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? What is love really? Some of us come in this world with it, while others long for just the taste of it. If the longing comes from abandonment or the need to feel needed who can really say. ?But the need is there and sometimes the need and the want can become dangerest. When the idea of it out weighs the feelings there lays the confusion The confusion of want and need, Love and Lust, heart and mind, friendship and boundaries? ? ? WHITE GUYS ONLY !!!
3/16/2011 7:03:14 AM

No trust No Future The Devil says to me But how can anyone trust the Devil I thought to myself , and just as Eve picked the apple the Devil picked my brain and answered questions I dare not ask out loud Because you can be yourself with me However sick and twisted you or your past is I will not judge thee These words that the Devil spoke moved me because I fear my past sins You dont have to say a word He tells me, let me help you get the silence that you crave for All of a sudden he didnt appear to be the Devil at all just a man with an offer So I took a deep breath and extended my hand and for the first time in my life there was silence all of the voices of judgement and ridicule and self-doudt no longer existed This man took my hand and guides me to a mirror, his warm strong yet gentle hands moved the hair from my face...You are beautiful my child left your head up and silence those voices for good. So i lift my head and looked in the mirror These things that you crave are not sick nor twisted and trust me everyone has some of the same desires, for some people its just a thought in they refuse to give in to it. But for others its a craving a longing to cross the line and combine pleasure and pain....

To Be Continue...

2/16/2011 6:59:13 AM

We walked into the hotel room, the devil and I 

He's wearing all black and I a red dress and a pair of red and chrome stilettos that I saved just for this moment. 

As we walked toward our room a rush of fear comes over me  

I looked behind me to see if he could tell or even care that I feared for my life 

But then again he's the devil and my fear would just bring him more pleasure  

Finally we made it to the door  

As I nervously reached for the keys he grabs my hand and steps in front taking the lead  

Oh my god why does the devil smell so sweet  

I can almost taste him in my mouth  

He opens the door and turns to face me  

With an evil and welcoming smile he offers me his hand 

But all I could think of was a picture that I saw and how even without his horns or black cape  

I could still see the outline of them shine like a halo  

At that moment I took a step back and thought about running  

He saw the look on my face and simply smiled and just closed the door 

And I started to walk away  

I couldn't believe it  

I gotten away from the devil's temptation without any burns or cuts at all 

But as always I started to think way too much  

I wondered why he isn't coming for me  

Am I not worth chasing down the hall? 

The elevator bell got me out of trance  

And as the doors closed I stepped back until I hit the wall 

And realized that I didn't want to leave  

I dropped down too my knees feeling disappointed in myself for wanting him to come for me and fearing that he may not  

I hear a door open  

I didn't look up, I couldn't look up  

Then I hear him say "Jasmine I've never went back on a word until now  

Give me your hand" and without thinking I did it  

He stood me up and we walked back to hells door  

But this time he let me in first  

As I scanned the room looking for anything weird I could feel his eyes upon me  

He walked toward me and said "it's just you and I"  

So I started to loosen up a little and sat on the bed he walked over and sat next to me  

And pulled a joint out of his pocket  

"This will help you relax"  

As I started to smoke I could tell that it was laced with something  

But how can you question the devil in his lair 

If anything it's better to pretend that the shit isn't working you know try to make him doubt himself  

Before I knew it my stilettos where on the floor and I was in the bed lying next to him 

I could feel his heart beat and smell the sweat on his He got up before I could build up the nerve to touch him 

He grabbed my arm and pulled me to the edge of the bed and started caressing my face he ran his fingers  

From my neck to my ear getting rougher as he moved up to my mouth  

He took his thumb and rubbed it across my lips smearing some of my dark red lipstick  

"I've been thinking of your lips and how it would be to touch and taste them from the first time I saw you" 

I looked up at him with pleasure and my eyes knew that I had pleased him 

He then stuck his finger in my mouth and said  

"Do you know how much trouble you're in my little Pet?"  

I looked at him as my face draws a blank my body reacts to the threat  

He then takes his thumb and rubs the saliva on my cheek and starts to squeeze my jaw  

"You made me do something and now you have to be punished"  

But what did I do  

He starts to dig his nails into my jaw  

After tonight you're not allowed to  

Ask any more questions is that understood  

His voice was so smooth and very intoxicating that all I could say was okay  

And he said (Good Girl)  

That pleased me more than anything in the world  

I thought to myself what is wrong with me and how did I get here  

But my body was ready for whatever punishment that he had in store  

Now to answer your question  

You made me call you jasmine  

And I told you that I would no longer call you that  

You are now my pet and I own you and your name is Kitty 

Is that understood...Yes, yes what 

Yes Master!!! 

I held my head down in shame for giving in 

But somehow amongst the shame I found freedom, freedom within the chains...

MistressOfGa
 
 Age: 35
 Birmingham, United Kingdom