This is another good song. Apocalyptica - S.O.S. Anything But Love.

"S.O.S. (Anything But Love)"
(feat. Cristina Scabbia & Mats Leven)

Fellow rock lovers should know this song, but for those who don't follow the music - Iron Maiden-The Number of the Beast:

(In a low voice) 
Woe to you o earth and sea 
For the devil sends the beast with wrath 
Because he knows that time is short 
Let him who hath understanding recon the number of the beast 
For it is a human number 
It's number is six hundred and sixty six 

I left alone my mind was blank 
I needed time to think to get the memories from my mind 

What did I see can I believe that what I saw 
That night was real and not just fantasy 

Just what I saw in my own dreams were they 
Reflections of my warped mind staring back at me 

'Cause in my dreams it's always there 
The evil face that twists my mind and brings me to despair 

Yeah... ! 

The night was black was no use holding back 
'Cause I just had to see was someone watching me 
In the mist dark figures move and twist 
Was all this for real or some kind of hell 

666 the number of the beast 
Hell and fire were spawned to be released 

Torches blazed and sacred chants were praised 
As they start to cry hand held to the sky 
In the night the fires are burning bright 
The ritual has begun Satan's work is done 

666 the number of the beast 
Sacrifice is going on tonight 

This can't go on I must inform the lord 
Can this still be real or just some crazy dream 
But I feel drawn towards the evil chanting hordes 
They seem to mesmerize... can't avoid their eyes 

666 the number of the beast 
666 the one for you you and me 

I'm coming back I will return 
And I'll possess your body and I'll make you burn 
I have the fire I have the force 
I have the power to make my evil take it's course

This next entry is by a band I've grown to love. It's called Red Sam - Flyleaf.

"Red Sam"

NOTE: The songs/poems held within these entries are not my work, nor do I claim them to be. They are the work of various artists, those of whom should get the credit for it, not myself.

Just thought I would make this clear for anyone who may have been misled by my journal, and be sure to express that I in no way, shape, or form, am trying to take credit of these works that of which do not belong to me. 

"Wings Of A Butterfly"

"Change (In the House of Flies)"

"I'm Not Jesus"
(feat. Corey Taylor)

"Beast Within"

I don’t know how I got here
But we cannot get out
I’m surrounded by strangers
As the music starts to pound
I see the bodies slowly swayin’
Movin’ side to side
I feel the animal is rising
As I slowly come alive

So everybody starts to move now
I wanna see you all give way
I wanna tear this place apart tonight
And have you thank me for my rage
Tell me what you came for
Can I give you just a taste?
I wanna see you lose your fucking minds
And rip apart this place

Let me see you move your bodies [Repeat]

I’ll tear you apart
I’ll feed off your heart
I wanna see your bodies grinding just for me
I’m just what you need, the perfect disease
Don’t you wanna turn the beauty into the beast?

Endorphins start to swell now

As I step up to my throne

I feel the monster caged inside of me
Screaming through my bones
I wanna see you start to sweat now
I wanna see you lose your minds
I wanna feel you all from deep within
Swayin’ back and forth all night

Let me see you move your bodies [Repeat]

I’ll tear you apart
I’ll feed off your heart
I wanna see your bodies grinding just for me
I’m just what you need, the perfect disease
Don’t you wanna turn the beauty into the beast?
Let me see you bleed
Let me hear you scream
(Hey-oh, he-ey, oh)
Let me see you move
Let me hear you say (hear you say)

I see the bodies slowly swayin’
Movin’ side to side
I feel the animal is rising

I’ll tear you apart
I’ll feed off your heart
I wanna see your bodies grinding just for me
I’m just what you need, the perfect disease
Don’t you wanna turn the beauty into the beast?

Well, haven't posted anything up in a while, so I thought I would put up one of my new favorite songs from a band I love. Hope you all enjoy it.

