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For those of you who weren't raised with bible stories, or don't remember them, Delilah is the woman who brought the mighty Samson to his knees. Until he met her, he had been invincible, untouchable, his strength knowing no bounds This strength was a gift from God, and was granted on one condition, that as a sign of his loyalty to God he would never cut his hair. Delilah, a beautiful and wicked woman, seduced Samson and got him to confess to her the terms on which he kept his strength. That night while he slept, she cut his hair and bound him, chained him, and when he woke to discover himself enslaved she was there to see and savor it. Like the woman whose name I choose to wear, I take pleasure in making people helpless, in breaking their will, bringing them low... and like her, when I've had my fun and claimed my prize, I will cheerfully toss the scraps of what was once a free spirit, and move on to other prey.
There are many people here who are looking for lifetime partners, and many others looking for a casual fling or a one-night stand. I am neither. I am the matriarch of a poly household, well-provided for when it comes to lovers and lifemates. I have had more than enough of slaves and submissives who manage to claim a piece of my heart, and quite frankly, I want neither the stress nor the complications that so often come when love and lust are mixed. I want something much, much simpler.
Below is a list of qualifications; I will be fairly specific, but I would like to make myself clear on one point first. I have NO interest in someone who is unable to write clearly and well, who does not follow orders, and whose reading comprehension is pretty much zero. If you are interested in more than casual friendship and conversation, I will expect you to begin your message with a complete sentence involving the word 'purple'. See, nice and simple. If you can't manage that, I'll know either you are unable/unwilling to read, unable/unwilling to obey orders, or unable/unwilling to write, and will have no interest in you.
Now, the qualifications. I am looking for:
- Someone who is masochistic, both emotionally and physically. This means that yes, a love of drama is ok to some extent. It also means that if you don't want to suffer, you don't want to submit to me, as I DO want to make you suffer.
- Someone who enjoys roleplay and fantasy play. In other words, someone who understands that there are things I want to do that I know quite well I should not do in real life but can 'do' online and in play. This also means that I am looking for someone with an active imagination, someone who can find such playacting as... satisfying... as I at times do.
- Someone who finds humiliation stimulating. This could be anything from cross-dressing to public scenes to simple insults to kennel play to... well, you get the idea. I consider myself an emotional sadist as well as a physical sadist, and I take great delight in taking an otherwise semi-harmless scene and, verbally or physically, using it as a form of mental/emotional torture.
- Someone well-read, fairly intelligent, and above all clever. If listing off your favorite books doesn't require at least five minutes' thought and a full twenty minutes to actually list them, I'm likely not interested. If you can't keep up a vanilla conversation for more than a few minutes, think education is unimportant, or find late-night discussions in a coffeeshop boring, look somewhere else. If playing with you, using you, breaking you, isn't at least a little bit of a struggle, a battle of wits, go away.
- Someone who truly wants, who NEEDS, to be Owned. I'm not hunting, as I said, for one-night stands. Yes, it may be that we'll meet once and just not click, and that I'm ok with... but long before any meeting, I will be certain that you desire what I offer and can give what I demand, or I simply won't waste my time.
To elaborate on that last point a bit, I believe that some people are naturally submissive, some are naturally dominant, some vanilla, and some are switches. Not everyone who wants to wear a collar is submissive in nature, though. The circumstances that can lead a person into kink can be the only reason they have a drive to submit... and I'm ok with that. I'm not looking for happy, healthy, well-adjusted playmates, in case you hadn't caught that part yet. Ohhh no. I want someone who is desperate on some level to be truly broken and utterly Owned. I want the one who is reading this profile, sitting motionless, entranced, some tattered remnant of what was once a pure soul sparking, gleaming, afire with the desire to be of value again... even if the only value is in the pleasure it will give me to snuff out the last of that light, to turn you into nothing but shadows and suffering and the feel of steel around your throat.
Yes. I want something most people don't talk about, a kink that is seemingly quite rare.
I want your soul.
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