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A forenote

I have been out of the loop for a long time and while it would be wonderful to get back in, it will take me some time and rehabilitation.
I will take a while to get to know, often I am unwilling to share too much ination because of prior unpleasant experiences and also my current line of work requires my personal life to maintain high levels of privacy.
My ideals and tastes will make finding someone right for me very difficult and I know this well enough. But I am open to friendship and sometimes the spark of friendship can grow into something more.
While I try to re-find myself I will be returning to some older untouched habits and accessing the previous versions of my self to suit my profile name.
So hopefully there wont just be diary and journal entries of questionable or unpleasant subject matters, but a nice selection of more enjoyable words to read through over time.





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I have never been a fan of Sadism and Masochism,
To me the lifestyle is quite a precious thing, to accept a womans submission is the greatest gift in life that could ever be given to a DominantMasterOwner (depending on the status you class as at the time with the person you are with). My opinion is rather fixed, though open to being changed with conversation as long as the argument opposing my mind is good enough to sway me.
The way I live the lifestyle is one I developed based on how I feel about it, learning what I could, when and where I was able. ing my own opinions, desires and tastes to suit my blend of the Dominant role. It is very important to be flexible, fluid, to be able to adapt, change and mold yourself to suit the submissive you are with while still being true to yourself. I also feel that communication is one of the major factors in any relationship, whether it is within a lifestyle relationship or not. If something is wrong, I expect to be talked to and try to work with the issue, fix it or adapt to it. Which in a worst case scenario the repair is to in fact end things amicably. I do not believe in Sadism or Masochism on a personal level, as stated before. While I do enjoy some sadistic activities, I am not one to go overboard. I enjoy giving some spanking, wax play, paddling, caning, slapping and other relatively light punishmentpain play. But I would never pierce, beat or go what I would consider too far as I do not enjoy causing pain.
Though, contrary to not being a Sadist in the terms of pain, I suppose you can argue that I am a sadist in the terms of pleasure. Which you can indeed use as a torture and enjoy the despair of a woman who is mercilessly teased. Which is my favourite thing to do. I love to tease, at home, in public, any time, anywhere. Not only physical teasing but emotional, including whispered words, texts, innuendos and mental stimulation of the imagination.
While it may be considered naive to some, I do believe you can make someone addicted to you and your touch, your manner, how they are treated by you. And I would find it a huge accomplishment if I drove a woman to such lengths that whenever she thought of me, heard my voice, saw me or even just heard my name, she would become aroused. In fact it is a goal I aspire to and if you do not try, then you can not achieve.
I am quite the inveterate pervert, with an obsession for kink, fetish and the taboo to varying degrees. I am indeed a fan of Manga and Anime, especially Ecchi, Hentai and the hilarious romantic comedies. I love Cosplay, more so the erotic and risque costumes, like Felicia from Darkstalkers and the Plugsuits from Evangelion that Rei and Asuka wear, as well as many more. I am also drawn toward the fur community and find anthromorphs surprisingly pleasing which pushes many of my tastes toward pet play and a desire to get involved in that side of the lifestyle.
I have written and likely will continue to write erotic stories, both with and without any signs of plot, I enjoy drawing, singing and often find myself lost in the music when I listen to the various genres I enjoy. I also happen to be an avid gamer across all the possible plats. Computer games ranging across PC, Xbox (360 and One), Playstation (3, 4, PSP and Vita), Nintendo (Wii, WiiU, 2DS and DS), board games, tabletop games, wargames (especially miniatures games that have greatsexy miniatures), card games (including collectable like YuGiOH, Magic The Gathering and Pokemon) and always interested in trying new ones. I also of course love Western comics and Graphic Novels as well.
While I have not gone into complete detail about myself, I hope this has given you an idea of who I am. So it would be great to hear from you and answer any questions that you might have.

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3/21/2018 5:35:21 AM
A hearty screw you to so many people. Good freakin gawd.

