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I have been a member o.com for almost a year. I have been working with a local Dom and it recently ended. So I am looking for a new Dom. My husband and I are seeking separate ?partners to further explore the lifestyle with. I'm not looking for booty call. I am looking for a permanent Dom partner. I'm not really looking for an online Dom.?
Favorite quotes:
"I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling all that I am capable of doing but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding." - Anais Nin
Pain is life, the sharper, the more evidence of life." - Charles Lamb
About me:
I'm a 39 year old married mom of 3 boys and a step daughter. My husband and I have been married for 12 years. I am married to a wonderful man(most of the time lol). We have started to explore d/s relationships. My husband works alot of hours to provide for us. There is nothing wrong with our sex life. He is a wonderful lover. I however as I get older and more comfortable with me, want to explore my sexuality. I work a full time job after being a stay at home mom for 7 years. I recently lost 90lbs only to put some of it back on. I have now discovered jogging and have lost 10 of the few lbs I put back on. I'm learning to love myself again after hating myself for so long. I was close to 260lbs at one point and never want to go there again. I will never be a size 10 and I'm learning to love my curves. I have a very sarcastic and immature personality. I have the heart the size of Texas and I am very loyal. My husband has given me his blessing to find a mentor/lover. I'm looking for someone to teach me to feel beautiful. To appreciate me for me. Im looking for someone to treat me like nothing else matters. To cuddle me and listen to me. Im looking for someone to punish me when I am being a spoiled rotten brat. And that will be often. Is there someone out there that can be that person? Rough, yet gentle? I have offered for my husband to meet my mentor but he would prefer not to at this point. I am available a few days a month at this point. I will be honest, I have huge self esteem and trust issues. I also have huge rejection issues. I would again like to say I'm a spoiled rotten brat. My personality is not for all and I get that.
What I love:
Football
Sexy lingerie,jeans and cowboy boots
Being bitchy, outgoing, spoiled
Being spontaneous
Tattoos
Motorcycles & 4 wheelers
My kids
Making my body look better, I LOVE my curves
Shopping
Laughing & joking around
Throwing temper tantrums, and whining
Jason Aldean
White wine
Food
Music of all types
Being me
Animals
Texas
Traveling
Spa days
What I dislike:
Assholes
People who,don't shower
People who,use other people
Dishonesty
Red wine
Fancy restaurants
Dressing up
People with no common sense
Winter ( I so want to move to warmer weather)
People who judge others
LIARS
Thoughtless and selfish people
People who want something for nothing
What I look for in a man:
Self confidence
Thoughfullness
Caring
Cleanliness
Honesty
Understanding
Intelligence
Gentleness
Roughness
Kindness
What I am looking for:
A dom/mentor to teach me to submit fully. I want to learn to be submissive and be obedient to better my life. I'm looking for someone who understands my needs. I want someone to teach me how to feel and be appreciated. Someone to teach me to love me for me. I am also looking for a 3rd. A boyfriend if you need a label. Someone who can be there when my spouse can't be. Also looking for friends with similar interests, male or female. I would prefer a local dom but if I found an online one to also help, that would be good. I have decided I may be interested in a girl on girl or threesome. I have been researching that dynamic and find it interesting.
What I like sexually:
Spanking ( I take it and never ever cry. I'll never ask you to stop)
Biting
Blindfolding
Bondage
Suspension (have yet to try it)
Being told what to do
Being told anything my Dom feels necessary.
Hot wax
Rough sex
Hair pulling
Nipple clamps
Slapping
Vibes
Belts
What I don't like: Most of these are hard limits
Humiliation
Piss/shit
Eating dog food or anything else to that extent
Group sex
Fire
Severe binding
Blood
Knives
Needles
Spit
Ball gags
Cutting
Being caged
Drinking/eating out of animal dishes
Face slapping- hard limit
Punching/kicking
I'm not licking toilets. Not my thing.
Fisting
I have age issues under the age of 30, that is a hard limit for me.
Many others I'm sure
These are just not my thing, however if they are yours, more power to you.
What I want to learn sexually:
How to enjoy anal sex
Giving a better blow job
How to squirt
Orgasm withholding/delay
How to be a better lover for myself
How to be a better lover for my husband
More about being a pain slut
Bondage bondage and more bondage
Please ask me any questions. I'm very open. If you would like to see more photos you may friend request me. I do have a job and family to protect so only certain people are special enough. :p
Thank you for reading.
Christina
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