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Dreampita

while this is a lifestyle i have watched from the side lines, with great interest, and excitement, i have yet to cross the threshold. Please keep this in mind when conversing with me. I do not mean to be insulting usually, just bratty.

I had to step away from this for awhile, Life got very interesting. Now i am back on my quest,

6/19/2008 2:43:06 PM
Here i am,  Six months into this journey and i semm to still be on the porch. LOL  there have been many who started a conversation, then stop when i disagree with what they have to say.  Maybe this is the way they weed out the ones they dont want :;shrugs::: who knows, perhaps i am going about this wrong,  but if it is wrong, what is right?   so much to think about,  so much to consider, while i am doing all this thinking it seems that the world is passing me by.   I know I know i am complaining again,  sorry, but frustration seems to have taken ahold of my sanity.   So, onward, and upward, some day i will find it, whatever it is, and go from there.... the question is, where is there?  and where is this going?   and what in heavens name will i do when i get there?   i do love the unknown....not LOL
1/21/2008 12:30:56 PM
It is frustrating, trying to figure out where you belong in this lifestyle.   There are so many who want to just do this on line.   when you say no, they call you names like poser and fake.  The rules are confusing, for what makes a real person?  what are you supposed to do? why is it, when you say you are a sub,  others feel like that is an open invitation to tell you what they want you to do to them?   how many are really Dom, and how many are just subs in disguise?   why is it wrong to have a brain and a voice?   grrrrrrr   how do I figure out what it is I want?   oh don't mind me,  I seem to be having a day.
12/28/2007 6:16:47 AM
Hello,

I realize this is an open forum and, unless i have not figured all the quirks out, this will be read by all who view my profile?  oh heck,  this will be the place where i voice my thoughts and frustrations.  Lucky you,  you get to muddle through them with me LOL

Devildolly
 
 Age: 23
 Vancouver, Canada