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I was feeling done in, couldn't win
I'd only ever kissed before.
I thought there's no use getting into heavy petting
It only leads to trouble and seat wetting...

Now all I want to know is how to go
I've tasted blood and I want more
I'll put up no resistance, I want to stay the distance
I've got an itch to scratch, I need assistance:

Toucha toucha toucha touch me, I wanna be dirty
Thrill me chill me fulfil me
Creature of the night.

Then if anything grows while you pose
I'll oil you up and rub you down
And that's just one small fraction of the main attraction
You need a friendly hand and I need action...

Toucha toucha toucha touch me, I wanna be dirty
Thrill me chill me fulfil me
Creature of the night.
2/11/2012 5:51:54 PM

Well folks.. another fake has made himself known.. Figures..  now.. do I ruin his game on here, or do I keep my mouth shut.. what to do.. what to do

2/7/2012 4:08:24 PM

As I scan the photos I can't help but notice the mess behind people.  If your going to take a photo, make sure the background is clutter free or blur the image.  It really doesn't speak highly of you.  If you don't have respect in your home, then more than likely you have little respect for yourself as well.   If you use the letters, R or U for words, then your not for me.  If you don't have a photo of yourself (recent) then your not for me.  I understand grammar errors as I have fallen into this bad habit myself.  I guess what I am trying to say is you only make ONE FIRST IMPRESSION. 

 

Good Luck in your search. 

2/3/2012 10:15:39 AM

Crazies... 

 

ok.. so I got a message someone saying they read my journal and started chatting about hair.. mind you just hair.. after a few messages back and forth I get a message stating that if I respond again I will be blocked.. 

 

 

hmmmm ... someone forgot to take there medication... ha ha ha

2/3/2012 9:31:18 AM

Damn I need a hair cut.. its been almost two years..  ho hum

 

1/7/2012 11:48:07 PM

Hey you know whats fun about going out w/ your best friend who is twenty plus years younger than you .. UMMMM NOTHING>> lol   

1/2/2012 10:28:48 PM

Holy hell another death of a friend.  This is becoming a bit much.  God Bless his soul.  Rip my dear friend.. 

10/28/2011 12:25:40 AM

HEY SORRY TO EVERYONE THAT I WANTED TO WRITE BACK TOO.  HAD UNEXPECTED COMPANY,  ILLNESS, DEATH IN THE FAMILY  ETC.. I AM SURE YOU ALL UNDERSTAND WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS WELL.. ITS BEEN POURING.   ITS NOW TWO TWENTY TWO AM AND AGAIN MY FOE INSOMNIA HAS ME IN ITS GRIPS.  PLEASE BE PATIENT W/ MY NOT GETTING BACK TO YOU.  i WILL BE BACK ON WHEN THINGS SLOW DOWN. 

 

ANY IDEAS FOR ME A HALLOWEEN COSTUME.??  NOTHING TO X RATED AS I DO HAVE CHILDREN .. THOUGH I DID GET INVITED TO A PARTY FIRST TIME IN YEARS.  WE SHALL SEE.  WELL PEACE TO ALL.. AND HAPPY UPCOMING HALLOWEEN. 

 

PEACE LOVE AND HAPPY SHOOTING,

 

MINDFREAKR..

10/22/2011 10:20:09 PM

I am sorry if I havent been able to answer the emails I have gotten.  My daughthers grandfather is gravely ill.  We are no longer counting the days on this earth but just the hours.. Please pray for him.. if thats your thing.  My daughters heart is breaking..

10/3/2011 6:37:01 AM

The sandman finally cometh.. I am sooo happy.. Good night/ good morning I am off to get some much needed sleep..xoxox

10/3/2011 2:49:27 AM

Insomnia my foe, back again I see...

9/30/2011 4:42:56 AM

Anyone ever have one of those days were you think maybe a good sound spanking would make you feel better?? or is that just me ?   hee hee

9/30/2011 3:44:17 AM

My evil enemy, Insomnia has visited once again..

