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First and foremost, becuase this is becoming a problem...THE NAME IS MR. STRAITJACKET! NOT MRS.!Ok. So with that said...Im on here to make a few friends, and chat with others about BDSM and straitjackets, my 2 favorite kink topics. Not looking to meet anyone.
Things are....lacking, in my life. I cant deny them... A person cant deny their kinks. For as much as you may try to just turn them off, throw them away or simply put them aside, we all know it donst work like that.So becuase I dont excercise my fetishes as much as I need to do them to be satisfied, I am on here as the next best thing.... Like-minded people help you get through all tough situations....
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In the last few months, I have been feeling trapped within the confines of my life. Like, I can't be who I really am it seems. And before anybody says anything, NO, I am NOT gay or waiting a sex change operation. It's something different.
Here are the circumstances: I am married, and my wife dosn't sustain any interest in my fetishes. Henceforth I feel like I am sneaking something from her in some way, when she clearly knew about them before when we got together. Also, I feel like my life is boring, and that I am busting my ass (at a very cool job, mind you, with really good pay) but am getting nowhere with paying off my living expenses and day to day living costs. Cant say if this is actually a mid life crisis (becuase I am only 37?) To top it all off, my drab routine is nothing more than work and home, work and home, etc.
I have thought about going in the military just to really break the chains of monotomy, but don't even know how I will actually feel if i did: weather or not it would be the right decision for me. I know that I have always wanted to, but doing so would mean that my married life would finish with divorce papers.
Maybe just getting up from this computer, packing a bag, and hiking up to Winisk, Ontario would be the correct answer completely...? Never looking back and only forward to the future (whatever that may hold)...?
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Did something earlier this evening that I discovered works wonders for my fetish fun.
Recently I bought a pvc catsuit. My big likeness with it, is the way that it feels on me when I lay in the bed: kind of slippery against the sheets, and very smooth. All the better to help with my pretending to be insane in a straitjacket and padded cell fetish...
So, the catsuit, it has no holes for my genetelia. Not wanting to get jizz all over the inside of the outfit, but wanting to enjoy the pleasures of a good solid struggle in my straitjacket, I was stuck in limbo. Until it came to me... I threw on a pair of underwear and redressed myself.
Problem solved! (Just have to do laundry a couple times more a week now, and use a bit more bleach...lol)
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Last night was the most awsome RP session I think I have ever had! There needs to be more of this sort of thing in my life. Usually its a really good thing when you awake in the morning and everything seems right with the world... Like things are the way you finally wanted them to be and feel like... Excercising my fantasy fetish has never been so intense. And what we did last night, I can start to believe that I can get turned on by words, so long as my focus is deep enough and the images I paint are clear enough. Of course, it does also help that being MY fanstasy, I can clearly relate to the itmes used, the feel of them, the details. But I learned last night that if I am able to be descriptive in the right way, anyone can understand where its going....
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I realize that i message a lot of people on here looking for a roleplay or whatnot, or even just chat. And I realize that i can be an annoying as fuck sometimes too. i do apologize for that. But having the kink(s) that i do, i cannot wait for someone to come to me. It won't happen. So instead, I try and instigate conversation by bringing it up...
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here's a thought...
Why is it, that when you have made a connection with someone, either in a chatroom or through messages on here, after sending a bunch of messages back and forth (Let's say about 10 messages each), they finally say they have to get offline for a while, and you never hear from them again? What the fuck?
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Heres a simple thought people.
The internet was designed for communication: messages, emails, media....
So let me ask, whats the problem with sending someone a message? is that not exactly what the internet, particularly sites like this one a re designed for? Think people!
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I'm starting to realize now, that this IS as good as my life is going to get. I have kinks that my wife has no interest in fullfilling. I am bored beyond belief: all it ever is, is work/home/work/home/etc.... I go on the chats and try to fullfill my kinks, by actually talking to people about them. I wont ever cheat on my wife, becuase thats who I am as a person. I cant do it. So I guess, to sum up me as a person....
I am a loser. Clearly.
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had a great night in the chats on here the other day...
Im learning now, that what I always thought was really kind of warped about my fetish(es) is actually rather of the normal. Its reassuring to know that I wont get tied to a stake and have rocks thrown at me for liking what I like!
This may be the ONLY positive comment here on the journals, but whatever....
Thanks modern society! Good to know I'm accepted!
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| Age: 25 |
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