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UNDER 55? AUTO BLOCKED READ PROFILE CAREFULLY PLEASE
NO MORE JOURNALS is a very sad thing on collarspace. Still looking for my needle in a haystack sub. PLEASE dont pretend youre a sub, I can tell in a heartbeat, hahaha... yeah, its been forever looking...so sad to say theres not a real sub out there in my area that Im attracted to nor have chemistry with.... still waiting...
I AM NOT A PRO! I DO NOT DO SESSIONS!! FOR GODS SAKE STOP OFFERING ME MONEY!!! THERE ARE PLENTY ON HERE THAT ARE, GO FIND THEM!
ARE THERE NO MORE JOURNALS ON THIS SITE? WROTE TO SUPPORT, NO WORD BACK...SO DISAPPOINTING!
NO UNDER 55 YEARS OLD EVER!!!!
NO OUTSIDE NEW JERSEY!!!
NO MARRIED! NO SEPARATED! NO SWITCH ANYTHING EITHER!
ISO WHITE BI SUB CUCKOLD ONCE AGAIN!
MAIL FROM OUT OF STATE? DELETED
MAIL FROM UNDER 55 YR OLDS? DELETED...
DO NOT BOTHER, BECAUSE I WILL NOT WASTE ANY MORE OF MY TIME.
NO OUT OF STATE NO OUTSIDE THE UNITED STATES NO 1 UNDER 55!!
CENTRAL NJ LIFESTYLE DOMMECUCKOLDRESS...non-sadist, sensual sexual seductress...teasedenial Queen
I AM NOT A PRO !!
ISO WHITE BI SUBMISSIVE MALE NO SISSIES, NO TSS, NO TGS, NO SWITCHES, NO WANNABE ANYTHINGS...ONLY REAL BI WHITE MALE SUBMISSIVES SHOULD WRITE ATTACH A RECENT G RATED FACE PICTURE PLEASE WHO LONG TO BE IN A LOVING DS RELATIONSHIP WITH THE DYNAMIC OF CUCKOLDRY THROWN IN NOW AND THEN.
ALWAYS INTERESTED IN MEETING WELL ENDOWED (MIN. 9) BLACK GENTLEMEN OVER 50 FOR POSSIBLE CO-CUCKING, CO-DOMING POSSIBILITIES. I DO NOT SUB TO A SOUL ON EARTH...A LOVER AND MYSELF ARE EQUALS. IF THIS INTERESTS YOU YOU ARE 50 OR OLDER, WELL ENDOWED LIVE IN THE CENTRAL NJ AREA...LETS TALK. CHEMISTRY IS A MUST BEFORE ANY INTERACTION...AND AGAIN, ONLY LOOKING FOR SOMEONE WHO WANTS AN ON-GOING LOVE AFFAIR WITH A CUCKOLDRESS HER BOY.
A cuckold of mine once found will be serving in all ways as I see fit for him. A potential lover will NEVER have issues with his duties...if you are reading this and considering reaching out to me as a potential lover, please know I will not tolerate disrespect or trash talk about my boy. I will never meet anyone who solely lets a cuck watch, how boring!
I live in Central NJ, having a lover in close proximity makes it easy for frequency, being impromptu and overall, a simple way to build a lasting sexual relationship.
PLEASE, NO CIRCLE OF FRIEND REQUESTS!
GENTLEMEN NEED ONLY TO APPROACH.
- Put this in your profile if you know of someone who almost died from exhaustion dealing with all the BS here -
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trashtreasures, you have no active profile, mail does not work on this site; you write to me asking me a question & cannot respond. #1 you say you're 61 and your profile says 56, I do not take kindly to those who cannot even have their true age in profile. You need to make an active profile for me to respond to your request. Ms. Nancy |
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Get ready for this one people. He's white, he's 51 and he contacts me if I can send him a picture of myself and he'll return his (and of course he never returned his picture, hahahahahaha). Did he read my profile? Did he go through all my pictures? So, he gives me his email address and I send.
This is his return message here on collar: There’s a nigger in you in a picbr /Im an Infectious Disease expert.br /Diagnose, treat, epidemiology.br /br /HIV-HEP ABDE, DELTA VIRUS, HBV-CD, LYMPHOGRANULOMA, DONOVANIASIS, YAWS,br /SYPHILIS, GONORRHEA,CHLAMYDIA, HERPES 1-2, Etc....br /NO FUCKING WAY. br /br /NIGGERS AND SPICS CARRY DISEASE.
Now, I want to write back to him but HE HAS ME BLOCKED. This was my message back to him:
very sad, lol he's a good friend...clean as a whistle...and I guess you really did not read my profile because you would have clearly read that in my profile, lol
and to use such a vulgar word nigger, so humanly sad to read.
God bless you and your judging. I hope you're not a church goer or believer in God...you just can't be with that message to a stranger, lol.
I'm clean as a whistle myself and beyond picky as well...therefore...I have nothing to worry about nor carry any hostility toward another race or races.
It's the year 2018.
More and more are dying every day...yeah...you know that...sadly I have 46 friends dying of cancer and they're white, lol
enjoy the rest of your life & next time, do everyone a favor, read a profile first.
Ms. Nancy
I guess he won't see it since he blocked me; but if any Domme on this site wants to know this racist's name, I'll be glad to help you out. God Bless America! |
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is it really necessary to steal a picture off the net of a hand up a man's ass being fisted? and call it your own? seriously...there are rules on this site; they removed my picture once of my eyes because they didn't know it was really ME, LOL ...my eyes! and here I sign on and there's a fist up a man's ass, lol GIVE ME A F'N BREAK! |
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there was a time I'd get a proper message: Dear Ms. Nancy, my name is _____, I have read your profile and I feel I could be a fit for your search. Attached in my recent G rated picture for your consideration. Feel free to ask any questions. Thank you, ___________
Can someone tell me what happen to those days? or is there just really no true men on these sites any more? a damn shame...I won't hold my breath...but I will hold onto 'hope.' |
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NY, no picture, wants a penpal, wish him luck and then 3 days later he writes this:
"Mistress Nancy since im in new york now, could you cuck me and do you have any bulls that i could suck their cocks and have them fuck me in front of you?"
penny a dozen; that's not a submissive anything; that's a gay man who needs a woman present so he doesn't feel guilty about getting other men off...
so sad...
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first entry of the year and yes, it's another sad story, lol ...a man a distance away proclaims he's educated, fit, semi retired flexible schedule, how can he serve me? no name. So I write back with, how sad, no name, no up to date pic attached, I point out the distance...he writes back; I don't see where it says a picture needed in your profile. He was correct. In all my edits over time, it wasn't there, so I added it back. He writes back to tell me his story of woe (because this is the only reason why he has written...TO TELL HIS SAD story), lol of how his former Domme got him to suck a cock, how he never imagined he'd ever do that and now she has moved away! Then here comes more truth...I'M IN A VANILLA MARRIAGE, hahahahahahahaha. That's right! What's in my profile people??? NO MARRIED NO SEPARATED...yet he points out my profile didn't say to attach a picture, hahaha BUT IT DID SAY, NO MARRIED NO SEPARATED and he still wrote! MORAL OF THE STORY, the educated man? is PRETTY STUPID, SELFISH AND DOWNRIGHT PATHETIC...let's not leave out a CHEATER who is now a cocksucker which he thinks about EVERY SINGLE DAY!!! his poor poor vanilla wife. The Universe will take care of him, trust me!! |
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10:19 am, how many Dommes do you think he MASS MAILED? He didn't even bother reading anyone's profile; he just sent this to everyone and anyone I'm sure! He's 52 from NY: "
| Hello Mistress. I am looking for a sadistic dominant woman who can tie me up tight from head to toe and spank and whip me hard no mercy smother me slap my cock spit on my face and ram and rape me hard with a strapon. I'm 6ft 1in tall fit muscular and handsome and looking for this weekend maybe new years eve" |
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HERE WE GO, 1 MORE NUMBNUT FOR THE YEAR OF 2017!! he's out of State, writes to me, I politely say, your mail is being filtered because you're out of State, please respect a person's search criteria. He writes back arguing he's only 1 hour away, I delete that mail. SO TODAY, I GET THIS: "Oh well your loss"
MY RESPONSE & THEN BLOCK: BA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
TYPED LIKE A TRUE SUBMISSIVE, NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
OMG YOU MEN ARE PATHETIC!
I POLITELY TOLD YOU YOU'RE OUT OF STATE...AND COULD YOU ACCEPT THAT? NOPE!
PATHETIC...CASE CLOSED AND THIS IS EXACTLY WHY IT'S SO EASY TO WEED THROUGH YOU PEOPLE WHO THINK YOU'RE SUBMISSIVE!!!
WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE MAN ...
NO, NOT 1 TRUE SUBMISSIVE MALE COULD TYPE THAT ...NOT 1 !!!
YOU GUYS MAKE IT TOOOOOOOOOO EASY TO WEED YOU OUT.
THANK YOU !!!!
CIAO NOW!
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New York, New York, yet lives in the next town; looking through vanilla pictures so he could return one after getting mine...nada...24 hours. shocked? NOT...so I write...'maybe you can fill me in why someone like yourself wrote to me that you were digging through vanilla pics and had to get off to the gym but would send it later?' He finally writes back today 30 hours later "I'm not bi, I'm really straight and I'm just not into men, so I think that would matter to you." REALLY YA THINK? So, I politely write back...'you read my profile, you KNEW I sought a cuck, next time, respect someone's search and DO NOT WRITE TO THEM and waste their time. Wished him happy holidays & then hit BLOCK. Dear f'n God, you cannot make this shit up. IF YOU ARE BORED PEOPLE?? PLEASE, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, DO NOT WRITE TO ME. |
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I love cut & pasting the disgruntled wannabes, hahaha this one says he's 56 and lives Upstate NY...what do I say about out of State? So, I try to be polite and say I'm not interested; they write back, I write one more time, no thanks! and this is what I got last night at 9pm....come on friends, let's laugh together!!! Keep in mind this is a man that professes he's a submissive, yeah right! lol ... "Hmmmm...you could always be honest and just say you're interested
in me...then we'd have something in common.
Intellectual, professional, a man, strong, tough, if you're looking
for a boy toy doormat so be it. ...you'll always be what you are now-
a frustrated, lost soul, looking for her first real orgasm." |
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there is a guy on this site...I'm not kidding you, he has made at least 20 usernames; he must get blocked by everyone, me included, and so he just makes up another! How do I know it's him? He's always in the pictures! lol |
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BULK MAIL CONTROLS: UNDER 50 sent to Bulk Mail & then auto-deleted.
Why bother? |
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Here we go again! About once a year, men who I've interviewed and/or met & decided to date to see how they'd turn out as a human being, reach out to me with a 'how have you been? message.' OMG, seriously? They're that bored. I have to explain how well I am, how my dad is now dead and that now I will tend to my mom...still working, still helping out with all my grand children...how everything is fabulous in my life...but how tired I am of getting messages from people in my past who are bored. I thank them in advance for trying to understand I DO NOT NEED TO HEAR FROM THEM EVER AGAIN. I am NOT bored and therefore? There messages year after year are getting quite tiresome, to please refrain & move on! You see people, as a woman now 59, a real lifestyle Dominant, who works, has bank accounts, who owns a home, who has retirement money, who doesn't NEED TO BE SAVED? really can be as picky as I AM...CAN BE! LOL. I do not need to be rescued. I'll never be desperate, ever. SO WHEN YOU ALL WHO ARE MISERABLE TRY TO ATTACK ME? YOU'RE LAUGHABLE! YOU'RE PATHETIC! My friends on here that KNOW ME, really know me? LAUGH ALONG WITH ME. So...you see if a real white bisexual male who is submissive who reaches out who is real? who has a job? who wants to build a life together finds me? if I'm attracted to him...if I have chemistry with him? MAYBE, JUST MAYBE I'll have found my real submissive soul mate. TO DATE? HE DOES NOT EXIST. DOES HE EXIST? LET'S HOPE SO, or? I will die alone...and that is quite fine as well! I have my mother, I have 3 fabulous children, I have 3 fabulous grand children with a 4th on the way. I need for NOTHING, absolutely nothing...BUT my best friend...my submissive soul mate...c'est le vie, perhaps he's out there...I'll remain optimistic! |
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5 messages today alone ALL under 50 and/or OUT OF STATE
why don't men read the first line of my profile??? |
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another wanker who wants to be beaten writes to me with absolutely no information other then he's sub and he's bi & his profile is blank....so I wrote back as I always do pointing out what needed to be done...of course he could not do it, but wrote back that I need 'help.' Then he blocked me, that's very good that he saved me that step.
I was going to write back to him...so I will cut and paste my message back to him that could not go through. Perhaps others will read it? and learn.
"Sadly you see, you are 1 of maybe 4 a week that contact me. Sadly, 99.9% of you have no idea what this lifestyle is about. You think I need help, isn't that sad that you can type that? You are no where near a true submissive heart or soul...and that's okay. I don't call people names or tell them they need help; I pray for them.
The 99.9% of you though make it very easy for me to weed through in less then 1 minute.
You take care now.
Ms. Nancy" |
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Thank you to my good friends on this site that keep their eyes open for the haters, lol. You all know how truthful I have been all these years and your kindness is always appreciated with what is going on with the loose cannons on this site :) Most humans cannot handle the truth. That is why it is so difficult to find a truthful real person on any site (vanilla or lifestyle). People who say they're submissive yet are vulgar and hateful to strangers? Welp, they're not submissive or respectful whatsoever. They are the pretenders, the ones who want to wiggle their toes in the bdsm waters just get off, then they leave because 'it wasn't for them.' They will die in their misery. In all my years, you all (and you know who you are) have watched. I am eternally grateful to you! God bless each & everyone of you <3 |
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oh another NEW 'sub' (they're never really a real sub, lol) enters this website, lol...so again, I welcome them & give them forewarnings. His profile had so many 'missing' words & typos, I suggested him cut & pasting his profile into a Word program since it would correct the errors for him automatically (GUESS HE DIDN'T LIKE THAT SUGGESTION TO HELP HIM) OH KEEP IN MIND HE'S 53 AND ONLY WANTS A DOMME THAT IS 'FIT.'
this is this man's answer back, yes...HAVE A GOOD LAUGH!!!
| "Listen Nancy your so perfect. If you were anything worth while you would be happy in a good relationship. Your not though just another old miserable bitch. I'm so sick of middle aged assholes like you . You have nothing any man could want or desire in a mate. I pity you ." |
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so another new user from NJ signs on today to see how this site is...are there any real women that like to chat? oh and that he's going to be in Ft. Launderdale for a Halloween party and maybe there's someone down there to go with him. So, me being me, tell him how this site is...give him some forewarnings. He responds with "thank you, have a nice day." I go to write back, "yw, u2." He's blocked me. BAHAHAHAHAHAHA; another loose cannon! So, he in turn is blocked as well as another whackadoodle. I will never forget his face nor where he's from :) These are the men who complain about all the pros on the site and want to do what they want to do and bitch and moan...I can smell them a mile away! |
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First message today: Dominant, 45, KY, looking to be a cuckold and serve black male lovers of mine.
Second message: 40 yr old looking for a mommy.
NO UNDER 50, NO OUTSIDE NJ ...NO OUTSIDE THE UNITED STATES. Where can I put this on profile that it's SEEN & SCREAMING at them NOT TO WRITE?? |
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ARE YOU BLOCKED? IT'S FOR YOUR OWN GOOD. GOOD LUCK! |
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WHAT STATE DOES THE STATE OF NJ INCLUDE? LOL LOL LOL
WHY AM I GETTING MESSAGES FROM MEN IN NY? MD? FL? AND ELSEWHERE?
WHAT HAPPEN TO RESPECTING SOMEONE'S SEARCH CRITERIA?? WHAT HAPPEN TO THAT? THREW IT OUT THE WINDOW AND FIGURED WHAT THE FUCK? I'LL WRITE ANYWAY? LOL
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE STOP ANNOYING PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT LOOKING FOR YOU! |
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the whackadoodle obsessed pretend to be submissive male/female who stalks my profile is back at it hahahaha poor soul makes up name after name after name just to leave me one liners...can you imagine being that bored? stupid? or whatever adjective you want to give him/her? |
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oh how life changes...I am a daughter to two parents very much alive...but dad is fading fast at 83 ...I finally have a man in my life that is real...it's been two months and we do everything together...like I always have told everyone; it's NOT just about this lifestyle; it's about wanting to build a life together, sharing in each others lives...together. What a nice change! Hoping everyone has enjoyed their summer since soon it will be coming to an end ... life is way too short people; live it in truth and be happy. |
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It's the year 2017...it's been a very long search...and yes, he found me. I never ever search on any site. After reading my profile on another site, he wrote in disbelief what I was seeking. All true...and me being exactly what he has sought for 13 yrs...it was an instant connection...not only chemistry...attraction dear Lord...so handsome...all the way down to the fact that we love to cook from scratch. Sounds corny but true! hahaha both parents, both dog lovers...rescuers...3 dates 3 days in a row! Yup! I vanilla date like most of my friends in this lifestyle know. If I don't like a person as a gentleman, a human? why bother right? Wishing everyone a lifetime of happiness...ours is just beginning :) |
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OMG, I KID YOU NOT! get a good laugh from this one! A so called 'domme' from NYC writes to me to get a life, hahahaha no one cares, stop crying....WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE??? DO THEY HAVE JOBS? OR ARE THEIR JOBS JUST LOOKING FOR PEOPLE TO WRITE TO WHO COULD GIVE A FLYING RAT'S ASS WHAT THEY HAVE TO SAY???? yes friends, laugh on!!! |
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there's a dude on here, lol well I think it's a dude, lol who knows on here...he/she keeps making up new profiles just to write to me that people would be happy if I find someone and leave here, BA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, WHY WOULD I LEAVE HERE??? So many subs I've mentored and am friends with ...what is wrong with this dude/chick? answer? A LOT, LOL Poor unfortunate soul! |
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Can't make it up!!! here's a message I received today, and of course, he's under 50 and from out of State, hahahaha.... "sexy profile, wondering your bust size, hair color and body type?" REALLY ?????????????????????????? |
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READ THE PROFILE, FOLLOW SIMPLE INSTRUCTIONS, if what I seek is NOT you, please DO NOT WRITE TO ME. Thank you. |
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a 22 year old, yes 22 years old, lol, WRITES to me that he has an old soul...his message lands in my filtered Bulk Mail wherein it was DELETED/UNREAD. Seriously, what part of NO ONE UNDER 50 does a male not get? 22, 42, 33...it doesn't matter...they all STILL WRITE...what part of NO OUTSIDE NJ/USA does a male not get? They STILL WRITE from NY, CA, TX, UK, Italy, etc.. Please, for the love of God respect someone's search criteria...please! |
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a female sub from here in NJ found it necessary to write to me today; so many people with nothing to do but get caught up in the bullshit of life...I thanked her for letting me know because if people are talking about me? it's because they got shot down or their ego was popped, hahaha. Ty for writing this:
I read about you on the forums her. And after reading your profile. You are a real bitch. Sorry, but true. This is a social play and had no room for rude people like yourself. Now I know why so many do not like you at all. Sad really.
My response to her:
That's quite funny...who reads messages and ignores them.
I don't judge people, but I do call them out for being fakes and wannabes.
Don't throw stones, lol...it's not healthy.
I'm glad I'm being talked about because the 100s of men I have mentored in all my years? watch out for me 24/7. In fact, they found a couple's profile out in Chicago who stole one of my pictures.
Do you have any idea how many times my profile has been stolen? Word for word? Pictures etc? why you ask? Jealousy.
Unfortunately 99% of the Dommes here are pros, yes prostitutes. Hourly wages, making a living off of desperate men. So be it! Most are married cheating men.
My profile is so defined isn't it? my search crystal clear...but why do they all still write? so I give it back to them for their STUPIDITY & RUDENESS in writing to someone who has no interest in them.
Poor poor egos on Earth...they get told the truth, they cry.
So, let them write about me...it's a compliment & thank you for letting me know!
God Bless and Happy Easter or Happy Passover...if God had to judge you for what you just said, how are you going to feel?
I know I feel FANTASTIC :) Because I only walk on a path of truth.
Ms. Nancy
now, the female sub writes back such a VULGAR reply to my nice reply that her message has been reported to the site. I will block out her vulgar language, but these are her words: Now I know what you are so hated. You are just a c***. I see you added info about me. Now I will be expressing that in the forums as well. You are truly a time wasting c*** on here. Go to hell.
I guess she was bored again at 1:23 am, so she wrote to me again; first she had to unblock me to do that, hhahaha, this is what she has to say this time...I wouldn't give this ignorant woman a moment's notice nor an ounce of my time...so here's another laugh peeps: You are still such a C***. Maybe we should met and then you can try to run your fat ass mouth in front of me and see what happens. I deal with c*** like you all the time. But really you sound like a faggot male. Well, anyway we can meet any day of the week, Maybe at my GYM and see if you have a big mouth in front of someone. Either way you are still an asshole that is hated by the community. But by the sound of you, most likely you have been hated all your life. And rightfully so.
***this poor poor ignorant soul, God have mercy on her. |
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now, a message from a 30 yr old who wants to write to me like I'm Dear Abby...for God's sake...PLEASE... I have a job, a family, a home, parents, grand children, etc., do you really think people are just checking messages all day to become a Dear Abby and give advice? Do you know I have given my phone # to men who I've rallied emails back & forth with for months and don't have the balls to call me? yet write to me again and ask me a question? REALLY??? You cannot pick up a phone and talk to a real person??? I can't make this shit up people, I cannot MAKE IT UP. |
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FOR THE UNDER 50 MORON FROM BRIDGEWATER who just called me an asshole, lol...you can read someone's mail just by putting your cursor over it, lol ....this is exactly why, NO ONE UNDER 50, you're all fucking whining babies, hahahaha...my point made clearly, ty !! |
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All it takes are some deep conversations...getting someone to open up to what they really are to discover they're really not a sub afterall...they think they are until they start talking, lol...explaining they'll switch, they'll do this this or that...'oh I've never gotten into that' ...etc., I'm an excellent listener...within 48 hours, within 2 weeks...they'll show their true self...and when that happens? I'm so grateful I didn't waste any more of my time meeting them in person. What is my quote everyone should know by now? ALWAYS BE TRUE TO YOURSELF FIRST BEFORE YOU CAN EVER BE TRUE TO ANYONE ELSE ON THIS EARTH. |
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Happy to report that MY PICTURE which was stolen by a couple in Chicago has been removed from their profile. I don't know if the site did it or the couple who I wrote to removed it...since they didn't have the balls to write back ... the nerve! |
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if you do NOT know how to write another human? don't bother. If I do not see: Dear Ms. Nancy .... and at the end of their note, signing off with their first name? DO NOT BOTHER ME. What you will see when you check 'status' ...is ...DELETE UNREAD |
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I just had someone on this site see 1 of my pictures on a couple's page from Chicago! HOW FUCKING RUDE IS THAT??? Going around stealing photos from people's profiles. Seriously??? that is just unethical! |
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why do people write to me? then I write them back and they don't read what I wrote? but yet they come onto this site daily? seriously? why would you start a conversation with someone, then ignore reading what they wrote back ??? ah, yet another $64,000 question, hahahahaha. |
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2 corned beef, head of cabbage, potatoes...and homemade Irish Soda bread...1 day early because my Fridays are spent with my grandchildren. Why am I so picky about who I chat with or even interview? Because my family, including my parents, children and grandchildren are my world...I want a boy to join me in my world on every level...the sad thing is...most are looking for temporary shitz & giggles and have no clue nor want of living this lifestyle forever. I find that tremendously sad. Not just anyone can do; be aware, I know there are true submissive men who live out there. I am human and so is he. Attraction and chemistry are key, commonalities, etc., the want to date, build a relationship and then slip into an erotic bond of the d/s world. I'm not a sadist as stated in my profile; I have no want to beat anyone to a pulp. I have the patience of a saint...and so I wait. |
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I am not single. I am not taken. I am simply on reserve for the one who deserves my heart and for who deserves mine. All good things are worth the wait! |
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there's a sub on this site...here in NJ that posted he needs to be trained to suck dick, take 2 dicks, etc., so I wrote to him 2 days ago...do you think he's read it? nope...but he has by just putting his mouse over my message, lol ...do you think he's answered me? NOPE...do you know why? lol Take a guess. |
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a dom, white, lol writes to me...I CANNOT MAKE THIS UP!!! this is all he sent, lol no picture, nada: ' M 60 7+ in CNJ, hi' (ps his profile says he's 57) |
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oh...and another Dom writes he's a kinky dominant submissive....PLEASE SOMEONE other then me tell him he's a SWITCH hitter, lol. |
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7:36 am from a Dom in Louisiana (get ready for another laugh!): A question if I may: You began in the lifestyle as submissive, didn't you?