9/29/2011 11:42:55 PM

How does an evening go from one of the most wonderful one minute to painful the next... so.. disheartened.. :(

 

9/27/2011 11:23:05 PM

OK not to be a TG hater .. but .. umm why do they have to look better than me all the damn time :)  damn it.. better wardrobe... Hair.. make up..

9/22/2011 3:24:43 PM

Sometimes life throws you an unexpected treat.. got to love that..

7/6/2011 10:26:53 PM

Hey there.. sorry if I havent gotten back to you.. I have been busy w/ company.  I will answer the messages ASAP... xooo Me....

6/21/2011 11:10:54 PM

My back aches tonight, wish I had a nice massage to work out the kinks.. 

6/17/2011 2:24:29 AM

Well Insomnia sucks,  Everyday seems to be getting a wee better. 

4/6/2011 9:29:40 AM

One step forward, three steps back.. trips, skins knee, cries about it.. and moves on. 

3/23/2011 12:07:50 AM

Wow, sirens of the police bearing down on my neighbors.  What a lovely way to wake up at two am.  Glad my boy was sleeping soundly.  I guess I should be grateful for the beautiful weather and that they werent tornado sirens.  Well back to try and meditate and hope the sandman comes to visit... night all

3/5/2011 11:41:50 PM

Well just woke up to the neighbors dogs fighting.. missing my babe.. funny I dont know if he even knows hes my babe... i think .. maybe..

3/1/2011 12:15:43 PM

Well.. another day w/ a sick lil one.  Temp of 102.7 he just lays there.. so not him... 

3/1/2011 2:39:37 AM

wow sleep is not my friend tonight.  My 7 year old is ill and has me up every hour or two.  Wouldnt be so bad but the night before we had a tornado siren go off and we were in the tub waiting for it to end til midnight.  With him having a fever at that time it probably wasnt helpful.  I think that too effects his sleep the last to days.  Its our first one.

2/9/2011 7:11:24 PM

Action and reaction, ebb and flow, trial and error, change - this is the rhythm of living. Out of our over-confidence, fear; out of our fear, clearer vision, fresh hope. And out of hope, progress.

2/9/2011 4:47:27 PM

WOODCHUCKS.. quit chucking my wood...

2/8/2011 11:30:26 PM

FREEDOM IS NOT WORTH HAVING IF IT DOES NOT INCLUDE THE FREEDOM TO MAKE MISTAKES. 

 

GANDHI

2/8/2011 9:18:46 PM

Second day of pain and swelling, but I am crossing my fingers that tomorrow will bring relief.  Thanks to some medical advice I got from a friend. :)

2/6/2011 11:04:23 PM

Ok so I am sitting here minding my own business when I decide to stand up to grab a soda..and my knee (the one w/ a prior acl repair) is killing me and twice the size it should be. ???? wtf.. How do you screw up a knee.. sitting??

2/6/2011 8:48:44 PM

OK OK come on now..  THE WORD OF THE DAY IS ....afishol: as in my master and I arent afishol yet.  lol  ROFL 

2/3/2011 8:03:03 PM

Since the snow fall the dog has been let inside and its quiet.. for now.. ((crosses fingers))

1/28/2011 7:27:46 PM

OK so if you read my journals at all you know I have neighbors who allow there dogs to bark constantly.. I mean constantly.

 

So I was outside today.  The girl from across the street is outside w/ her friend.  Of course the dog is yapping up a storm... All of a sudden a friend of mine says Hush to the dog.. the girl looks over and says "ya buddy shut up.. " then proceeds to walk over grab a push broom by flip it around so she is holding the brush end and attempts to strike at the dog.  OK.. first off..if I knew she was going to abuse the dog.  I would have happily listened in quiet as he barked his furry lil head off.  Secondly..WHAT is wrong w/ people these days..Thirdly.. it was a Pitbull.. why is she pissing off the pit??   WTF`..

1/27/2011 9:59:46 PM

wow wow wow

1/26/2011 9:30:44 PM

Ok honestly.  Why do my neighbors let there dogs bark constantly?? Dont they hear them yapping all day and night?  Do they want me to come over and bitch slap them into next week??

