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Well I just updated pictures of me. It's way past due. |
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Well lets see. . . . . Things are starting to turn around (THANK GOD!) I'm going back home where I can do just about anything (within reason) and get away with it. Ok let me explain back home (SLC, UT) we have a club called Area 51 and once a month they have a themed Fetish Ball where just about anything can happen. Like me and some friends do mild Nyotaimori just for fun and feed people sushi than spend the night having more fun, drinking, meeting new people, and being naughty. Well I'm off to pack more of my stuff. |
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Ok I'm looking for someone to play with and take my frustrations out on. Any takers in my area? |
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Well I'm in a new place and in a new state. Lets hope my luck will change here. |
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Looks like the time to find myself is at an end for now I need to find away to take care of my small family more than I do myself. |
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Well it looks like I'm going to be moving again. Oh yay :( (not really) I hope things are better for me there than they are here |
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ok I need to get away from where I'm at for a few days but I don't have the money to do it on my own my roommate is pissing me off to no end and I feel like I have no way out since he's the only one with the money and a job. |
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Said picture from my last entry has been removed and replaced with a new/ old picture of myself |
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ok I got blocked by someone on here and I have no idea why. I haven't done anything wrong other than talk with this person about things he wanted to talk about and after I put up a newer pic up. am I ugly now that I'm a little older than my other pix? I have no idea why this happened and it really hurts that just because I put up a not so hot pic of myself that he doesn't want to talk to me any more. I'm feeling really ugly now and really thinking of taking down all my pix cuz I don't want to have to force anyone to look at me if I'm truly that ugly. I know I'm not a skinny girl and I'm not a model but I thought I was at lest ok looking .I think I'm going to go cry for a bit. |
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It's one of the highs of BDSM, that possibility of disaster and pain.Not the pain you wanted, but that this time your partner could go to far. We have our safe words, but still. . . part of the game is that you look into your lover's eyes and let them see, that you see the darkness in them. That you see the potenial for . . . evil,but you trust that they wont do it. You trust them enough to be helpless. That is a lot of trust. More than most are willing to try. I think. This odd trust. . . .
-Anita Blake, Blood Noir. By Laurell K. Hamilton-
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I don't have the net any more so it takes me longer to reply but I will check my messages as often as I can and will reply when I can
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Well I'm out in Texas visiting friends and making new ones. I'm looking forward to spending the 4th of july here and getting drunk when the opportunity show's it's self. Well till next time
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Well I moved back to Idaho thank god. . .Any ways that's not what I'm here to write about this time. Last night my family (my sister, my daughter and I) where in a roll over accident. We where going to Miracle Hot Springs to relax after unpacking. Once we got to the drive way of the hot springs we hit gravel going about 20-30 mph and went over the edge and rolled about 3 times before we came to a stop on the roof of my van luckily every one was belted in (let me tell you hanging upside down in a van in the driver's set is an interesting experience and not one I want to try again).But in the everyone made it out okay . . . I think I'm the only one that had any actual damage (all I got was a small cut on my right for arm that's smaller than mt thumb nail it bleed like it was worse) like I said everyone is fine , but I think the next time I roll a car it will be with a roll cage and on purpose and with some one that knows what they are doing ( maybe I'll ask my brother in law if he's up for it lol)
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Well I've moved back to Salt Lake City again. The "Curse of Utah" has struck again!!!!! |
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well I'll be moving to FT. Hood TX some time next year. And in my other entries I forgot to mention I got 2 tattoos over the summer one my sister came up with for me and the other is I symbol I came up with back in school (jr high I think) and I finnaly got them done and I'm planning more just need to find an artist to do the rest |
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Ok it's looking like I might not move to Ft. Hood Texas, but knowing the Army that could change again so for now things will be as they are(sadly) |
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well I'm going to be moving to Ft. Hood Texas soon, not sure when but I know it's going to happen in the near future I'm kinda scared but looking forward to it, I know maybe one person in Texas. I'm looking forward to seeing her in person and have all the fun *Wink wink* I want with her once I get there, but before I get out there I would like to talk to some of the people from around that area or even just that state to help me understand and plan better.
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Please note, Just because it says I'm online does not mean I am.
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Just a heads up I like to change my "About Me" thing with out warning. I'll add new bits of info and take others out but most of it will stay the same. It might help to get to know me better by reading my "About Me" you knever know what I'll but up or take down |
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What is sacred? What is profane? What is acceptable and what offends religious and political sensibilities? |
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