If so, tell me that you have your hands behind your neck in your reply. Thank you for your time. -- OMG, BLOCKED!!!! but first I wrote him back thanking him for my morning laugh! |
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so, this one...had interest in d/s, a life partner, single, divorced 8 yrs, 2 teenagers and 63 yrs old (yet is lying on his POF profile that he's 53)...renting a 2 bedroom apt and driving to make a living...confesses he has interest in TS men because they are pretty with a dick...I laugh...'yeah, when I want a woman, I'll find me a real one; I don't get why men want a TS ...you all think it's a woman but it really is a man, right?' Yes, they are men but they look good. "But if you kiss this person, you're kissing a man yes?" I guess so. "So if you meet one on one with a TS with a penis, you're what? bi? gay?" I don't know, I guess so. "Are you going to suck his dick or let him put his dick in you?" I don't know, I guess so. "I'm a Domme who would like to cuck a man now and then, he'll service me orally forever & my strapon...but when I'm in the mood for intercourse, I would love my sub so get my lover hard, be there to share in the eroticness...and after time, if he's enjoying or wants to get more involved? he will." Our meeting was mutually enjoying, laughing our asses off, sharing stories from both our marriages, showing each other pictures of our kids, other commonalities which were pretty incredibly 100% dead on. So, we leave, he kisses me goodnight, 'ya think we'll do this again' I ask? Oh yes, sure and out of his mouth comes 'alright babe I'll let you know I got home okay.' So, I get a text 'home' and I write back...thanks for an enjoyable evening, catch you tomorrow. Not a peep back. Next day, I work my 11 hour day, get home, text 'hey, just got home, hope you had a great Sunday!' Not a peep back. Monday I text 'welp, no response in 24 hours is not a good sign, hope you're okay.' I finally get a response 15 hours later, lol. It says, I too had a good time, I worked 12 hours on Sunday and again today. Your lifestyle in general...personal and family dynamics are a little too intense for what I am looking for in a 'partner.' You are a fun lady and if you wanted to be friends that would be cool...your call obviously. He asks when I have time 'shoot me a line back.' Oh, I shot him a few lines back, hahahahaha. I'm 58 with no kids any more, lol; I have 3 days off and 4 days off a week...no kids to run around, nada. So, I ask him to please explain to me because I really don't care, but I've never heard anyone say 'my life is too intense' lol for anyone to deal with. I point out that I wish everyone the best on their path in life...but if he thinks my interest in D/S & cuckolding was the 'too intense' part for him? that he rethink his search for the partner he wants, lol...for I would NOT have even met him if he didn't have interest in 'bicurious' activities with a TS, lol. Again people I cannot make this stuff up. KNOW what you seek and do not waste people's time. OH 1 more point, during his marriage, he had paid Pro Dommes which he ended up hating because it just wasn't what he was looking for. My reaction to the prodomme comments were...welp, that's what they're there for!! Me, as a lifestyle Domme appreciate the pro's because it gets stuff out of a man's system because I for 1 never 'play' with people to find out 'where they're at.' Quite the contrary!!! I never meet a newbie because 99.9% of the time it was just something they wanted to try and they go back to their Vanilla Lives. Hope you enjoyed this lil story :) PS, I threw those lines back at him Monday night around 9 pm...to date? not a peep back. |
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Male dominant, Teddybond, sends me this message ... I'm telling you people, I cannot make this shit up! "
get off your high holy horse.....douche bag.
and OF COURSE DOES NOT HAVE AN ACTIVE PROFILE, LOL |
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DELETED UNREAD...if that is the status of your message to me? Do you know why? YOU WERE UNDERAGE, YOU WERE OUT OF STATE OR YOU WERE IN ANOTHER COUNTRY. I have no need to read messages from those I've asked NOT to write to me. Please learn how to respect someone's search and refrain from bothering them. |
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on this day before noon a message from a Dom..."I want my virgin ass fucked with a strapon." ....yeah, unread/deleted...asshole! |
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is there SOMETHING in my profile that says "CONTACT me for something you want?" NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IS NOT ! why would 2 men just today write: I will be in town this week and would like to have a forced bi session & the second one: Would I meet him to spank him. SERIOUSLY??? IS THERE SOMETHING ON MY PROFILE BECAUSE EVERYTHING I WROTE IS TO THE CONTRARY! PLEASE for God's sake, contact a pro ...pay the $150 an hour and leave me alone! |
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I never forget a face or a story...last year I had a conversation on the phone with someone who p/t lives in southern NJ & shares his time in DE...too far on all counts but we ended up talking while he was on business in NYC...just for a few short moments...then he was off to the Rutger's game that afternoon...I would say, it was in October or November of last year. Two days ago, I get a message from someone in Vegas...saying how he admires my profile, my blogging, pictures, etc., and even though he's far, he'll keep an eye out on my writing...and he attaches his picture. OMG, IT'S THE SAME DUDE...so I reference last year's profile he wrote under with the same picture attached, lol...and now he writes like he's a stranger? really? attached the same picture, lol. So, I wrote to the site asking if that's usual for users on this site to have 2 different usernames, same picture they're sending and say they live in two different States. I've never heard back from the site, lol ...but I'm guessing he's just another big ass blow holeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. lol Again, I can't make this shit up people...it's real and it's why most cannot be taken seriously anywhere online. |
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today I wrote back to someone from out of State, this is my message; I look very forward to reading the answers back:
this is why 1/2 my blogs are about what I've written about...
what part of NO OUT OF STATE DON'T YOU GET? seriously?
1. you say you're from NY
2. your profile says you're from CT !
3. my profile emphatically states...attach a recent G rated photo with every single message, hahahaha, NO ONE DOES THAT.... why ??? because 99.9% of you don't even have a most recent picture.
dear Lord, really?
you wanna address 1 - 3 ? lol
go ahead, give it a try.
HERE IS HIS ANSWER...OMG, GET READY TO LAUGH !!!! (no capitalization, he spells 'cause' cos, lack of punctuation)
i live in ct but work in ny. i commute in to the city on metro north. the pic i sent is recent (he didn't send a picture, lol) but doesnt show full face cos of my job. i work in marketing and cant afford to have my pic floating around on a site like this for all to see.
however, although ive addressed ur questions, im no longer interested. ur attitude and IQ clearly means that u must be a trump supporter. that means i want nothing to do with u.
DEAR CT /NY WORKING USER WHO BLOCKED ME BECAUSE YOU CANNOT HANDLE TRUTH, LOL:
you are definitely an angry cold souless person...but the world is full of 'you'
sad sad sad
MY PROFILE SAYS NO OUT OF STATE
I COULD CARE less if you were interested or not, that's the difference? YOU'RE STUPID, LOL.
Do NOT bother those who have no need for out of town liars contacting them...it's why it is so vividly stated on every profile I have...
now...go back to your wife in CT, please do NOT show your face on the internet, hahaha...perhaps someone will snap a shot of you sucking their dick while you're too busy at it, hahahaha
omg, you idiots are SO EASY...ty ty ty for my evening laughs....it was a PLEASURE!!!
trump supporter, hahahahaha...wow...you people are pathetic!!! beyond pathetic!!
ciao now brown cow...
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and this tonight from a 42 yo Male Dominant in NJ: Am I too young for you to spank? I have sub side and loved to be spanked.
SERIOUSLY???? THAT'S A FUCKING EMBARRASSMENT ... he's out trolling for sub women and wants to be spanked by a Domme ....I threw up a lil in my mouth! |
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You all know my emphasis on no married men...you all know the last man who I was training lied through his teeth, made up stories, found me on two sites and pursued me saying he was divorced...and me finding out from the woman he had been seeing for over 2 yrs by chance...that he was indeed very married...in their home and him running around meeting who knows how many women. The internet gives people avenues and choices just to sit, make up stories, chase, live in some kind of another world, for many hours a day they don't have to deal with their real reality of unhappiness. So, on the flip side of the coin I appreciate the men who DO ADMIT whole heartedly they're married, that they know I'd never consider them...why can't people just be who they are instead of blatantly going out and hurting others? I will say this...Karma is 1 helluva bitch. Keep it real, it's the only way to find true happiness. |
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dear God, another poor miserable soul leaves me this message "I hope to God by the time I'm your age, I'm not on this site." You know what I pray for this poor soul? That he even makes it to my age with that attitude in life. God has a great way of recycling the ill-hearted and black souls :) ....next one to leave a message: You have been on this site for more then ten years. WOW ANOTHER EINSTEIN, LOL A lot of bored people on this site tonight! hahahaha Let's see, I threw my husband out in 1998, that makes me single 18+ yrs...I think I've been on many sites for over 13 yrs...anyone want to make another historically idiotic remark tonight? lol Wow, it really bothers 2 so called submissive men that I'm 58 and single, lol ... poor poor souls...so bored on a Saturday night they have nothing better to do but leave me random messages :) Ty for noticing me :) It's difficult for men who have nothing to look at a woman that doesn't need someone to take care of her, lol. I own a home, I work full time, I have benefits and a 401k !! WOW! Do you know how many online users are so desperate they move people right in to take care of them or donate to their cause? NO THANK YOU! How many submissive men that cannot hold down a job are on this site telling desperate women, they'll move in and take care of their homes while she goes to work and supports the 2 of them? OMG, LOL Can you imagine being so hard up and poor that you have to beg to be taken in by a woman so you can live and eat? Prayers for the desperate, prayers for the poor. Get off your lazy asses and go get jobs! Make positive changes in your life so that when you do contact someone they can respect you instead of feeling sorry for you! So many prayers for the unfortunate tonight, unfortunately too many live on these websites. UPDATE: the same poor soul who wrote the first pathetic message found it necessary at 8:46 pm EST to write me again.... POOR POOR UNFORTUNATE SOUL...have mercy on him ... but I think it's time for a prostate exam and prayers that he makes it through his horrible days he calls a life ...that he too can see the light and that one day...in his near future...something wakes him up...an unfortunate misstep, an unfortunate occurence...that he too sees the light of the day ... poor poor souls need prayers always... pray for them as I do. He is 51 and calls himself a slave and writes this: Please read seeking a specific Domme. I seek a Domme to totally dehumanize me in all aspects of my life. For her Im a toilet extreme brainwashed no moral reasoning, only to please her. Seeking to be ruined with family friends job all aspects. Where my behavior is shocking, public humilation extreme for all to see and be sick over it. I seek to be in a trance crazy in love with your feet. Please if you are a fin domme I will pass on you.
DEAR COLLARSPACE COMMUNITY, people make choices in life, but for someone to want to be ruined in life with their family, friends and job....and be taken so far down to just above the Earth before burial ...he needs prayers. To each his/her own...so sad to read his profile ... I understand people go through extreme abuse in their lives to bring them to this level ...but for them to believe it is beyond sad. I had no course but to block his poor soul from further contact with me...for he is obviously obsessed with contacting me. In his profile he tells financial dommes that he doesn't need them simply because he's broke. Go get another job. Seek help man, seek help.
HERE IS THE OTHER EINSTEIN'S profile who is in his 50s, omg, I cannot make this up:
Hello. I have had the desire to be engaged in a D/s relationship with a woman since I was teenager, long before I even knew that terms like D/s, bdsm and similar words existed. Despite this long term need/craving. I don't have any experience (other than tying myself up many times). I would love the opportunity to submit mentally and physically to a strong, dominant woman.
My vanilla interests include music, history, travel (particularly to Europe), cooking, gardening, literature, swimming, and soccer (and other sports). I think that I am reasonably interesting to chat with, and can talk about a wide variety of topics. My sense of humor is sort on the droll and dry side. I am somewhat hesitant to post a photo, but would be happy to send one.
HE ADMITS HIS SENSE OF HUMOR IS ON THE DROLL AND DRY SIDE, LOL yeah and writing to strangers pointing out they're on website longer then 10 yrs shows us he's not so brilliant either, lol ...dear Lord...please someone take advantage of him financially and anally, hahaha I hope some Domme gets a hold of him and beats the piss out of him, lol This is why some are very deserving of meeting a sadistic bitch who hates men and whips them into a pulp, hahahahaha, c'est le vie ! hahahahha |
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SOME IDIOT just sent me a message 'where's the face pic?' REALLY MORON? when you don't have 1 picture of anything? CAN YOU FIGURE OUT face pics are sent out 1 on 1 because I have family, friends and prefer privacy? Seriously MORON? It's the year 2016, I need my g rated face pic on here? HAHAHAHAHAHA dear Lord ...ya just can't make this shit up! |
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There is a MALE DOM who felt it necessary to send me this message tonight: "You are SO gross! At your age? Disgusting..." 50 yrs old, from NY, now...I ask you this...why would a total MALE DOM STRANGER either read my profile and/or look at my pictures and have such a vulgar comment? (oh, btw you're reported) The answer: he's bored and has a small penis, he's frustrated how he cannot find a 'submissive' be the person male or female. He's frustrated and has to lash out at everyone. Such a sad display of a human, so sad; I will pray for his dark soul. It is what is wrong with this world...a human like him. |
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Another new name on collarspace; username says a slave ...really? So I take the time to write to him to explain what that WORD really means. I also advise him to remove the picture he has posted since he is not in it nor owns the rights to use it. Do you know what his response to me was? Now keep in mind, he says he's a slave and I am a Domme, hahahaha His response: chill out I CANNOT MAKE THIS SHIT UP. If anyone needs his username, just ask. It's a doozy. |
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if you read my profile and decide to write ...and then find out you can't send it because I have blocked you already...know this now...your profile was such that I knew I couldn't even handle writing back to you if you reached out first ... I can tell pretty much by someone's profile if you're married, if you're a toe dipper or just someone out for himself ... I can't any more. People either treat me like Dear Ms. Abby that they think they can have an ongoing correspondence with me for months if not longer...but I give them my # to have a real conversation and they cannot even pick up the phone. What is your analysis of someone that does that? Correct ... OR I get written to by the opposite that hasn't paid attention to NO BELOW 50, NO OUT OF STATE & NO MARRIED/SEPARATED...they write any way begging.
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DOM FROM VEGAS sends me this; I can't make this shit up people!!!
"Thank you for looking, right now ready to be leashed all night long, wearing pink, panties , stockings, nighty, collar, need to get my chastity device on, with plastic number locks, have many toys to amuse you. If you have skype, and care to inspect hit relpy, and type LEASH i will send you my handle"
NEEDLESS TO SAY HE WAS BLOCKED ! |
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same profiles here for years dictating to people what they want ... or they wanna be a slave....dear God so laughable... a true submissive doesn't make a list of what they want, lol ...they are here to find Her to serve as she deems necessary and he obeys...yes everyone is entitled to limitations and to find a 'match' ... but to make a list of what you need? and what will keep you submissive??? a true joke! I read a profile now, I block immediately after reading it because I don't even want a chance they're going to write to me. Have a safe & happy weekend everyone :) |
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JUST NOW...a 28 yr old from BOSTON, "I know I'm under 50 but I hope you open my mail and consider me for your cuck" I DON'T HAVE TO OPEN MAIL TO READ IT PEOPLE!!! THIS MESSAGE? MARKED UNREAD/DELETED...STOP THE INSANITY !!! |
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I'm not answering any more STUPID ASS MESSAGES. If I say NO ONE UNDER 50, why do they still write asking if 47 is ok? HAHAHAHAHA ... A true submissive soul does for Her and Her only ... whatever will make Her happiest...it's what pleases them deep within their sub heart and soul...when a Domme like myself gets 'a list' from a 'pretend sub' what they want? we LAUGH OUR ASSES OFF and HIT THE DELETE BUTTON. So why bother? YOU WANT SOMETHING? GO PAY A PRO. 99% of the women on this site and most other sites are pros...GO PAY THEM FOR WHAT YOU WANT. |
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user: no, I'm not into dick only to please my domme ......click their profile, 4 friends...all Transvestites with dicks...not 1 woman with a vagina in the collection...excuse me? you're not into dick? lol REALLY? LOL you're more into dick then I am dude! lol |
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Anyone who gives their account to someone they've known less then a week is WEAK and desperate...DEAR LORD, if you don't trust a Submissive who is wanting to serve you ... how do you ever trust? Scary shit on these sites! Never EVER will I ever have a boy who is serving me give up his 'rights' to reply to someone, lol...that's hysterical ...like highschool drama hysterical. When a boy is UNDER CONSIDERATION, everyone in this lifestyle knows they're off the 'table' ... but to forbid them from answering someone? ridiculous! Oh yes, this was written because I was just written to by a 'domme' who has someone under consideration and had to answer for his rudeness in NOT REPLYING MORE THEN A WEEK AGO when I wrote to him out of concern for the health of his MOTHER & HIS NEW JOB ASSIGNMENT. You see? This is why most in this lifestyle are pathetic...and I don't deal with Pathetic...I deal with real adult human beings ... btw, very difficult to FIND THESE DAYS, HAHAHA; and YES HIS ACCOUNT HAS BEEN DELETED & BLOCKED. |
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c'mon everyone, let's have another LAUGH ... someone with the word 'slave' in his username said that my tone should be calmed down in messages, lol ... he got a lecture of what a REAL SLAVE MEANS... yeah, just another wanker thinking he's gonna be a SLAVE but will never give up his name, bank accounts, worldly possessions and everything he has to Her, lol ... in all my years in this lifestyle? I've only met 2 REAL SLAVES...anyone else with that 'ideal' in mind? RETHINK IT, LOL. Any who ... so easy to weed out the weak, the wankers & the bullshitters ... yeah ... 1 2 3, bam, gone & blocked. |
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AUTO DELETED!!! YOUR MESSAGES ARE DELETED/UNREAD!! DO NOT and I repeat DO NOT WRITE TO ME FROM OUT OF STATE! READ THE F'N PROFILE...NO ONE IS RELOCATING TO ME, NO ONE IS DRIVING THROUGH THIS STATE TO VISIT FAMILY AND MEETING ME .... NO ONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ....WHAT PART OF YOU ARE RUDE AND DISRESPECTFUL IF YOU DO NOT OBEY THIS SIMPLE RULE DON'T YOU GET????? SERIOUSLY? WAKE THE FUCK UP IDIOTS!!!!! |
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I did a search today of submissive men in NJ with no photos ... PAGES OF THEM...no towns listed, some don't even have height/weight listed ... some don't even have a profile written ...why do you think they're here? voyeurs? |
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THE UNDER 50 CROWD STILL CANNOT READ ... IT REALLY IS DISHEARTENING TO SEE HOW MANY DON'T READ, BOTHER SHOWING RESPECT AND JUST BARREL THROUGH PROFILES AND SEND CUT & PASTE MESSAGES TO ANYONE WHO'S ON...REGARDLESS OF REQUESTS, JUST SO RUDE! |
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HOW MANY remember the story down in my journal about the guy who met me at a diner... and I went home and looked up an old profile and it was him? ...2 names... signed on intermittently? welp guess what...HE HAS CREATED YET A 3RD NAME and asked again, hahaha....I swear to God, I cannot make this shit UP! |
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how many MORE f'n OUT OF STATE'rs are going to write to me ??? seriously ??? STOP THE INSANITY, STOP THE RUDENESS, STOP BEING SO DESPERATE!!! ughhhhhhhhhh PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE STOP ! |
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just had to block 3 people ... in the last 3 mins ... people who have contacted me before and BEEN TOLD NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...yet they bother me again!! now...it's BLOCK 1, BLOCK 2 AND 3 ...all in 3 mins ... SAD !!!! |
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Grandmother for the 3rd time as of 7/7th...another Princess ... and my 2nd child got married on 7/9th ...y'all wonder why I have this huge thing about age ... I want forever ... and forever is not going to happen with anyone so much younger then myself or near by kids' ages; BARF!!!! ...so it remains, no one under 50 ... thinking I might have to up that to 55 soon ... we'll see how it goes ... |
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OMG, ANOTHER JEWISH MALE...this one from OUT OF STATE: NY ...why do they NOT think NY IS not in the State of NJ ???? hahahaha.... here's his 'negotiation line' ...I SWEAR TO GOD I CANNOT MAKE THIS UP; an actual cut & paste from his message: 'interested in a lifetime FLR with a good, dominant woman. i'm not really bi, but i do love being humiliated, so perhaps W/we could work something out. ' |
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do you believe I had a 66 yr old white jewish male from edgewater find me on okcupid...swear to God wanted to go out to dinner Saturday night... and I was going to call him Saturday morning for our first phone call ... since our messages back and forth were generic; I can always tell someone's personality over a phone call ...so, I text him Saturday morning if it's ok to call ... he finally responds with "I was up all night, food poisoning, text you later." That was Saturday morning at 9 am, lol ... NOT 1 FUCKING WORD yet!, LOL so on Sunday and again on Monday I texted him, 'wow! not one word on how you are! are you in the hospital ??"
It's WEDNESDAY, not 1 answer back, lol
I cannot MAKE THIS SHIT UP, LOL!!!
WEDNESDAY, 8:17 am ...went to the Okcupid website and HE VIEWED MY PROFILE AT 3:24 AM, hahahaha they are fucking stupid!!! Does he not know when you visit someone's profile, the site let's you know who it was??? So, I just texted how unbelievably inconsiderate he is as a human, lol...wonder if he'll have the balls to write back ...wanna guess???
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have time to read a message from me? RESPOND AT THE SAME TIME BY HITTING 'REPLY' ....don't have time to respond? HIT THE REPLY BUTTON IMMEDIATELY and say "I will reply in depth at a later time." DON'T DO EITHER? YOU'RE GETTING A MESSAGE FROM ME AND THEN BEING BLOCKED .... now ...lil boys ... DO NOT AND I REPEAT, DO NOT MAKE ANOTHER USERNAME TO TRY TO LECTURE ME, HAHAHAHA .... YOU'RE REALLY THAT STUPID ???? DELETED WITHOUT READ, that's beyond easy ... now ...GO AWAY ... AND GO BOTHER SOMEONE ELSE & PERHAPS THEY'LL CHARGE YOU $150 AN HOUR TO ANSWER YOUR SORRY ASS, HAHAHAHA.... o my the laughs are endless from the men on these sites!!! |
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on June 14th a sub writes to me "Hi Ms Nancy how are you? Please don't block, I'm just an admirer and avid reader of your posts and photos. " ...today? same username is Dom ... picture? I can't make this shit up people ... I MET THIS MAN YEARS AGO in a restaurant in Clark, NJ, made plans for a second date & never heard from him again...years later? Contacts me again ...I keep every picture, have a memory beyond a memory ... WHY? WHY DO THEY THINK I'M NOT GOING TO REMEMBER who I sat down with in a restaurant ??? SERIOUSLY? he calls himself respectful and a gentleman...I CALL HIM A HOPELESS ASS. C'mon ... someone else try now, hahahaha...dear Lord this happens ALL THE TIME !!! They change their username, they change their status, BUT THEY CANNOT CHANGE THEIR FACE! DUH! ... and try and try again ...ONLY TO FAIL MISERABLY!!! smh! |
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wow...the bored are more bored then normal...the desperate more desperate ...what is this World coming to? DISRESPECT is the answer. If YOU are NOT a fit into what I seek... please for God's sake do not write to me... There is a neat tool here that I can see where you're from ...your age ... and what you write to me without even opening your message ...so if you see UNREAD/DELETED ...don't take offense ...you just wasted moments of my day ... so why would I waste more writing back? |
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today, JUNE 18TH, I have read 1 OUT OF STATE plea who was also UNDER 50...I JUST DELETED/UNREAD 10 MORE! IF I HOLD MY CURSOR OVER YOUR MESSAGE & IT TELLS ME YOU'RE UNDER 50 AND/OR OUT OF STATE ... AUTO DELETED WITHOUT BEING READ ... you are getting SO OUT OF CONTROL AND DISRESPECTFUL WASTING MY TIME !! STOP NOW, THANK YOU! |
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if you have seen my profile...and try to write to me...and discover you're blocked? it's all I had to do was to read your profile for the first time & clearly know I have nothing to say to you ... 3 new profiles today, 5/6th...blocked... yes it's gotten that bad on here ... carry on ... |
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...the warmer temps are hitting the Northeast ...so I think every tom dick and harry are coming out of the woodwork! REALLY PEOPLE??? CAN YOU PLEASE, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD READ MY PROFILE before you write to me??? I DO NOT WANT TO dominate your lactating wife, lol I don't want anyone moving here from Out of State, I don't want to meet anyone my kids' ages, 33, 30 & 26 ... or ANYWHERE near those ages! I HAVE NO WANT TO SERVE A DOM WHO WANTS A MOTHER/DAUGHTER who physically abuse a child! (yes that person was reported) PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE respect someone's profile & search criteria ... thank you! |
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if you need the liar's username with fake picture up, let me know; I've reported it to the site and waiting to see if they do anything about it ... |
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4/11/2016 I get a message from someone from right here in town ... my age, father of 3, grand children ... he kinda looks familiar, so I cut and paste an old username to him asking if it's him ... an old username from 2012... I never forget a face! Nope, not me ...he has a picture about 15 yrs old on his new profile currently ... so for 11 days we text, talk on the phone...gut feeling ...it's him ... from years ago that I had talked to once and then blocked ... long end of the story is, I meet him at a local diner tonight, long talk about honesty, liars and how important family is, etc., that I don't touch or play with anyone until I know they're a decent human being ... leave the diner... get home and bring up the old username who wrote me last November with 2 pictures... yup, it's him ... the same username this guy denied was his 11 days ago, lol ... REALLY??? then says, 'someone must have stole my pictures, I don't know." REALLY??? The new profile was even shut off by the time I got home and HE SIGNED ONTO THE OLD ONE I ASKED HIM ABOUT 11 DAYS AGO, LOL REALLY??? Can't make this shit up people, cannot MAKE THIS SHIT UP. I have written to the site to ask if they can check both username internet server #'s ... I'm sure they will not ... but he actually answered my question by signing onto the old name while I was texting him about his lying, lol and him denying in text messages yet on the site on the old username, lol ... REALLY :) |
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Loving my new black strappie ... and as you can see from the newest picture, so is the boy ... so suckable, so firm ... for not only his mouth but his 'now in training' pussy ... hey! This domme loves doing what she does best :) |
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I cannot go into great detail ...but the 'found out' married is still my boy ... 10 entire days of talks, a 4 hour sit down ... this was not your basic relationship... it was founded on intense chemistry and attraction... vanilla dating wherein we both fell head over heels without even touching each other ... like a high school love ... so ... he has moved out to his brother's since our fiasco started ... he does not want to give up his life with me ... for we had always talked about our 'forever' ...baby steps ...y'all might think I'm nuts ... but I cannot go into the entire thing ... but I've waited 17 yrs for this man... and if God is going to throw me him technically married ... but divorcing, then I will have to deal with that hurdle. Another new picture added ... my new black stiffy strapon ... perfect for sucking (no smell or taste!) and pegging; it appears larger then it is...6" and on the thin side, perhaps 1 1/4" wide ... I love it! (p.s. the inch symbol although typed correctly is coming out as a 'foot' symbol, hahaha) |
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o o o ... 3 more new pics ... so that's a total of 5 newer ... that should amuse the troops for awhile. |
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why DO MEN NOT UNDERSTAND WELL ENDOWED AND STILL WRITE TO ME???? saying they're 5 1/2" or 6 1/2" ... REALLY ???? this has now forced me to type out the minimum INCHES OF A DICK I SEEK ! UGH ! REALLY ??? |
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New Year's Eve ... another year done...another one approaches ... with the loss of far too many more friends this year ... the rise of terror in our World ... with another grand child due and a daughter getting married in 2016, people wonder why I am so picky with who I seek ... it's not just about this lifestyle people; it's about life and having a partner through it all ...with family, friends and as a couple in a diverse lifestyle. It's simple, someone out for themselves will never be my answer...we will be the answer for each other, not one or the other. Blessings to all in the New Year. |
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a once a year hello from someone who thinks I'm going to remember who he is simply by him saying 'we were in touch in the past' ... really? lol blocked |
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back to just blocking the stupid people ... I can't any more ... |
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white sub from Vermont writes: "let me know if you ever need a lover"
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a rally of messages with a local wananbe cuck ... yup, I save the names & the pictures so when they make up a new name I remember exactly who they are ... "New Chat Request" comes in ... I enter saying 'this system is horrible' ... his reply 'I didn't even know what it was.' RIGHT, HAHAHAHA You go back and forth with what seems to be someone of intelligence and respect only to find out they fly out of the Chat Request to disappear and ultimately days later 'delete/unread the piece of mail you sent to them asking them a question. That's right, I'm sure he had his lil 3" dick sitting in his lap while asking pretty normal questions about the cuckold lifestyle, came in 3 seconds and off he went, hahahaha That's all it takes you know...they just need to feel that they 'chatted' with someone real because they'll never really live it. I could write a book and if I do? This one will definitely be it. |
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Was your mail deleted/unread by me? well guess what? YOU WERE UNDERAGE, OUT OF STATE OR STARTED OFF YOUR MESSAGE TO ME DISRESPECTFULLY AND/OR ASKING STUPID QUESTIONS. My profile is DIRECT AND TO THE POINT, you either understand it or you get deleted. |
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If I read a profile of someone that appears to be a new user or is an old user with another name but same pictures, lol ... and let's say I read something in your profile that makes me vomit a lil in my mouth? you're an automatic 'block user.' It's to save myself some time and perhaps yourself the embarrassment of trying to reach out to me. |
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Why no one under 50 Ms. Nancy? On every site I'm on, it's in my profile; but they still write and ask... "why?" As a mother of children who are 32, 29 and 25 years old, I have no need for anyone near their ages or younger and as far as 40 yr olds...I'm sorry, but I seek forever ... if I meet someone too much younger then myself, how in God's name are you going to feel when you're 57 and I'm 74? hahahaha doesn't look too appealing does it? Well, it doesn't appeal to me at all. |
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WHY DO SWITCH MEN WRITE TO ME ? CLEARLY BECAUSE THEY CAN'T READ AND THEIR LIL WINKIES GOTTA RISE OUT OF MY PICS THEY FLIPPED THROUGH FIRST, LOL SWITCHES ARE LIKE LEAVES IN THE WIND...WHICHEVER WAY THE WIND BLOWS, THEY GO... NO THANK YOU! I DON'T NEED ANYONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THEY ARE ... OR CAN CHANGE THEIR MINDS ON A DIME ... REALLY? |
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today I turn 57 ...and I've updated my profile...when is the last time you updated yours??? ARE YOU STILL THE SAME AGE OF 10 YRS AGO? LOL update it and stop embarrassing yourself when you eventually have to fess up that YOU'RE older then your profile states ...nothing more pisses me off ! |
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and this clueless hag, lol writes him back ... "and do you know what happens to people who can't take rejection...the Universe rejects them and they die too young as well ...
