I want or I need how ever you see it:

someone that wants me

someone that I truly want

a kindred spirit

to grow and learn

to feel things

to have dreams that do not scare me

see her and felt a bit

to smell her sent and have to stop what I am doing to find her

hugs that make the world disapear

kisses that build like a fire

my passion stired constanly

My imagination feed

someone I can be myself with

someone that laughs when my jokes suck.

a work out partner

a lover

a confidant

a slave

what do you need?

I need to change my screen name. it does not refect who I am very well.  but I hate to loose everything on my profile. any suggestion on how to do that?

a friend suggested SirEdward816

my birthday is just over a month away, this year I will accept gifts in tens and twenties.  sexual favors will only be accepted in person from females only. sorry nothing by proxy this year

 I have more vacation saved that I will use before I loose it. but I cant seem ti take off work to use it. do you think there is a cure for this?? should I go to the Doctor? maybe I need a shot ?

after 30 years of vanilla life I am finally free to be me.

the one change that really stands out to me is so simple and so amazing. it is when I tell a play partner and idea I have and she says..... yes please.

I am getting use to that now and find it a need for me. I need to hear those two words. not with every idea but the more I hear it the more my mind works. those two words feed my kinky mind.

just living our lives going to work paying bills cleaning and caring for our home, can put us all down in the dumps a bit. then I hear "Yes Please". and I am in heaven.

this is going to be such a fun filled weekend. friends coming over tonight. rope class on saturday then a party sat night. I will need work next week to rest up....... that is how a weekend should be

why is rope so exciting? its not sexual it is sensual. it is trust. it is beautiful when done right.  it is simply amazing.

what do you do when your dreams come true?? I got to expereance a few of my dreams and fantisys this past weekend. my thought is that I need to dream up more of them.

still looking for a friend to go to rope classes with. if you have ever had intrest in rope bondage and want to try it in a safe friendly inveroment maybe this is for you? send me a message and lets talk about it and see if it is something you want to do

I went to a rope class today, and I so enjoyed it. I learned so much today I just need to practice. any rope bunny's want to help?

come on ladies think this through. Not every guy that messges you wants in your pants. some times I think a profile is interessting and I want to say so. I want to be nice and show appreciation for what you have said.

isnt that a nice thing for me to do?

YES it is.

yet some of you are so caught up in what ever it is your are caught up in and think I am showing disrespect. all I can say is "what ever".

life goes on, make sure you keep an idea on where it is going so you dont get lost

not everyones hair grows the same. mine tends to grow much faster in the back at the bottom then anywhere else.  so.... I went to get my hair cut today. it has been a while. I got in a very confused conversation with the gal that took a few minutes to straighen out. she thought I had a mullit that grew out in the front. then add my dish water blonde hair and she thought it was dyed too. I need to get my hair cut more often.

sooo many spammers on here these days. I spend more time reporting and blocking them than doing anything else on the site.  I keep wondering why so many? someone must be falling for the game or they would not bother.  report, block and avoid  them so they will go away. please, lets help collarme clean this place up

a friend told me she was having a hard time finding a "real" man. I explained to her that just because a guy isnt "right" for her doesnt mean he is not "real" about who he is.

count your fingers and write that number down. after a day of shooting off fire works check recount your fingers then check your notes. you should have the same number as before. it you do... its been a good holiday.

I was talking to a submisve gal the other day. just casual chat and she asked me what I wanted in a sub. I told her, no games about it. her come back was " Oh your like all the guys, all you want is a door mat".

it might seem that way to someone that does not know me. but it is so far from the truth of what I want.

I want to respect my sub. I want to KNOW that she has made the choice to serve me.

that is one reason I try to not be specific when asked such a question. there is nothing wrong with asking but if yo do be open minded and try to understand where the person you are talking to is coming from.

don't for get the assume thing. ass (of) U (and) me. lets not do that to each other

I had a great time on a sail boat last night. my first time on one and it was a munch. nice people great food, and the sail boat. I highly recomend it to everyone

so I logged on today thinking it would be just another day. and for the most part it is. like every other day good things and bad things happen. lots of just average things happen as well. then "POOF" someone wonderful talks to me. they are exciting and fun of life. we seem to click in a positive way. could she be the one??? oh heck no this is collarme. in the end she was just a pleasant distraction to pass the time of day.

people are truly idiots. not everyone I suppose, I just tend to find the worst ones. last night on my way home from work I was sitting at a stop light on my bike, I was second car back. when the left turn signal went off the gal infront of me took off. yeah, we were in the go straight lane. so I just sat there. what if I pulled foreward and she got hit and pushed back towards me ( bikers thing about those kinds of things).  anyhow the IDIOT behind me started honking at me. it took me a minute to understand he was mad that I didnt pull out too. I pointed at the red light and he still honked at me a few more times. I belive he was a total idiot, what do you think?

one word, of you could only use one word to discribe wwhat makes someone sexy and desirable what word would you use?

For me it is easy "ATTITUDE". ok that is cheating becasue it can be reflected in so many ways. your look, speach and act show your attitude.

do you have a better word to use?

I am currently spending so much time blocking, hiding and reporting spammers the fun is going out of collarme. it really is a shame

I love it when someone asks me questions. when they are real and truly want to know. I hate it too. 

 like to think of myself as a student of life. learning and growing. how boring it must be to know every thing, if you did whats next for you.

I look for the beauty in all things. not just pictures. I see it in the written word all the time.  a well written paragraph, a phrase or as simple as a screen name. all of these things can show something of the beauty inside.

we all apreciate a hot body in a nice picture. but a great picture has some thing extra in it. some thing to make it personal, something special, that brings out whats inside.

my sleep apnea mask broke last night. i feel horrid today

i dont mean to make any one sad or looking for sympithy. my dog is 16 years old. average for his breed is 12. cancer developed in his jaw 3 years ago. we had half of it removed and that gave him 3 more years. cancer came back 4 months ago, this time in his ear. a month later in his mouth again.  today i put him down. sure am missing him.

 i think all pet owners should decide right now, while thier pets are healthy, how to deal with a sick pet if they have to deal with it. dont wait to make a plan,

got my new bike. anyone want to ride?

do you know what make you who you are? if you on collarme I hope you have a good idea or you are working on finding out. 

DO you think it should be a life long journey or something easy to figure out?