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i am a very submissive male in an open relationship with a very disabled woman who no longer is capable of nor desires any sexual activity. Many years ago, She was my Domme. She understands my burning Need to kneel before, totally submit to, & be Owned by a Strict, Superior, Female Domme. i have Her blessing, and now i am here, searching, seriously looking for a long term relationship with a lifestyle Female Supremacist who could be a fun GF, but at the same time, my Superior, my Owner, my Goddess. If/When You decide You would like the company of a fun BF, i would serve You in that capacity. i desire nothing more than to humble myself before You, obey Your every command without hesitation, question, or argument, and to serve and service You in whatever manner You desire. i'm educated, love long conversations, am a former computer analyst, and am now reinventing myself. Since i was extremely young, i have always Really Loved Female domination. Whenever i dated a Female, right off the starting block, i would always be honest about my desire for Female domination. Strangely, i was never ashamed about my desires, & if that wasn't something She was interested in, i didn't want to waste either of O/our time. There has never been a Wife or a GF who didn't know all about me from the get-go. It was always the "bossy, bitchy, mean" Girls and Women that i was attracted to. You'd never know. i wasn't a nerd with tape on my glasses. i wrestled and look every bit of the alpha male. Lots of testosterone. Sometimes, i think too much. i was growing a mustache at 12. i just never felt like a football jock. I go absolutely, monkey, gaga whenever a Woman even hints that She wants me to perform cunnilingus. That, and having my face sat on and being told to "Lick." just the thought of it gets me hard. i'm very, very different in that way. i can watch a Woman having orgasm after orgasm from being licked or from riding some guy's face ALL DAY. Truly, that is my favorite sexual act. If i had one last wish, i can tell You with complete certainty that i would i ask for a scenario where i would beg a Female fervently for the honor and privilege of licking Her to orgasm. She would ride my face, using my facial features much like a sex toy, grinding, selfishly, hard against my face completely ignoring any discomfort i might be in or any pleasure i might be receiving through Her ministrations. When She was done, exhausted, totally sexually sated, She climb off my Face that would be slathered with a half inch of Feminine fluids, lay back relaxed, and rather than thank me, She tells me in a matter of fact tone, "Lick Me Clean, boy, and what you don't swallow, you'll wear on your face the rest of the day." As She laughed at my humiliation, i would dutifully obey my Queen, lick Her clean, dry Her as best i could with my head and face, and pull up Her panties. Amused with my sexual starvation, swollen, dripping penis, & very swollen testicles, She gives me an evil grin, giggles, and tells me if i continue to obey, get my tongue in all the right places, and perform all of my domestic duties quickly and to Her satisfaction that "maybe..." if She talks it over with Her GFs and THEY agree also, i "might..." be allowed "some sort of sexual relief" in....maybe a month or two. And laughing hysterically, She would then give me a long list of domestic chores to be performed that afternoon....in my maid's uniform. Of course, company's expected that afternoon, and the last thing She wants is to be embarrassed by having Her bitch out of uniform. The End. That's it. My fantasy. i have to mention one thing. The other day i was reading the blog of a Female dominant, and She said something to the effect that if a guy loves oral too much or mentions that before intercourse that he probably has a tiny dick or is impotent. i see where She's getting that given the selfish, sexual preferences of the majority of male pigs, but i thought.....Ohhhhh Nooooo. I've written quite a bit in various forums over the years about my insane, obsessive, compulsive, insatiable appetite for cunnilingus and how to me, it's my heaven, my nirvana, my life's end goal. Well...that's a bit too much possibly, but I thought, "Oh Great, now everybody thinks i'm a stump or a limp dick and the reason I'm so gaga over oral is because that's all i can do and i'm trying to compensate." Maybe that's the case with some guys, but i've never even heard of an appetite for eating pussy comparable to mine. In any case, that's NOT, NOT, NOT the case with me. i'm no John Holmes or Long John Silver, but i'm not a stump! Honestly, i'm average. And i have NO erection or libido challenges. it's kind of silly, but i'm circumcised, and the most prevalent comment is, "You've got a pretty penis." Not exactly something to repeat in a locker room, but it beats, "Next time tell Me when it's in." I guess it's true. You don't always get what you want, but sometimes you get what you need. In that way, i've been lucky this time around. Oh well....gotta git. If any of these ramblings sound the least bit interesting.....i implore You......give me a shout. Thanks for Your time. Your Potential, Extremely Grateful, Pussy-Licking, Ass-Kissing slave-boy.
Taylorrrrr
 
 Age: 24
 Orange County, California