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Trying to put my personal, psychological and relationship preferences into words is a task I’ve choose not to accept at this time. Not that I have something to hide, but I would much prefer you derive that information through first-hand knowledge. I’ve certainly attempted to fill this space a few times, but it seems to come out sounding like an ad for a used car. So until such a time that the words may come to me...this is about as far as I'm going to go.

In open to communication, so if you would like to know something about, simly ask…I don’t bite (well, at least not until I know someone in a far deeper context than online).

I have zero tolerance for ignorance, violence, moronic attacks, closed minds and most any of Celine Dions recordings.










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7/12/2008 9:51:15 AM
My attention is quite focused where it needs to be right now.

7/8/2008 9:30:39 AM
"True wisdom is not in a place,  not a teacher , not in a book. True wisdom is in your heart
 your heart knows the truth in any wisdom you hear True wisdom is in your soul
Flows throu your very being when you read a book and reconise wisdom with a feeling of joy and light. that is your soul saying Remember you already know this."

6/3/2008 7:51:20 PM
Demons - we all have them, some live a peacefull co-exsistance within, some are fought on a daily basis, many are beat down into a repressed state, still others are slain...yet some may choose a completely different path; a sort of "if you can't beat 'em, join 'em" type of mentality. They embrace thier demons, perhaps even feed them, aiding in thier growth, the problem the demon-feeder will ultimatly face is that as that well-nurtured demon grows, so does its' appetite. At some point the host is no longer able to provide the food that demon needs to grow further - conditioned to an ever-increasing cycle of growth, the demon eventually consumes its host in a final, desperate attempt to feed itself. All this about demons came to mind after talking to someone today about a friend of thiers - and her actions - at first the tale sadened me; then after some further reflection on the tale, I thought it wrong for me to judge - I've always despised those who in one way or another proclaim that "my kink is better than yours" - and, as much as I tried to be non-judgemental about the situation in question, I kept coming back to it in my mind - wondering how one could justify such actions within - I still have no answers, but maybe it is a demon she feeds?

2/3/2008 6:25:48 PM
Who’s Viewing Me? - a (somewhat) new feature here on CM, and I suppose like many others when that little button turns red, I look to see who was peering upon me. I think though maybe I’m missing some secret etiquette concerning it’s use… I mean if I look at someone’s profile and light their button  I never really thought that it had any significant meaning; I might have been reading something of interest that required me to “open” that profile to finish the read - I may have wanted to see a photo(s) in a larger version.. Might have wanted to see the details not available without doing so… a variety of reasons are possible, just as I would think that there are variety of reasons someone looked at mine.

But therein lies the question(s); is it impolite not to say “thank you for looking at my profile” - a message I’ve received on several occasions after doing so?  Do people read the fact that you looked and did not send a mail commenting on their profile as you not being at all interested in them? If someone looks at yours and you look back - is that some sort of equivalent of flirting with them?  

I don’t have the answers for any of those questions, but it would appear to me that some people apparently do…where did they find the instructions of  “proper “ use of this feature ? Hell, it’s rare that I do communicate with anyone on cm, let alone initiate contact based on their profile… so if I look what does it mean to you? If you look at me, what should it imply to me?  Again, I had no idea there was all of these underlying connotations in looking at a public profile, but if someone would kindly send me the link to the FAQ, I’ll be happy to read up on the topic.

2/1/2008 4:28:26 AM
powerball 17?

1/27/2008 9:12:48 AM

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=2792736034960227071



7/29/2007 4:12:17 PM
Passion, it lies in all of us, sleeping... waiting... and though unwanted... unbidden... it will stir... open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace... but we would be hollow... Empty rooms shuttered and dank. Without passion we'd be truly dead.

4/13/2007 4:29:56 PM
don't show much these days.

I get so fucking cold.

I loved the secret places but don't go anymore.


2/16/2007 6:33:39 AM
Simply as a historacal reffernce, I have left the following fragments of my journal intact - proceed at your own risk - caffine recomended.

1/4/2006 7:29:24 PM
Pfffttt... what can I say? "real life" got the better of me for a bit - hope that there is some understanding.

12/28/2005 6:52:09 AM
Dam etiquette...finally more than a passing interest, and just my luck; "interested" in another direction - My heart says "yes" but morals say "no".  On the other hand, maybe a clearer interpetation of "go after it" would give me some direction. (subtle hint?) - hehehe

12/25/2005 9:24:28 AM
LMAO... after reading what I had wrote this morning it all became so clear - just find the person who can understand my drivvle (sp?) when I get like that! Actually I have my doubts that this stuff gets read anyway- but it is nice to vent :)

12/25/2005 8:45:56 AM
When your religion is mostly karma, the road to faith is sometimes a long and lonely one. Still, life is cool.




In regards to PTDO: ( I guess I can address this comfortably now) Destiny is, was and always will be the mountaintop, but the plains seem wide right now. Maybe that was a mirrage in 98. It's hard to describe a journey when I,ve not yet completed it. It's even harder to describe a place I've yet to see. I don't prefer it, even loathe it at times, but I will walk alone if that is what moves me.







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 Age: 32
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