15/2012 3:09:29 AM

First day on this site.

And already getting "those" random mails...

I suppose it's expected.

I'm not sure of what I expect otherwise, anyway. But I do want to get more involved with the BDSM community, and I assume that this is a good place to start. Hopefully I find nice and interesting people to talk with and learn more about the "culture" of this site and lifestyle.

wildberry
 
 Age: 24
  Pennsylvania