1/23/2011 11:46:14 PM

Tick tock tick tock.. still not sleeping.. I wonder how long i can go w/o turning into a total bitch ..lol sleep is so important at my age..lol

1/22/2011 11:35:02 PM

BARK, BARK, BARK, BARK, BARK...  I wish my neighbors would shut there damn dog up.  Now dont get me wrong I love animals.  But ffs.. all day and night.  See what that damn dog needs.  Or else...

1/20/2011 11:04:34 PM

Well I cant sleep tonight.. insomnia bites.   I have to be up early in the morning to drive my daughter to the airport.. :( not thrilled about that.  Going to miss her bunches.  Since moving to Missouri I have been lucky enough to catch two colds in two months..grrrr.  its starting to annoy me to no end.  Does anyone care.. probably not. 

12/28/2010 7:33:13 PM

I would like to thank all of you for the "welcomes to missouri". 

12/23/2010 10:23:04 PM

If you like caves and caverns.. locally here in Missouri and would be interested in showing me some sites.. let me know..

9/13/2010 4:54:29 PM

As I scan through the photos on here.. I cant help but hold back a laugh or two.. if your going to post a photo of yourself...trying to look all sexy.. for gods sake.. MAKE SURE THE ROOM BEHIND YOU IS CLEAN..  who wants a sub or Dom/ Domme with a filthy house..

9/8/2010 11:30:51 AM
OK is it just me or do names with the words sexy, cute, hung, hot, etc never tell the truth. 
9/8/2010 9:17:49 AM
Ok I have been on here a lil while and thinks folks should upgrade photos so they actually look like themselves.  A ten year photo.. REALLY??
9/7/2010 10:02:53 AM
Looking for a part time job.  Not a hand out. I am not a Pro Domme.  I am talking about a REAL job in my area.  Thank you
7/31/2010 12:03:59 PM
Ok so tired of the bs.   I am real.  I have met people in this state that know me personally and I can get fucking references if necessary.  Can you?
7/24/2010 3:02:32 PM
Decided to "tribute" myself.. LOL dont want to feel left out..lol
7/24/2010 2:15:08 AM
I just want some one to say to me

I'll always be there when you wake

Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today

So stay with me and I'll have it made .....

Blindmelon.. no rain... LOVE IT..
7/19/2010 6:46:22 PM

IF YOU HAVE MY YAHOO ADDRESS.. DONT NOT OPEN ANY LINKS FROM ME AS SOMEONE HAS SENT ME A VIRUS.. I REPEAT..

DONT OPEN ANY LINKS..

7/17/2010 5:57:24 PM
 "Everything hurts."

Michelangelo
1474-1564, Italian Renaissance Painter, Sculptor
7/15/2010 7:22:11 PM
SILENCE IS GOLDEN..... and duct tape is silver..
7/15/2010 6:55:24 PM
OK I have to say.. PLEASE if your on here and are male.. I dont want to see your fanny staring at me when I look at my "Who's
Viewing Me? " section..lol   Makes me wonder if your showing your ass as your best feature .. should I be afraid of your face??
7/15/2010 5:08:55 PM
 Among those whom I like or admire, I can find no common denominator, but among those whom I love, I can: all of them make me laugh.


W. H. Auden
1907-1973, Anglo-American Poet

I LOVED THIS .. SO TRUE ABOUT ME AS WELL.. I LOVE TO LAUGH
7/14/2010 7:44:55 AM

"I never saw a pessimistic general win a battle."Guiseppe Borghese

 For some reason I loved this..

7/14/2010 7:32:03 AM

WELL.. progress.. I had four hours of sleep until my son woke me up.. but then fell fast asleep once my head hit the pillow again.. 

Thanks everyone for all the kind words and wisdom...
xoxox

7/13/2010 11:49:06 AM
I wonder how many nights you can go without sleep before you go insane...
7/9/2010 11:15:52 PM

Insomnia sucks ass.. ( and not in a good way)

7/9/2010 9:52:22 PM

quote from a movie..


"camera one, camera two, camera one.. camera two.." 

Anyone?? lol..

7/9/2010 8:51:47 PM
The world is a vampire..
7/8/2010 10:29:34 PM

What would you do for a Klondike bar?

