I recently was out of the scene, but I'm trying it out again. I had a bad taste in my mouth about the whole thing, certain people, two faced, but now I'm back. I'm really hoping to find a Domme, someone I can be vanilla around outside, but kinky with on the inside, and amongst like minded friends. I have started to become more active in the scene here in Denver, thank you to everyone here for being so accepting.
3/4/2010 7:47:34 AM
I've been uber sad and lonely as of late. I'm trying my hardest to keep my head up, but heart ache has always been my achilles heel. Cuts, bruises, scrapes and burns all heal, but heart ache just doesn't seem to go away. There's brief moments when I feel a hand brush across my face, or the embrace of someone with a warm heart that the pain goes away, but then the hurt comes back.
I feel horrbile, and blessed for my friends that have been helping keep me in good spirits. There words of inspiration have kept me from falling completly down. I'm still waiting for the person to come along that has as much to give as I do.