2/22/2018 3:16:14 AM
The modern era, a pitfall of lies, deceit, fake persona' and a general contempt for everything, it seems.


People appear to be so damn petty even more so as of late.  This obsession with those arguably meaningless things like wealth, power and physique are like a disease to any society.  Do people not understand that it is impossible for everyone to be wealthy, powerful or highly 'attractive' in certain terms?


Lower your standards people.

1/26/2018 6:50:34 AM
Some people are full of shit.

Profile says nobody over 35 please (I am 32), please don't message until you've read my profile...read their profile, send them a message with some advice.

DELETED UNREAD.


Hmm.....really?  I am under your age limit you stated and you can't even be bothered to read what I had to say, without any idea to the content?  Sure, seems legitimate.

1/19/2018 11:46:57 AM
So.

My life is somewhat off of the previousely determined rails.

Back to the usual stresses of finding new work and have a lot fo free time (when March rolls aorudn anyway).  I want to get back into my writing and drawing if I can, but my lakc of motivation recently is rather worrying.  Why is it so difficult to find some motivation or encouragement to keep pushign yourself forward?

It my sound lazy, but I believe that all artists need the encouragement of others to keep going and any artist who claims that they do what they do purely for personal enjoyment is a down right liar.

Of course we have a passion for our art, whatevr it may be, but we also crave the attention of others, to have our work accepted.

Anyway, this is just a general life journal at the moment.

1/11/2018 2:17:26 PM
After an heated arguement with my business partner, I have decided to close up shop and pursue other interests...had a decent run of four years in total, both with and without a business partner.  I am most definately not a fauilure and will be pursuing other interests once everythign has been wrapped up.

1/1/2018 3:13:37 AM
YAWN. So many profiles of subs 'wanting to escape' or 'be your princess' when all they really want is a free ride through life never needing to earn money or pay their way. Simply put. FUCK OFF! You may not think its wrong, but all relationships are two way and you honestly think it fair to burden your Dom with all the financial hardship while you live it up off their back? Not to mention i rarely ever see men trying to pull this shit off, but if we live in an equal society why should a man be unable to do the same? How about I change my profile to: Dom seeking female subs/slaves to work and earn money to escape the need to work and earn money, will care for and dominate as long as you pay me all your wages to cover your rent, food, the toys, utilities etc etc. Wouldn't go down well would it? Yet because it's a woman who asks for this shit, it's meant to be ok? (This also includes dommes who want 'cash pigs' or whatever). I reiterate, FUCK OFF! Rant over.

12/28/2017 3:04:19 AM
'Playing' with poetry styles

Wrath

I strike at you with a vengeance,
And can't suppress my roiling hate,
As you try to keep your distance.

You escape me within an instance,
Before my grip can seal your fate,
I strike at you with a vengeance.

Staring you down with furious silence,
To keep you in a nervous state,
As you try to keep your distance.

I did not expect so much resistance,
So my swing came in far too late,
I strike at you with a vengeance.

My blind rage will prove a hindrance,
And every blow begins to grate,
As you try to keep your distance.

From my wrath, there is no penance;
And no atonement which can abate,
I strike at you with a vengeance,
As you try to keep your distance.

12/28/2017 2:53:28 AM
A haiku

Lashes frame her breast,
Streaks of rosy hue will form,
Heaving as the sea.

12/14/2017 7:48:46 AM
It is odd.

When I was 18 I was 'too young' and now as I approach 33 I am now 'too old'.

The lifestyle is a ridiculous joke, it seems.

12/2/2017 3:21:18 AM
I always seem to get bullshit spam messages.

For fucks sake.

10/18/2017 6:49:05 AM
As per the usual for sites like this. A whole lot of fake bullshit. And people wonder why I don't share my photo? Far too risky considering all the scammers, griefers and idiots on this site.

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vickgirl
 
 Age: 18
 Philadelphia, Pennsylvania