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oh FFS. I changed my age on my profile and now I cannot reply.
I've seen your message and would love you respond.
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46 yesterday. I feel older by the second |
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ooooh? journal works again? hopefully posting this won't disallow sending or replying to messages for 12 weeks, like happened the last time I edited my profile write-up |
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Chuckling to myself. Quite a bit. |
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If the NHS service were my little subby, it'd be standing in the corner right now, contemplating its'actions.
Have chatted to the surgeons flunky twice already and been for a batch of X-ray's.
Fractured kneecap was less aggravation when I had the actual accident. Still fuming at the initial question from the flunky; "Can you not just live with it?" |
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Trying to perfect my "innocent look" whilst practicing saying the line "Here, drink this. It'll make everything better!" |
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Apparently, I have an "evil laugh".
All these years and I have been mistaken in thinking I had an "angelic chcukle".
Who knew |
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BLues skies, glorious sunshine and snow.
Sometimes, I love the weathrs' mixed signals. |
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well, exactly 3 hours left of my "flirty thirties"
Looking forward to a whole decade of naughtiness ahead of me!
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xXx |
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Fly little one. Soar and be free.
When caring causes more pain that happiness, letting go is the only option. |
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Oh that feeling of "rightness". That instantaneous chemistry and feeling of comfort. The memory of a cash-point-machine and a discrete inahaltion of your hair. The sense of "being home" and "finding my place"
The relief as I took you in my arms and feeling you relax as I whispere "It's ok, I;ve got you"
All I knew about you was your username and yet I just had to make contact with you. I couldn't NOT tell you that I was here and had been waiting so patiently for you.
Well, we have definitely found one another now. What's more, we see eachother.
That's what I will miss most |
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If you block someone MONTHS ago for saying that they couldn't decipher your messages, sending them a message, out of the blue, saying "afternoon how goes it?" seems a little odd.
If a reply is wanted/expected then removing them from your blocklist is a good start. |
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Confused and feeling hurt. No discussion or conversation, nothing I could control or participate in.
Why does "putting the brakes on" need to be done in the style of "thelma & Louise" and the Grand Canyon? |
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Feeling like I've never felt before. Oh, so hopeful. She shows such potential to be mine.
Sorry kids, contain you disappointment. lol
Everything up until this point feels like I was pretending. Oh, she best smell right! |
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SO bloody cold up in the Welsh hills. Have started the log fire, at 3pm.
Not happy with the temperature. I am thinking I need to make my "Minister of Weather" go and stand in the corner until she learns to behave herself.
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Just had my very first troll try to goad me on here. Not bad as been here over 18 months! |
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Patiently trying to learn the skill of waiting patiently |
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Well, I know a lot more about myself now, and have an idea of what I am into.
For me, it is all about the mental side of control. I have a deep desire to control my sub, with such a strong connection, that she'd happily put herself in discomfort for my pleasure. I have read some wonderful writings on the subject of Orgasm Control and love every word.
I'm a tease, I love to have someone on edge and keep them there. Goes along so very nicely with my love of giving oral. Using pleasure as a means of punishment is just the perfect twist.
What I don't want though, as I know what a short attent.......Oh, look, a butterfly! Now, where was I?
What I don;t want is someone too eager to please. I need to be challenged just as much as I need to feel like I challenge. A brat to correct would be divine!
Well, that has to be it for this update. My mother is on the phone now, and it is very difficult to focus on this subject with her voice in my ear. Bad timing mother! Naughty mother! (have just made myself squeemish after typing that)
Have a great day filthy people!
R |
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have been listening to 80's power ballards. How perverse have I become?
blaming you lovely CM people. thank you!
xXx |
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Time for an update following an impromptu break.
After taking the decision to explore this side of my personality/psychi towards the end of 2011, I spent the first part of this year chatting to, and getting to know some truly lovely people.
Due to personal issues with work and family, I took a break from my exploration to get a few things in order. I've since moved from my shared flat to a bedsit on my own and plan on getting back on my feet and moving to a bigger place by the end of the summer. I'm now living near Kingston-on-Thames and like the area very much. It has quite a young, vibrant feel to it and can see myself being very happy here.
A couple of weeks ago I was unlucky enough to catch a rather nasty dose of Anthrax (tonsillitis/laryngitis) and am finally feeling fighting fit again (an accidental alliteration there, I'm not really a poet).
From the reading I've done, I suspect my unannounced break may have led people to mistakenly believe that I'm a fake/time-waster. This isn't the case at all but instead I felt my time was needed being devoted to getting my life to the point where I can concentrate on my future happiness.
Well, that's all I can think of now. Before I started typing I had loads of thoughts I wanted to convey, but as is always the case, I've forgotten most.
Roger |
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