you poor soul ... and as far as your wife's death ? God Bless her soul because she's shaking her head at how DISRESPECTFUL you just were ... and FURTHER either she just cucked you and wasn't a domme and subbed to her fucks ... but you see... I AM A DOMME foremost and NO MAN WRITES TO ME ABOUT HOW MANY DICKS HE WANTS TO SUCK ... DON'T TRY TO MEET ANYONE FOR REAL with that line again ...
you are seen as a cock sucking wannabe dude who wants to get with a domme to further his cock sucking and not serve a superior ...
sad but true dude; WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE, LOL
but ty for the laugh :)" |
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I tell this asshole gay man who wrote me from NY who wants to suck as much dick as I want him to NOT TO WRITE ME BACK, IN NO WAY AM I INTERESTED in anyone OUT OF STATE....HE COULDN'T HELP BUT WRITE THIS BACK: yes...I share with my community YET ANOTHER LAUGHABLE WANNA BE....they take REJECTION WAY TO HEART DON'T YA THINK? "Wow it is true. I was pretty sure when I read your profile you were a clueless hag. You email now confirms it. Yikes. The Internet has created fools like you. Too bad my wife passed on. No one on that site has a clue." |
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2 MEN TODAY, BOTH OUT OF STATE, WHY? seriously ... WHY do people write to me outside of NJ WHEN IT IS SO EMPHATICALLY STATED NO OUT OF STATE FROM THE BEGINNING OF MY PROFILE? Why do men write to me that they'll suck as much dick as I want them to-- REALLY??? ARE YOU GAY ??? A cuckold performs duties for his Domme/Cuckold/Wife upon demand ...he shouldn't sit out there dreaming, craving or asking to suck dick! I can't, I swear to God, I can't make this shit up. |
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OMG THIS DUDE who wants to reconnect after he fell off the email trail 3 months ago admits ...'I'll let you in on a lil secret, I'm a masochist who needs a beating now and then to be kept in line.' HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I wrote him back, next time? tell the person 3 months ago your a masochist because if you would have read my profile you'd see I AM NO SADIST, LOL therefore I would not even written back! lol I CANNOT MAKE THIS SHIT UP. So he just messages me back with 'you must be very mean to comment on what someone is into.' I write back, I COULD GIVE 2 SHITS WHAT YOU'RE INTO PAL, I WISHED YOU LUCK! oh and he called me an 'old gal' REALLY???? omg, the laughs are endless from these deadbeats. |
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Dear Ms. Nancy, why do you have an age restriction of no one under 50? 1. My children are 32, 30 and 25 ...so never anyone in their 30s ... 2. 40s? really? I'm 56, do I want a life mate 10 or more years younger then me? GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEADS people, I interview men. I don't play, I don't test you out, lol. If I like you and you pass the initial interview? we date...yup, old fashion dating to see commonalities, morals and ethics... yup. I'm college educated, work a full time job, own a home, 2 dogs, have parents still alive, 3 children and 2 grand children...DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA THE KIND OF PERSON I'M SEEKING AS A POSSIBLE CUCKOLD HUSBAND? I'm not desperate, I do not need to be saved...I don't sit on line charging people to talk to me, HAHAHAHA those are prostitutes ....I AM A LIFESTYLE DOMME seeking her long term white bi for his Domme only sub male. He's employed, he's capable of dating, he loves music, he loves being active, hopefully has family and wants a woman in his life...his Domme partner in life, future Domme wife. So...ya see? YES I CAN BE THAT PICKY, LOL ... and I am. Single over 16 yrs... because no one has yet showed me the true want to be any of the above. Yeah they might wanna play and be fucked up their virgin male pussy, but they don't think they can do this for the rest of their lives...yes, of course professed it's all they've lived for, HAHAHAHA. I truly am considering writing a book of the many I have interviewed, the stories I've been told and how it all ended up. I can't make this shit up ...seriously. I always wish everyone the best in their life and on their path ...but really people? BE REAL, BE WHO YOU THINK AND SAY YOU ARE OR PLEASE FOR GOD'S SAKE, DO NOT WRITE TO ME. |
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I think it's seriously time to write a book ... might be a best seller! |
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IF YOUR FIRST username did you no good ... you talked to every Domme on this site, etc, and you still proved to be what you're not or found no match, why do you think creating a new username would work?? Really? aren't you just going to send the same picture out to the same people with the same result ? zero ? I have seen men who have made over 30 new names since I'm on here ... the minute I see a new one, blocked; no time for bullshit or games. |
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PLEASE do not take it personally if I have blocked you without even knowing you, lol. I see new profiles pop up ... I read your profile and when I feel we are so not in sync, I block a person before they can even attempt to write to me ... ya might think I'm a jerkoff for doing so, and that's okay, lol ... it's just going to save me time in hurting your feelings in the long run when you don't hear back what you want to hear, lol Yes, it's gotten that bad on here. |
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AND HERE WE GO AGAIN...it doesn't matter how much I emphasize ... NO OUT OF STATE, they still keep writing ... SERIOUSLY PEOPLE ??? are you that desperate, yes! am I going to chat with you? NO ...do NOT write to me from any where outside of NEW JERSEY ...even over the bridge in Staten Island has proved PROBLEMATIC, full of shit 99.9% of you ... so fucking sad ...it's getting to the point of ridiculous ! |
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HOW MANY OUT OF STATE PEOPLE ARE GOING TO WRITE ME IN ONE DAY? 3 SO FAR! REALLY ? |
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do you really think I care if you paid someone to suck dick ? lol NOPE ... some of you wanna make me THROW UP ... I really don't care ...okay? tell it to the next pro you pay! |
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a 42 yr old on another site just wrote me "if you're ever looking for a real Dom partner, contact me." You can only imagine what I wrote him back, HAHAHAHA, oh that was my laugh for this morning! |
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1. an uglier then sin sub contacts me about a year ago; I'm polite and write back; not interested.
2. same person creates a similar username (duh!) and writes to me today!
3. it's a good thing I save everything & pictures; the first name he contacted me under has been changed to a Dominant male! hahaha blocked! his second name as a submissive now blocked!!!
Really people? really!! There's a sub on here with about 35 names! PLEASE BE SMART and please be careful ... the shit trolls around on every site! |
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'Ms. Nancy, you are my world, my everything, I live to serve you and your black lovers, never to use my worthless penis again; I am your black cock whore, your everything, you will lead and I will follow.' Yeah, yeah yeah...let's sit down and have dinner first okay? lol ... I can't make it up; they live in their heads ... so so fucking sad ... I remain optimistic but have to laugh at how much they believe in what they're saying and within hours let it all go and say...nope, I can't do it. Seriously, it is mind blowing. Upset? Not for one minute, so used to it, it's frightening; my Domme friends and I all experience it ... and again, remain hopeful that someday someone can actually walk the walk, shut up and serve. Attraction must be there, chemistry to want to live with this man 24/7 has to be there, his submissiveness has to be there, his bisexuality for his Domme only has to be there; I CANNOT PRETEND either; if it's not there, I won't see someone again; period case closed. I am not going to waste their time nor mine 'thinking' it can be something when I know it never could. Am I searching for the needle in the haystack? absolutely... will I ever find it,? no fucking clue... optimism is my movement forward, without it, I wouldn't be here. |
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WANT A GOOD LAUGH? READ THIS: he has been reported but I had to share that in all my years in this lifestyle this is the 1st time this has happened. This person says he's a PRO SUB, LOL AND WANTS MONEY FROM DOMMES to use him ... SERIOUSLY? read this:
| Hi ms nancy! I am a prosub, trawling this site for new clients. The way it works is you pay me and i decide what i want you to do to me, and i tell you how. Want to give it a try? |
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I want to know if there ever will be a day that a submissive male can be what he thinks he is in his head ... I can only hold onto hope and prayers ... |
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7:28 AM TODAY, MESSAGE JUST RECEIVED; I CANNOT MAKE THIS SHIT UP!!! IT'S FROM A SWITCH, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA "
| swinging by middlesex, maybe i can stop by and provide you some pleasure, don swm 53 sub; DO YOU THINK THE ASSHOLE EVEN READ MY PROFILE ???? NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!! |
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Where are they ? where are the real people who can state their real age, send out a picture from last week or last month instead of 5 yrs ago? where are the people who want to live a life in a lifestyle with someone who completes them? Don't try to be something you're not ...or someone like me might have to point out all the things you ARE NOT ... but you swear you are or can be ... impossible is the answer ... because then you're lying to yourself ... and truly will not be happy ..... The lifestyle of cuckoldry is deep & erotic ... humiliating and giving ... loving and kind ... sacrificial ... yeah ... not too many on these sites can commit to any of it ... because they're really here looking for themselves... not for a Domme ... you see, that's the opposite meaning of a true submissive ... for a submissive lives to please Her ... no matter the sacrifice. Sleep on that. |
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WHY DO MEN STILL LIE ABOUT THEIR AGES IN THEIR PROFILES ?????? EGO ? MENTAL ? DO THEY REALLY THINK THEY'RE GOING TO SHOW UP YOUNGER? SERIOUSLY?? DOMS, SWITCHES, SUBS, LIES LIES LIES, LOL .... YES IT'S FUNNY, you cannot even deal with your own age ... how are you going to deal in real life ? |
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my new task today, lol blocking all the 'penpal' types HAHAHAHAHA... they say hello, they start asking questions; I ask them nicely to provide a recent G rated picture; their response: when I'm at a computer that I have one loaded on, I'll send, HAHAHAHAHA...days, weeks go by ... THEY LIVE ON HERE, LOL. Every time I sign on, there they are! "Online now" but have they sent a picture? NOPE... do they try and say hello again? ABSOLUTELY. I WRITE BACK, I don't need any penpals, do NOT WRITE back until you attach a recent G rated picture ...do they do it? NEVER ... BLOCKED! LOL Dear Lord, they must sit there with their pathetic lil dicks just jerking off all over their cell phones... because they all say 'when I get to a computer,' guess perhaps they don't own one, HAHAHAHA... Do I care? NOT 1 F'N MOMENT, LOL but so NICE not to see their 'fake' profiles ever again :) |
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Pictures, cartoons, drawings, anything that does not belong to YOU cannot be used on your profile ... they will be removed eventually ... and just know ... it might take some time but it will come down. I really would hope more and more would start to portray themselves instead of stealing pictures from the internet or from other users. It's so disappointing to see. |
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delete/unread, delete/unread ...seems no one is UNDERSTANDING... out of State is out of State and under 50 is under 50 and outside the U.S.A is outside the U.S.A. ...delete/unread. |
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IF YOU LIVE OUTSIDE OF NJ & YOU'RE BORED ... AND FIND YOURSELF LOOKING AT MY PROFILE, FOR GOD'S SAKE, PLEASE DON'T WRITE TO ME ... I KNOW HOW BORED YOU PENIS PEOPLE ARE & GET OFF LOOKING AT ANY PROVOCATIVE PICS YOU CAN FIND ... the heartfelt messages from former cucks are always appreciated ... but to those SIMPLY WRITING to just say 'hello' or anything else? REFRAIN FROM TYPING, I'm going to have to start just deleting messages again; this is ridiculous how many bored people are reading profiles on here ... STAY IN YOUR STATE, STAY IN YOUR SEARCH and please stay out of my mailbox, thank you ! |
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there is a dude ... I swear to God just created like his 30th username ... he uses the same pictures, creates new names ... the second I see them, they're blocked automatically ... why you ask? seriously? can you spell ... PSYCHOTIC ? |
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ANOTHER EXAMPLE; READ & LEARN. Someone writes to me with a NY profile who is 42 WITH NO PICTURE ATTACHED ...what are my requirements? OVER 50 & NO OUT OF STATE. His first message is that he's 55 & lives in my county here in NJ, HAHAHAHA & STILL NO PIC ATTACHED BECAUSE HE KNOWS HE DOESN'T LOOK 42!!!!...so I write him back stating all the lies. HE WRITES BACK THIS (DEAR GOD I CANNOT MAKE THIS SHIT UP):
i was aware of all of that except you only seek bi-sexual. I do live in Middlesex county and am 55. I state 42 on my profile to attract a larger diversity of dommes. I also state NY instead of NJ because it has more of a cache and we live close to it.
i do appreciate your precision however in pointing that out but sometimes there really are good explanations for things. Don't always think people are maliciously lying. I wasn't. And i was 100% honest with you.
MY RESPONSE BACK? A LIAR EXPLAINING HIS LYING WHO DOESN'T EVEN SEE HOW DISGUSTING HIS LYING IS IS A PATHOLOGICAL LIAR ... BLOCKED ! |
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The cuckold lifestyle... not for the vanilla, not for the switch, not for the Dom who 'thinks' he can become a cuckold ... these are the types that try to connect to me sometimes and even though I stay straight forward with who and what I am...they try...perhaps for their own sake, their own ego but in the end ultimately agree, it's totally not for them. It is NOT for everyone, I know this whole-heartedly. Know who and what you are and what your inner soul is willing to sacrifice for Her ... that will be your first step to your forever, your first step to your complete happiness. |
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as most of you know, I get approached by many out of State, under age and almost 0 attach a G rated face picture when they approach...again, this morning, I received another message from someone out of State telling me he wants to suck cock, knows about the cuckold lifestyle & is looking for LTR ... most ask me ... 'why don't you just delete them?' Because, sometimes I hope my response to them will TEACH them something. How to better themselves, how to make them realize this is not a game, how to make them become more proficient in how they communicate. Here is my response back to this man this morning. I truly don't write them to piss someone off ...in fact, just the opposite, like I said; I hope it teaches them:
your approach is lacking; there is no sign off; there is no g rated picture; your profile is almost non existent only telling the world your hard limits yet listing nothing of interest ...
you write to me from another State ... really?
Did you bother reading my profile ? and if you would have read even my 1st journal entry, you would not have written in the manner you did ...
you know how many men are serious about sucking cock and approach a dominant woman to bring them to that watering hole? millions, because they feel, if they do it for a woman, it's okay ... unfortunately, you're a penny a dozen on these sites ...
I've tried to teach men who approach me to step back and ask themselves ... 'how can I set myself apart from the rest of the pack?'
answer? BE YOURSELF, be respectful and be proficient in writing complete sentences with thought... explain in a few sentences who you are, what you are, what your basic life is about, where you want to be in life and why you seek a dominant partner....because seriously? we don't care what you WANT or have seen on the internet that you want to 'try.' A cuckold relationship is a special bond, it's just not sucking cock, lol. Some cucks don't even get to meet a lover ... some are there every step of the way ... not every domme cucks a sub ... it is truly a rare and special bond that someone in this lifestyle is looking for forever ... because LTR means forever ... at least in my dictionary ...
I've interviewed too many in the last 10 yrs who are looking for 'moments.' Something different ... I am the real deal and guess what? It scares the living shit out of them. A human starts being who they really are within a few weeks of meeting someone... the pretending is over, the correct answers they search to speak by choice become flowing and they start disclosing things... and that's when it falls apart ...
I am single 16 yrs because of all the above reasons...
so ... what would I do with a man from outside NJ with no face, no name who approaches ME telling ME he wants to suck cock and a LTR ? How do I date a man in another State...answer? I can't. There is no spontaneity...no, 'hey...I'm off early today, what do you want to do for dinner?' etc.
I tell him, 'keep it in your own State ... read everything you can about the cuckold lifestyle and watch vids about the subject.'
I don't have sex with white men ... how many white men do you know who are willing to give up the use of their penis in a woman ? not many! I will make love to my husband only ... the word husband takes marriage ... a marriage takes time to get to ... years? ground floor fundamentals in a relationship have to be built ... then and only then will she bring him into to Her world of cucking ... because it requires TRUST ... she must know he will do anything for Her ...
perhaps this message will piss you off or enlighten you, lol ...doesn't matter to me, as long as you read it a few times and learn from it ...
Next time you write to a domme, please try: Dear Ms. __________ and sign off with your first name...and attach a g rated picture ...
Ms. Nancy |
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SERIOUSLY? you wannabes are going to write to a Domme with no proper opening, incomplete sentences, no punctuation, no salutation, no first name & attach zero g rated pictures, HAHAHAHAHA ... that's right, stay right where you are for the next 10 yrs wondering why you can't even start a line of communication with anyone in this lifestyle ... continue on while we LAUGH OUR FUCKING ASSES OFF AT YOU. |
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I couldn't make this shit up if someone offered me money ... the truth is so much better!! Someone from this site who wanted to meet me for years... who finally talked to me last year then disappeared again ... wrote to me on another site tonight ... confessing he couldn't deal with the fact that I would never had had sex with him as a sub and wishing me well in the New Year... so... me being Ms. Curiosity go to the profile on the other site, lol OMG ... HE'S A SWITCH ON THERE LOOKING FOR A SEX SLAVE OR SUB TO PLAY WITH ... REALLY ???? I'm telling ya, scary !! |
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Here's another line from another guy on another site ...'you're a dream come true, give me a chance.' We talk for 5 mins on the phone, he doesn't even know what a cuckold is, lol ... he has to go and says 'shoot me an email.' HAHAHAHA Oh, I shot him an email alright ... the entire bio, etc., 1 1/2 days later he finally writes back, 'let's be friends.' My response? "I don't need penpals." hahahaha |
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so it continues ... the wannabes, the dreamers, fantasizers, 'oh I wanna try that' kinds, the 'please give me a chance you won't be disappointed' kinds ... and here I am... always, always telling the truth, always, always the most upfront; I refuse to settle ... I would rather die alone. |
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It doesn't seem to matter if men are on free sites or pay hundreds of dollars to be on a site ... if it has a penis it lies ... it's selfish ... listens to what I seek ... swears it's the same ... show up ... with wrong ages and old pictures ... NO NOT ALL OF YOU, LOL ...SO DON'T GET ALL HUFFY... |
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My first rant of the New Year ...c'mon laugh along with me... |
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to the 'brian' who wrote to me today ... whose profile does not exist any longer ... thank you for your kind words ... you obviously wanted to get your point across anonymously and your words were generous and kind ... thank you ... there should be more out there like yourself ... take care. |
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SERIOUSLY? this message just deleted: DO YOU SESSION WITH MEN OR ARE YOU STRICTLY LIFESTYLE? omFUCKINGgod ... SERIOUSLY??????? what does "I AM NOT A PRO" at the very top of my profile SCREAM TO YOU???? |
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It's so hard to find a match in the 'normal' world ... add in a diverse lifestyle ...it becomes even more 'pin pointed' what we seek ... like the old adage ... 'like finding a needle in a haystack.' My advice to everyone forever has been to keep yourself on as many sites as you can ...don't leave one because you think another is better ... you just never know where someone will find you; case in point. I've always kept a free profile on eharmony ...yup, the corny chemistry one you see people pay hundreds for ... forever I've kept one there ... and check maybe once a year, lol ... welp this past weekend I did just that. I've always known how many 'give up' finding their perfect Mistress and settle for a vanilla life ... yet, in the back of their heads they cannot forget who they really are ... someone of that caliber found me ... and so far the beginning has been very open and communicative. The next part will be the face to face ... with the busy life I lead ...it will most likely be one day mid week after work ... he is very local ... a very involved parent like myself ... and seeking his forever partner in life. Wishing everyone, even myself, whole hearted happiness ... but remember to always take 1 minute at a time ... never look too far down that yellow brick road because you'll lose sight of what you need to be doing in the 'now.' |
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a 5' 6" male Dom from Ohio sends me this message tonight: "You hate yourself. You have given up on yourself." I CANNOT MAKE THIS SHIT UP, LOL his winky is probably 3" and can't find a submissive anything anywhere to even do him, lol ... Thank you for that laugh !!! I'm sure he jerked that lil dick clit off looking at my pics, lol why else would a so-called dom from Ohio be looking at a Domme's profile from NJ? |
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If you have NO CLUE how to write to someone in this lifestyle, PLEASE DEAR GOD, skip my profile, skip me altogether and go write to someone that might charge you a fee.
Ignorance runs like rivers on these sites and I refuse to answer anyone who doesn't have a clue. |
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Be THANKFUL every day ... just not tomorrow ... |
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11/26/14, A MESSAGE I JUST RECEIVED TODAY: Hello I read your profile and would love the opportunity to talk and get to know you. You sound like the kind of woman I am looking for from what I have read in your profile. I believe that the black man is the superior sexualy. I would love to find and have a relationship where i am the woman behind closed doors and treated that way. With the aspects of a cuckold relationship intermixed within the relationship. If i could find the right wowan that is looking for this kind of relationship and can still enjoy a vanilla style relationship outside of the bedroom I would love to see if it could possi ly lead to a 24/7 live in situation or marrage. My profile is on here and even thou my preference is black women if the right woman of any race is interested then I am open to that. I am very real and not here to play games. Because of my job I can also relocate for the right woman. I know my profile said I will send a pic if you reply but I felt it better to send a pic of me now. Thank you for your time.
GUESS WHAT?: "UNABLE TO RESPOND TO THIS MESSAGE BECAUSE THE ACCOUNT NO LONGER EXISTS" I CANNOT MAKE THIS SHIT UP ... THERE IT IS IN BLACK & WHITE, LOL. |
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here we go again ... a message comes in ... from someone out of State ... no 'greeting' i.e., Dear Ms. Nancy ... no G rated picture attached as required in my profile ... no signing off respectfully with a first name ... just a username depicting what he is ... I ask him NOT to write back ... does he listen? NOPE ... why would a 'supposed' submissive male listen to me? He writes back arguing that he's not what his name depicts and has multiple residences, HAHAHAHAHA ... WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND THINKS I CARE ABOUT MULTIPLE RESIDENCES? 100's of men have tried to impress me with homes, cars, jobs, money in the bank, money in their pocket, million dollar homes, etc., etc. ... are they with me? NOPE. Impress me as a HUMAN BEING ... dear Lord in 12 years NO ONE HAS ACCOMPLISHED THAT! that is sad ... very very SAD. |
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WHAT DOES MY PROFILE SAY?
NO ONE UNDER 50
NO ONE FROM OUTSIDE OF NJ
WHAT DOES SOMEONE HAVE THE AUDACITY TO WRITE TO ME from OUT OF STATE?
"Mistress im 48 I could suck cock for you every weekend"
tell me now...DOES HE THINK I GIVE A FLYING RAT'S ASS THAT HE WANTS TO SUCK DICK EVERY WEEKEND OF HIS LIFE ???? NOPE !!!
please IN GOD'S NAME, read a profile, respect the Domme's search minimums...KNOW WHAT SHE WANTS ... not what YOU WANT ... so tired of this crap... it's beyond tiring that I keep meeting men that only want what they want ... so tiring. |
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Do any of you who read my journal have any idea how many Straight Male Dominants write every year begging to be pegged? made to suck dick, etc.? Dear Lord help those poor submissive females that think these men are who they try to portray in their profiles... a fucking real life JOKE. |
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just in from seeing the boy ... his training advanced today ... picture #5 I shot on my back looking up into the mirror on the ceiling ... yeah one of those sex motels, lol ... love fishnets and boots ... and so did he :) |
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what makes my kitty purr when he's not around to orally serve me? the thought of his wet mouth wrapped about that gorgeous black cock ... watching him watch me get fucked like he knows he never could ... watching his 'widened amazed eyes' watch as the cum pours over my kitty ... knowing he's going to clean it all up and get me off once more ... it's a great lifestyle ... that the both of us are looking forward to enjoying together <3 |
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WHY must I sign on here and see pathetic submissive white dicks as people's main pictures ??? ...put your little clitties away PLEASE. Only REAL men need to display their manhood...and by real men I mean endowed men. |
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saw the cutest t-shirt on someone's profile ... ASS the new Vagina, ha! ...and to those of you still writing to me from out of State, outside the USA & under the age of 50? Are you really wondering why your messages are marked 'deleted/unread'? |
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the new boy I have interest in ... is ... behaving so far ... he's got a lil clitty ... and loves cock ... who do you think is going to make him LOVE BIG BLACK COCK??? hahahaha ... answer: ME |
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today is my birthday ... and guess what I did? went into Edit Profile and changed my aqe by 1 year to 56 ... all of you out there lying about your age or using the disclaimer "Oh, I thought the website did it automatically" can now go click EDIT PROFILE, put your real age, scroll to the bottom of the page & click UPDATE PROFILE.
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when I post no longer seeking ... I literally sit here and laugh and say ... hmmmm I wonder how long I'll have that statement posted? lol ... 8 days later ... I give up, hahaha... it is so fucking sad what is sitting out there, lol ... even sadder the ones who write me who are totally not what I'm seeking but 'try' to get through to me just in case ... NOT HAPPENING, LOL What's in the profile is exactly what I seek, who I seek ... and that's that ... |
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The time has come to raise the age limit on who I'm looking for and interviewing...no one under 50 ...I can't stand someone who thinks they're gonna skate by lying about the littlest statistics in their profiles, from age, height, experience, etc., it's getting downright ridiculous. Old pictures being sent still are top on the list ... do you think you're gonna look like you did 3 to 5 years ago? No, you don't. Take a fucking recent snap shot of yourself via your phone and have it ready to go. Best of luck people... but again, if you're not who you say you are? you're getting no where fast ... |
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ANOTHER I CAN'T MAKE THIS SHIT UP journal entry ... get this huge cut & paste message from some guy in CA ...omg, he probably sent it out to 100 dommes at 1 time at 1:46 am the other day ... so I write back, lol, pointing out the same. He writes back today another volume of bullshit on why he does it that way and then blocks me from responding... dear Lord ... and he says he's 1 in a million ...yup, 1 in a million bullshit artists, lol. Thanks for the laugh stranger ! |
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Do you have any idea how many men contact me a week? Do you have any idea how many of those men, once they find out that I'm real ... sincere and looking for REAL disappear? I'm talking, they don't even come back onto the site, hahaha; they don't answer messages and if I have their phone # to text/call them, don't even have the human capacity to pick it up or answer? OMG, I cannot make this up! Ms. Rheea and I are having a great time weeding out the fakes on the sites we both are on ... we're considering writing a book as well ... 1. hasn't been back online since 8/18th...that was after numerous phone calls setting up a dinner meeting...then never again answering his phone or text message...said he was a widower ...his profile? still active; 2. hasn't been back online since 8/26th, that night he came back on the site to turn his profile off, again, phone calls to set up a dinner date then just disappeared like the other one, this one said he was a retired navy seal and widower as well. Both supplied G rated pictures and went on and on about their lives, their jobs, how their dead wives treated them, etc.. Both said they were cucked by their deceased wives. When you're not an honest person in your personal life? the Universe will take care of you ... and that's not in a good way, lol. Karma is a bitch people. Be careful who you fuck with, hahahahahaha.