7/8/2010 10:07:43 PM
I had one hell of a day.. could use a toy to fuck with.. maybe have them brush my hair.. or rub my back.. oh yes that sound delightful..
7/8/2010 1:39:17 PM
In April, Maya Angelou was interviewed by Oprah on her 70+ birthday. Oprah asked her what she thought of growing older.
And, there on television, she said it was 'exciting...'
Regarding body changes, she said there were many, occurring every day.....like her breasts. They seem to be in a race to see which will reach her waist, first..

The audience laughed so hard they cried. She is such a simple and honest woman, with so much wisdom in her words!

Maya Angelou said this:

'I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.'

'I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.'

'I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life.'


'I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as making a life.'

'I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.'

'I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back...'

'I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.'

'I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.'

'I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back...'

'I've learned that I still have a lot to learn..'

'I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

7/7/2010 8:33:23 PM

Feelin a lil blue..
   Cant seem to shake it.. maybe I need to beat me some young sweet boy meat.. 

ya ok. that doesnt even sound good
      

7/7/2010 6:12:14 PM

All right!
Stop whatcha doin'
'cause I'm about to ruin
the image and the style that ya used to.
I look funny
but yo I'm makin' money see
so yo world I hope you're ready for me....

7/7/2010 2:41:36 PM
I'M MELTINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
7/6/2010 4:43:38 PM
Dont you hate it when a sub asks to purchase you a gift. then doesnt..
7/6/2010 3:34:11 PM
OH YES.. I ALSO HAVE POSTED A NEW PICTURE .. ITS OF THE BLUE CONTACTS.. SO DO TELL.. BROWN OR BLUE.. ??
7/6/2010 3:27:11 PM
Boy I  wish I was out horseback riding instead of inside..   I would love a mini cow too.. and before you think I am making stuff up.. google it.. they are adorable..
7/5/2010 7:55:09 PM
Ok .. so fyi:  If I havent ever spoken to you via internet, chat or phone, if lets say I dont know who the fuck you are.. DONT SEND ME A FRIEND REQUEST..
7/5/2010 6:08:58 AM
Tune for the day is a classic....

Fat bottom girls by Queen...
7/4/2010 9:35:22 PM

Eww baby baby .. eww baby baby .. eww baby baby.. get up on this..

6/29/2010 6:25:04 PM
NOT LOOKING FOR ANYTHING. NOT FRIENDS NOT LOVERS..
6/29/2010 12:44:27 AM
Its almost four am .. cant sleep .. its starting to drive me a bit mad... third or fourth time I have awoken so far tonight...
6/28/2010 6:38:31 PM
Bought myself colored contact lenses.  Blue and Green...  Which should I try first? 
6/25/2010 8:07:04 PM
Just laying on my bed, laptop in hand enjoying the sound of my fan in the background.  Another quiet night... nice...
6/25/2010 3:12:50 PM
Ok I was just wondering .. If you are taking pictures to post online.. wouldnt you make sure behind you is somewhat tidy?  I mean really ..  Who wants a sub that lives like a slob? 
6/25/2010 10:31:53 AM
Taking a small break, worked outside on the deck today.  Waterproofed it and the front porch as well.  Good to have that done.  Chillaxin time
6/24/2010 7:55:50 PM
Grrr feeling a wee frisky tonight .. must be the moon. 
6/23/2010 6:46:17 PM
This weekend I had the honor of doing a wedding for a dear couple I met through collarme.   I am an ordained minister.  I hope they have years of happiness and joy.
6/17/2010 8:07:00 PM
No where to run to baby.. no where to hide...
6/16/2010 9:10:10 PM
My name is Scott. I work at Little Caesars in Michigan. I love my girlfriends youngest year old daughters bare feet. Her name is Caitlin. I would love to suck everyone of Caitlin's toes and lick her dirty feet. I also love her older sisters bare feet. Her name is Carissa. I would love to worship Carissa's bare feet too. Do you want to see pics of them? My number is 248-425-5005....  
I think we should all give this real freak a few phone calls..
6/16/2010 8:52:14 PM
I just rec'd this email..and found it very disturbing.. thought I would share it..  its from a person named  Isucktoes327

My name is Scott. I work at Little Caesars in Michigan. I love my girlfriends youngest year old daughters bare feet. Her name is Caitlin. I would love to suck everyone of Caitlin's toes and lick her dirty feet. I also love her older sisters bare feet. Her name is Carissa. I would love to worship Carissa's bare feet too. Do you want to see pics of them? My number is 248-425-5005....


