My First Spanking!!!

I received my first spanking yesterday. I get wet just from the thought of it. It was so hot. I received it from a Dom, I finally met off of collar me. We met up at Dave and Busters. I was asked to wear my shortest skirt, with no panties, and some heels. I did not do as told, although he still thought I was hot. Smile.
I wore my shortest shorts, with thongs, a cute blouse that showed off what most consider my best feature, beside my face, my tits, and tie up sandals.
We met outside of Dave and Busters. He looked way better than his profile pics! (He does have a account, but rarely does he check it.)
When he hugged me, I could feel his strength. From that point on, my pussy stayed wet. He was clearly an alpha male. We walked inside Dave and Buster's. Always the gentleman, of course he opened the door. When we sat down to eat, he pulled my chair out for me and then pushed it back in when I sat down. He sat in the seat beside me. "You do know you're going to get spanked for not following instructions, right?" With that sentence along, my pussy went from mere wet to gushing out juices. "But we'll deal with that later, lets have fun!" And have fun we did. He even let me win at basketball, lol. The best moments was when walking slightly in front of him, he'll grab my pussy from behind. Dang, I should have worn that skirt, lol. When we walked with his hand around my waist, I felt protected. Sadly, the date came to an end. He walked me to my car. He opened my car door for me after I unlocked it. "Bend over." "No." "Bend over" "No" so he walked up behind me to the point were I had no choice but to lean against the car. And then the spankings came. Three spanks, one for each infraction. He named the infractions as he spanked me. #1 for wearing panties. #2 for not wearing a skirt. And #3 for not wearing high heels. And then we kissed, this is the stuff that fantasies are made of. He asked to see my nipples. He said they looked juicy. So I pulled my blouse aside and showed him. He played with them ruffly, pulling and pinching. I noticed some kids walking toward us with their father. I'm sure they didn't notice what we were doing but I'm equally sure their father did. He put me in my car and made small talk with the guy and his kids. My face was flaming just thinking about the sort of girl this stranger considered me to be to let a man feel me up with my tits showing outside in broad daylight. Once they pulled off, he told me he wanted to kiss my nipples. then he pulled my blouse up and did just that. "I like how your milk taste." super embarrassed. I had forgotten I still had milk. But if he liked it, I loved it. I was suppose to go to the Miami munch afterwards, but he didn't want me 2, so I didn't. He showed me how to get back on the highway, and that was the end of the date. That was yesterday, I've been craving another spanking ever since :-)

• To bad this Dom doesn't have enough time to devote to me. Yet, this was still, what I would consider a great date! When my Daddy finally finds me, hopefully dates with him will be even more exciting!

Currently looking for a female play partner.

I'll prefer a Domme, but a switch will do.

Please note I'm looking to be topped, not the other way around.

Play only

On good thing about collarme: You quickly discover what you do not want! lol

Today, is a good day ;0) 

I just saw my first S/m porno

I was beyond shocked

http://www.alphaporno.com/videos/slave-slut-is-abused-and-her-pussy-fisted/

Is this a realistic scene in S/m?

Just wanted to say hello to everyone and wish one and all much happiness and success  :0) (I just love that happy face!) 

"We are all lying in the gutter, but some of us are looking at stars"

by a very wise Master ;0)

I've been  told that the best and safest way to meet people in the lifestyle is at a local munch. What do you think? Have any one on here ever been to a munch? How was it? Would you recommend it for a new-come?

If at first I thought I had high expectations, but some of the people on here, in my opinion, are just ridiculous in theirs. While I crave a successful D/s relationship, I am not looking to just jump straight into one. I am not willing to give total power exchange in less than a week( some expect it in less than a day). Before I completely entrust my welfare to another individual, it has to first be established that this is individual is worthy of such a gift.

Wow! Big Shocker! I've just been told that I'll make a better Domme than submissive. Wow! Maybe, LOL!

What's up with this site? Are there any real people on here at all? I'm starting to think this is a total waste of time!

TIP: If I tell you I have a limit, respect it!

        If I tell you something makes me feel uncomfortable, back off a little, you're coming on to strong!

Wow! I am no longer owned. I have actually been disowned. This is twice in one week by the same DOM! I don't know whether to be happy or sad. Lol. In one respect, I'm sad because in the short time that I knew my "ex-mentor," I learned a lot and feelings had started to develop. Fast? Yes, I know. But his persona called to me. 

On the other hand, I don't think he was open to a sub with feelings and a brain.

I have a question to ask: What is a mentor? What is a protector?

I thought a mentor was someone who was there to guide you and lead you through unsure or tough times. I thought a protector was someone who pledged to keep you safe, both mentally and physically, even from yourself if needed. Am I wrong in my assumptions? If so please tell me the true definition of mentor and protector. 

I am a submissive. This is the essence of me. It will never change. But I am not weak and I do have a brain. Do not ask of me what you are not willing to give. DO NOT expect me to blindly agree to everything you request just because you are a so called DOM.

I am not looking for a DADDY on this site any longer. Friends only. And only from other Sub women. Maybe one day I'll meet my Daddy, but it most definitely wont be off of here.

In the short time that I've been apart of collarme, I've run into alot of fakes and wannabes. While I may be extremely new to the lifestyle, even I can spot a fake after a reasonable amount of time. So many Doms have approached me claiming to be the so called "Daddy" that I needed in my life. But for some reason, I failed to get a sense of respect for any. Most just came off as weak losers. Was I being unrealistic in my expectations? At first I assumed that I was, but then I meet THE ONE. He is strength. He is honor. He is a brick wall. He is my Protector. Already I feel a sense of belonging with him. A sense of freedom. Of its own accord, my will freely bends to His. I am honored that He would seek to mentor me, for I know I am not even remotely deserving of his attentions. Yet he still chooses to protect me. Thank you Master. I am forever Yours :-)

Baby Girl Jasmine