Theory? They made up the fact that their wives were dead and then the wives found out they were online? What are your thoughts? |
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A night of intense conversation ... so fundamental to building the basics of not only a relationship but a friendship ... this is what most of you are missing or not even seeking ... yes, I know most of you reading this are here for shitz & giggles... and ya know what? that's why there's so many pros on sites ... to reap the benefits of your 'experimental phase.' Cheers to both parties ... just don't bother the real lifestyle peeps...it's getting old ! |
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Just got off the phone with a Domme friend of mine in CT, Ms. Rheea ... we both continue to shake our heads at the lack of real submissives on any and all sites. We're coming to the conclusion that 99.9% of you all are here for momentary peeks, a response here and there to get off ... and look forward to ongoing bullshit from pretenders like yourself. We have come to further conclusion that because we are both Lifestyle Dommes looking for our 'forever' boys... that that scares the shit out of the wannabes...and once they find out that we're really really real? They disappear. Please don't bother us...please ?! |
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If one is not willing to understand another ... answer questions and jump to conclusions... how in God's name will they ever understand another human being? You don't know everything until the day you die ... always walk in peace, love and light ... otherwise you will have a very upsetting time of this life here on Earth. |
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Nothing sexier then knowing when you meet a new submissive to interview they've tucked themselves into their favorite chastity device. It's these lil 'signs' of submission we love! They know they'll be locked while serving ... so why not start on the interview? Truth be told...they're looking for their Key Holder and are tired of the search as well. Hats off to the true blue subs! |
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oh there's a new subbie, lol if you can call him that, lol on the site ... so I write to him about all his typos in profile, that he should remove the picture of Harrison Ford making people think it's him ... that the site will most likely remove it for him down the road and my opinion of his profile ... 2 words in a reply ... FUCK OFF OMFG, and this is a man who calls himself a submissive, lol ... just another fucktard on the site people, lol. |
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Dear Future Cucky, You know you will never fuck your Mistress...but you also remember that I promised you if we were to form a Cuckold Marriage that you would be allowed to enter me on special occasions. Once you experience your first admittance, you will forever have that feeling on your mind. On rare occasions would you like to fuck your wife/Cuckoldress? I believe your answer is going to be an emphatic 'YES! MISTRESS.' We will decide how you will remember each and every time you are 'allowed' the honor of making love to your wife/Cuckodress. It will be a memorable piece of jewelry. After each time you enter me, you will 'add' to the piece of jewelry. I will wear it proudly and giggle like a school girl telling the story how you earned each one with friends and lovers. You will look at it KNOWING the only way to add to the piece of jewelry will be after you are allowed again to enter me. It will be fun don't you think? Keep THAT in mind every time you orally service me and my bbc lovers...that it could be your pathway to entering me during memorable times in our lifetime together. With love my loyal cucky, Ms. Nancy |
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I ran a cuckold chatroom for nearly 3 years with another Domme from PA...unfortunately Jewel passed almost 2 years ago from lung cancer.
I chose not to continue to run the room without her.
In those years, I was always hopeful that I, too, would find my cuck submissive mate.
Over years of searching, interviewing, putting 'out there' exactly what I seek ... I have yet to find him.
I do wish the majority who read my profile completely understood how serious it is...and what I seek. You all must admit we are human; therefore, initial attraction, chemistry, commonalities should be there 'somewhere' on some level... to 'old fashion' dating... that's right, out and about in the real world, laughing, holding hands, kissing, flirting, bonding. If after that initial bonding there is still 'something' then and only then do I even THINK of letting a man serve me.
I am NOT a player, one time, no time, once in a blue moon type of Domme...never was, never will be. People are surprised that I have never ever found anyone to cuck. Why? Cuckoldry is the act of your 'mate' allowing you the freedom to see other men, date and have sex with, they encourage it...it is their ultimate form of submission to their lady/Domme knowing he cannot please Her the way the lover/bull does. How could anyone 'cuck' someone immediately? lol there is no bond!
So you see, I do have a dream of finding that perfect sub bi cuckold who I can grow together with first in the real vanilla world...enter into the d/s world...and cuck him forever. YES, forever. I don't want to ever have to look for another again. It will NEVER happen overnight.
If you think you have interest in my profile for whatever reason? Please read this entry at least 3 times to get it through your head ... this is the WAY it goes... |
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4 messages from a user in NY ... going on and on how his wife had a lover so he sent her to Costa Rica with him for a week ... she came back loving her vacation, left him and married the lover ... I kindly write back about cuckoldry and the different levels of the lifestyle ... how unfortunately true cuckold wives are subserviant to the lover/bull and a lot of times end up with him ... NOT the case of a Domme who has adopted cuckoldry into her 'kinks' ... at least this Domme subs to not a soul on Earth & therefore, no threat of me EVER leaving a sub cuckold husband for a lover/bull ... would be a cold day in Hell ... he writes me back 1 more time & then deletes his profile, lol Another case of 'I just come onto sites to get off for the night.' That's right people ... I do try to help others ... but in most cases, they are out there for their own 'self' momentary satisfaction, lol. |
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...on vacation and the new trainee writes 'I got cold feet, I don't think I can do this.' Can't make it up...how much more clear, how much more do I have to say...how much more do they have to hear? How much more intense can I look them in the eye when I say I WANT A WHITE BISEXUAL SUBMISSIVE BOY? I ONLY FUCK BBC! I am who I am in profile; I am the same woman they see in pictures, I am the most honest person they will ever speak to! I swear to God I just don't get why... |
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WHY are random men from every other State & Country writing to me telling me what they want ? READ PEOPLE READ; NO ONE UNDER 45; NO ONE OUTSIDE NEW JERSEY; NO ONE OUTSIDE THE UNITED STATES...please stop bothering me after you get a lil woody from reading my profile! |
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saw the cutest lil pouch like thingy for a lil cucky's bits and pieces to be placed in and tied up...called a goody bag, hahahaha, OMG, I must get 1 ! it was oh so cute! |
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when someone starts out contact with a picture at least 15 yrs old... then has a picture on their profile of a part of their body twice the size of its actual size, lol it won't go well, hahaha... dear Lord, I can't make this stuff up ... they might as well never meet anyone in person ... and just stay online yanking ... because really? how do they explain themselves other then a liar ? |
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A long talk ... a realization that I'm not playing 'phone sex Domme' games ... to him moving away to the West coast ... I try to point out I am still the person I am from day 1 ... and isn't it interesting how somehow they see the light after reality hits them right in the face ... oh well ... not a shocker! I am still THE LIFESTYLE DOMME looking for her forever boy on every level ... perhaps they really don't believe that? lol but it's all too true as a few a year discover. Unfortunately with this last one, I'm missing a great pair of panties now, lol. |
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my eyes and ears are always open ... and so is my heart ... |
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The first meeting was electric ... I tossed him my panties to keep in his pocket ... |
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I have put a boi under consideration. He pursued me on another site. He has cuckold experience of over two years, adored it and has sought it again. I look forward to it all, but first things first. |
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To those of you who know me ... over the years... and are dads... Happy Father's Day! Love & spanks <3 |
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haven't posted in forEVER, lol ...
so tonight I wanted to write to this so called sub on here whose profile amuses me ... so I'm sending this message just to inquire how his approach is going ... he definitely is no match for me but I wanted to see how his time here is going, lol. He demands in his profile 2 vanilla pics from a Domme if she contacts him. OMG...that just makes me laugh! Any way... he has my profile blocked ... I found that even MORE HYSTERICAL since I've never had any contact with him, lol. Oh the characters on these sites, lol. Carry on :) |
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under 45 ? delete; outside of this country? delete; circle of friend requests? delete ... seriously? IF YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW TO READ ... AND STILL INSIST ON WRITING TO ME OR SENDING ME STUPID SHIT, IT'S DELETED. |
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That's exactly right ... I'm looking for forever ... not play dates ... not time with you so you can 'experience' something for the first time ... I work 5 days a week ... I babysit my grand children 1 day a week... 1 day off a week ... and hours in between on my work days; I own a home, have 2 dogs and 2 adult children working and saving for their futures living with me; does it sound like I'm looking for some low life to move in with me so I can pay your bills? NOT! Does it sound like I need strangers to show up and clean my house or do chores? NOT! You wonder why I seek someone local? Does any male on this earth who thinks he's submissive care to fall in love with his Domme? date his Domme? build a relationship with Her? or do all submissive men seek for themselves ... you know ... to scratch that itch they get now and then? If that's you...YOU'RE NO SUBMISSIVE MALE. If that's you ... please do NOT bother writing to me. It's appreciated...move along ... pay a pro and get it over with. |
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Even though they are snagged...untruths in their profiles, wrong ages, etc., I even write to them about their lies ...do they care? nope. Do they think this will prove them unworthy as a submissive? nope. They will never ever serve a real Domme, do you know why? Because true, heart driven, to their soul submissives could never lie...their purpose in life is to please ... not to be found out as a liar to the one they long to serve. So many players ... so little time ... when do you think they'll face the truth? when will they look themselves in a mirror and confess to themselves who they really are? a down and out liar. So sad. |
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I'm still finding many men ... doms to subs who are in their 50's lying and saying they're in their 40's ... why ???? I am 55 AND DAMN PROUD of it ... are you embarrassed of your age? do you think you're going to look like you're in your 40's in person? lol or look your true age of 50's ? C'MON PEOPLE ... keep it real, will ya? |
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waving to the ones who sneak behind the scenes to read up what's going on ... they change usernames, they hide their profiles, lol yet can't wait to come and read something that might pertain to them ... well here's an eye opener ... it's not about YOU, lol Sad turns of events happen ... red flags are thrown during early conversations... I wonder if you all remember me saying from the getgo ..."I'm a great listener." I listen for issues, reasons, prior service, what excites and what you think you seek but between the lines confess it's not really what I seek. It's okay; it's all a process... and if you don't start being true to yourself like I am, your search will be endless...absolutely endless with no completeness. Cheers! & here's to a new year :) |
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a lil piece I wrote to someone ...wish to find it to be true one day ... with 1 sub...with 1 devote cuckold ... maybe 1 day ...
be there,
be here,
hear me,
see me...
bend there,
sway here,
listen,
learn...
don't turn your eyes downward,
always be within mine,
I won't have to speak,
except when necessary...
kneel,
beg,
moan,
beg louder...
kiss me,
deeper,
feel what they do,
from the outside...
dream,
wonder,
when,
again,
you
will
be
at
my
feet...
my dream
...
forever. |
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9:18 PM on New Year's Eve ... why should the end of the year be any different from the beginning of the year? All I do and all I say, I say in truth... I don't live a dream without the reality of it ... maybe there's someone out there that does the same ... perhaps not ... I am blessed with health, happiness & surrounded by an incredible family & a wealth of friends...I am capable of helping them in their times of need ...whether it be a listening ear, a hug or saving their life. How many can say that in their life time? Ever been thanked for saving someone's life? Let me tell you, it's an honor. Best of everything to everyone reading this message. To be truly happy within, you must be happy with yourself. God Bless & Happy New Year to each & every one of you. |
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How much clearer do I have to be about my life, schedule at work, responsibilities as a home owner, a parent, a daughter, a Grandmother ... that I only seek local for all those reasons...then they proclaim...what is distance? what does it matter? I will do anything...please dear God, it's a grand thing that I have a sense of humor and know better then they do! They need to get their heads out of their asses and back into reality, lol. |
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I BEG OF YOU, PLEASE ONLY SEND OUT RECENT PICTURES OF YOURSELF; YOU DON'T LOOK LIKE YOU DID 2 TO 10 YEARS AGO! LOL |
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Should someone you wish a happy holiday to write back and say thank you? or should they just read it and never write back? I'm going to take a poll on how many would write back and how many wouldn't, lol ... I think basic human skills are missing in too many people these days... I truly have to wonder how people were raised or in their adult life have chosen to treat others and/or interact with them.
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There's a handful of you that I call friends here ... sad that so many are full of shit and never get to be called 'friend' ... to you ... I wish you a Happy Thanksgiving & a Happy & Healthy Holiday Season <3 hugs from New Jersey!! |
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just took an "Aura" test ... My Aura is Red!
Your Aura Is Red!
Personality: Reds have a deep, complex personality - and they are always expressing something about themselves. Bold and dominant, reds are a natural leader. They have an energy that is intense... and sometimes overwhelming. Their reaction to everything tends to be strong. Reds are the masters of love-hate relationships. They don’t take these emotions out on others. They just use them as motivation - and it works! Reds are very warm and passionate people. They are never at a loss for words when talking about how much they love something or someone. Reds feel strongly, and luckily, most of their strong feelings are positive ones. Reds love many things in this world. Red Aura people are enthusiastic and energetic individuals, forever on the lookout for new adventures. They are adventurous with food travel. The mantra of the Red Aura color individual is "I'll try anything once." Because of their devil-may-care approach to life they often find themselves in hot water. Red Aura people are quick to anger and can lose their temper over the slightest thing. But on the upside they are generous with their time and energy when called upon for help. They are normally strong in body and mind and do not succumb to physical or mental illness easily. Because of their robust health and fitness the Red Aura individual likes to be physical and will excel in sports. People with a predominant red Aura color can easily become bored and need to move on to different interests, projects and relationships. Because of this they leave lots of unfinished ventures in their wake. But if they set their mind to a project and can stick to it, they will have remarkable success and can become extremely wealthy. Red Aura people are direct, to the point and forthright and are not afraid to make their point of view heard. They don't normally have hidden agendas or ulterior motives. What you see is what you get with the open and upfront Red Aura individual.Above all else the Red Aura individual needs to be number one. Their competitive nature and need to succeed will drive them towards great success in life. They are not good team players and won't take orders from others. Because of this they will prefer to run their own one man business or be in positions of authority over others. A dominant Red score indicates life’s experiences must make sense to you. You are logical, practical and do not display emotions easily. Because of your desire for structure, you seek control of both your environment and people, and are sometimes seen by others as domineering. You are punctual and may become irritated if you think your time is being wasted. A natural leader, you are driven by the need for power and control. What stresses you is lack of organization and last minute changes. You are extroverted and optimistic. You are action oriented and physically active. You like to be the center of attention. You are ambitious and competitive. You have a passion and enthusiasm for life and are not afraid to pursue your dreams and goals. You are impulsive. Patience is not one of your strong points. You can be aggressive and easy to anger, often exhibiting a violent temper. you do not hold a grudge. You can be somewhat of a know-it-all, not wanting to appear unintelligent or ignorant. You can be quite determined when you want something, but tend to have a short attention span. |
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as most of you know, I am listed on quite a few lifestyle sites ... I hear from so many every single day ... some actually know the lifestyle of cuckoldry ... but to date... not one male has proven worthy or wanting the life goal I have in it ... I am in touch with some great men ... am always hopeful in my Domme heart that my submissive cuckold soul mate waits ... and that one day I am blessed to have him by my side forever ... I don't ever lead a man on ... when we meet, it's either there or it's not ... to build a relationship on every level takes time, laughter, attention, etc., so many don't get that... and I don't understand why they do not... I always chalk it off to that the masses that come onto sites look for momentary 'excitement' ... the thought of this this and that is more exciting when they actually can talk to someone about it; they lie about their age, they send out older pictures thinking that when they show up they'll not look 'that much different'...but they do ... then the time comes to prove to be a decent human with a woman on every level...and that she's a real lifestyle Domme to boot... somehow... that's enough for them... that I do 'exist,' I am not a fantasy, I am the woman they were on the phone with...and off they fall...fall off enough for me to say ... 'hey, if you don't even know what common courtesy is, respect for someone's time and kindness...well then you're not enough of a man for me, see ya.' Here's hoping most of you fess up to your true selves...age, pictures, and what you really want in life. |
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I love teaching the weak ... the wanting ... the unknowing ... you don't know it all until you die ... so don't think you ever do ... I teach and learn every day ... how do you think I'm where I am today? L E A R N ...thank you. |
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JUST IN ... ANOTHER PROFILE WRITES TO ME ... IN PROFILE HE'S 40, BUT WRITES HE'S 54, A CUCK AND A SLAVE, REALLY? HAHAHA LIKE I SAID, THE MENTALLY CHALLENGED STILL ARE WRITING TO ME .... STOP...STOP NOW ... DO NOT WRITE TO ME IF YOU ARE A LIAR, A FAKE, NOT WITHIN THE LIFESTYLE, HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO APPROACH WITHIN PROTOCOL, DON'T HAVE THE HUMAN DECENCY OF ATTACHING A G RATED PICTURE ... YOU'RE A JOKE... A REAL JOKE ! LUMPED TOGETHER WITH THE OTHER PILE OF JOKES ON THESE SITES. |
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I SO WISH THE MENTALLY CHALLENGED WOULD STOP WRITING TO ME ... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE STOP!!! |
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In all my years on this site; I have mentored 100's of men with their thoughts and desires of bisexuality and interest in cuckoldry...when I read someone's profile and perhaps think I can help them on their path, I write to them. It is so funny, I just now went to message a couple who is on this site calling everyone fakes and naming people's usernames that are fakes and pic collectors and they have me blocked? how is that possible? hahahaha ... oh ty for that laugh random black couple who I don't know. |
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A few things needed to be pointed out ... I guess he didn't appreciate that, lol ... oh well ... next ? |
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The time we spent together went very well ... now comes the interesting part ... |
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I AM NOT EVEN ANSWERING ANY MORE; if you are outside of NJ, under 45 or any other kind of person that is TOO LAZY to read MY PROFILE, it's just being deleted.
Today is Monday November 4, 2013, I am interviewing a worthy bisexual white submissive local to me in NJ; if & when I need to look further, I will post. |
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October 12th I posted about an interview...how it was progressing etc., weeding through the crap from all these sites is a 'job.' As of October 24th...last Thursday...this person said he has to rethink his entire want of the lifestyle and what he could handle...REALLY? lol Wow! Whattasurprise, NOT! He was going to write to me and let me know, lol ...do you think that email ever came? It's 10 days later...nada...just another waste of 3 weeks...but hopefully with each of these failures I get one step closer to the real boy I can call mine one day. An interview is set for Monday. |
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Victoria Secret's Pink or Tranquil Breezes... Paul Sebastian's Design, classic Oscar de la Renta, Adolfo of New York, the scent of Jasmine in body sprays & lotions...these are a few of my favorites...perhaps you know them ... or will hunt them down just to know a little more about me. |
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So, again, I get contacted by a "Dom" ... 1st message... hello ...I write back ... 'um, hello ???" ... 3 days later ... "Can I chat with you?" .... I write back ..."I have no need to chat with a Dom, so explain if you need something, have a question, whatever." He writes back ... I'm dominant in my work ... but want to explore my submissive side but need to know who I'm chatting with via picture... then I can supply you mine and a phone # to talk." I write back ... include 2 pictures ... and the fact that I don't talk on the phone with anyone until I see them and know what they're all about ... further I ask him if he even read what I seek ... because it's a very specific kind of sub plus I don't deal with beginners. ... Yup, he read the mail, didn't like what he read & then blocked me, hahahaha. These are the pyschos that troll these sites, lol ... Why would someone block someone they initiated contact with? lol P S Y C H O ! LOL So easy to weed the shit out, lol. If anyone needs his name, just ask, lol. |
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For years I ran a cuckold chatroom on aol ... for years I've mentored 100's of men ...for years I have sought my soul mate cuckold ... while interviewing men, I listen well ... and a few months ago one told me about how some women place a black spade on their ankle bracelet signifying the fact that they love to fuck BBC ... I had never heard about this, seen it, nothing...but LOVED it! I was given a gift by a loyal submissive friend ... and with that gift I chose this charm that I have placed on my silver ankle bracelet... it is the Black Spade dangling from it pictured in Picture #4. |
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my new thing to do on here, lol ... see a man's profile for more then one month that says they just got on here ... or just became available... more to follow and I see it over and over and over again with no changes...then six months go by and they haven't added anything or changed a word ... I simply block and hide them ... their profiles make me nauseous, lol. |
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again, how many lie in profile? wrong age, wrong weight, wrong 'endowment', wrong sexual preference-bi or straight, old pictures, live in a different area, single yet really married, etc. ... seriously??? who do you THINK YOU'RE KIDDING...if you're going to meet someone face to face don't you think you should TELL THE TRUTH?? |
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not happy ... but what else is new? |
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can someone please tell me why people CANNOT READ? IS IT PURELY LAZINESS? I MEAN IT'S RIGHT THERE IN BLACK & WHITE ...FROM TOP TO BOTTOM OF MY PROFILE...I PRAY THEY LEARN TO READ! |
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I am pleased to inform the community that I interviewed a boy on Thursday and have placed him under consideration; his training has begun ... and will continue day by day, minute by minute ... mind, body & soul commitment from both sides is important; he's enjoying immensely and pleases me in his every form of contact. Hopeful. |
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"so you're prepared to probably never use your penis for intercourse; be on your knees sucking cock for your Mistress, serving Her and Her lovers and have your pussy fucked by my strapon whenever I wish to ...for the rest of your life?" Answer: "I'm sorry, I didn't know that's what you were searching for." REALLY? MY ENTIRE PROFILE IS ALL ABOUT THAT SERVICE AS A CUCKOLD, LOL LEARN TO READ A PROFILE! STOP WASTING PEOPLE'S TIME! |
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FYI: collarme does NOT automatically update your age in your profile...so men? EITHER YOU'RE LYING with your 40's in your profile since when you write me you're 'all of a sudden' IN YOUR 50'S! & it's getting quite boring seeing 'old' pictures from 10 yrs ago posted & then you send a recent 1 ...do you really think you look like you did 10 yrs ago? seriously? |
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I got called a sour cow for not wanting to communicate with a 40 yr old male from CA. What does my profile say? NO UNDER 45, NO OUT OF STATE...now... Men that say evil things to real women because they are turned away for the simplest of reasons need to follow up with yearly prostate exams...the Universe has a grand way of ridding of the evil. |
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6 MESSAGES TODAY; CAN NONE OF YOU READ? NO OUT OF STATE! NO ONE UNDER THE AGE OF 45! CUT THE SHIT; READ A PROFILE & STOP BOTHERING DOMMES LIKE MYSELF WHO LIVE A REAL LIFESTYLE & ONLY WANT TO INTERVIEW THOSE WHO FIT WHAT IS IN OUR PROFILE CRITERIA!
STILL seeking ...
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love corsets? visit corset-story.com ... delish :) |
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new jeans! washed out black with lace up corset style up each calf .... pic #5 |
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The meeting with the prospective submissive cuck took place last night. A local restaurant to the both of us ... we laughed as we both chose the same entree. Good conversation, good food & then I fed him a forkful of Chocolate Mousse pie. It's not all about the lifestyle...it's about chemistry & commonalities. We will see each other again to see how things progress. A gentleman, kind and giving...handsome & respectful. Hoping everyone enjoys a great weekend! |
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A refreshing change has occurred ... I was contacted by a new member days ago; bisexual, submissive boy ... within 15 miles of my home... single ... eager ... has served two Dommes previously in his years and seeks to be interviewed and considered as a worthy cuckold. I look very forward to interviewing this boy ... unfortunately, I cannot due to my busy schedule for the next few weeks ... but it will happen. Meanwhile, conversations have been about every level of our lives ... this my friends ... is what it takes to keep my attention. Commonalities, the ability to communicate, talk and laugh ...together with the same interests of the 2 lifestyles I adore... d/s + cuckoldry and the mutual wants of a long term relationship. |
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Long messages telling me 'I'm the perfect sub for you to cuck. I want long term, I want this for the rest of my life,' yada yada yada .... BULLSHIT ...'I'm this, I'm that, here's a picture,' yada yada yada ... BULLSHIT. The one man I truly feel that could be everything I've wanted forever ... lives in another country. As friends, we just always wish each other happiness because we are worlds apart ... but truly ... it is like trying to find a needle in a haystack. 90% of the messages I get clearly show that they have not even read my profile because they are under 45, they live in another State, they want to 'play,' they have not sucked a cock but 'dream of it,' lol; don't make me barf! If I'm in the mood, I point out their ignorance...if I'm not in the mood, I read it & delete it without a comment. BORING! If I've said it once, I've said it 1 million times, be true to YOURSELF before you can ever be true to ANYONE else. |
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This is to advise those that know me, that MsNancysCuck is no longer serving me. We have a huge history together & grew up in the same town, we will always remain friends. Both our lives have taken incredible twists & turns since last October. I am interviewing currently for a new cuck boy who in his heart will always want this lifestyle & to live it serving me his Mistress and anyone I choose him to serve as well. Hoping you all are staying true to your Heart & Wants ...if you can't be true to yourself first, how in God's name are you ever going to be true to anyone else? Think about that before ever thinking of moving forward in this lifestyle. Be well & stay happy :) |
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Received a message oh about 10 paragraphs long...all about his life, how he allowed his wife to have partners, etc. etc. ...professing how submissive he is...etc. etc. ...how he misses it now that she is gone etc etc, how intelligent & successful he is, etc. etc. ... and how many fakes and liars are on this site. I WRITE back that I know this entire lifestyle upside down & inside out ... but ask him 1 question... WHY DO YOU CALL YOURSELF A SWITCH THEN? omg, I have to laugh!
He reads it, does not respond. So I write back that of course now he's in that pile of fakes & liars as well, lol. Not even the decency to write back & answer that 1 simple question. SO SO SAD, these are men in their 40's & 50's!
If you are going to write me? I'll read it, I'll answer it...when I write back, have the decency to respond or you know what? DON'T FUCKING BOTHER WRITING IN THE 1ST PLACE! LOL |
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If vaginas weren't meant to be kissed, they wouldn't have lips .... love it! so had to share it! |
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you know the "Who's Viewing Me?" on the left ? well mine just lit up in red so I went to see who was viewing me ... and guess what?? 3 MALE DOMINANTS right in a row! 1 I know ... ::waving to Ron:: ...the other 2 ... out of area ... my my ... are you guys bored with the submissive female profiles already? lol
hugs & love to you all !! |
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DO NOT write to me telling me you'll still be underage next month from my minimum of 45 yrs...PLEASE do not write me that you're OUT OF STATE & WILL MOVE HERE, dear friggin Lord! There's not an ounce of desperation in this body ... yet every ounce of you men scream DESPERATION...
