What I miss is that amazing feeling I get when I can just look at my submissive and just know what she is thinking. At the same time knowing that the same submissive will stop at nothing for your pleasure. So even though she would willing do anything you command, you still take her by the hair leading and forcing yourself onto her. Not giving her any choice, she will do as I desire, or she will be made to regardless. Then after, freeing her to become the closest friend possible, able to talk about anything and everything, and it never feeling stale. All the while we're both keenly aware that she's only allowed to be like that because I allow it, I give her the time like that, because that's what I want, And that at any moment her freedom will be stripped away from her as she is forced to be what she always loves to be. My submissive. |