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Mtman201
Hello there :) My name is Fruit To start off casual affairs disinterest me as I need and seek emotional connection and tend to build strong friendships. To me friendship is an important foundation as trust is paramount, especially in kink. I am constantly seeking to improve and find opportunities to grow and expect the same from those around me which makes health and self improvement a necessity. Reluctance to personal growth seems suspicious as people always have the ability to continually improve intellectually and morally. You should not give yourself a fixed limit to your possible perfection. Learning never ends With that said hard skills don't mean a thing without a caring and level headed human being behind them. If you are simply looking for a toy to beat into a pulp and use then move on as I'm not the one for you. I strongly prefer the emotional and mental aspects of BDSM as compared to the physical and take little joy in engaging those who are disrespectful or demeaning in nature. When it comes to play I'm interested in the energy exchange and power exchange. Where people want to go wether it's a happy place, a vulnerable place or even a dark place. What matters most to me is how people want to FEEL during the play and when it's over. My purpose in scenes is mutual pleasure and satisfaction of our kinks. In terms of why I'm on the meat market Mainly i'm looking for friends and am always open to conversation especially with those who are open minded and neurologically stimulating Primarily I'm interested in finding a LTR with someone who's either open to poly or being monogamous. In a sense I am looking for a guide I can trust to help me find my edge. I seek someone who's kind and compassionate above all else and ultimately one who deserves my trust that places equal emphasis on my self care as well as their own. I live to please as pleasing and serving is a reward in itself; If you enjoy giving then I will enjoy receiving and vice versa. I am no way set or firm in my role but as of now I seek to surrender and explore that. I find myself attracted to Daddy doms and affectionately cruel Sadists. I tend to love knifeplay and would like to expand my experience with fearplay, degradation, humiliation, CNC, sensory deprivation, ification, petplay and so forth. My hard limits are blood, scat, and anything illegal of course.
looking4umaster
 
 Age: 38
  California