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| sadly..or not, I'm not sure, I have finally ended my 23 year vanilla relationship..my daughter is now 16, she has her own life, and we've made the considered decision..
I am FREE..for the first time in my life, to be ME!
I've known all my life I was different, I instigated the 'Dr's and nurses' games in my early years, I loved poking the girls, making them squeak, (and more)..so in my teens, I didn't want a girlie girl..but ended up with one...failed marriage number 1, two beautiful kids tho', but in truth, in those days, if I threw my boxers on the bed she got pregnant...sigh*
Marriage number 2 came a few years later, and thats the one thats now ended..we'll remain best friends, but in truth, the marriage has been a farce for years..I love the girl that came with it, she is my world, but at 16, and her own person, boyfriend and all..I'm superfluous..
Now MY life begins anew, the life I have always yearned after, but through courtesy, and perhaps misplaced loyalty, I forsake!
I want MY time, I want the girl who dotes on ME ..who refuses me nothing, who is adored and adores back symbiotically..
I have spent the last 10 years (and more) doing the Online Dom thing, and now, I am able to be more, the real ME! No spring chicken anymore, but fine wine matures with age, I am studying to become a University Lecturer in IT, so I am financially solvent, and hope very soon, to have my own place, where decadence and hedonism shall abound...LOL
Ask me what you will, I hope to be an open book..I have been here and old Cm, for 10 years or so, I know how the place works..but if it helps, I am a typical Alpha Male, graphically-stimulated, so be comfortable in skin, (and nothing else), I am tall and lean, and perverse..with a definite and unfulfilled interest in CP, (think the old English Teacher who says' that skirt is too short, come to my room" ), medical fetish, (gyno exams, stretching, urethra sounding, cervix-play, speculums etc), sensually-sadistic, nipple-fetish , vacuum stimulation, lactation, anal play...etc...in fact, I don't believe there is a fetish I haven't researched...
Remember, the lifestyle is symbiotic, that is SO important, there is nothing to be gained by barbarism for its own sake, we are here because we get horny in the ways Normality abhors
Anyway, this profile is a Work-In-Progress, I am sure it will be added to in the fullness of time..let the deviance..BEGIN! *grin*
I Am actively-looking, but its too soon to consider a relationship..in time, with the right girl..perhaps..
*sigh* thought it unnecessary to state, but I am HETERO...
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