To me this is just disturbing.. I reported it and hope many will do the same..

6/15/2010 5:43:44 AM
Ok fellow CM members... I was just wondering if I am the only person on here that is a annoyed with the lack of recent photos.  It is now the year 2010 if your photo is from 2008 ... dont you think that MAYBE its time to update them.  From alot of what I have seen on here, a photo is posted looks great and when they send you another its NOT EVEN CLOSE TO WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE ANYMORE....

To me that would be considered false advertizing. I could just as easily post a more flattering photo of myself from days gone by but dont...
5/21/2010 8:46:11 PM
Sorry I am still gone.  I will be back after my surgery.  Hope everyone is having a wonderful weekend.  :) Its beautiful here..
5/12/2010 6:49:25 AM
Sorry if I havent gotten back to my emails.  Been ill, off to get a cat scan today.  Hope everyone is well
5/2/2010 9:35:54 PM
Gingerdoll is a dude. Named Jon...
5/2/2010 9:03:50 PM

Hi well I thought I would share a true story.  This weekend I needed to get my drink on.  So my bf's brother was my drinking buddy.  *no not like that.  We went to a mutual friends house.  I was beyond tipsy and down right intoxicated.  I went to lay in the car for a few.  Really out of it due to the large quanities of alcohol I consumed, but still there to hear and just to drunk to move.  I heard the car door open.  Then felt a hand go inside in my shirt.  And fondle a breast. Needless to say it felt good real good. So I let it continue enjoying the feeling of being touched.   Again, to drunk to care but curious never the less.  I heard a shrill holler out to the youngest person there from his mother.  To my shock and the answer back was from next to my body as his hand was retreating from my breast.    OMG ... The car door shut.  I heard him walk away.  I clicked the lock on the door so fast.  WTF was a 15 year old boy doing groping my drunkin boobs.  So curious.. you men.. when you were his age.. if you saw a drunk friend of your mothers laying in a car three sheets to the wind.. would you have made your move??  So next time the little perv in training is online.. I am so going to confront him... Question two... should I make him sweat.  After all blackmail is a good teaching tool.  lol..

4/20/2010 8:47:50 AM
I would first like to thank you for all your wonderful support regarding my friend in need.  I am afraid however that after much soul searching I have to wash my hands of her.  For my well being.  I have contacted her brother and told him of her plight.  She texted me until two in the morning verbally attacking me and that is just not for me.  I have found she just isnt ready for constructive critism even out of love.  She doesnt want to hear what I have to say and that is her disease I wish her the best. Someday she will see what a true friend I was and what she threw away.  Thank you again...
4/19/2010 8:41:09 PM
I am sad.  I have a friend who has turned to pills and booze to self medicate instead of seeking professional assistance.  She has outbursts of anger, then sadness, then black out lying drunk.  She has turned from a good frend to someone trying to get something over on someone somehow.  I am losing a sister and wish I could do more to help her.  Text after text of verbal abuse from her.  As I calmly try and communicate like adults.  Any ideas on how I can help her?  She has three kids and a boyfriend who are all hen pecked and afraid to open there mouths.  I am open to ideas.  She is a friend I will try anything at this point..... hmmmm
4/11/2010 1:39:17 PM

Another lovely letter this time from a female Domme, 

sweetie? why would the perfect man be interested in you?  the perfect man would be able to pick ANY woman. you're over 40 and overweight.  I'm not trying to be mean. I'm not sure you can appreciate this.

LOL this shit cracks me up.. I have more young studs than she could even imagine having..lol

4/6/2010 5:13:35 PM
A lovely new message from another CM member...


