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I have never before had either the opportunity or the nerve to try to explore my submissive side, so this is an attempt to find one or more persons, who will help me to enter a new and both exciting and somewhat (actually a lot) scary world.
I am seeking a dominating women, couple or household who finds it exciting to be the first to break in a novice and that have the experience (and sadistic personality) to enforce my submission in my first encounter to the BDSM-scene. In most aspect of life, I have experienced that, I get the best understanding of who I am and what I like and dislike, by jumping in the deep end and try things for real.
In my dreams, my first encounter to the bdsm-world, consist of a slave contract of 4-14 days duration (the duration is negotiable). The contract would ideally have a built in point of no return, when first broken, the TPE will be absolute and I would be forced to fulfill the contract for the entire period, within the limits of the contract. This would make my first experience as someone’s slave not only a physical challenge but also a mental challenge and at the end I would hopefully know if I have a future as someone’s slave or not.
To be honest I really don´t know what kind of slave I would be, when I am under the control of another person. I am normally not good at taking directions from others and is directly bad at doing things against my will. As a person, I am regarded as an alpha-male, in both my professional and private life (and also by myself). But despite of the above, I have had submissive fantasies since my late teens and would like to explore this side of my personality. If I do not, I am afraid I will regret this for the rest of my life.
I also don´t know how I will react to punishment, humiliation, forced use, discipline and whatever else is a part of a slaves education and it is genuinely limit breaking and scary for me to submit myself to another’s person mercy. But there is also an urge to break out of my comfort zone, I can´t deny.
With my inexperience in mind, you should be an experienced dominant and be comfortable in your controlling and sadistic nature. I also seek someone that would enjoy (hence the sadistic nature) enforcing my submission regardless whether I turn out to be a willing complaint slave or a reluctant slave that have to be controlled and forced to fulfill the slave contract.
If you are a woman, couple or poly-household that are interested in the above, please write a massage. I am interested, both if you are seeking a permanent relation and if you are interested in a one of adventure to spice your dominant nature. As my first experience as a slave, it is more about being submitted to someone with a truly dominating personality and if I turn out to be the slave I expect I am, then the next step would be to find a permanent relationship (but both could happen at the same time). I have a flexible working schedule and have a lot freedom to take time off in some periods. I will prefer someone as close as possible but open to travel for someone if we are a good match.
I do have some hard limits but hopefully we can negotiate a slave contract, that you find satisfactory and gives you the tools you need to ensure my submission.
I am in excellent shape (I do a lot of endurance training), good looking and look a lot younger than my birth certificate dictates (around ten years younger). I am intelligent, have high self-esteem and has a quiet and confident nature.
If you have any questions please write and I will reply as soon as possible.
P.S. Not into findom or online domination only real-life.
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