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Please read all of my profile. It is sincere and from the heart.

A woman without a man is like a goldfish on the pavement. Nobody notices you; you are no use; you can't do anything; and sooner or later you will dry up and die.

I married at 18 and my husband and I ran a pub. he liked me to wear very low cut tops and I enjoyed the attention from the male customers. By 40 I had started to believe my own publicity and had had a few quiet flings with customers. I mistakenly thought I was too good for my older husband.

Then I thought I had found The One. I let my husband and children for a supposed better life with a man 18 years my junior. It lasted a month before he was over the novelty.

I crawled back to my husband and family. From that day until he left me last year, not a day went by without him spitting in my face or giving me a punch or several.

He humiliated me by having me (with the other barstaff) go topless for the weekly 'after hours' sessions. The other barmaids were 19 and 21. I was 40+. The girls just giggled, the men smirked.

But he didn't just want to show his mates my bare breasts, he really wanted to show off all my bruises to them. And in the days leading to that even he made sure I would have plenty. I am not sure which the 'viewers' enjoyed seeing most.

Well now I have no man in my life. I have a routine office job and I have learned my lesson. To get anywhere in this world you have to give yourself unconditionally to a man. You have to give him what he wants whenever he wants it; you have to accept anything he wants to do to you; and endure any humiliations.

It's a man's world.

My msn is: MonicaD@live.co.uk

PS. IF this profile reads like I am depressed, dispirited, pessimistic and fearful of the future, its because I am.




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JanetJorge
 
 Age: 25
 Morrison, Illinois