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	I am a crossdresser/transgender who has been breaking out of her shell. I have been dressing since I was a teenager but have only come to accept it as a true part of me in the last few years. I have no desire to suppress the female parts of me any longer. Although I describe myself as a crossdresser I feel more transgendered than that name allows - I do believe that I have more female attributes than a typical man. Although I don't want to suppress these feelings/needs anymore I must also accept my life as it is. I cannot go "hog-wild" and just become Victoria Kate with wild abandon. I am married and have no desire to change that. My wife knows of my crossdressing and of my deep interest in things female. She knows, now that I have told her about my dressing, that I look at women totally different than she once thought. I certainly look but often my admiration is true and not the basal desire to "get with that". I love my family but I also need to experience some contact with others interested in things kinky. I have a deep desire to explore bondage and submission. I do practice bondage but it has always been self inflicted with an escape mechanism. To be bound with no hope of release, save for the desire of the dominant to provide that release, is something I have never experienced. I'm not weak but I do want to see some of my submissive side and discover what that means. I do fancy predicament bondage and damsel-in-distress kind of things but I am open minded. Gags fasinate and excite me. With that, I would like for someone to take the time to talk with me, teach me, ask me questions that will stimulate my mind. I do want to cross that line into something naughty but I will always entertain the notion of a relationship with a dom, a sub, or anyone else that just invloves their friendship and advice. Another desire I have is to learn the fine art of giving wonderful oral sex. I want to learn more about properly pleasuring a woman with my mouth - I have this fantasy that I could service a woman as well as any practiced lesbian could. (It's my fantasy and I'll do as I want with it :-) ). I also want to learn the craft of giving a masterful blow-job. It seems that I have a thing for wanting to use my mouth as a sexual object. Thank you for taking the time to read my profile. I will respond to anyone with a thoughtful reply using at least a few complete sentences. If you want to know something, just ask. Victoria

2/10/2014 6:31:57 AM

Victoria Kate finally ventured out in public on her own. This last Friday (02/07) I did some of my best make-up work, thats not saying much to those that have skills but I am improving. I found a pretty black -n- white polka-dot dress and some brand new fuscia boots. Pink necklace and earrings, red lips, red nails, and a bright pink purse.

Hands trembling and some deep breaths, as deep as the corset would allow, and out the door. I took a drive and went to a safe place to be with some friends that have helped me come out of my comfort zone. For about 3.5 hours I was out of the house and mostly in a public place.

It was exhilarating but also strangely calming. More fun than I have had for quite some time. I cannot wait for my next trip out into the world.

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Age: 30

Centennial, Colorado