READ & RESPECT A DOMME'S profile; what she seeks, what she truly wants & if you DO NOT fit her description of who she seeks...DO NOT WRITE, JUST MOVE ON!
thank you! |
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CAN SOMEONE PLEASE explain to me how a man who contacts me begging to be my sub, to fuck him up his male pussy with my strapon, wanting to and begging me to use him whenever I need him ... use his residence for rendezvouses with lovers, etc., suddenly change his profile to a DOM???? this has happen more then once on this website ... seriously? IT'S DISGUSTING HOW MANY LIARS ARE ON HERE! |
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Picture #13 ... new boots ! nice 4 inch stiletto heels ...I see you licking your lips! (and if you cannot see the new picture, you need to go to your browser's Tools & clear your history!) |
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Why is your mail being deleted without being read? 1. You're from out of State or outside the USA. 2. You're under the age of 45 3. Because apparently YOU CAN'T READ THE TOP OF MY PROFILE! or 4. When I read your mail without opening it & it says something like this "I'd like you to unzip my pants & you put a cigarette out on my genitalia, I'd pay you, would you?" DON'T WASTE MY FUCKING TIME YOU STUPID PEOPLE ! |
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I have to laugh ... because men will usually have cartoons or stupid penis pictures on their profiles and seriously? Do you think a Domme wants to look at cartoons or your pathetic penis? I myself prefer to see a nice tight ass in a very classy shot...meaning, don't bend over and spread your cheeks for anyone unless you're asked to! Just my 2 cents, lol |
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MsNancysCuck ... john ... he still exists ... our lives are a bit bizarre & busy with real life things; family, children, etc.. Please don't look for me to entertain you constantly...that's just ridiculous. When something important happens in my life...I post it...the months fly by ... I work like most human beings do; I don't depend on anyone to pay my bills for me. Those who know me in the real world know exactly what this paragraph means, lol ... carry on :) |
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The long awaited operation took place on April 10th; 24 hours later I was home with hardly a pain ... today is Sunday & I am feeling as if nothing ever took place, lol. That's a great thing! Thank God for modern medicine :) Thank you ...and you know who you all are ... for all the well wishes, good thoughts & prayers for a speedy recovery. |
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Don't you think you should read my profile before writing to me? Try it out ... most of you will end up NOT writing to me ...which is what I'm hoping for :) |
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HAPPY V DAY EVERYONE!! TREAT THE VAGINA YOU SERVE RIGHT :) hahahaha |
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... looking forward to a report from a good friend of mine about a Cuckold Night at a local bar ... he's gonna go scout it out ... drop in and get a feel for the place ... report back to me when he does ... will be nice if it's true that they hold this once a month :) |
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And always remember, life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by those moments that take our breath away.--George Carlin
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there's nothing sexier then a boy sucking cock for me ... or a beautiful black man that says to me ...'sure your boy can suck me if that's what you want baby ...' |
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when I need a good LAUGH ... I read people's profiles ... or communicate with people and see where they're at ... dear Lord it's scary! lol Oh, you get the enthusists who say "omg, yes, I will...omg, you're everything" .... or "I know I can do this and yes I'll do that" so you ask them "have you ever sucked a dick?" ... answer "nope!" How do you call yourself bisexual? PLEASE PEOPLE .... IF YOU CANNOT BE TRUE TO YOURSELF THEN YOU WILL NEVER, EVER BE TRUE TO ANYONE ELSE ON THIS EARTH! my own quote...I just pray more will abide by it! |
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Happy New Year <3 For those of you who know me ... for those of you who will always be my friend via CM ... I wish everyone a Happy, Healthy & Soul satisfying New Year! |
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NO matter how charming or good looking someone is who is unavailable will always be unavailable...no matter how charming or good looking someone is who isn't out my back door will never be within reach & whoever says they'll be something they've never been before will still be that person who has never been what they think they can be. Keeping it real :) |
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taken from a gentleman's well-written profile:
How do you love a Woman?
How do you love a Woman,
Passionately and Sincerely;
Let her Sweetness become your
Weakness.
Do not use just the Male ego,
But include your ear.
Listen to the sweet sound of her voice
and see what you hear.
Feel the warmth and care of her
loving embrace.
Place your mouth on hers and savor. |
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As always, I'm overwhelmed by your attention...I know I'm different, I know I've helped 100's of you over the years...you've all been so kind in your well wishes with my cuckold, bulls and endeavors. I take one day at a time. Nothing is perfect. and no one is perfect. I still get so disappointed by men though...they call themselves submissives but prove to be so NOT what they 'think' they are...keyword: think. Very few men know how to 'wow' a woman. Although a man thinks he's submissive...few know how to 'woo' a woman...put aside selfishness...think only of Her. It's a rarity. To all of you reading this ... think about that lil tidbit of information. This is not only a lifestyle...we are women, Dommes are women to the core...sexy, temptresses...how do you keep one of us interested? There's a magic key to our mind, heart & soul. If you never figure it out, you won't find what you seek nor keep what you find...it's time for yourself to evolve all around. Be true to yourself, rid of the ego, share your heart & soul's desires, confess...open up...give, give, give...so you can achieve true happiness. |
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What a way to spend a Sunday morning ... with a man spoiling me rotten ... no bullshit, no games, no endless messages, phone calls, be adult about it ... be FUCKING REAL and things will happen in your own world as well :) |
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Met ... clicked like the heels of Dorothy on the Wizard of Oz! Denied him of any fraternizing hehehehe but of course teased him beyond teasing ... our next date is set for Sunday :) He held my face in his hands ... and kissed me like it was the end of the world...oh, but it's only the beginning! |
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Thursday, September 27, date with a black bull who is into cuckold couples and allows bi interaction. Everyone thinks it's so easy to find people for the 'sex' part of this lifestyle...I don't sleep with just anyone who walks & talks. A vanilla meeting will determine attraction & chemistry; if it's not there...it just will never happen! When you talk right away; get on a phone call right away, you know you're dealing with someone real! Not bullshit endless emails. Will keep everyone posted on how this proceeds :) |
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I would rather hate you for everything you are then ever love you for something you are not; I would rather you hate me for everything I am then have you love me for something that I am not...5FDP♥ |
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the reunion was sweet ... sexy... + 2 orgasms :) |
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Sir and I will be hopefully getting together next week depending on our mutual schedules coinciding. Having been friends for over 10 yrs...we've been talking about many things recently. He has never had the opportunity of a fmf ...he knows I'm bisexual and a Domme and we're both thinking that down the road, wouldn't it be fun to add a bisexual submissive female into the mix. Of course, I will always seek local for plans not to have to be made a month in advance! lol Sir will be coming to my home here in Middlesex County as often as both our schedules allow. The bifemale I seek should be a sexy white lady, weight proportionate to thick, mimimal B to larger breasts and enjoy large thick cock. Sir (blkone here on site) is black with a thick 10 1/2" gorgeous chocolate stick. I enjoy him in all ways especially anally. A bi female I choose will be open to being seduced by two Dominants who are not into cruelty; quite the contrary, we are sensual, teasing and seductive with a few nice slaps on an ass. Her holes will be enjoyed by both myself and Sir. If you are local to the Woodbridge area and you think you fit the description above, please feel free to submit a G rated picture of yourself if not on profile already. Of course my G rated pic is available to anyone I feel worthy enough to receive it, same for Sir's g rated picture. |
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I have put all of john's pictures onto his profile and you can access them at: MsNancysCuck; I have added back previous and new pics to my profile...more room for me! |
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For years I denied a young sub...HOTTsubJOCK30...from even laying eyes on me...let alone serving me...I even blocked him on this site. He met and served a mutual Domme friend and she convinced me to let him back into my world if only to communicate with me. All those years he'd try at least once a year to ask me out for a cup of coffee...my answer? NO! lol He is a hot jock...now 34...killer trainer body ...cause he is one...bisexual in all ways...loves serving women and will service a man fully. He is the sub I chose to meet tonight...over that cup of coffee he's so wanted to share with me for 4 years. I first took a picture of him waving hello to john and texted him the picture. Then we laughed, we discussed the lifestyle...he learned a few things about Ms. Nancy he never knew! He had no clue I was bisexual and enjoy a female for a different flavor. My bisexuality is never a priority...just something different to do...like when I choose to FUCK a well endowed black cock! I took him out to my truck because his visit with me wasn't done yet. I needed a picture of his hard cock to text john while still away up in Canada. He was allowed to kiss me, feel my ass and tits while I stroked his cock hard. I took the picture...we made out some more and discussed a few more possible up & coming uses for him...then off he went into the night.
If anyone in this lifestyle is real, you have to know this is not lived 24/7 by most...real life, family, job, caring and tending to family members...eat up hours and hours of every week...leaving only much valued time to endulge in our love of bdsm. Always be true to yourelf FIRST before you can EVER be true to anyone else. I live by that motto every day. Anyone who has the chance to meet me 1 on 1 will tell you...I AM THE REAL DEAL, I never blow smoke up anyone's ass and I don't live in a fantasy world. I expect NO LESS in return. Blessings to all on their path in life; may true happiness fill your heart & soul...otherwise...you will die a slow death of boredom.
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So, most of you know john is on vacation with family up in Canada...parents, nieces, nephews, his son, etc., well...I have to drive him crazy right? All week, I've texted him my sexy new pics and more private pics from my cell such as the nice big black dildo that was up his pussy...in my pussy...and others along those lines! I perhaps have driven him to a point of madness, hahaha...and well..my boi needs cock! The bi whore will have cock this week...I've arranged another sub boy I'm friendly with to join us. Both are very bi ...and well this Domme LOVES BI BOIS...can we all repeat that?...MS. NANCY LOVES BI BOIS!! I am the puppeteer of my bi puppets :) Sucking, fucking, guzzling cum ... oh yes... it's what I love :)~! so...keep yours eyes coming back here probably mid week for update & more hot pics! |
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NEW PICTURES POSTED HERE & ON THE BOY'S PAGE: Last night Thursday, I finally got to see my boy john ... hadn't laid eyes on him since his birthday kiss on 8/5th! Like I said, his business is keeping him busy 7 days a week, together with my work schedule and distance we live apart, getting together has been near impossible. I told him I had a craving! I stripped him down and there he was in the red panties I gave him. I directed him into the shower where I had him lean up against the cold tile wall while I slathered his pussy with shaving cream and proceeded to shave him. His clitty was so hard! After his shaving, I brought out the thigh highs with garter attached...and put them on him...turned him around and put him on all fours. I proceeded to tongue his pussy...while grabbing his clitty hard back between his legs...licking it from tip to pussy hole with my tongue... I do believe the boy slipped away into heaven...again :) Love to tease him and hear him purr. From tying his clitty up...to running my nails all over his body...to lubed up latex gloves...fitting 4 fingers up his hole ... to strappy giving him a good fucking while he was allowed to cum ... it was a FABULOUS night! He leaves tomorrow on a family vacation ... he deserves much needed rest and down time with everyone that loves him so...and I will miss him until I touch him again. Safe journey boy <3 |
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Added a new pic today...went on a pee break at work and texted the boy a picture of me on the toilet ... needless to say ...it sparked his interest of many sorts! hahahahaha |
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...finally got my digital camera I bought in 2002 ... to install and get pictures off of onto my newer computer ... love a success, lol Pictures #2 and #9 were from the night I milked the boy with the prostrate massager and milking technique onto my black panties...and then he, as the cumslut he is, licked them clean...such a good slut he is...I miss him so! He's been so busy with work, working 18 hour days 7 days a week...trying to fill my time with the search of some well endowed lovers who will be local to both john and myself...not easy! He and I have been chatting seriously about Me adding bi bois into our mix for spoiling sessions in case he is not available. I would use another boi as a cuck in a session with a bull/lover. This will not happen overnight and all good things are worth waiting for correct? I've already started chatting with some who I may consider for those positions and could be interviewing them soon. I wish everything could happen as of yesterday...but in reality, it's impossible! Lovers first! more sub bi bois after that. |
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I used to run a Cuckold chatroom on aol years ago with a fellow Domme who unfortunately passed last Spring at the young age of 47. I have recently been visiting the room again, rekindling old friendships and making new ones. If you ever see me in there, username MsNancy4you, please say hello! It's listed in chatrooms created by members under Special Interests: Cuckolds. |
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off to the football scrimmage he was coaching to surprise him...he looks to the sideline...SCORE! I'M THERE, pair a shorts and a tight t-shirt and a grape Powerade Zero for his scorching thirst...oh whatta smile and kiss I got :)~~ |
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My choice of clothing: bright red ankle skinny jeans, commando, the black strappy heels pictured in my profile showing off my perfectly pedicured red toenails, short sleeve v-neck black tight shirt. He is 6'2", 270. He has Cherokee Indian in his lineage which gives his skin color a lighter tone, shaved bald head, man-scaped eyebrows, goatee, strong arms & hands; he's a former football guy and now coaches for his town.
I strutted up to him outside the establishment he chose to meet at. Gave me a hug around my waist and planted a respectful small kiss on my lips...looked me up and down and was like 'girl? you don't work in those clothes do you?' haha Inside we went choosing 2 bar stools. In the 2 1/2 hours we sat there...I cannot tell you how many times we touched, he felt, he'd look away in amazement...we'd kiss. He'd confess what he was thinking and wanting to do right in that moment...including picking me up and putting me on the bar so I could rap my legs around him...and he'd exclaim..."AND YOU CAN KISS!" ha!
He is NOT in the lifestyle. I found him on a site featuring black people. So, all of his learning of what cuckoldry is ...is kinda blowing him away! He's not totally naive, he's got a buddy who is a Bull to a few couples and also does gang bangs. He's curious, he's nervous, he's turned on by the thought of being with ME...no matter who I want in the room with me...that will not bother him. My challenge? Getting him into the mode of having a cuckold touch him, suck him, etc.. He's not saying no...he just keeps saying "really?" lol
He had a fund raiser to get to at 7:30 am so we walked out to the parking lot...and up against my Durango...he experienced all of me. He's a gentleman...kissing me deeply; taking his strong hand and pulling my head back by my hair...biting my neck...rubbing his hand along my crotch...I unzipped my jeans and told him to feel the wet pussy he's been thinking about since our time began 3 days ago on the site and phone. He WENT NUTS!
It was now 1:30 am...and at one point, he had to walk away from me because he almost came in his pants at 43 yrs old! He was shocked and a lil embarrassed! I told him that I would take that as a compliment and take full responsibility for it, hahaha He said he hasn't cum in his pants since he's a kid...'what's with you girl?'
I strutted myself around to the other side of the truck ... got into my driver's seat...gave him a deep kiss through the window and said ... 'great first meeting...talk to you tomorrow.'
HOT HOT HOT !! |
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...been busy ... looking for lovers and such ... tonight? a date with a potential black lover from the next town over ... small world again! We have some mutual friends because our kids are all involved in sports! We yapped on the phone til 2:45 am ...he's never been in the lifestyle but I teach well! hahahaha...I will update this when I can, perhaps tomorrow :)~~ |
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just gotta text ... on his way to his family ...he's stopping by for his birthday kiss ... lil does he know I'm going to jump in his truck with a short lil black dress, black undies, etc... I think we'll need to take a 15 drive somewhere, hahaha update in a few! okay...couldn't take a drive cause he was in the work van with the dog! lol Got some hot kisses and that's really what I at least wanted to give him ... his Birthday kiss! |
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it's my boy's birthday today, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SLUT ... and with his family obligations, will not be able to give him a proper Birthday gift ... my cock up his hot pussy ... I will save that for when he serves me next : ) |
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I was contacted by an egotistical Black Dom on this site...he cuts & pastes his profile into a message 2 weeks after we had already communicated back and forth because he couldn't remember he had already done so ...so I write back telling him about his original contact and that he refused to send a G rated picture or answer the size of his cock...this is the message I get time stamped at 3:14 am...ya can't make this shit up! hahaha
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"It's been my experience that when someone asks alot of "cock" questions from the get go, that that person almost always turns out to be another demented gay guy masquerading as a woman. I have found this out too many times. Better luck next time fella."
HAS HE NOT READ MY PROFILE OR MY CUCK'S PROFILE? LOLOLOLOL OR SEEN MY PICTURES WITH A STRAPON?? yup, he's blocked!
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bestill my shoe loving heart! look at that picture I posted of the 'lipstick' heel black sandal... hot, hot, hot! you can see them @ fallenangelshoes.com, category, pleaser.
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To the front door he walked ... I was waiting in red thigh highs, silver metallic mule heels, black under garments...he encased me in his arms and we kissed for what seemed like 10 minutes straight...his hands wandering down my thighs, around my ass, around my waist...he always is so adoring.
Upstairs we proceeded...even though he begged for a pussy fucking...he was introduced to Ms. Nancy's milking technique. With lubed latex gloves...prostate vibrator deep in his pussy...with his ass high in the air...it began. It didn't take long. He was squirming and moaning...as I stroked his hard clitty...his target? A pair of my black undies. I milked him onto the panties...brought them up to his nose and he cleaned them all up! Such a cum lover he is!
After a period of time just lying next to each other catching up on the week's craziness...it was time for the boy to perform his oral talents ... we had plans for dinner afterwards.
I handed him one of my favorite dildos...a LARGE 9" thick one...since he's going to be cucked by large cock, he might as well fuck my pussy with one...as he fucked my pussy good with that large dildo, he sucked on my clit...he is such a wonderful oral boy. After my huge orgasm...he got on his knees behind the dildo and continued pushing it into me with his bodily thrusts pretending it was his cock...I heard him whisper, "Please Ms. Nancy, may I enter you for 1 second?" After badgering him with no's...and feeling his clitty so hard on my stomach...I said ... "you have one minute...feel my pussy with your hard clitty...feel how small it is in there compared to a real COCK!" He entered me...his eyes rolled back and he whispered, "thank you Ms. Nancy, I cannot believe I'm in you." I removed his cock, asking him ... "how did that feel? now you know why you don't compare to a huge cock right? you want to watch huge cock fuck that pussy don't you? yours is too small right?" He wholeheartedly agreed his hard clitty is in NO COMPARISON to a real Cock...and now he will know the pleasure real men will feel while fucking his Mistress...while he watches, licks their cocks and drinks their cum...he will know what it felt like for 1 minute to feel his Mistress' pussy surround his lil clitty.
During dinner...he had a wonderful smile appear each time he looked at me...and our kisses good night were soft and tender...his eyes so soulful...I miss him already.
Please feel free to click my cuck's picture (yes, the one with the big black DONG UP HIS PUSSY) it will take you to his profile: MsNancysCuck; you can read his journal entries as well. |
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the boy is begging to have his pussy fucked ... and he knows who loves to fuck it ... he's been so horribly busy with work and the bullshit of everyday life... will be nice to see him on all fours tonight in my bed...the whore needs a good fucking...my pussy is dripping with the thought :)~~ |
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Today...I texted the boy...that his next session would include a thorough shaving of his pussy area...he already shaves his bits & pieces...but we need a clean shaven pussy to be fucked...then I will work on his milking capabilities to achieve that shot glass of cum for him to drink...his response? "Ms. Nancy deserves a nice shaved pussy." My response back, "YES and so do the cocks that are going to fuck it." ...I get a text back of, "I just had a shiver up my spine" (in response to my words) followed by a picture he took going into a men's room to send to me. It is picture #12 on my profile...a picture of his PATHETIC CLIT (as he so named the pic!). |
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the boy has posted his journal entry & photos showing his continuing journey as my cuckboy in training ... he's proving to be very worthy of being my cuck ... and soon I will be interviewing potential lovers/doms/bulls to cuck him with... they know being well endowed, a gentleman and having chemistry with me are key elements ... the future is looking not only very erotic ... but very realistic finally... soon my lil cockwhore... soon ... keep that mouth and pussy of yours ready, willing and able! |
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He walked up to me immediately...handed me the key to his CB3000 he had already put on for our session...gave me a kiss...and said ..."Hello Ms. Nancy." He had an idea what might transpire during that session...but had no idea exactly...stripping him to inspect his body...he looked fabulous in his chastity! He has an ample cock that will never fuck me...so it's important to keep that useless penis under LOCK & KEY until he proves his loyalty, does as told...and he knows if he behaves...will be rewarded with a release of which he knows he must CLEAN UP every time! I brought him a new pair of panties...this time white silky...he put them on immediately... he actually purred in delight...leaned him over the side of the bed...put MY collar on him...lubed up a latex glove...and continued his journey with me... This session will be blogged in its entirety by the cuckboy...together with posting many of the pictures I took during it. Check his profile occasionally to see when everything is done... MsNancysCuck... you can access his profile through mine by clicking the slut's picture. |
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I no longer seek ... I have found ... his name: MsNancysCuck, you may access his profile through the picture on my profile...he's a SLUT ... but he's my SLUT and he WILL BE TRAINED as I see fit ... although his mouth and pussy have been used by women & men ... he sought full time usage of his mouth and pussy for cock through ME. He will serve any male I choose to have in my bed ... he will address all of them by SIR, YES SIR...he will not question, he will not wince...HE WILL OPEN WIDE both his mouth and pussy for usage...for he is MY SLUT, MY COCKWHORE, MY CUMSLUT...MY CUCK...MSNANCYSCUCK! |
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from a submissive admirer of mine on site: Ms Nancy may i say that i am very happy You found someone. i often admired your profile from afar just as he. i realize that my situation at present is not what you look for and i truly respect that and you of course. well anyway it is nice to see someone such as yourself find what you are looking for. submissively jeff |
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the SLUT ... yes ... my cuck ... wants to know when he'll be able to serve as a cuck ... UM HELLO ... don't ask STUPID SELFISH QUESTIONS! right everyone? He CANNOT WAIT TO SUCK COCK, SWALLOW LOADS OF CUM & GET FUCKED... oh he's gotta learn PATIENCE!! such a willing SLUT he is ... |
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While perusing through male dominant profiles ... seeing if there's any well-endowed, handsome black Doms into cuckold couples ... I've found 2 men who were subs on here, lol and are now doms ... had to share ... cause I find it hysterical! make that 4! I'd love to hear from any male Doms that have found female subs who turned Domme! |
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woke up this morning with an incredible smile on my face ... he spoiled me rotten last night right down to painting my toes ... I rewarded him ... in a way he never thought he would be allowed to ... a good boy needs rewards ... such a good puppy ... |
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who would have thought someone had been watching me for a very long while...not being able to contact me because of his marital status and respecting the fact that made a difference to me ... and now that he is moving forward in his own happiness, joined collarme to approach... getting to know each other for 48 hours brought to light that we grew up in the same town, 1 mile away from each other ... graduated from the same high school ... 5 yrs apart ... he's the younger one ... and here we are, on the same site seeking the same thing ... to live the cuckold lifestyle ... his username is MsNancysCuck and he will be updating his journal as our journey evolves... the start today was incredible just meeting face to face ... sharing our past and what we seek in the future, and so it begins ... |
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I'm at the busiest time in my life ... and now boys are coming out of the woodwork ... wanting to be what I seek ... wanting to meet. Taking time to get to know someone is key ... I'm not into 'playtime' ... I'm looking for 'him' ... 'it' ... the intense feeling of attraction... knowing I can go out with him ... get to know him ... his family ... friends ... yet going home and him knowing his place ... and then eventually bringing him into the world of cuckoldry. Do I want to be asked 'when will I suck a cock for you?' NO Do I want to be asked any selfish questions? NO That's the difference between playmates and soul mates ... he will just follow my lead as he should ... me as his Domme ... Cuckoldress ... partner. |
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another denied for too many reasons...his response? that's right, anger, assuming judgmental words...tsk tsk tsk...my prediction for him? failure within this community that he says he's 'new' to...I had only wished him well. |
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It is so easy to peg the fakes ... why would any submissive male engage in communication ... then read a message and never reply again? Because he's not hearing or getting what he wants, hahaha...did everyone read the key words there? |
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fellow Dominants... please know that users jump from site to site, using the same name & pictures from years and years ago ... then they profess they've never been on, etc., etc., I don't know if they think we're stupid or what, lol ... but not this Domme...I never forget a name, a face that I have chatted with through the years...and why don't I talk to them any more? Because they're frauds and liars found out and deleted...yet to show up on other sites trying the same shit. Move on losers...move on. |
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I still have to block people ... I really don't want to ... but here's how it goes ... nasty selfish messages come in with WHAT THEY WANT ... not even a proper intro ... just blatant statements of WHAT THEY WANT ... it's just ridiculous! and really... if you're out of State ... I really emphatically say in my profile ... NO OUT OF STATE! I don't care if you think you can visit or relocate, lol ... it's just NOT POSSIBLE for a Domme and submissive to build a meaningful relationship on 'visits' ... and no way in hell am I having anyone relocate here when I don't even know who you are! |
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I meet someone ... all is well ... enjoy a nice meal discussing life and the lifestyle... you're about to leave, he kisses me, holds me tight and tells ME what he wants 'I want you to fuck me' ... quickly I advise, 'it's not up to you buddy' ... 'you don't call the shots,' did he forget he was with a Domme? All the while he knows my search of a devote cuckold ... he says before he leaves ... 'can you explain that real quick?' I laugh ... 2 minute definition of a cuckold and his tasks as a cuckold if he were mine...8 days later, has not responded to text messages or collarme mail, lol ...here's the song... 'another one bites the dust.' Why do they bother? It really is quite amusing! and people wonder why I only meet 1 or 2 a year? hahaha 99.9% of the men on here are complete BULLSHIT LIARS...or just delusional, lol. Do you think my description of "you'll never use your penis the way you want to ever again and you'll be sucking cock the REST OF YOUR LIFE!" did it? hahaha |
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Happy Valentine's Day ... all you special friends out there ... you know who you are <3 |
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Are there really that many Dommes that invite complete strangers into their homes for cleaning purposes and/or living with them immediately? I really have to laugh at how many men offer to move in with me in their first message, lol |
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Have you noticed that the mail you sent me is marked 'unread, deleted?' That's because you CANNOT read. If you are under 45, out of State, a Switch or do not meet any of my other requirements...you're filtered...over to Bulk Mail & auto deleted. It's that simple. Don't waste your time nor mine, Thank You. |
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Happy New Year to my dear friends on collarme...you know who you are... wouldn't it be nice if everyone was real & told the truth on this site? We can hope that one day it will be a site full of real looking for real... God Bless the truth tellers <3 |
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I don't accept 'friend' requests...why would I want my picture on your Profile if I don't know who the fuck you are? That's not happening, so please don't bother ...and if you see that your mail has been auto deleted? Well guess what? That means you were filtered into BULK MAIL because you were either TOO YOUNG, NOT IN NJ OR NOT A SUBMISSIVE MALE. I don't know why YOU CANNOT READ MY PROFILE AND RESPECT THE RESTRICTIONS. |
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how is it I write to a new profile name...with a simple question...'do I know you?'...they read the message and never reply...why? and 2nd question...why are they here if they can't answer a simple question from a Domme? was it a difficult question? lol OMG, for those of you that know me, you're probably laughing your ass off like I am, hahahahaha Dear Lord, how things never change on this site...I honestly don't know why they bother, lol.