Can you feel the love? lol
Jeez, after reading your journal entry I almost felt sorry you had to put up with the hate mail. Then I read your profile and saw that you are just another undeserving whore who never did anything with her life and is now looking for financial security at other peoples expense. What makes you so special you think you deserve to be pampered? There is nothing worse than someone who never bettered themselves or did anything meaningful with their lives and then they go on and give themselves titles and think they are entitled to other peoples hard work and sacrifice. So because you do not have financial security of your own due to ineptitude and lack of success, you somehow contrive to think that because you label yourself dominant that you have a right to what so many others have worked hard for? Talk about sheer fucking arrogance. But thats what you get from trailor trash gold-digging whores who never stopped to consider their personal future once in their lives. Not unless it involved exploiting and stealing from others. Good luck with that retirement plan!
4/6/2010 3:03:41 PM
Omg some dickwad said I should diet before posting pictures... guess what.. I DONT GIVE A SHIT..  lol..  loserrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
4/3/2010 6:51:14 PM
Ok so I went shopping for a new bra this week.  It didnt turn out so well.  If any woman has any idea where I can buy a decent 40DD bra that looks sexy let me know... I tried several stores throught the mall and they all seemed lacking.
4/1/2010 6:28:22 AM
Hello Friends,

Sorry I have been busier than a one legged man in an ass kickin contest lately.  I have read your mails and will respond as soon as I can  xoxoxo


MIND...
3/27/2010 7:55:46 PM
I am still considering piercing my nipples. I seem to always think about it at night once everything around here is closed.  GRRRR ... Its not expensive unless I want some nicer barbells.  I dont think I want rings.  Not sure... Just in the mood for ink or a piercing..

Curious to what all my fellow kinksters think.. should someone my age be getting a piercing?  Since I already have several tattooes that is a non issue.  I will be getting more its just a time issue.  Maybe a breast job prior to the nipples piercing would be better LOL.. oh lord I crack myself up sometimes..  maybe I should stop drinking for tonight.
3/25/2010 3:21:23 PM
So yesterday the dentist finished up a pain in the arse root canal.   Needless to say I have been in pain since.  The dentist made sure to mention before I left not to test the strength of the tooth until it heals.  Well I was at a friends house today and as I was leaving he attempted to kiss me good bye.  I kept my head down and he pulled my shoulder back and went in for the kill.  BANG... he smacked his face into my face.  To be more precise into my mouth and more importantly THE tooth!  My face is killing me my tooth feels different.  It looks a lil off to me.  I swear it is moving too.  I dont want to test it out to much since that would be doing exactly what the dentist advised against..... ARGGGGG  I can almost see the dollar signs now...$$$$$$$$ 
3/25/2010 9:50:36 AM

So are there any submissive females in my general area interested in a Dominant female?

3/24/2010 5:59:48 AM
Ok is it just me or is it strange to anyone else that subs write calling themselves girl. " Girl misses Sir."  ??? Wouldnt you want your sub to be educated enough to write correctly.  Maybe its just me..
3/22/2010 10:17:38 PM
OK I am so stressed and tensed out I need a massage.  Its not my birthday, its really nothing specail.  I just need some hands working the stress out of my body before I explode.  And not in a good way.. So if your looking to treat me to a massage I will only use licensed people and I am not expecting a happy ending would be thrilled with just a thorough work down and would consider it a welcomed treat.  No you may not watch ..LOL its for my relaxation.  After all it always benefits those around me if I am calm and relaxed.  I have paypal  (sarcasm duh) and I am sure we could work someother arrangements ... contact me if your the one to be my saving grace and help de-stress this poor poor woman.. :)
3/20/2010 4:34:42 PM
Well going to my friends tonight to have a few cocktails...  Hmmm wonder what tonight will bring??
3/20/2010 9:30:14 AM
Sooo I woke this morning in the mood.  In the mood for what you may ask...WELL.. I will tell you.  I am looking for a hot couple.  MF/FF/MM not picky I just want to watch you put the submissive one of your duo through there paces.
3/19/2010 8:17:06 AM
Well I decided to meet a sub.  He wants to take things slow to see if we are compatable.   That I can understand.  I wonder though if he understands... how many other men are willing to take his spot.  I have made some wait a year just to take me to dinner.  I hope he doesnt want to take it too slow... or I might lose interest. 
3/16/2010 7:17:09 PM
Hmm I think I am interested in finding a female to come clean, laundry and amuse me sexually.  Must be decent at massage.  Local pls.
3/9/2010 4:32:46 PM

