10/13/2009 9:19:38 PM

I still a complete noob at this, but the more I am learning the more that I feel that I have finally found my home, at the feet of a goddess.

10/7/2009 9:18:44 PM

I can not get this out of my head.  I have been dreaming of this scene and fantasizing about it.  I have to send it out to the universe. ************************ I never thought when this relationship started that my mistress, my goddess, would be on her knees in front of me.  Her words caress me sending joy through my body.  After a month of self celibacy her slightest touch arouse such pleasure.  Her mouth lowers onto me causing electrcity to shoot through me body.  She whispers to me to hold back.  I obey like a good disciple.  As I plateau and gain control the blade dips into my thigh as her skill picks up.  I begin to loss what little control I gained.  "not yet" she orders.  Clarity comes over me as the blade dips again, but as she cuts for the third time I can no longer hold back.  It is an experience of and intensity I have never had before.  As I come back to my self her fingers slip through my hair, "you did well, except you bleed all over the place."  I apologize and beg her forgiveness.  She says nothing as she cleans and treats the wounds.  "You may go"  I dress and leave.  **** Driving to the late night restraunt I can not keep the shivers from racking my body as I think of the pleasure that was gifted to me by my goddess.  I wait at our normal booth.  She enters a half hour latter.  It is odd to see her in normal clothing looking as if she were nothing more then an ordinary woman.  Over the next hour we discuss how it went and plan our next gathering.