     Whore , by In This Moment

I’m the girl you’ve been thinking about
The one thing you can’t live without
I’m the girl you’ve been waiting for
I’ll have you down on your knees
I’ll have you begging for more
You probably thought I wouldn’t get this far
You thought I’d end up in the back of a car
You probably thought that I’d never escape
I’d be a rat in a cage, I’d be a slave to this place
You don’t know how hard I fought to survive,
Waking up alone when I was left to die
You don’t know about this life I’ve led,
All these roads I’ve walked
All these tears I’ve bled
So how can this be?
You’re praying to me
There’s a look in your eyes,
I know just what that means
I can be, I can be your everything

I can be your whore
I am the dirt you created
I am your sinner
I am your whore
But let me tell you something baby
You love me for everything you hate me for

I’m the one that you need and fear
Now that you’re hooked, it’s all becoming clear
That all your judgments that you placed on me
Was a reflection of discovery
So maybe next time when you cast your stones
From the shadows of the dark unknown
You will crawl up from your hiding place
Take a look in the mirror
See the truth in your face

So how can this be?
You’re praying to me

There’s a look in your eyes,
I know just what that means
I can be, I can be your everything
I can be your whore
I am the dirt you created
I am your sinner
I am your whore
But let me tell you something baby
You love me for everything you hate me for

I can be your whore
I am the dirt you created
I am your sinner
I am your whore
But let me tell you something baby
You love me, you want me, you need me

I can be your whore
I am the dirt you created
I am your sinner
I am your whore

But let me tell you something baby

You love me for everything you hate me for.

Alrighty, I am not longer shaking my goodies for perverted truckers as of a few weeks ago. Couldn't handle the greasy, not very well groomed, pigs anymore. I am sad to lose the money, yes, it was rather good, but the little bit of pride and vanity that I posses just couldn't handle it any longer.

I did enjoy the dancing part. Might be something I am willing to look into again, at a better establishment, that is.

Anywho, just wanted to keep my fans updated.

Toodles for now.

Well, for all those who have viewed my page in the past and also those whom I have developed friendships with..I finally have a job! Woot. It's fun and fits me. That's right, I'm a stripper. Lol. Perfect, eh? Anywho. I am at work right now. It's a slow night so dinking around on here. That's it for now.

Ohh yes, I have more lyrics to share. If you don't like it, then it's quite easy to click the little x at the top of the page and stop reading, no? Nazareth, Love Hurts.

Love hurts, Love scars, Love wounds and mars
Any heart not tough or strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
Love is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
Love hurts, Ooo-oo Love hurts

I'm young, I know, But even so
I know a thing or two - I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
Love is like a flame It burns you when it's hot
Love hurts, Ooo-oo Love hurts

Some fools think of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
Love is just a lie made to make you blue
Love hurts, Ooo-oo Love hurts

Solo

I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
Love is just a lie made to make you blue
Love hurts, Ooo-oo Love hurts
Ooo-oo, Love hurts Ooo-oo

Another song for those who take the time to just read and enjoy what I am sharing. This is a song I am sure most of you know. It's very sad and makes me cry almost every time I hear it for the story behind it is a sad one, indeed. Eric Clapton, Tears In Heaven.

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way
Through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

Beyond the door
There's peace, I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Here's another song for you to mull over. It's rather sad in it's own way, if you think about it. From a band called The Wreckers, it's called One More Girl.

I took off my iron smile
Because I found it weighed me down
Tomorrow when the world wakes up
I'll be in another town

You don't know what you want
At this moment it could be me
You move your hand across my knee
Turn me into some novelty

Guess I'm one more girl on the stage
Just one more ass that got stuffed in some jeans
And it's one more day that you don't find true love
Because you don't know what it means
Yeah

Did you ever take the time
To think about who I might be?
Where I've been,
What I'm thinkin' 
Who I love 
What I've seen
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah woahh

One more car out on the road
That you might pass on your way home
Someone's sister, someone's wife or
Just some bitch who's probably got no life 
Yes I'm

One more girl on the stage
Just one more ass that got stuffed in some jeans
And it's one more day that you don't find true love
Because you don't know what it means
Yeah, yeah, yeah

One day we'll be a pile of ashes
For the rest of time as it passes
So take your hand off my knee
Do you know what it means to be

More girl on a stage
Just one more ass you got sutffed in some jeans
And its one more day that you don't fine true love 
Because you don't know what it means 
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Well, haven't posted a new tune in forever. So, for all my fans and, also, those who feel as though I give a damn whether or not you like my posts, this goes out to you. Muah.  Sorrow, by Flyleaf.