Life isnt about keeping score. Its not about how many friends you have or how accepted you are. Its not about whether you have plans for this weekend or if you are alone. It isnt about who you are dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated or if you havent been with anyone at all. It isnt about who your family is or how many much they have. Its not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, shoes you have on or what music you listen to. Its not about if your hair is blonde, red, black or brown. Or if your skin is to light or dark, Its not about what grades you get, or how smart you are, how smart everyone else thinks you are or how smart standardized tests say you are. Its not about representing your whole life on a piece of paper and seeing who will "accept" the written you.  LIFE JUST ISNT.

Life is about who you love and who you hurt.  Its who you make happier or unhappy purposefully.  Its about keeping or betraying trust.  Its about friendship used as a sanctity or a weapon.  Its about what you say and mean.  Maybe hurtful maybe heartening, about starting rumors and contributing to petty gossip. Its about what judgments you pass and why.  And who your judgements are spread to.  its about who you've ignored with full control and intention.  Its about jealousy, fear, ignorance and revenge.  Its about carrying inner hate and love.  Letting it grow and spreading it.  But most of all its about using your life to touch or poisons someone's heart in such a way that it would have never occurred alone.    Only you chose the way those hearts where affected, and those choices are what life is all about. 

3/7/2010 7:33:58 PM
Woke up today the same as any other recently.  My face still hurting severely.  Wondering if it will finally stop today.  I tried not to think of the betrayal I have recently rec'd from the imposter on here.  I finally signed on to find an email from "her/him".  I just dont get it... why pretend your a female?  Why pretend your a preachers wife and in need of a friend.?  All I can think of is maybe this person needs therapy.  Is it wrong for me to judge since I was his/her victim?  I just want to know WHY???

Not to mention what poor womans photos has he stolen which is in violation of CM's policy's and just down right normal human decency.  That is the only reason I havent posted this persons name.  I know its against the rules and I dont wish to lower myself to there level.
3/6/2010 7:31:57 PM

NO LONGER SEARCHING!

3/6/2010 7:01:39 PM
As many of us do I came across a woman who seemed nice.  Her and I started a friendship.  I was nothing but kind to her.  After a couple days of speaking back and forth about your relationship with her husband and how unhappy she was.  She tells me ... IS A MAN.  This man thought it would be fun to make a profile here on a whim.  Then decided I looked like someone that needed to be fucked with, especially after a root canal.  Yes this person is here on CM and yes another faker. 

Why bother... I throw in the towel.  If I cant even meet a female friend on here what chance am I to have in finding what I deeply desire...
3/5/2010 1:41:54 PM
Hi Everyone,

I have been getting quite a few emails inquiring on my well being.  I would like to tell all of them my tooth is feeling better.  I am twenty five percent and with antibotics, I am sure to be 100% in no time. 
xoxo,
Mind....
3/5/2010 6:54:07 AM

I was wondering if anyone else thinks this is strange...
People sending a request to be in your circle of friends even though you have never spoke or written to them or them to you.???

3/3/2010 4:33:29 PM
Popped in checked my messages be back tonight to answer them.  Had a root canal today fun times
3/2/2010 6:20:23 PM
I would like to thank all of those folks who have marked me as Admired.  I appreciate it much. 

xoxo,

Mind...
3/1/2010 6:17:34 PM
I havent travelled much in my life.  I would love a vacation.  That is my plan for within the next year or so.   Somewhere tropical.  Warm sun hitting your face.  Waves crashing in the background.  Sound good to anyone else..?? What would be your vacation if you could pick one?

If cost wasnt an option... Machu Pichu
3/1/2010 5:41:29 PM
looking to go to a munch this month... any info?? 
2/28/2010 6:31:23 PM
Well decided I am interested in a online sub.  Must follow my directions to a T.  Physically fit, well endowed a plus, and love to show off for whomever I tell him to.  Do you fit this discription?  If so email me with a picture of your face, and your last Dommes name if you have had one and what your hard limits are. 

