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| about me, well let's see, hmmm..... i have always had submissive tendencies. always said yes to girls. always helped them, let them cheat off me in high school, and worshipped them. I believe women are superior to men in every way. That they should be worshipped and adored and appreciated for their talents, skills, strengths and abilities. Now let me begin by telling you how it all started... I got curious about this lifestyle after seeing a photo in a magazine a friend gave me when i was 16 years old. I then started browsing the internet to find out more and trying to find girls to talk to about it. chat rooms, voyeur cams, instant messaging apps, chatrooms, websites, etc.... Finally, when I was 25 years old, I found this website (FetLife) and have been on and off of here since. I started serving a Findom which up until 2 or 3 years ago had led me into a deep well of debt; which has since been dismissed and forgiven and I have moved on and things are slowly improving for the better. But for the longest time it was findom after findom after findom. I could not escape nor get away from them. They all dug their hooks into me and took what they wanted without regret or remorse or even a care in the world what was happening to me. I had let girls use me and abuse me and even walk all over me for years and did/said nothing about it. then one day I found a girl on here we chatted for months then met in person she served me and on a whim one day i let her dominate me and then i became her slave and then we got married and i was working and she was working and we had no time for this lifestyle any more and she became even more power hungry and out for my money alone i believe and started to try to boss me around tell me what to do and say no you cant do this or listen to that and we fought and argued to no extent and our sex life became non existent so i sought it elsewhere. she found out and she moved out out of the blue one day and we have not been in contact since and we are going to go through a divorce soon, once i have the money to do so. NOTE: she will never be an issue and no drama will occur of it. so my addiction to findom has ruined my life if you will. so after a year of not serving a single findom or giving a girl money and after searches galore and message after message after message to girls on here and various other websites trying to find a real TRUE Domme who is not a wannabe domme and findom, i am still on my hunt and looking for Her! I want a Domme who will respect me, help me be better, teach me, train me to expand my limits and endure them and grow to like them, so my limits list, becomes minimal at best. A Domme who can push boundaries within reason and back off when I am feeling pressured and take things slower. A Domme who is caring kind and understands what Her slave needs and wants and caters to it. i have been a slave for the last 8 years. in person (upon first meet) i am very quiet and reserved. Afterwards I am funny, caring, giving, helpful, nice, kind, romantic, goofy, silly and submissive. and at times, even reserved. I am however quite Dominant when the mood strikes and can be sweet and kind or rough and strict. (depends on the person i am with) i would like to meet new people and make friends and someone to play with and eventually a relationship with. a girl who is either a domme or switch or sub it doesn't matter as long as we get along and have fun and have some similar likes in common. But most of all I want to find a Domme to serve, be owned by and collared by. i will leave the rest of the about me to our conversations. feel free to message me and get to know me better and let's see what happens....
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