7 hours later he replies because he read this post; so I respond with this: when a Domme even takes the time to read your profile & send you a simple message with 1 simple question in it...and you read it, your next move would be to hit the Reply button & answer.
He read that response about 7 hours ago as well & just came back with 1 of the most rude messages I've ever gotten. He feels because HE the slave, hahahaha, did not initiate the contact it didn't matter that he ever wrote back. How's that for a slave, sub male's attitude for a bdsm site? Thrilling isn't he? perhaps he's an old frustrated bitch hahaha! |
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To all my friends & acquaintances on CM who live here in NJ. Be safe through the course of Irene, heed the warnings & take care of yourself :) |
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gee, whatta surprise, another so called Dom begging to serve, DEAR FUCKING GOD...can't stand when people are not true to who they really are... |
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so I read a profile of sub whose new to the site; he's looking for groups, etc., so I take my time to write him twice with 2 suggestions...guess what? yes, he read the messages, do you think he had the human decency to write back with a simple thank you? you got it, NOPE ...goes to show you the fakes just pour onto this site pretending they are this this & that ...no real submissive man or decent human being would ever NOT thank a stranger for reaching out to them...would they? NOPE! |
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dearest Dom friends :) if you need a hot cocksucker of a boy for relief...please message me. I have a few in different areas of NJ, the shore area & central Jersey...they are willing and very able to please you! |
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Marty? ya keep looking at my profile...what are you jerking off to the pics? |
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This is from someone in Asbury Park, never saw his name before; he says he's a submissive male...and writes this to me: 'Fuck you-you're a phoney and something i threw up!' THANK YOU FOR ANOTHER LAUGH! ANOTHER BLOCK! YOU ARE SPECIAL ...AND I DO MEAN SHORT BUS SPECIAL! |
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he says he's a slave...asks for a picture, I send, no response. Not a ty for sending but I'm not interested, just no response at all...so I write him & tell him to at least have the manners that a slave embraces; have the manners to reply "ty for sending, I'm not interested"...and then block him; he makes a new username to send me this "You are psychotic. I need my domme to be better looking. Good luck" Yeah, I'm psychotic telling you that you should at least respond to a message sent from any Domme on this site you pot marked skank hick, hahahahahahaha. Thank you yet another laugh from another fake on this site! |
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I'm signed on here for 2 mins flat ...what's the first message I get? From a DOM, hahaha "I can play today." (a total stranger, no hello, no nothing, just that sentence, hahaha) WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON ON THIS SITE??? The fake ass Doms looking to be Submissive ALL THE TIME !!!! |
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why? why do I get a message from some stranger asking to be in my films because he has a small cock ... DOES ANYONE KNOW WHEN I BECAME A FILM MAKER?????? Dear fucking God ... this site is so disappointing, it's scarey! |
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and some kind words from jim in FL: GREAT no nonsense profile Maam..it is refreshing to see a REAL Lady on here..please ignore all those wannabees who have NO idea of what it takes to be a submisive and what it takes to even be considered to be a slave by a REAL Lady! |
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Today's commentary comes from an 'exploring' man from Oregon & keep in mind he calls himself a 'slave'... he could not get past my height & weight...went on & on how I can't be a dominant because of that fact & that I should block him like all the other 'fatties' do to him ...hmmmmm...he blocked me, lol Isn't it incredible how a complete stranger with not 1 picture can write to a complete stranger (like so many do on here) blasting negative crap at them? My letter back to him is that there are no worries on my end...that I know the Universe will take care of his nasty, negative demeanor in many ways. The lessons he will have to learn will be steep...just wish I knew exactly how they were gonna handle him <eg> ha! Hope everyone else is having a fairly decent day despite the weather on the East Coast! |
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and today a message from a gay man looking for a realman telling me to give my 'pix a rest' <<<what the fuck does that mean? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA guess my cock is bigger then his :) So glad I can sign on here & see nothing of interest or at least get a laugh! |
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wow...guess he couldn't take the truth ... does anyone know any real sub or slave who would write this back? "i am more a slave then you will ever know your loss" ... oh yeah...he's blocked now too :) |
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are there really Dommes who care about a Submissive's penis? the smaller the better for me! the more non-functional the better for me...ONLY a real man can make love to me...it surely won't be a submissive's penis doing the act! |
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so a long message from someone states far away comes in...oh yes, tell tale signs of a 'form letter' telling me after reading my profile he's this this & that...
so I write back...
do you think this person had the decency to answer my questions?
NOT...
failure of the basic test of a true submissive...
respect.
It will be no different in 2011... |
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this was my most recent message from someone: would you have a grilled cheese sandwich with a pickle with me at the diner. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT? |
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a pint sized 42 yr old from PA sends me this message: "You've blocked over 1000 people because you're crazy and anti-social." Gee...do you think he's a real submissive man? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA omg, ty for the laugh loony tune! |
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1 night of serving...so not a match ...onward I go... |
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a boy under consideration...two dates so far...perfect...those who know me very well here will be able to have his username to read of his journey with me, there are only a few of you...his journal entries will not start until later today... |
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examples of messages that get one blocked: 1. yummy (yes, just that in a message, so impressive, NOT). 2. ok im in willow grove pa and have a tight ass would love to be dominated and used by you (another Einstein...do you think he can read "NO OUTSIDE NJ"?) |
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Another Dom approaching to try his sub side, DEAR LORD!! ya just can't make this shit up! |
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omg, just spotted a skitzo...yes the spelling is wrong on purpose, hahaha; he was a sub on alt...then he changed his mind and he was a Dom...now he's on here as a sub, he's still 50 two years later, hahaha...wonder if that eye injury he sustained at work ate it's way through to his brain lol...OMG the laughs you men have given me over the years! |
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Yet another man on this site shows the true colors of a fake and a liar...here are his messages in totality:
The morning of 10/10/2010
1 10:22 am
Maam,
Thank you so much for the message, i feel really blessed to be hearing from you. I signed up with collar me in June when i moved to Edison from South Jersey. Maam for the past three years i have served as a total slave to one lifestyle superior woman. She was from England here finishing her masters in Nursing. She allowed used me while she was here and I had the privledge of learning what it means to serve as a total worker and slave. Maam may i please be allowed to further introduce mysel, thank you Maam,
2 10:23 am
Ms. Nancy I am very sorry. This is the opportunity of my life. I was having a problem with my computer last night, I could not send a message. I am using my blackberry now which is very slow.
(give him email address to write)
3 10:39 am
Thank you Ms Nancy, I will be home in an hour may I try then Maam.
(Yes)
4
Thank you Ms Nancy
Today is Saturday, 10/16/2010, he has never written back, hahahaha, yet he has read 3 messages I sent to him asking if his computer blew up, lol. There's no way to make this shit up. 99.9% of men on this site are Fakes and liars living in fantasy worlds that will NEVER come to fruition. |
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I just found 3 more profiles from the guy with 20 profiles, dear lord, lol |
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9/13th...omg, stopped in for yet more laughs...saw the guy who has 20 profiles, lol he just keeps the same picture, changes his name and wants...yeah, he's for real, hahaha ... oh...and same ole on everyone else...no one, absolutely no one with 'realness' anywhere...enjoy the day! haha |
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6/21...another 1...writes...'omg, you're the best, I cannot believe we are looking for the same things'...7 days later ... 'Oh by the way? I have let another Domme have control of my collarme account' <<<< that's right...you read it right; he's giving me his phone number to call him, writing me from his gmail email account and telling me some Domme on this site has control of his collarme profile, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA >>>>>>CYA!!!
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4/23: same dude, at least 20 diff profiles...so sad...others? 4 or 5 diff ones...dear lord, do they think by changing the name but using the same pictures they're going to magically serve a Mistress? NOT! hahahahaha
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here we are...April 17, checking again...um...1 message from someone in NY and 39 yrs old...yup, no one can read still!
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dear lord...it's 3/29th ...and still not 1 person on this site or any other can read...
frightening!
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ok...so you read my profile...I mean really READ it...you understand completely, undeniably what I seek...why write if you aren't that person? lol do you think I have such a defined profile for nothing? do you think you're going to change MY mind? ...that would be a BIG...NO FUCKING WAY, lol...so be him...or don't write...good luck!!...oh...and HAPPY V DAY!!
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today...random messages out to random faceless profiles...1 read, not even a reply, hahaha....let's see what the rest do...yup another...just read my message and never responded...conclusion: these pages and pages of faceless profiles aren't here to serve a Domme...they are only here to jerkoff to pictures, hahaha .....oh the 'switch' side of the story chimes in... maybe they read your profile but didn't find it that they should respond....my answer? "THEN WRITE BACK AND SAY; THANK YOU MAME FOR WRITING BUT MY INTERESTS ARE NOT THE SAME AS YOURS." The point is: COMMON COURTESY to a Dominant!
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some of you refer to my journal regarding the cuckold lifestyle ... there are many websites and such on the web about this lifestyle...and a new one is set up just like facebook ... cuckoldbook.com ... bringing cuckoldresses, bulls and cuckies together...I think it is an excellent idea!
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968 blocked users who cannot READ what I want in my profile--write to me without
meeting
qualifications, BLOCKED; write to me without the decency of attaching a
picture, BLOCKED; write to me from out of state asking to serve me,
BLOCKED;
write to me being ignorant and rude, write to me TELLING ME WHAT YOU
WANT A SCENE TO BE or how YOU want your serving to be like, BLOCKED!!!
Surprised? Don't be! Keep an eye on the number in this entry,
it grows daily. GUESS whose complaining about me blocking people? bored
Doms, underage submissives and liars asking me to unblock them; some
even are making more names, lol. Thank you for amusing me at least on
some level!! My newest found love is the HIDE USER button...no need to
see the the married, the wannabes, the liars, the pretenders, the
admitted
fakes, the guys who have 7 different profiles yet with the same picture
used, lol ... I just keep a separate list of them...then away they go into la la forget-them land.
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Years of research and interviewing have led to this conclusion: 99% are 'in the moment' fantasy junkies...if they get one iota of attention, that's enough...so sad that 99% are not seeking a lifetime of servitude to a lifestyle Domme...really sad. To the 1% out there and I know you exist, thank you.
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I would
rather hate you for everything you are then ever love you for something
you are not; I would rather you hate me for everything I am then have
you love me for something that I can't ...Five Finger Death Punch <3
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If I were a girl, I'd despair. The supply of good women far exceeds that of the
men who deserve them.~Sacha Guitry
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did you ever have someone volley messages back and forth ... you know, a continued conversation...then they just disappear? my guess? they were done jerking off, hahahaha
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Do you know how easy it is to get to know someone on this site? Do you know that simple questions are asked then answered? When someone confesses they are married, have a g/f, living with a partner yet are seeking to cheat, meet, partake in bdsm activities on the side...they're simply labeled: CHEATER How to rectify the problem? PAY A PRO, they don't care if you're attached.
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After hitting the 'hide user' button so many times, I only have 4 profiles to see when I sign on, lol; oh yes, there are 1,000+ profiles with no picture...but c'mon, how real can those people be if they're afraid someone might spot them on this site? Isn't it safe to say that whoever might find them on this site is into this lifestyle as well?? Would these people just join this website to 'hunt' for people they might know? nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
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Another basic Human Manner: TELL THE TRUTH In less then 24 hours, another submissive (but so not submissive) confesses: "I have a girlfriend for a few months now and just don't know where it's heading; and she's vanilla." Advice: LEAVE PEOPLE WHO WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH ATTACHED MEN ALONE AND GO BACK TO PAYING THE PROS, hahahaha ...dear Lord...next?
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One Basic Human Manner: Someone sends you something? RESPOND Example of common courtesy: Thank you for sending, I appreciate you taking the time. Can you imagine people calling themselves service oriented yet have no basic human manners? I can't, I won't and I don't deal with them. Good luck people!!
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HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!!!....OH...DO YOU HAVE ANY CLUE HOW MANY I WOULD BEND OVER AND INSERT A FIRE CRACKER UP THEIR ASS? HAHAHAHA....TOO TOO MANY!!!
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here we go again! another shmo writes to me; oh you know, bleeding their little heart out...asking if we can chat...does he have a town listed? NO; does he have a picture on profile? NO; does he attach a picture? NO...so as always....I write back...to PLEASE read my profile in the pink area...blah blah blah...and that if he cannot answer the questions and write back with at least a G rated picture, don't bother...now...I ask you...what do you think he wrote back?............remember, he's supposedly a submissive male, HAHAHAHAHA......you'll never guess....HAHAHAHAHA...so I'll show you what he wrote back: "FUCK YOU" ....another special FAKE FUCKING LIAR ON COLLARME.COM, shocking isn't it? hahahahaha HAHAHAHAHA NOT !!!!!
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NOTHING sickens me more then to see a sub I let serve me once; fail, beg for 2 years on here, on aol, trying to IM me 2 days ago!, write me, constantly viewing my profile; etc., who now turns himself into a DOM! hahahaha omg!!! Everyone should see his pics of submission; those poor poor people he's going after...oh and let's not FORGET how many YEARS he's begged me to give him his first COCK TO SUCK, begging TO BE MY CUCKOLD!!!! yeah, he's a dom now...dear friggin GOD, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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A real submissive bisexual male...a rarity on this site; I know less then a handful. When a Bull from an area of NJ contacted me on a cuck website, I asked if he ever would need service alone when not with a couple. Long story short, I have connected a sub from this site with a Bull from another and the Bull has already given him the possibility of serving a Domme. This is the chain of events that should be occurring, not the bullshit dance of who, what and where. I thank the sub for being who he is and hopefully he will be used frequently by this Bull and Domme in his area.
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OH do I have a story for you, haha...
get a message from a new sub who joined 6/13th: 'hi MsNancy...I just signed on and would be honored to talk to you and
to be considered to serve you in every way you desire. I am divorced
bisexual and here to serve you'
...but in my 'Who's Viewing Me?' section is a Dom's name that is similar...so I compare it to the sub name: SAME TOWN, SAME AGE, SAME HEIGHT, SAME WEIGHT, SAME LIKES, SAME DISLIKES, SAME OCCUPATIONS, HAHAHAHAHA...that's right! ANOTHER FAKE, LIAR, WANNABE, WHACKJOB...trying to get a sub for long term on the Dom name, get a Domme to serve forever on the sub name, hahaha ...WHOSE BORED NOW???
I wrote to him on both names to show him my find, haha, guess who didn't have the balls to write back??
WILL THE GAMES EVER END??
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a cute JOKE for you boys...
Subject: Butter
A man is showering up in a locker room with his buddy when he notices his friend is very well endowed.
'Damn, Bob, you're hung!' Jim exclaims.
'I wasn't always this impressive, I had to work for it.'
'What do you mean?' Jim asked.
'Well, every day for the past two years I've spent an hour each night rubbing it with butter. I know it sounds crazy but it actually made it grow 4 inches! You should try it.'
Jim agrees and the two say good bye.
A few months later the two are in the same locker room and Bob asks Jim how his situation was.
Jim replied, 'I did what you said, Bob, but I've actually gotten smaller! I lost two inches already!'
'Did you do everything I told you? An hour each day with butter?'
'Well, I was out of butter, so I've been using Crisco.'
Wait for it ...........
Wait ............
You know it's coming...
Crisco!!?' Bob exclaimed. 'Damn it, Jim, Crisco is shortening!
MORAL OF THE STORY: You gotta follow DIRECTION! |
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June 1st ... have you had your O's today?
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You would think, and the keyword here is, 'think,' that any submissive or proclaimed slave male on any lifestyle site would be respectful to a superior. They don't have to like everything about every person they come in contact with; but if they don't like what a Domme is searching for after reading a profile, they should just move on in their search...you would think. BUT, on a site where most are fakes, liars, players and kink seekers, these men let their true vanilla feelings out. I have recently received 2 vulgar comments from so-called submissive/slaves. Now, please understand, I could care less...but do KNOW I copy their message out to every Domme in their area. These fellow sisters then forward it onto others in the area...all making sure this disrespectful pig does not get a chance to meet anyone who feels the same way we do. I can only hope some pro gets them and takes them for every penny they have, hahahaha! That's the update for today!
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CUCKOLD: a male who encourages the woman in his life to take on lovers while he remains MONOGAMOUS to her.
You are NOT a cuckold unless a woman is cucking you...you should NOT call yourself a cuckold unless you are with a lady who has cucked you...CUCKOLDRY is a lifestyle of its own...it's just that some of we Dommes enjoy meshing the lifestyle together with ours...
if you are a former cuckold, fine--say so...just because you once cucked, dream of cucking again, never cucked and dream of cucking...DOES NOT merit you the right to use the name: cuckold...
Capice?
I do believe there is some confusion amongst you men out there...you men dreaming of being a cuckold who have ALREADY made usernames with Cuck or Cuckold in it DOES NOT MAKE YOU A CUCKOLD! You've never once done it...that could be problematic! MOST cuckolds NEVER get to use their penis again! MOST cuckolds suck cock and clean up cum loads! Please research the subject, READ about the lifestyle, visit cuckold chatrooms and read what these men are talking about and how they live! You need to know that it takes a WOMAN to make you a cuckold, never yourself!
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on the site that I found many of these vids...the search for 'prostate milking' brings up many more hits...you see...do you remember learning how to ride a bike? as you got more confident, you let go of your hands...and yelled "look, NO HANDS!"
....well ya see? you boys need to learn how to release semen with lil or no erection or feeling of orgasm (if you are in chastity already, you know what I'm talking about...if you've never been put in chastity...either buy one and do it yourself...or seek a Domme who needs you in one)...just an emptying of the buildup...without using your HANDS. One day you'll be writing to me yelling..."look, M'ame, NO HANDS!" ...get practicing ...oh and lick up your mess!...don't waste a single fucking drop!
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as promised...I've sent some of you the private pics of me sporting the new strapon..omg I love it! slave tom had the perfect comment: 'brings new meaning to the band name Deep Purple Ms. Nancy' OMG ...HOW PERFECT IS THAT DESCRIPTION? DEEP PURPLE, mmmmmmmmmmm, YES! YES! over and over bitch!
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NEW toys! yippeeee... Of course...the site will not let me post my favorite one wearing it...but I did a nice collage picture of the new strapon, thigh highs and high heels...the other is a nice toy to massage a boy's prostate with...teaching him that his clitty can cum...even without an erection...milking the boy to help with his backup load all to have him clean up as his reward. To those of you I know quite well on here, you may request the private pictures to be sent via personal message : )
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hi boys and girls...I've been sharing different sites featuring true serving ...cock sucking...cum licking cuckolds...so I have consolidated them into one page I can send...I'm sure you're all getting the picture by now what this Cuckoldress adores : )~~ If you don't have them yet, ask respectively...and keep in mind? I don't care how they affect your worthless penis! so spare me the details...a simple thank you is sufficient.
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Let me make this clear...the way one woman cucks her sub/mate/husband...doesn't mean the next woman will do it the same way...
While running a chatroom for many months with another Domme, we chatted with 100's of cucks...some never ever met their partner's lover(s). Some would meet them, but never be able to partake. Some were totally sissified and turned into household maids 24/7 while the wife went to work. Some were femmed and some even went the length of a sex change. There was even a cuckold couple wherein they still had regular marital sex but he was cucked while his wife had 3 lovers.
Cuckoldry is a lifestyle. And just like any lifestyle...there are many levels.
There are many websites discussing it, people sharing stories, etc.. Spend some time reading...it will help you greatly in your journey.
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For the subs who crave to be trained for the cuckold lifestyle, I provide them exercises I've used for years...if anyone needs those exercises, please feel free to ask.
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for those of you who really know me...you will agree with this quote...
Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word,
a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring,
all of which have the potential to turn a life around.- Leo Buscaglia
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some get it, some don't; the
men I talk to who are cuck husbands are the most fulfilled ...they have
their owner's heart...when their mistress/wife is being fucked they know
she's happy; they know they can't possibly fuck her like her lover
can...but they know the lover will go home...and she will be with
him...now...how perfect a feeling for a submissive is that?
it's why it's a lifestyle and not a kink ...
it's a level of servitude to his wife no other kind of husband has...and they are honored to be called a cuckold husband...
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here are 1 liner messages from people recently:
"i hope you would contact me"
WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF MESSAGE IS THAT?????
oh yet another 1!! "nice heels are you looking?" ...
yet another ... "talk to me babe"
that's right ... that's what an out of state submissive sends ... here's another...'hi how are you lets talk soon' ...I kid you not! all who have NO CLUE how to read and respect restrictions and no idea how to communicate with a female dominant!
I think I'll just keep posting 1 liners...today's 1 liner from a fake right down the road,lol....'make that 401 who do you think you are ms nothing'...then wrote a 2nd message because he couldn't read the # right...'make that 482 who do you think you are ms nothing'... it's just too funny!
today's 1 liner...'you like panty wearing guys?' ....yup out of stater!! #505 blocked...'will you tie me up and rape me?'....you really wonder why these people are blocked??
block #507 from a dom out of State: 'do you read the newspaper?'
that's right...you're shaking your head just like I was shaking mine, lol
block #508 from CO...a 26 yr old switch...something about keeping track of the # of blocks I have and a snyde comment, lol What ever happen to the advice of: if you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all?
4/1st: 28 yo fake sub from PA...adds a 1 liner for today: if you want to be a kinky bitch fine but dont dare call yourself a domme no true man would let another fuck his wife 4/10: 29 y.o. Dom: hi - i am looking to explore my sub side - care to chat? I almost wet my Domme panties on that 1 ! haha
4/17th...from a dom: ' wow..would love it from u'
another 1 for 4/17th...from another dom: married male seeking to become cuckhold. Would love to chat with a erotic woman such as yourself
4/21st..another dom!! calling me crazy for having so many blocks...and can you imagine telling me I'm 50 yrs old and don't have the goods any more? HAHAHAHAHA of course, he's 52 with a lil dick, no picture on profile and I'm sure not one anything will go near him so he looks through Domme profiles in his loneliness to see who he can try to make fun of ...OMG--TAKE A PSYCHOLOGY COURSE YOU MO MO!!! hahahahaha
4/27th...dear Lord, another dom calling me a c***, that I should moan like a whore; I should send him nude photos so I can dance on cam for him ...oh and giving me his private email and chat addy on gmail, lol how desperate can these lil dicked doms be for female attention...oh and he was on the West Coast, hahaha; this 1 must really be bored!...he might be bored? but he's also reported to the site for an extreme vulgar message...where is the respect in this community?
5/2 block 588...sub from FL "can I eat cum on cam for you?" YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME RIGHT?
5/5 block 593...another bored dom reading Domme profiles, hahahaha, requesting a block...they are just SO FUCKING PATHETIC! AND THESE MEN CALL THEMSELVES DOMS??? it's an embarrassment to the community !!!
5/8: block 601...another dom!!!! do you believe how bored these hopeless men are? here's his comment: 'maybe because your a idiot!' How many of you see the 2 typo's???
5/18: block 611...a switch couple!! "what a waste of good oxygen"...OMFG if they only knew how hard I laughed on that 1!!! The stupid people who commnet on my profile are the biggest laughs!!! The ones who respect it and only approach with compliments or want to be considered, are the only ones respected back.
5/23: block 612...out of state 'slave': 'smile, i'm interested, hope you are' YEAH THAT'S the message from a slave, no picture, no salutation, nada, lol uh huh...I wrote him back...did he have the courtesy of even replying to that? nope; dear lord, ya just can't make this shit up...it's so so sad!!!
5/23: block 613: underage from NJ, 'need a sub' ....nothing else, lol ...yeah, I need a sub: tuna, american cheese, lettuce, tomato, onion, oil & vinegar ...ha!
5/30: block 629: no profile, no anything but a sentence with typo's in it: 'livw alone Like chasity and cuckholding strap ons but not BI im a newbi' ...you still wondering why people get blocked? haha
block 631: from out of state and underage: ' may i worship ?? and drink from you?'
block 642: 'sub guy online now (left his yahoo addy) c2c' ...sub male from DUBAI, hahaha, 26 yrs old...dear lord !!
block 646: 65 yr old Dom in NJ: 'Hello, I'm a Master currently without a slave. I seek a powerful Domme with big tits and nice large nipples to nurse me that will allow me to finger fuck her pussy while I nurse. It would be nice if she gave me a hand job while I was nursing. ' OMFG....I CAN'T MAKE THIS SHIT UP, HAHAHAHAH I think this 1 is senial!!!
block 655: sub from Indiana...I wrote back saying no one from out of state, read my profile; his reply: 'to bad because im sure my dog would fuck you.since no one else will.hell i just tried to start a coversation.you have no idea what my motive is.truth be know jersey just a dumping ground for the looser of new york' how many misspelled words do you see? what is the % of his ignorance? ...my guess? 100% !!!
block 657: Dom from the Netherlands, 'go on babe, 651 here' ...my reply? "no moron, you're #657, hahaha" is it shocking they can't read either? hahaha
block 658: Switch, 30 from Ireland, 'how are you,would you like to abuse me on line'....um, you people really wonder why I have so many blocked?
block 665: Northeast U.S. male SLAVE, hahaha, yeah right! 'who cares how many you have blocked? does blocking perving strangers on the internet make you feel desired and important' What's your opinion on this last fake? HAHAHAHA GOD I love the stupidity on here!!
block 677: 25, LONDON, dear lord help me!!! his message: "would you like a young fit cam slave , can travel in future xxx"
block 700: DOM FROM NJ, NO PICTURE OF COURSE, "your profile sounds like you're as dumb as a rock." ....how pathetic is this lil dicked Dom? He couldn't get with a woman of my caliber if he offered her $10,000 hahahahahahahaha
block 701, 7/25/09: ANOTHER DOM from NJ ...1st off why are they reading Domme profiles? hahaha...2ndly, here's his line, "What kind of stupid profile is this?????? Talk about a time-waster. Jeez." ...my response? YOUR COCK & BALLS WILL FALL OFF, ENJOY BEING A GIRL, hahahahaha....anything with a penis amuses me BUT SO CALLED doms on this site? are PATHETIC!!!
block 710, 7/31/09: 'Do you sell worn panties?' now I ask you...does a real Domme sell her panties? NOT...so simple the reasons why an idiot like this is blocked.
block 711, 8/3/09: 22 yrs old...guess he can't read either...here's his message: 'i would happily bend over so u could use everyone of those toys on me' |
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as a lover of a truly fabulous bisexual sex slave...well, that IS what a necessary title for a devoted cuckold is...he is tuning up his sucking and anal muscles with specific exercises I have developed over the years for the boys...mmmmmmmmmm, nothing like a cumslut, asswhore to serve a very sensuous domme...don't you agree? There cannot be any: "oh, I can't do that" ... or "I wouldn't suck a black cock" ... or "you want me to do what?" THAT'S NOT A SUBMISSIVE CUCKOLD sex slave! So you people who think you wanna be a cuckold or fantasize about it... you better be ready to suck whatever cock is given to you, drink whatever cum is dropped in your mouth and bend over for your Mistress' cock or her lover's cock ON DEMAND! yes...that's right...uh huh ... over and over again...
