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Skill craving, knowledge leaching, nihilistic human. Im a continuously tired and eternally distracted stranger. I do some pretty mean things and I *really,* ***really***, enjoy it. I find my ultimate drives are simplicity and intensity. My favorite delights are usually of the exhibitionist and sadistic varieties I enjoy activities that are consensually cruel and captivate the audience. Connection and depth that can lead to beautiful suffering is the epitome of what I seek in my play.

Rope is an extreme and deeply rooted interest for me and I strive to continue my understanding of it. There is still so much to experience and explore and I am humbled with the opportunity for growth. While not decidedly based on any one style, I am drawn to romantic seme-nawa and utilizing arduous circumstances to create progressive cruelty. My recent interests have a heavier lean into Ds and the darker erotic aspects of shame, torment, and vulnerability. Rope bondage is my full-time discipline, and I love it dearly!

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10/6/2016 4:52:18 PM
I love this time of year, halloween is so much fun. I also like the fact that I can curb my violence kink because horror becomes so much more readily availible! Blood, gore, torture, and unadulterrated violence as far as the eye can see :3 gets me all tingly just thinking about it!!

8/24/2016 7:46:04 AM
I did my first suspension over the weekend! I was so nervous but my rope bunny was very encouraging and we ended up doing multiple dynamic suspensions. the first I had her in a TK face down and one gravity boot and when she didn't die , I put her in two gunslingers and basically made her a swing which was awesome! Then a close friend of ours did a double gravity boot suspenion on himself and was completely inverted, which was baddass!

6/22/2016 12:16:33 PM
Well I had an interesting scene last weekend! I'm terrified of needles (I mean who isn't?) but a good friend of mine talked me into doing a needle scene for the very first time and it was nerve racking the days leading up to the scene but It went wonderfully and didn't hurt much, few pinches here sharp ripping feeling there and all in all it was super fun!

It was an open scene so we could bullshit with the people watching and be social, the worst part was when one of the funny guys would crack a joke and my laughing would irritaite all the needles in my back... they seemed to think it ws freaking hlarious though so we're already planning another scene with larger gauge needles and possibly incorperating a violet wand to make it interesting (and more painful). I'm so excited!!!

4/18/2016 5:29:07 PM
I found an adorable Dog play muzzle! It's much more economically priced and doesn't lose anything in the looks!! Just have to decide what accent color... so many choices!

4/12/2016 3:25:21 AM
Does anyone have any experience with leather Flails? I'm thinking about buying one but I'm not sure what the sensation/safety hazards would be, no point in wasting money on a toy I couldn't safely inflict on others. Also whould it be better to get galley whips or a flogger with thin falls? I'm looking for stingy, would one of those provide better than the other?

4/9/2016 1:26:17 AM
Went to a party tonight, reminded me of highschool prom (everyone was linning the walls and not playing) Though I got a lovely full body massage and some stingy butt swats!

4/9/2016 1:23:15 AM
 Yesturday my kitty friend was being a brat so me and another awesome friend pinned him down and tied him up, tickled him until he begged, put forzen thing under his shirt and tickled him some more! It was so much fun I knew I loved rope for a reason! 

4/5/2016 3:41:29 PM
I love the community in Utah, lots of friendly and super awesome people! I'm slowly working towards owning a private dugeon so I can host community events and play parties, so exciting!

4/3/2016 1:28:07 AM
Galley whips are so mean! Though I have a lovely cherry shade covering my back and an amazing bruise blooming under my shoulder, the next few days will be so fun!! :3

My cute kitty friend got his back ripped open a few times with a single tail, so freaking awesome, wish I'd been able to watch!

4/2/2016 11:34:37 AM
Kinky party tonight, I can't wait! Looking forward to getting played with and getting some pretty marks :3

3/31/2016 11:52:38 PM
Oh god, a sensory deprivation hood and a violet wand/wartenburg combo sounds so nice right now, I need a kinky dungeon drive-through!!!

3/31/2016 11:55:22 AM
I freaking love Petplay! It's super adorable from the pet themselves to the gear, It's a fantasy of mine to have a cute service pup or a lazy kitten that I can dote on and tease!

3/30/2016 9:13:26 PM
Drinking contest on an empty stomach was a horrible idea... :/ so dizzy!

3/29/2016 9:11:35 PM
I'm thinking of getting some natural fiber rope and leaning more towards Jute over Hemp just gotta figure out what colors I want for aesthetics sake haha. I found some really pretty electro conductive rope which sounds AMAZING!!

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