2/24/2010 7:47:42 PM
Hello there friends,


For those who have sent email and I havent gotten back to you I apologize.  My daughter has been ill and recovering from surgery.  I will write back as soon as time permits.  Hope you all have a wonderful evening. 

xoxo,

MIND.....
2/17/2010 8:54:55 PM

I am ready to make friends in Central Maine near Dover-Foxcroft ish...  I would like to meet and get to know some like minded people.  Any takers??

2/15/2010 8:36:30 AM
Am I the only Domme who thinks subs should be trained in massage?  Should be a standard in properly trained sub. 
2/13/2010 9:14:53 AM
Looking for something to do tonight... something local to me.  Any ideas?? 
2/8/2010 9:41:14 AM
Oh I almost forgot... dont want to feel left out of the crowd...


WILL TAKE TRIBUTES!!!
LOL OK THAT WAS FUN..  HAD TO BE SAID.. SINCE THERE ARE SO MANY ON HERE THAT ASK FOR $$ ....
2/7/2010 11:45:59 PM
Well updated everything... loftly I know but thought its a new year lets shoot for the sky. 
11/17/2009 5:08:52 AM
UPDATE:  I am looking for a very wealthy man/woman who is willing to do whatever I wish when I wish.  

Ok just kidding...lol some of these folks omg.  I was just feeling left out..... HEE HEE
good luck
11/6/2009 9:02:04 PM
Ok well I have been pondering getting my nipples peirced with barbells.  I am not a spring chicken so I am conflicted.  I would like to know,  A. am I to old...   B.  how long does it take to heal    C.  Was the sensation intensified?  
11/1/2009 5:32:20 PM
Well another lame weekend.  Nothing positive to say .. so I guess I wont say anything.. happy Nov 1
10/31/2009 1:39:45 PM
So havent heard from the folks i am suppose to go out w/ tonight.. figures lol.. Maybe the bears den is better anyway.. i can always walk home from there ...
10/30/2009 9:20:51 PM
For the person who sent me that message assuming I am male.. ha ha your loss.. I am so not a man.. wait let me look to be sure.. hmmm no there are 42 DD's.. ok.. look in the jeans.. ya ya no cock.. I must be a woman...
10/14/2009 11:53:57 PM
OK I guess I am not being clear.... I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING WITH MY BF'S FRIEND OTHER THAN TRY TO NICELY TELL HIM nooooooo.  I HAVE NOT CHEATED ON MY BF IN THE ENTIRE 8 YEARS OF OUR RELATIONSHIP I DONT INTEND ON DOING SO NOW...
10/14/2009 10:18:22 PM
Well the bf's friend is continuing to hit on me via the telephone now as he is out of town.  I feel weird talking to him..  After all he is my bf's friend.  I dont understand how a guy w/ a woman can do that to his lady.  Or his friend for that matter.  Doesnt he realize there is alot to lose?? men think with there penises and not with there brains i think most of the time..

Ok now its time for me to tell you what my other naughty side is thinking... go fuck the hell out of him... hee hee.. I am just afraid of it getting out in our small town and well ruining two families... soooo there is my deliema....  
8/30/2009 9:52:34 AM
Well the bf's friend decided to let me know again that he wishes to bed me lol.   Shame he hasnt figured out I dont cheat lol
8/10/2009 2:48:39 PM
Well I am getting ready for a trip to California... off to see my new grandson.. xoxox
8/2/2009 9:47:57 PM
hi all I havent been on for a while... nothing exciting happening ..sorry ..wish i could go on and on about something erotic but.. alas tis nothing to ramble on about..poor me...lol
6/22/2009 1:53:51 PM
PAUL LEAVE ME ALONE!! YOUR BLOCKED
6/18/2009 12:54:56 PM
just so everyone knows if you dont answer WONDERFULSADIST in his alotted time frame he sends you an email reading cunt...
Playful83
 
 Age: 24
 Pinehurst, North Carolina