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!! ... MAY SUBMISSIVES GET SMARTER, MORE RESPECTFUL, TELL NO LIES AND LEARN HOW TO READ BETTER THIS YEAR!!!
2 BLOCKED ON THIS 1ST DAY OF THE NEW YEAR ----WHOOOOOPEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
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here's a new recap: about 2 or 3 months of chatting...he finally buys a camera...he tries to load the picture...computer breaks down...orders new computer, sets up new computer, loads picture onto computer, says he cannot figure out on how to send it...weeks go by...he's still jerking off to BBC videos and pictures ... and you guessed it...not 1 simple G rated picture received...done, caputz, fini, simple...next?
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The search continues; yet I still receive messages from people who apparently cannot read correctly? or understand what I seek? I really think putting all up front is helpful...but only if the reader READS IT. BISEXUAL CUCKOLD within 15/20 miles of Edison, NJ; NO OUT OF STATE, no UNDER 40, NO STRAIGHT, no masochists, no switch anything ... AND A PICTURE MUST BE SUBMITTED ... I still haven't received one from someone who contacted me a year ago and couldn't figure out how to attach! Still get a song and dance from others about not having one...IT'S THE YEAR 2008, soon to be 2009 ... anyone who plans on meeting anyone LIVE AND IN PERSON needs to be PREPARED with a photo upfront!!
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nothing like a
great cock sucking training vid...applying the training to a BBC and
being rewarded with a nice creampie ... message me for a copy... make
sure you advise of your email addy because I won't ask twice... UPDATE
SINCE THIS POST; I have sent over 100 people the video; all very happy
with it...most are submissive who would have never considered sucking a
cock ...but now can see how erotic it is... to watch their mistress be
fucked by a cock so much larger then theirs that they know they could
never please any woman in that way with the size they have. As a
cuckold, you have the benefit of a bond with your
mistress/mate...further enhanced by watching her happiness with huge
lovers just to fuck her ...but never capture her heart as the cuck has.
Think about it boys...what would you rather have? FURTHER update: I've
gotten more requests and have been sent some more links that go along
with the first ...ty everyone...you are helping out your fellow
submissives :) and sharing ...is well...WONDERFUL!!!!
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SUB SELF HELP SECTION (this will be edited as I see fit):1. Be sure
there are no typo's in your description. You want to put your best
foot forward. If you're not a great speller, type what you want to say
first in another program and run spell check; then cut and paste it
into
your profile. If someone takes the time to correct errors in your
profile, make the changes and say thank you. 2. List your town and/or
county and State you are from so that
others may see if you are at least close enough to be considered. 3.
Take the time to go through the fetish lists, likes, dislikes, etc.;
this again will attract people to you. Commonalities are SO important
in this lifestyle. 4. List in the text of your profile if you are
single/married or other, again to assist others in their interest in
you. Don't think because you are married and didn't list it that
someone might change their mind if they are against meeting anyone
married. 5. Don't blow smoke up your own ass! It's not about you.
Simply state what you are interested in. If you are only interested in
single sessions or a long-term relationship with a Domme, say so. 6. If
ANYONE contacts you, do not read it and not reply! Have the decency to
send something back! Even a simple, no thank you, is more respectful
then nothing. 7. By following these simple steps, you just MAY meet a
Domme of mutual likes and dislikes. 99% of Sub profiles have no
picture. That definitely is a detriment. You men don't want to be
FOUND out in your choice of lifestyle...but don't you think if someone
YOU KNEW were here on this site and found you (which is near impossible
because they aren't looking for men in their search criteria!)...it's
because they're here for the SAME REASON? Never crossed your mind
huh? 8. REMOVE all negativity from your profile. Making fun of Dommes
on this site; whining that you haven't heard from prospective Dommes;
whining that you're giving up (yet sitting on here every day) IS
OLD!!! Wake up! Remain positive! Who needs a whining negative
submissive? 9. By being honest, respectful and accommodating, you just
might
end your endless search and find a mutual BDSM relationship. 10.
RESPECT a Domme's limits and rules. If her profile states something,
ADHERE to it. If she does not want someone OUT OF STATE, THERE is a
reason! Do not contact her so that she has to explain it over and over
again. Any questions, please free to ask.
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Never
discourage anyone...who continually makes progress, no matter how slow.
-
Plato
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"To effectively communicate, we must realize
that we are all different in the way we perceive the world and use
this
understanding as a guide to our communication with
others."
— Anthony Robbins
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how many on this site don't know how to scroll through someone's pics by pushing the forward >> and backward << arrows under a person's main pic? ....uh huh, that's what I thought, lol !! oh and the new idiots don't bother reading anything...they just message me with which # they'd like to be on the blocked list ...yup, they'll get far in this lifestyle, hahahahaha !!!!! God they do amuse me :) ty ty
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Oh, how I wish more people in this world would practice this:
The Responsibility of Kindness:
Responsibility does not only lie with the leaders of our countries or with
those who have been appointed or elected to do a particular job. It lies with
each of us individually. Peace, for example starts within each one of us. When
we have inner peace, we can be at peace with those around us. When our community
is in a state of peace, it can share that peace with neighboring communities,
and so on. When we feel love and kindness towards others, it not only makes
others feel loved and cared for, but it helps us also to develop inner happiness
and peace. And there are ways in which we can consciously work to develop
feelings of love and kindness. For some of us, the most effective way to do so
is through religious practice. For others it may be non-religious practices.
What is important is that we each make a sincere effort to take seriously our
responsibility for each other and for the natural environment.
-The
Dalai Lama, “Nobel Peace Prize Lecture,” in The Dalai Lama: A Policy of
Kindness, edited by Sidney Piburn
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a domme friend and myself have been recently hit by some nasty people on this site; if you see my profile disappear for 24 hours again, you know the nasties are right back at it ... apparently the site has an automatic system...and oh well...what's good for the goose will be good for the gander... oh ...and in June they stole my picture (that's identity theft), stole journal entries, made up journal entries, made up a fake profile with a screen name similar to mine trying to make fun, mentioning my children, exhusband, nothing of which they have any clue about...and yup; the site had that shut off today...what's the saying? The best form of flattery is when others want to be you... the bad karma shall follow them everywhere ...
Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend!! Love and kisses to the true blue on the site :)
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In the attitude of silence the soul finds the path in a clearer light, and what
is elusive and deceptive resolves itself into crystal clearness. Our life is a
long and arduous quest after Truth.- Mahatma Gandhi
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My searches compare to the weather...either dry as a desert or raining like cats and dogs. When I think I have exhausted all searches on every site...when I least expect it...bam! four new men to get to know. I listen closely, look intently, know what I seek, continue talking with those who are interesting...weeding through. If anyone has ever watched The Bachelorette...well it's like that, you don't want to hurt anyone's feelings yet they need to know there's just something missing and why trail them along? Why accept a dinner invitation? I just don't work that way. It's Sunday...I'm off to the ballfields to watch my two sons in a double header...yes, I'm a mom very active in their lives and I still seek that one male to complete every part of me. I know you're out there some where. Enjoy the day!
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A shame so many seek so hard yet have zero time to give . A
message to all in this situation...don't live in a fantasy land that
'you think' you're at a time in your life to give of yourself when in
reality you don't even have one minute to yourself. Don't be selfish
and waste other people's time, know that you will have to wait for the
right time in your life to fulfill your personal wants and needs. It's
not magic, it's timing.
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Things are coming along nicely. Most of you were happy it ended with my last sub because you couldn't understand how a submissive could be so troublesome to a Domme. All I can say is: things happen for a reason, this experience just proved to myself to keep on my path for what and who I really want and not to deviate from my wants, needs and long term goal. Thank you all for your kind messages and also for your questions which ultimately have helped you as well :) |
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Another GRAND way to weed through the bullshitters: after a conversation and/or slew of messages, give them your cell phone #...asking that they call you for one minute just to hear voices and say a real 'hello.' When they don't respond to that message, ha! or if you're in chat and they say, I'm signing off, I'll call in 1 minute and don't, Ha! OMG >>>>It is so the easiest way to find out the fakers and liars, hahaha; try it sometime! Then, put the idiots on BLOCK, ha!
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#1 Pet Peeve: I initiate contact with a submissive on this site, they read the message, disregard; and/or they initiate contact, I respond in a truthful manner, they read the message, disregard. From now on, anyone who does this will be automatically blocked from further contact.
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Some of you wonder why you are not serving; but have you looked at what you've done to make it happen in reality? Some have listed, 'Will Relocate', when in actuality, you wouldn't move a pinky. Some have said, "I want to be owned, used, give you complete reign of my life, even financially." When you are asked, 'do you understand what REALLY all of that means and have you considered how your life will change?' you reply, 'no, I haven't.' I truly believe your turn on is your typing it. You'll never do it, so why type it? You are found out in due time. You don't know how to escape the questions, so you just don't bother answering messages back. I find it sad and unhealthy for your mind that you live in a world of escapism in thought which in the long run will lead you into a very deep depression. Again...I'll keep saying this to everyone who contacts me ... WAKE UP ...be true to yourself before ever imagining you could be true to anyone else on this Earth. |
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It seldom happens that a man changes his life through his habitual reasoning. No
matter how fully he may sense the new plans and aims revealed to him by reason,
he continues to plod along in old paths until his life becomes frustrating and
unbearable - he finally makes the change only when his usual life can no longer
be tolerated.
~Leo Tolstoy
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Remember people, only the guilty need get hell-bent on the things they conger up in their heads. Guilt races round and round and round...it's like putting yourself into a self-given hell. The path you choose to walk is yours; I choose to sweep the debris as it falls on mine to the side and will continue to do so always. Judge not what I do, the faces remain blank, the names nameless...but the lessons taught are in neon lights. He who has the inner strength to walk beside me will be the only one I shall call my own.
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After days of talking via telephone, 100's of emails when we couldn't; to our meeting last night at 7pm. He was dressed nice, smelled of a wonderful cologne...a kiss hello...and from his distinct deep voice, "a pleasant surprise" he said. We had both been through the meets that we were disappointed by old pictures and whatnot. We went to a nearby Italian restaurant...his smiles, slight blushing...hand holding were wonderful. We opted no coffee or dessert...he could make that at his home. Sitting while he was preparing my coffee...asking how I like it, etc...very attentive and giving he is. We sat at his dining room table talking about different subjects, books, life, writings...I removed my sandals and put my bare feet in his lap. He stopped...'I cannot think now he said'....taking my foot in his hands, gentling massaging them...'may I?' he asked. "Yes," is all I had to say. He began kissing them...then taking my large toe into his mouth and sucking it..."they are like small cocks" he said. I giggled...'why yes they are, aren't they?' I told him that I thought it was time to proceed to his bedroom for my massage...he had heated the lotion up and was prepared with a sheet, etc.. This step was our first together as Domme/sub...more to come...
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How many times do I hear from someone that they're done, they're never looking again, and boom 1 hour later, they're at it again...creatures of habit never die...some call them liars, some call them dreamers...some just laugh and know they'll never change. Be true to yourself before you can ever be true to anyone else.
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It's been 2 weeks since my last entry...where does the time go? All I know it is a fruitless search for a true submissive/cuck. I'm being approached by married when my profile CLEARLY states NO MARRIED/NO ATTACHED ANYTHING...being approached by men out of State, begging me to talk to them, promising me relocation, a life time of commitment, but they're still not here; uh...well, you know me? I count to ten and start all over again. Hoping your searches become more fruitful then mine have.
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To sum it up in one word: sparkless
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I used to correspond with a submissive on aol ... after a few days, I have them summed up right on the nose. I had sent him a constructive email some time last year on what he needed to work on, experience, his questioning like a horny vanilla male, etc., etc.. He was not happy back then, but said goodbye and good luck. He contacted me this past Wednesday sending me a lengthy email while I was parked in a chatroom on aol. He went on to explain that he took everything in that email to heart and made the effort to do as I suggested. This is a first in 3 years! So, as his reward, we have started emailing again, then talked on the phone on Thursday and will be meeting tonight, Friday. He is bisexual, he longs to be cucked as a long term mate, he is very sincere. Now will be only to meet and see how the personalities blend one on one. Hoping you all enjoy an excellent weekend. Til next time...M.
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it's been...oh, two weeks since I wrote here? A begging wannabe submissive...wanting to be trained, "I'll do this, I'll do that, no I never have done that,nor that, but I will!" then asks me, "do you like anal?" Excuse me? hmmmmm, and another...out of state this time...moving to a town nearby...the widow story, wanting to have this lifestyle again after three years, email after email, and a phone conversation...then silence...days go by, a week, 2 weeks...hmmmmm...DOES IT EVER END? Where are the real? Where are the heart and soul submissives? I'll just count to 10 again...
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Why in GOD'S NAME would I need a married, engaged or living with a g/f sub IF I ONLY seek a long term relationship?
I AM NOT a wham bam ty mame Domme; I am not looking for one-timers, players, clubbers, 'I think I wanna try,' no-strings-attached serving, DEAR LORD...leave me the HELL alone! I am sure there are PLENTY OF DOMMES who will use you like that or better yet, they'll CHARGE YOU<hahahaha!!!
I LOOK FOR THE REAL, the ONE and the only ONE that will capture my heart in a loving long term relationship.
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Hello lambchops...it's me again! I deleted the last two entries because they made their point to those who wrote things to me...thank you for your emails that they made you laugh as well :) Ya gotta laugh!
I'm still getting emails though from Doms who want to explore this 'dom/domme situation' I mention in my profile...but why won't they send a picture? Why won't they tell me where they are from? Want to take a guess? Don't sound too dom to me!!
What else is new? Well, in these months on here I've made some wonderful friends for sure and keeping in communication with certain people certainly make this site nicer to come back to. I find that other site very cold and most looking for 'wham bam thank you mames.'
I am in contact with some new people on here that I look forward to meeting in person. My son's high school team is still going! So, that makes things a bit hectic around here; on top of my daughter home from college for good and her boyfriend here as well. So, I went from two people here to four. You know what that means! More laundry and more food to cook...but I am the woman in control and everything must be 'just right.'
Hoping the beginning of your summer months are treating you well. Take your time to find the right person to be with; not just for play, but for your heart and soul as well...you will find it much more fulfilling I promise <3
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You know how most subs' profiles should start out?
ME ME ME ME MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, ME ME ME ME MEEEEEEEEEEEEE ...
cause ya know what? Only after 1 or 2 messages...there it is...it's all about them...
quite sad how they THINK they want to serve a Domme BUT ultimately state it has to be on their terms... so sad truly, they have no clue what any of this is about. There I go again...counting to 10...patience.
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Just a quick note hello to the one's who read up on this journal ...
What's been going on?
1 word: frustration.
Between a few more Dom's being huge BS'rs...to subs who ultimately come down to, once again, looking for 'kinky sex'...to talking to some, sending them an email, them reading it and not responding ...
same old! same old!
Where are the real people? I do know that 99.9% on these sites are truly looking to kink up their sex lives and have no clue what the lifestyle is about,
so, yes, in a word, frustration!
I'm hoping you are having some luck out there; because the one's who communicate to me on here are too far away.
Til next time...
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I wish the bored married submissives would stop analyzing the Dommes they cannot ever serve. It's rather sad that they obsess and use their time on here to attack the ones who want nothing to do with them...like me.
In marriage, you have a woman to serve. You can clean, do wash, massage her, bathe her...anything she wishes. True servitude is not SEX!! I find the married so-called submissives solely looking for kinky sex. Perhaps they need to READ up on what a true submissive male is...because it is NOT ABOUT YOU AND NOT ABOUT SEX!!
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Weeks of contacts and finally I'm ready to write! I'm listed on 6 sites...someone asks: how do you keep up? DO they think I actually sit on 6 sites simultaneously tending to the masses? hahaha NOPE...it's called checking mail every day, weeding, responding, done.
Now...update on the Dom who sent the fake picture. He contacts me again...saying maybe I jumped too quickly, and should reconsider >>ha! I didn't jump quick enough in my opinion, hahaha...dear lord, if I could have jumped a day earlier, that would have been better. A Dom groveling, how delicious. I'll pass though, tyvm.
Now, it's Monday, 3/26th. A Dom contacts me on Saturday: Before I send you my picture, tell me, do you really think a Dom/Domme couple could work? and if you need people to swing with, I can suggest some people who do and parties. OMG! Does it look like I need help?
Answer him back, asking again for a picture. He refuses to attach here at collarme, "please give me your email address, I'll send there."
Monday, he messages me here, "I see you don't have too much patience, but I have the hands and mind to teach you that. " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA IT NEVER ENDS!!!! Guess what? Still no picture emailed to my email addy.
Further? I messaged him back that I not only have the patience of a Saint, but his game playing, ignorance and LACK OF SELF CONFIDENCE to send a picture is now blocked...
as I say ... NEXT !
Now, if you're done laughing...some positive notes:
I'm chatting with some nice submissives. Weeded through about eight in the last three weeks...so, we shall see!
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My third child is now a free bird. He got his license yesterday, so mom's taxi is now retired. All three still play sports March through November, attending their games will still keep me busy...and I so enjoy watching them play. I've changed up my profile just a tad.
I am now considering meeting a Dom who is looking for a strong Dom/Domme couple relationship. I still seek long term. I have only changed this due to some recent conversations with some decent Doms outside my area who would enjoy a long term relationship and have others serving the couple. I know Dom/Domme couples exist; not thinking it's easy to find...but I am opening up the possibility.
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It always takes about 3 to 4 weeks for communication to break down; taking things for granted...I had to tell this one I would talk to him when I was ready to again. His response after 5 days of my silence>
Excerpt from sub's recent email:
Mistress Nancy,
I am so sorry that I offended you to this point. It was not my intention
to ignore you or anything like that. You are a wonderful person, I love your
smile, your eyes, your laughter, and the way you are. Sorry I upset you to this
point.....if you don't talk to me again know that I wish you well and I know you
will do great at whatever you do!
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Why does it happen over and over? Because people are human and I'm finding most humans take things in their lives for granted...it's a shame. When you appreciate someone, there shouldn't be a day that they don't feel it or know it. If you are that way in your life? Fix it...it will only help you.
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Just as every Domme is different, so is a submissive. This new sub is new to everything...and just wants to be 'the best he can be.' So endearing, so refreshing, so incredibly fulfilling!
It is nice to slowly bring him back and forth from the vanilla world...to the d/s world...seeing his puppy dog eyes waiting for direction and ultimately giving him approval. Hearing some vanilla suggestions...only to be corrected by me...his apology profuse afterward.
I enjoy his upbringing's influence on him as a gentleman...respectful, opening the door, help with putting on my coat, 'let me get that,' answering when spoken to or messaged, sweet kisses of adoration. What more could a woman ask for?
I know many of you read this...and I always appreciate your comments...especially the positive...that in some way, what I am doing...is helping you from afar.
What still amazes me? Is that Doms still message me (they are filtered into bulk mail) telling me what a fake I am, how I sound like a psycho? I do thank a sub on this site for taking his time in setting these evident jealous whackjobs straight about who I am and what I convey. It really amazes me how people on this site take the time to send vulgar messages to a complete stranger, no less, someone who has no interest in them, their lifestyle or care about the same. I guess they are that bored in their own lives...it's very sad.
So...the day was spent so nicely...he set his work schedule to free 7 hours up...travelled, spoiled me rotten...and the grin across my face is still there. Til next time...
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Hmmmmmmm....the first cold, cold day in NJ...was warmed up by a true gentleman...travelling a little bit of a distance to see me. Yes, someone new...from another site; a new-to-the-lifestyle who has pursued his true inner needs for almost 4 years in search of the right Domme to lead him.
We'd spent a few weeks communicating and picking the right day around his busy work schedule.
Why the decision to meet someone from afar? new to the lifestyle? Honestly? Because the subs year to date have been selfish, or not who they say they are, or non-communicative or just plain annoying or boring!
Like one of my entries explains...compatibility...from laughing, to beliefs, to eagerness, similar likes and dislikes, moldable, to still being a man in the vanilla world, making a nice presentation in looks, dialect, sense of humor, ethics, morals...to who he really is behind closed doors with his Mistress...all wrapped up in a nice package of a human being.
I'll keep ya updated for sure...but today proved to be excellent! |
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I wrote this out to someone on this site today as a response to his message. After rereading it, I felt it a good addition to my journal.
I would love to meet someone who doesn't start out with falsehoods, who is real, wanting to find commonalities and chemistry.
I am looking for someone who does respect my time restraints because of the kids playing 9 mos. a year of sports; someone who can go out vanilla yet be who we both know he is behind closed doors. Although I have met subs, even allowed them to serve once or twice at the very onset of getting to know one another; all but one has disappointed me. I have not had sex with any of them and remain celibate on that level. I will NOT have sex with just anyone; that to me is a totally different level of my being.
Pretty much men and women in their 40's, 50's have gone through either a marriage which ended or been single their entire lives. Most are set in many ways. I can't expect anyone to change for me; nor should they for me; it is what makes the search a bit more difficult. Most like to judge, butt in, and even when given some information which might help them, actually get angry at a mere suggestion. I am not a fighter, head-butter; I'm very easy going and will prefer that in a sub/partner.
I prefer to meet men who have had children; know what it takes to be a good parent and are a good parent.
The bottom line of my search is compatibility...case closed.
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 My last entry for 2006...and I wish it could be on a more positive note. I will say one thing--I AM OPTIMISTIC for 2007!
From disappointments of the simpliest kind, to seeing and hearing things that weren't said, to see someone unfold before my eyes into something I never thought could have been; to reading about someone I met, made plans with, and is now on another site looking for a Daddy; to yes I live alone...2 hours later, my wife lives downstairs but we're separated; to yes I can't wait to talk to you...can I have a contact number? and them signing off for days; to, yes I live alone but I fuck the neighbor so you can never come here; you think I could make this stuff up?
Impossible! and above are the TIP OF THE ICEBERG of just the last 3 months!
MAKE A RESOLUTION PEOPLE! **BE REAL**BE TRUTHFUL**IF YOU LIE TO YOURSELF AND LIE TO OTHERS, IT WILL ULTIMATELY BE FOUND OUT**ALL IN TIME, THE TRUTH SHALL PREVAIL!
HAPPY NEW YEAR...BRIGHTEST OF BLESSINGS TO YOU ALL!!  |
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My first Christmas present came as a pleasant surprise! Friday night, a sub from this site who I have been in contact with called to see what I was doing. "No plans, I am my son's taxi tonight." "Well," he said, "if my plans fall through, I'd love to come and meet you and catch a bite to eat." I said how nice that would be if that worked out.
Phone rings again, it is him...he's getting ready and heading this way!
We walk into the diner and from the seat he brings up a wrapped gift...I really was caught by surprise! The gift was in a beautiful Victoria Secret's box; immediately my mind was racing...what could it be? He just laughed a bit and said..."you'll see."
I opened the box to find two beautiful crystal angel candleholders. Absolutely exquisite! He remembered me mentioning how I collect them and strewn throughout my home. It was so, so sweet of him to remember.
We spent 3 1/2 hours talking, talking...sharing, sharing. The diner was closing, so we went and hung out in my truck; there were a few bands I wanted him to hear on cd.
It was a great visit and we ended up sharing so much more then you ever can through messages and phone calls; it's just a different conversation when you're face to face.
Two sweet soft kisses goodnight and we were on our way home...til next time :) |
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Well, all did not go so well with the potential cuck in person. You can have alot of things in common on the phone but it comes down to the in-person meeting.
We had a very nice 2 hour dinner, talking, laughing...I asked him when we were done, 'do you need to leave since you've been up since 4 a.m. or do you want to do something?' His answer: "No, I want to hang out for awhile." I suggested his house which is closeby and off we go.
He had no problem with kissing me right off the bat on his couch, worshipping my breasts on his knees, moaning in heaven, asking me to go into his bedroom to continue, giving me a back rub...inching down my pants to massage my ass (I was still on my period, so nothing could happen), telling me how sexy I'll look in my strap on...etc...asking, 'so do you always carry your toys along with you?'
He admitted he had never cucked before, was bi, but always wanted to.
"No, I only bring those along if things are progressing nicely with someone, I don't keep them in the car."
He calls me this morning to tell me that he's not totally attracted to me physically and cancels seeing him tonight. Hello?
All I said? "Okay, no problem, good luck."
I wasn't about to argue that he had no problem trying to get with me for 2 hours! So again, I'm shaking my head after I hang up saying...what is with these guys?? Why can't anyone be who they really are??
If he was not physically attracted to me for over 2 hours at dinner and I asked him if he wanted to leave....why WOULD HE ASK ME TO HANG OUT AT HIS HOUSE? Why not leave after dinner??
WHY ME? God give me strength!!
Ya see? one of my rules in my "Sub Self Help Section" of my journal is: 'be true to yourself before you can be true to anyone else!'
Just figured I'd give you an update on how it went last nite. |
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What a wonderful weekend! Get your mind off your cock! I attended a great concert Friday night with friends, picked up the Christmas tree with the kids...which is still nakie in the living room; my boys went to the Jet game yesterday, daughter studying for finals...alls well.
I'm very excited to say I'm going to be interviewing a potential cuck; in fact, we have plans for 2 nights this week. After the last fiasco a few weeks ago (which he read about) I just put it behind me and continued my search on all the sites I'm listed. This one is from another site.
I'm also excited to say that one sub I've kept my eye on here has also proven to be honest and forthright in his wants and likes. We communicate often here, email and via the phone. Then Saturday, I received a message here from a newly signed up sub. He also is proving to be a prospective addition down the road. Also, for 2 months, I've been in contact with a bi couple literally 7 blocks from my house who I've become very friendly with. They know down the road they will be joining a session once I have a loyal cuck trained. You see, even in the 'swing lifestyle' things get boring and mundane. He can't wait to have someone like myself in authority taking over a session with his very subby bi wife and himself....I can't wait either! <eg>
I take my time for sure and have the patience of a saint. I listen well, watch actions, etc., with any potential sub. I feel it will all pay off.
With the holidays around the corner, my daughter coming home on college break, my youngest also home over the holidays; my time and everyone's time is very cramped. Family, office parties, etc...all eat up our time.
It's a wonderful time of the year...I'm hoping you're finding your happiness along the way and wish you all a very Happy Holiday Season |
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SUB SELF HELP SECTION (this will be edited as I see fit):
1. Be sure there are no typo's in your description. You want to put your best foot forward. If you're not a great speller, type what you want to say first in another program and run spell check; then cut and paste it into your profile.
2. List your town and State you are from so that others may see if you are at least close enough to be considered.
3. Take the time to go through the fetish lists, likes, dislikes, etc.; this again will attract people to you. Commonalities are SO important in this lifestyle.
4. List in the text of your profile if you are single/married or other, again to assist others in their interest in you. Don't think because you are married and didn't list it that someone might change their mind if they are against meeting anyone married.
5. Don't blow smoke up your own ass! It's not about you. Simply state what you are interested in. If you are only interested in single sessions or a long-term relationship with a Domme, say so.
6. If ANYONE contacts you, do not read it and not reply! Have the decency to send something back! Even a simple, no thank you, is more respectful then nothing.
