I've just read Exit to Eden by Anne Rice (writing as Anne Rampling) and it has some really great detailed BDSM interactions between a gorgeous brunette Domme and her handsome sub in a Club environment. I feel Extremely inspired so I am putting it out there, Thank you in advance, Universe.

MW.

I am looking for a submissive type with strong hands for providing therapeutic and sensual massage. clearly this is a local position. Thank you.

Oral sex slave Required on the Gold Coast ONLY

In a world struggling with identity consumerism and material possessions have become the new ‘false idols’ of our worship and the centre of our existence. Self within craves the right to freely express feelings and thoughts without reproach and yet uncertainty of ones places often dictates the method of expression used.  Confusion and lack of direction is deeply underlying in the current modern world. Humans are not happy with the treadmill of life we have built to be considered the norm. We are caught in the net of wanting and consuming. The ever changing technological advances in media and entertainment bring such heightened stimulus and once acquired the ‘next best thing’ created and released soon leaves us wanting again. We very quickly feed into the idea we ‘need’ items to be happy and without them we don’t partake of this great experience offered in life. Material possessions bring us a contradiction of play as providers of utter joy one moment and powerfully reducing us to a shell if taken from us violently.

After having MANY possessions come and go in my life, I was noticing which had weight of sincere sentimentality attached to them and which were items of form with less significance. These things made me feel confined and were becoming background in my life rather than foreground Deities. I made a Grand decision to cull all the background material form from my life and with a smile. Something completely unexpected happened and it was joyous. I felt liberated from giving things away. I felt motivated and centred not lacking and exposed.

I planned to keep all gifts I’d received in my life from loved ones, all art supplies for creativity, keep music and movies, keep some sentimental jewellery and apart from necessity furniture, it ALL WENT. I parted with all designer clothing and kept the things I wore for comfort not approval. I parted with all handbags and accessories Women attach to themselves as part of a perceived Identity. I parted with all things I felt were part of my need to create an identity to conform with society.

The greatest feelings I derived within the material world of form is giving. It took over 30 years of worship to materialism and personal possessions before I discovered the essence of what it is to TRULY LIVE.

I have always felt part of the natural world. A childhood rich with family pets dog and equine alike, I grew up on acreage with trees and grass and creeks and dams. I played all through my childhood with nature combined with form. Balancing a love of material form and its pleasures whilst remaining connected to the current of nature, I know my childhood was blessed and poignant.

In my early adulthood I took steps to break away and scream my individuality to the world. I found heightened pleasures in sexuality and substances, both taught me some of life’s greatest lessons and gave meaningful insight. Innocence and immaturity found me playing with both of these tools for many years, less through addiction but a comfort in pushing boundaries and discovering personal heights.

Organized religion also played a part of my childhood until my mother had a loss of faith and our family left the church when I was 9.

I remember she taught Sunday school at one of the churches we attended and it was fun and biblical stories seemed miraculous and fantastical.  I felt somewhat safe in the innocently perceived notion of God and His divine protection. I had created a concept of the Divine masculine source and wondered about my participation in it all. Conscious of ‘sins and hell’ I was mindful misbehaviour brought great consequences beyond the realm of my parents control and that was powerful persuasion.

My mum as an ex-catholic was intent on finding the ‘perfect religion’ so we joined many different churches and denominations in search of God and answers. Fortunately the doctrine was light Christianity and the fear factor religion totes was underlying and more subtle.  My fathers casual drinking and my mothers’ devout hunt for faith plus the loss of a baby found them at odds and after some discord the family moved north to Queensland to settle and sort. Religion seemed to fall to the wayside as my parents threw themselves into a family business and all seemed to be peaceful.

Not until I was much older did I discover my mothers eternal searching found her in a new friendship with a person involved with matters of spirituality. I knew she had a big book called ‘A Course in Miracles’ and it seemed to be her new bible from which she derived deeply inspiring insight into the journey of Self. Old structures changed instantly within our family and my mothers newly found direction meant change for the rest of us. My mother would no longer buy or cook meat so the family turned vegetarian when I was 12.  I was a child who through my mothers passions and convictions was quickly drawn into a world of intensities and harsh realities. Her employment at the local animal shelter only stirred her inner passion for creatures and their rights and I was 14 and deeply involved with her interests. My first experience with a dog we found hit by a car and was badly broken, I sat in the back of the station wagon with the dogs head on my lap sobbing deeply and my mother driving the car telling me over her shoulder to ‘give him your strength Not your sadness’.

Such responsibility I instantly felt and under took as my duty and I summoned all I could to be strong for the dog. My mothers praise later at the way I maintained my emotions and found peace in the giving of strength to another was ingrained for life.

to be continued…….

My personal choice to follow the path of a Dominant has become the most

 perfect decision I’ve made. Having spent many years suggestively playing

 with the notion of being submissive whilst maintaining a demeanour of an

 assertive driven confident Woman, I struggled daily with internal uncertainty

 and indecision -in My place. I felt like My choice to submit was more an act of

 My utter superiority over the Dom in question than of My inner yearning to

 surrender. The act in itself was beautiful because I started to reveal the

 mysterious Dominant Woman inside through My surrender as a submissive.

As 99% of My personal submissive experiences were online and not in real

 time I can only assume if I were to have partaken in a more physical aspect of

 D/s I May have submitted entirely, as this however is not the case, I’ve

 completely centred Myself within a Dominant role balanced with a love for

 occasional switch in bdsm. 

As a theatrical Virgo Woman I take great pride in performance through

 mannerisms and  feminine behaviour, sensual attire and intellect. Wit and

 humour are a huge part of My personality with a gentle cynicism and sarcastic

 twist. I consider Myself Queen Feminine: a subtle balance of the divine

 essence of all that embodies Woman and a deep understanding of the male

 energies and the power and striving it can contain.

Over 13 years of personal research in areas of religion, faith, sexuality,

 spirituality , Divine concepts and Evolution I Am in a perfect place to guide a

 willing submissive in the beautiful art of submission.

Through RESPECT of the Woman, UNDERSTANDING of the true essence of

 the Woman, DESIRE to please and ADORE the Woman and SELF

 PRESERVATION of the personal CHOICE to give of oneself to LEARN I offer

 My submissive a truly wonderful experience. To enrich both of our journeys

 in this time of our lives through consentual  sharing and exploring personal

 boundaries.

TRAINING It has become common to use the concept of ‘training’ as a means

 of applying often severe accepted diminishment of the individual in order

 to guide the individual toward some elusive ideal of the perfect submissive.

 This training is also used to forcibly control the actions and behaviours of the

 individual being trained. The Dominant by eliciting pre-consent to the

 actions of training attains permission to violate the character, sense of self,

 ethics, moral structure and personal integrity of the submissive. In this way

 the issue of consent is acknowledged and the submissive is placed in a

 position of being responsible for or agreeing to the actions taken against

 them.  Although the above is fundamentally correct, the supreme driving

 force is INTENT. The intent of both Dominant and submissive need to be

 balanced and synchronised within safe parameters. If the intentions of the

 Dominant are not mapped perfectly with the submissive the results can be

 unfortunate.

TRUST and UNDERSTANDING of the submissives inner yearning are key to

 having a beautiful balanced D/s relationship.

MY DESIRES     I am an extremely sensual, creative, passionate Woman and I

have deep needs to be fulfilled. I seek a beautiful submissive to share

knowledge with, train for duties for the Woman and provide sexual pleasure

for the Woman. This successful submissive is required to understand their

sexuality will play a very large role in Our relationship and if they do not want

 to worship in this way, they will not balance well with My energies.