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I am a life long transgirl...I've been crossdressing and being submissive since I could remember (one of my earliest memories is getting in trouble for painting my nails pink at the age of two, another is playing 'little mermaid' with my older sisters while wearing my mom's bras at 4).
In junior high, I started wearing a bra all the time so that I could be 'one of the girls' (though I kept it secret), and I've worn exclusively women's underwear since puberty. I've always loved and craved being tied up, gagged, and dominated, especially by women, and I always made up excuses for my playmates to capture, tie, and gag me as a child. My sisters always knew that I was one of them.
Nowadays, I've been living, dressing, and expressing full time as a female for 4 years; I introduce myself as 'miss', and I haven't called myself a male in public since mid 2005.
I want to be trained as a maid because that's who I am. I can be spirited, and I have been known to be a bit disobedient, but, at heart, I am a very submissive young woman, and I adore serving a capable mistress or master.
I'm a TS for now, but I am actually working in a serious way to get into and complete the process of biological transformation complete with bigger breasts, and, given financial opportunities, full surgery. In short, feminization for me is not a costume, a fetish, or a lifestyle; it is an absolute necessity. I see myself as a woman but not a female yet and as a male but not a man anymore.
I am now and always have been a woman...I just need to jump through a few hoops to make the rest of the world understand this fact.
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