7. By following these simple steps, you just MAY meet a Domme of mutual likes and dislikes. 99% of Sub profiles have no picture. That definitely is a detriment. You men don't want to be FOUND out in your choice of lifestyle...but don't you think if someone YOU KNEW were here on this site and found you (which is near impossible because they aren't looking for men in their search criteria!)...it's because they're here for the SAME REASON? Never crossed your mind huh?
8. REMOVE all negativity from your profile. Making fun of Dommes on this site; whining that you haven't heard from prospective Dommes; whining that you're giving up (yet sitting on here every day) IS OLD!!! Wake up! Remain positive! Who needs a whining negative submissive?
9. By being honest, respectful and accommodating, you just might end your endless search and find a mutual BDSM relationship. |
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It was a very interesting night for sure. I give detail as to what is expected; therefore, I expect full obedience. When an agreement is made, there should be no reason for deviation or question.
In an evening planned for the training of the cuck, he was told exactly what to wear, what his training would entail, etc.. He was beyond excited...for it has been 4 yrs since his last experience as a cuck. In the short weeks we talked extensively via phone, email and meets, he was quite obsessed with sucking his first real cock.
My training of him or any sub for that matter, is foremost important, not his wants, his obsessiveness, etc..
I dressed down for he was to be the pretty pantied, thigh-hi'd slut for the evening. My strapon, 7 1/2 x 6, is an incredible tool of rubber meat...lifelike, balls...a lovely weight in a subs hand and mouth.
I sent him instruction how I wanted him and the room to be...when he called as I was on the highway, he asked again what I wanted. "I have to tell you twice? Didn't you read what I wanted?" "Yes"...but, he went into conversation about it...
"Excuse me? I'm not going to repeat it, do what you were told to do."
I arrived and he opened the sliding glass door with a lit cigarette in hand. I'm no longer a smoker which he knows, but yet instead of answering the door in a way appeasing to me, he was quite flippant with the cigarette, didn't have the dog in the other room, didn't have the candles lit, no glass of ice water next to the bed; so I asked him to put it out; his response, 'you're just jealous.' "Excuse me? jealous of a cigarette I quit 17 months ago? NOT."
Then he told me to get acquainted with the dog so he wouldn't be bothering us throughout the session. I am a huge dog fan...did it, then...back to the bedroom.
Before I knew it, he had another cigarette lit in his hand. "Um?? hello? another cigarette?" He didn't put it out and just kept talking and walking around with it while getting the candles, lighting them, asking if there should be more, then getting the water, mixing himself a martini!; everything that was supposed to be done before I got there!
The session started...I even got some very hot pics of his slutty pantied ass with his thigh his...him over my knee sucking another one of my fabulous lifelike cocks...while preparing his pussy for entry.
What happens next? He stops and begs to have a cigarette! "You're kidding right?" "No, please, I really need it." So he gets up, leaves the room, makes another martini! and has another cigarette.
(Back to my meeting NO SMOKERS RULE!!!)
The session proceded and he did admit he was more of just a guy who loved to dress and suck his lover's cocks then he was a submissive...and began to beg to lick my pussy. "No, we'll do what I want first." Can you tell by now the evening was pretty much squashed by his actions?
I let him get me off and then stopped the session, went to the bathroom, we talked about many things...while again! he made another martini and smoked another 1/2 dozen cigarettes walking around his apt.. Then he advised he was going to take the dog for an hour run cause he didn't get to do that with him after work. Well...that's right...I packed up everything...wished him a goodnight, peck on the lips and off I went.
I came home to an email; 'thanks for coming up tonight, hope you had a good time, sweet dreams.'
I responded with a truthful sentence; which he responded to this a.m.
I had to outline everything that went wrong, what effect alcohol had on his demeanor, etc.. Most cannot handle any type of critical help or advice...and he was no exception. I got an email back, 'I'm removing myself from Collarme, sorry I wasn't up to your expectation, wishing you well.' I of course replied with, "I didn't expect your total retreat from the site from my email, but that is your decision, good luck as well."
So, people you see; I don't settle. No one should settle! Chemistry must be there, likes, dislikes, respect, obedience, etc.. If you can't do that, don't call yourself a submissive; don't go and meet someone that you KNOW you cannot appease. Be TRUE TO YOURSELF! I am.
I am in touch with so many wonderful subs on this site; you know who you are. Will they work out as well? I cannot predict. I just handle it as an interview process, slow, steady and see where it leads. I never jump in expectation and I never will.
Til next entry...take heed of who and what you are...for someone like myself will see right through you if you do not. |
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Deep cleansing breaths...so much better to place a positive entry.  Thank you all for your support messages about the jerk...they're appreciated.
I hear from so many wonderful, caring, wanting submissives from all over; unfortunately I must stick to my criteria of age, distance, etc.. I always wish all of you the best of luck in your searches--remember that. |
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 KISS ME EVERYWHERE SLUT
 YOU'RE GOING TO SUCK COCK FOR ME AREN'T YOU? SMACK!  I DIDN'T HEAR YOU!! "yes Mistress!" Mmmmm...that's better!
 ALWAYS MAKE ME HAPPY BOY
 YOU'LL SUCK ON ANYTHING I PUT IN YOUR MOUTH...MY STRAPON, SMALL COCK, LARGE COCK...ANY COCK, RIGHT? "Yes Mistress, yes"
 ATTABOY...SAY IT AGAIN!
YOU'RE WHOSE COCKWHORE? "Yours Mistress, yours!"
Yes! mine forever
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8:15 pm ...the jammies are on...reviewing my meeting today in my mind...and said...ya know what? the boys need a new entry :)
The new meeting today was with a cuckold I had found on this site only 2 weeks after he had listed his profile...when I saw his picture, read his profile...I said...'where was this one all this time?'
My initial email is always 'married or single?'
The next day he replied he was single, divorced some time and an implant from GA 3 yrs ago...living 30 miles from me. His checklist was exquisite, his profile the same, bisexual, yrs of experience as a cuck and most assuredly would be more then happy to take care of me and any lovers I may choose down the road.
Many conversations via the phone and email just brought us into a deeper connection as far as likes, dislikes, goals, etc., etc.. After his visit with his son over the holiday weekend...we decided today was the day.
Off we left...we were both very curious and anxious for this meeting for our thoughts have been identical. An experienced cuck is very difficult to find...a goal I've searched for now over 18 months. Having other subs serve and discuss cucking has gone on all that time; but never came to fruition :(
I will name him the kissing bandit for now! Holy moly... constant attention in all our time emailing and telephoning only continued in person...from holding hands, kissing, massaging...whispering how much of an exhibitionist he is...public, camera, video, etc., what he'll do, where he'll do it, etc....the options are endless.
So over an early dinner I told him I always introduce the sisters to a worthy sub and he definitely was that...had that feeling long before our meeting; but it was definitely confirmed today.
He said outside the restaurant that maybe he should wait to see any part of me until another time so he can concentrate on his ride home. My response? "If I want you to see them or anything else, you'll do it."
On our drive back to his car...again I cannot tell you how important attention is, words, touching, etc.; and that never stopped I don't think for 1 second.
We sat in my car talking about how well the meeting went...talking about all the possibilities down the road...all his attenion for the prior 3 1/2 hours made my kitty very wet and needing of relief...I introduced my breasts for suckling...and that he did. I unbuttoned my jeans...and his hand followed.
I was soaked...he discovered that and was almost purring; I told him to suck my tongue as if it were a newly found cock...he hasn't had cock in 4 yrs...too long for a cuck you know...because once you have sucked cock; it's forever on your mind! He was feverishly sucking, fingering...he's going to be such an incredible cockwhore cumslut, don't you think??? Oh, and let's not forget his experience with a strap on...such a nice tight ass to fuck whenever I want or by whoever I want to fuck him...he'll obey.
Trust me...I might have told him all that in his ear...but his grin told me he knew it already!
Everything is shaping up so nicely! Tis the season to be HAPPY :)
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YA TELL A SUB A PIECE OF YOUR MIND (keep in mind the sub's profile reads he needs a cruel mistress, 1 that will bring him close to death, will use him in the most humiliating of ways<<ha!)...TELL HIM TO GET LOST AND THAT YOU HOPE HIS PRIVATES FALL OFF, HAHAHAHAH...and this is his intelligent response "this site is supposed to be fun<<hahahaha>>ya fat ass whore."
HE CALLING ME A WHORE? Can you imagine a Domme ever wanting this jerkwad? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
WAIT...WHORES GET PAID RIGHT? WELL, YA KNOW WHAT? I DON'T GET A DIME, HA! BUT MAYBE HE'S USED TO PAYING PRO DOMMES, HAHAHAHAHA...yeah, you guessed it, he's the sub with the girlfriend, hahahaha <god give me stength> |
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WHY? Dear friggin LORD! NO MARRIED MEN; NO PART OF A MARRIED COUPLE; NO PART OF A COMMITTED COUPLE, NO GIRLFRIEND/NO BOYFRIEND<<
SINGLE ONLY ...SINGLE MEANING = you have no girlfriend, no boyfriend, etc.! You SHOULD want to be committed in serving 1...if I want you to enjoy the fruits of any other men or women, it would be at my discretion and amusement! In my presence!
GET IT ???
how's this message sent today at 1:30 a.m: I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND I AM WITH MOST WEEKENDS BUT WOULD LOVE TO SERVE YOU <<<
If a Domme is looking for long term commitment from a sub >>why would she want a sub with distractions like a wife or girlfriend, etc., etc.?
NO THANK YOU!!! NOT THIS DOMME!
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It's Turkey's Eve...and not a creature was stirring...it's kinda impossible...they're all sitting in everyone's refrigerators, hahaha! HAPPY THANKSGIVING everyone...may you stuff yourselves to the gills...and when in your quiet times...give thanks for even your smallest of blessings! It's not about the turkey...it's not about the parade...give heartfelt thanks for everyone and everything that surrounds you.
To all you kinky dudes...get the cuffs and shackles off the lil bird...and your dicks outta the apple pies! people have to eat that stuff!! hahahaha
Bonappetite! |
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OH BOYS? I'm a lil tired of seeing the same 5 pictures show up from subs who aren't subs, hahahaha...can some of you REAL ones please post a pic so that when your profile is at the top of the list, I have a new face to look at? 99.9% of male subs have no pic posted...so sad you just can't be yourselves. |
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A nice hot shower...picked out the perfect red lace panties and red satin lace- enhanced bra...it is quite impressive...one of my favs...a simple pair of jeans, black top...and off I went for a lovely Sunday meet.
10 am right on time; a hot kiss good morning out by our cars...a nice breakfast, smiles across the table...and me asking how his red satin panties were feeling under what he was wearing...I believe I saw a blush. The conversation is always easy going...then to decide what to do after we ate.
A grey and raw weather day; we decided to drive down near his home to take a walk if the weather was better; but it wasn't, so we opted a tour of his home.
After removing my coat...and standing in his living room...he took right to massaging my neck which I mentioned was bothering me earlier in the restaurant...nice strong massages up and down my back, neck...and then some sweet kisses.
Up to the next floor, then the next...and there we were in his master bedroom. Let's play in our undies the two of us I said...I raised my arms and had him remove my top. I had to hop up on the high bed...we enjoyed the rubbing, kissing, fondling...I turned over on my stomach...and he once again massaged my back; he was rubbing his cock and balls covered in his red satin panties all over me..he we purring, quiet moans...then back over to direct him to my breasts which love to be suckled.
I told him his job would be to keep my pussy happy and for that matter all of me happy...he agreed wholeheartedly. As he suckled my breast I asked him to finger me and feel my wetness, then touch my swollen clit he so wanted to suck. I made him wait a little while, then gave him permission. He spent a good hour pleasing and bringing me to climax 3 times...but the last was the huge 1. After the first 2...I had him kneel between my legs and jerkoff onto my wet pussy...so that he could clean himself up along with my wetness...mixing our tastes together. I played with my pussy and breasts while he jerked...that seemed to bring him to climax quite easily:)
After cumming he went back down on my clit like it was a throbbing cock, sucking, making it extremely wet, up and down, all in his mouth...I came like Niagra Falls! BUT didn't need a barrell, hahahaha woah baby! not another feeling on earth like that!
Just a fabulous morning of company followed by a very giving and pleasing new subby. Next time be assured...my bag of trix will be with me...to start that wonderful part of a d/s relationship I enjoy so much...training him...taking him...in my special way :)
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What's today's date? 11/18/06...if you go back in my journal, you will see on 10/18th I made such a nice entry about a real sub...everything went well...well guess what?
Put the record on: "ANOTHER 1 BITES THE DUST"
Hadn't heard a peep from him Nov. 7 through 10th...no email (and he works in computers) no call...so I send an email off; I get a response Thurs 11/7th, 10 pm, he had to fly out on a job and he had just gotten back; dear LORD, hello? Email? Phone? nada? and I expressed those feelings quite well in an email back to him last Thurs. night.
Did I get a response? NOPE. So this Thurs., 11/16th, he got the 'cya, a non-communicative sub I do NOT need' email. Sad huh? Dear Lord...where is the want they say they have? where is the mutual respect? where is the humanity? It's a wonder they have no Domme, no anything.
You have to treat anyone you are with the way you want to be treated...and if you want to ignore the person you are starting out any relationship with (be it vanilla or d/s), then you probably will be ignored permanently.
WAKE UP PEOPLE, do you really wonder why you're alone? |
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Ya go from one day to the next not really knowing what the day will bring...you read in my journal of jerks, wannabes, people judging me, etc..
Then there's the days I get to make a great entry. An excellent breakfast meet with a genleman from this site. Contact, email, chat on the phone, set up a meet; see how easy it can be with REAL people?
A great conversationalist, attentive, respectful...oh yes, I will mention his wonderful kisses. He laughed and wondered if he'd be entered here before we parted...well I'm hoping when you read this P that you'll have a nice smile across those lips. I have only to look forward to more... |
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9 pm...I sent out 7 cold emails to so-called subs today; they all are read, no responses, not 1...I ask you...WHAT KIND OF SUB DOESN'T HAVE THE DECENCY TO ANSWER ANY DOMME CONTACTING THEM? I'll tell you, proclaimed subs/slaves who sit on this site reading and jerking off only! |
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Have to share! hahaha from another site; guy reads my whole profile and it's very explicit about who and what I am...of course you expected no less, lol but he sends me his phone # with a note 'I want you riding me all day, call me bitch!'
OMG I bout pissed my panties, lol |
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This will make my loyal readers laugh...a sub thinks my entries are too angry and that perhaps I'm an unhappy person<<ha! Thanks for the laugh man...most of you surely need to pay a pro, because we real ones are far too picky and can see who you wannabes really are.
DEAR LORD give me strength! They truly are clueless. |
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Oh the poor married wannabe subs...with no town listed, nor the balls to put a picture up, or to properly fill out a profile; then they have the nerve to put down Dommes because we Dommes won't give them the time of day...
Ha! You do make us laugh; thanks for the chuckles.
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My temper was too hot to write anything here most of the week...and this is what I share with you now...the LESSON of the week:
C O M M U N I C A T I O N!!
What does that mean to you? Communication means advising, talking, leaving messages, allowing someone to know what is going on. In any type of relationship, it's simple; you're busy, leave a message that you'll get back to someone as soon as you're free. Leaving someone wondering for a day, 2 days, 3 days, 4 days, and so on...in my opinion? is not only rude but disrespectful.
I'm at the time in my life that I DO NOT WANT to deal with any of the BULLSHIT I had to endure during my aggrevating marriage of 18 years. Therefore, I'm not!
TREAT people the way you would want to be treated - have the courtesy to be courteous...otherwise? go scratch your own ass. |
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Like I said, Saturday's lunch went nicely; and being the way I am, got home that night and sent off an email saying how nice and thanking him for the lunch.
He wanted to get together the w/e of 11/18th and said he'd be in touch over next weekend about that. Huh? He spoke of a relationship of 12 yrs he ended because she was younger, wanted marriage and he wants to retire to the South....hmm; that girl invested 12 yrs of her heart.
So, with no response to my email, I started reflecting on our 3 hour conversation over lunch (I listen very well). He stated he was very attracted to me, in fact, he thought I even looked younger then my pic on line; that he was looking for the mix of vanilla, d/s, swinging, etc.. But after reflecting on our chat, I just know it would never be. Why waste time? So he can get his dick off?
Nah, no thanx. So Jack (John) got a nice Dear Jack email just a lil earlier then I'm writing this entry.
Oh well...it's what the entire process is about, lol. |
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oh! I almost forgot to write about 2 more wannabes...1 was young, blew my 40 y.o. requirement, 6' 4", 9 1/2" cock, officer of the law, 33, goatee, you know the look, brown hair, blue eyes, lives within 3 miles...confessing to me on the phone how he likes to be taken with a strap on...ah yes...you men don't know what you're missing! Long story short, we're talking on the phone once again the other night; he knows a real meeting is almost never going to happen...and starts to get a bit horny on the phone...describing his swollen member...I guess his attempt at phone sex...but guess what happen? His cell phone died! hahahaha I get an email from him the next day, that he hopes I finished myself off that night...I replied with a 'nope, not me.' The other site that he's on, I go to send just a 'hello' message and he has me blocked! Not only did I laugh outloud, but I guess he forgot he gave me all his other email addy's, lol >>>sent 1 off with this subject line, (because you know he doesn't have the balls to open and read an email): So now you're a 33 y.o. jerkoff? My gut is never wrong.
Needless to say; he never wrote back, hahaha
Then wannabe #2; again from this other site; 49, bi male, divorced, not sub, but likes a strap on now and then, etc.; well for the entire week I've caught him in 2 lies...and when I called him on them both, he stumbled saying, I said that? Um, yes! Why would I make it up, lol. Any way, he knew I was having a meet yesterday at 2pm...guess who calls my cell at 1:50 pm as I'm pulling off the exit? Yup! liar liar pants on fire, hahahaha So, I say, 'um you know I have this meeting in 10 mins, why in God's name would you call me now?' No real response except in a whining lil 2 y.o. voice...'I guess I'll talk to you later then.'
Guess who got a kiss off email this am? Pointing out his lies, his rudeness, attitude, etc., and we had never met! You know that's not gonna happen, lol.
Just sharing people...how story telling and lies, get you no where fast :) |
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Right on time, 2pm...and off to TGIF for lunch...pin stripe shirt, tweed jacket, olive slacks...gentle hands...glasses...distinguished for sure. As we talked across the table, his eyes would wander to my cleavage he was so anxious to get sight of since he had seen my more revealing pics I emailed him.
After lunch, we travelled back to his car ...sat and talked some more; we covered so much, he was very easy to talk to about anything and everything. He had something to do back home tonite...and it was on 5pm ...so I thought it only fair that i reveal my breasts to him. I had a v neck silky orange shirt on...that merely needed to be pushed down...to bring my breasts out of each side of my bra...nipples very erect. He took to them like a baby. I let him suckle me for 20 mins as his other hand twisted and played with the other...then I directed him to feel how wet my kitty was...all the while telling him...that in the near future he'd be doing this with a sub sucking his cock...
Finger me...and soak all of me...yes...my pearl sized clit was swollen and I directed him to concentrate on it to get me off...he was more than happy to oblige...
when I was done...I continued to let him suck and savor the moment...then reminded him of the time...he had to go. Was a nice afternoon...don't you think? |
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Oh! do I still get a hoot out of a sub's profile who lists what he loves, lol and says...if you're intelligent and want a ....omg...do they seriously think they're sub?
It's mind boggling; they've truly confused kinky sex with serving...because if they don't get what they're looking for; out the door they go.
On another note...it's Saturday! I have a 2 pm meet with a 60 y.o. gentleman from nw jersey. Actually met him thru a more-so vanilla site; but my profile there states that I have 'diverse tastes, ask.' hahaha and yup, he did!
Turns out he's been in and out of the d/s lifestyle most of his life; his wife was 1 of wanting lovers, etc...and that was fine with him as long as he was there...then in is singlehood toyed with domming himself...to turning around and orally serving a mistress...he prefers the latter.
Any who...I'll keep the interested updated after all is said and done. My 1st meets are always on the G side...it shows me the real person, I listen well...an interview of a type :) Enjoy your Saturday!! |
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Happy Halloweeny!!! Well it's Tuesday...what could be going on now?
Not much; except for some nice conversations with some understanding patient subs. Ya know? Stating that I am a single mom with a busy schedule just doesn't sink in with too many people. My youngest, as an athlete, takes up 6 days a week of running, then taxi'ing him to his friends now and then, etc., just takes time...setting the time aside for sub Rob to train inbetween his work schedule and visiting his boys; my time is limited yes; but with planning, my personal time is exquisite!
I'm always honest about that people! So being able to keep in touch via emails, chatting on the phone, etc., is necessary. But I do persevere through it all! I am determined (between 5 sites) to find other patient, understanding subs (bi or bi curious), sub fems (ditto) and couples (ditto) to add into a lovely scenario down the road. 'Patience is a virtue' is a true statement indeed!
When you search for that perfect fit, it happens.
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What an interesting week last week was! It started out meeting a sissy boy...who had a bi curious female friend...we had lunch, he professed to be so normal...I mean right from my own town! How wonderful right? We eat lunch, we talk later that day; and so I have plans to meet his friend at his house on Saturday night. Well, I send off an email with pictures he was curious about, call him, advise that they are in his mailbox. Six hours later, there is no reply that he received them...so I sign back on to the site to see if he's here. Guess what? His screen name is deleted and so is hers! How sweeet right? hahahahahaha
My guess? She didn't like the fact that he had lunch with domme and made plans without her consent...therefore, the entire thing was kabashed>>>did they have the courtesy of sending an email cancelling Sat. night? NOPE I sent off 1 more email seeing what was going on...any response? NOPE, what a wonder! hahahahaha
ok...so now Saturday is open again...tell a wannabe sub that I'll meet for dinner Sat. night and will let him know my schedule after my son gets out of practice. So I make the phone call at 2:30 pm...saying 6/7 will be good, no later...cause, of course, I'm going to have to pick up my son eventually. When does this sub (who frantically has wanted to meet me for 2 months) call me back? that's right about 6:10 pm! Were you at work all day I ask? No, I was in my garage. HELLO???? do you not check for messages when you know someone is going to call you ??
Out the window that 1 went; no 1 gets 2nd chances; I have no patience for disrespect. Sent off a goodbye, good luck email to him; of course his response was whining and pointing out things that had no bearing on what happen; I read 4 lines and deleted the 4 paragraph email...it didn't matter.
So there went a perfectly open night to a 'nothing to do at all' nite. Unfortunately Sub Rob has been sick since last Wed...and finally is starting to feel a little better. We are both looking fwd to getting into more indepth training <eg>.
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Oh, it's been an interesting morning on collarme...read submissive men profiles, send them messages; they read them, and no response.
You could ask yourself why? But I chaulk it off to ... players; the ones who sit here looking at pictures, etc., whack off, then go back to work or whatever their mundane lives consist of.
What a waste of time. Strategic weeding is necessary for this site.
If you think you're a real submissive male, then make sure you portray yourself as one with obedience, respect and efficiency to whomever you are conversing with.
Patience is also key. Don't appear to be so desperate to find yourself a Domme...take the time to listen and exchange communication to determine what is right for both.
In the long run, you might find the perfect setting. |
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finally!!! someone NORMAL AND REAL!
He came back to collarme after a long while off because of the fakes...
he wrote me a concise, heartfelt message, listing what he was looking for, his needs, training, etc, and included a G rated picture.
We exchanged emails, then came our first phone conversation the next day; then 2 days later meeting in person! See?? it can happen people...IF YOU ARE REAL!
I WAS SO DISCOURAGED and tired of wasting my time, checking this site and 3 others, conversing, etc., and finally finding out they had NO CLUE what they wanted, pushed off other things; lived too far, etc...investing weeks of my time for nothing.
WELL WHAT A NICE surprise :) Rob and I are both looking forward to the progression of this new domme/sub relationship. |
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It's been another week of mostly disappointments with regards to this site and the other 3. I have specifically asked for NO MARRIED and NO UNDER 40 ...yet they still waste my time! Some even have 'divorced' and just from their 'lingo' I tell them I know they're married...and yep, they confess! How SAD!
I'm also tired of the ones that I can tell are getting off in conversations, yet never want to move to the next step. I've also heard there's a crapload of Pros on this site and the others...HOW SAD!! I can assure you, I am no pro.
Did have 1 good meeting of a local...so I have faith there are more 'real' out there somewhere!
Be true to yourselves people; and it will help everyone. |
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A lesson to all you subs out there: A true sub knows how he NEEDS to serve, he doesn't learn it, he only learns what his Domme he is serving adores and demands; he also should be obedient and wanting to serve in any way a Domme chooses to use him...no 2 Dommes are alike; nor should he be thinking of how he will serve; because no 2 Dommes are alike; he should be willing to bend and sway to his Domme's every need...not asking to be treated in 1 way or another...the only thing a sub should convey to his Domme are his limits, period case closed...not his stories of serving in the past>> 1, 2, 3, tell about what you are trained in, list your limits, ask, can I be of service to you? Nothing is more boring to a Domme then listening to what a 'sub' wants or is used to...it's not about YOU THE SUB is it? Wake up and smell the coffee if you think you're a true sub at heart and soul! |
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well...it's been a few days on collarme...some great contacts; unfortunately others have been rude by not even answering a message sent and/or they send me an email, I respond asking questions, they read it, but don't have the balls to respond back>>and they call themselves submissives, ha! If you've done this? you need to rethink who you are...do us all a favor!
Happy hunting people, remember to be true to yourself and seek out someone who will compliment you and grow with you. Don't come off as desperate, it's a huge turn off for me at least.
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I am 47 (48 in October), bi Domme, and come here to chat with sub males and females.
I never run, jump or meet anyone off this computer. I simply like to find out where people are for future use.
I am building a stable of healthy, over 40, sub males and over 40 healthy sub females who won't stray and are looking for something long term<
I am not into kids, animals, blood, toilet or extreme torture.
Are you currently serving a Dom or a Domme?
I would like to have 4 or 6 loyal males (I have 3 already) and 1 or 2 females...taking my time in chatting and sharing with subs online. Some are completely not interested; some have been searching for yrs and are very interested.
I have no interest in anyone who runs off line to have sex with just anyone.
I am divorced, mother of 3: 23b, 20g, 16b. Oldest on his own, daughter back in college, youngest full time here with me. They are all athletes. My ex of 7 years lives in NYC and does not help out much at all; I run a tight schedule. For my sake and everyone's sake, discretion is KEY and being clean and safe.
One on one's with me are definite. I adore full body worship, oral and male anal training, strap on use, bondage, cbt; forced male bi oral when trained, use of females with both males and myself. No one comes to my home because of the situation with my son; so it is either in a motel/hotel, or my sub's home. It could take months to build my goal of the stable; but I have the patience of a saint; as do the subs I have already.
Feel free to ask me anything you wish...
I am 5' 5 1/2", size 18, thick, 40D, german/english/scott/spanish, thick german legs, tight ass...X pics are only sent to those I consider worthy.
The above interest you? Well be from NJ, over 40, SINGLE (no married considered ever) and be real!
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