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I don’t really know why I am writing this except I felt I had to …
I have been in this lifestyle for many years … In that time I have met some lovely women … some not so lovely women and truth be told some total nut cases. All in all though it has been quite a journey. The funny thing is that I always knew I would meet the perfect woman ... perfect in my eyes at least. The one I can't stop thinking about … the one whose beauty takes my breath away … the one who can crack me up one minute and cause me to become very introspective the next … the one whose intelligence and her personality is even more beautiful that her face … the one who will “WOW” your friends and family by showing herself as the perfect hostess, guest and conversationalist … and then be a total and complete pleasure salve when I am alone with her …
After all these years I have finally met this incredible girl only to find out that she is not ready … prepared … willing to enter into a relationship. I know her reasons … I understand her reasons … I will never reveal those reasons because she took me into her trust when she told me about them … I will say though that she is a very strong person … stronger than 99.99999% of the people I have met in my life. It is doubtful that I will ever have her as mine … but ... if there is a forgiving and compassionate God or superior being or whatever/whoever you believe created this mess of a world that we live in I will meet her one day … If not though ... I want her to know that she has made me a better man and I thank her for that.
Be at peace sweet girl and know that there is one man out here who “LIKES” you very much … A man who would like to chase your demons away and make you happy even after the 400th date … Talk soon ... |