"Sorrow"

Sometimes life seems too quiet
Into paralyzing silence
Like the moonless dark
Meant to make me strong

Familiar breath of my old lies
Changed the color in my eyes
Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me

Left alone with only reflections of the memory
To face the ugly girl that's smothering me
Sitting closer than my pain
He knew each tear before it came
Soon He will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

Sorrow last through this night
I'll take this piece of You
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As You flew right through me

And we kiss each other one more time
And sing this lie that's halfway mine
The sword is slicing through the question
So I won't be fooled by his angel light

Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me
And up into the stars

Joy will come

This goes out to all my lovely, if not always pleasant critics that think I care whether or not they appreciate my passion of writing, music, and poetry. I know how much you love my songs...ha! Eat your hearts out...heh.

 On a lighter note, this is another song that I love. One that I grew up listening to. Enjoy those who can.

"Don't Speak"

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are... 

You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

Annnnnd, another today....had to post this one up, has a lot of meaning and I've listened to it many times when down..Evanescence, Tourniquet.

"Tourniquet"

I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
so much more
I lay dying
and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

I want to die!!!

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will I be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide

New song of the day, I hope all the people who have told me they admire my "song list" can appreciate this one as well. Anything but Ordinary, by Avril Lavigne.

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident, turbulent, succulent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
oh
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Alright...I had to put this song up here, it's fucking hilarious and I happened to stumble upon it in my iTunes. I am sure ya'll know this song...Pretty Fly for a White Guy, by Offspring.

Give it to me baby. Uh-huh. Uh-huh.
Give it to me baby. Uh-huh. Uh-huh.
Give it to me baby. Uh-huh. Uh-huh.
And all the girlies say I'm pretty fly
For a white guy.
Uno, dos, tres, cuatro, cinco, cinco, seis.

You know it's kind of hard
Just to get along today.
Our subject isn't cool,
But he fakes it anyway.
He may not have a clue;
And he may not have style.
But everything he lacks
Well he makes up in denial.

So don't debate, a player straight
You know he really doesn't get it anyway.
He's gonna play the field, and keep it real.
For you no way, for you no way.
So if you don't rate, just overcompensate.
At least you'll know you can always go on Ricki Lake.
The world needs wannabe's.
So (Hey! Hey!) do that brand new thing.

Give it to me baby. Uh-huh. Uh-huh.
Give it to me baby. Uh-huh. Uh-huh.
Give it to me baby. Uh-huh. Uh-huh.
And all the girlies say I'm pretty fly
For a white guy.

He needs some cool tunes
Not just any will suffice.
But they didn't have Ice Cube
So he bought Vanilla Ice.
Now cruising in his Pinto,
He sees homies as he pass.
But if he looks twice
They're gonna kick his lily ass.

So don't debate, a player straight
You know he really doesn't get it anyway.
He's gonna play the field, and keep it real.
For you no way, for you no way.
So if you don't rate, just overcompensate.
At least you'll know you can always go on Ricki Lake.
The world loves wannabe's.
So (Hey! Hey!) do that brand new thing

Now he's getting a tattoo.
Yeah he's gettin' ink done.
He asked for a '13',
But they drew a '31'.
Friends say he's trying too hard
And he's not quite hip.
But in his own mind
He's the, he's the dopest trip.

Give it to me baby. Uh-huh. Uh-huh.
Give it to me baby. Uh-huh. Uh-huh.
Give it to me baby. Uh-huh. Uh-huh.
Uno, dos, tres, cuatro, cinco, cinco, seis.

So don't debate, a player straight
You know he really doesn't get it anyway.
He's gonna play the field, and keep it real.
For you no way, for you no way.
So if you don't rate, just overcompensate.
At least you'll know you can always go on Ricki Lake.
The world needs wannabe's.
Oh the world loves wannabe's.
So let's get some more wannabe's.
And (Hey! Hey!) do that brand new thing.

Ahahaha....oh, so funny.

Cassie Lyrics
Artist(Band):Flyleaf

The question asked in order
To save her life or take it
The answer 'no' to avoid death
The answer 'yes' would make it

Make it

Do you believe in God?
Written on the bullet
Say 'yes' to pull the trigger

Do you believe in God?
Written on the bullet
And Cassie pulled the trigger

All heads are bowed in silence
To remember her last sentence
She answered him knowing what would happen,
Her last words still hanging in the air

In the air

Do you believe in God?
Written on the bullet
Say 'yes' to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God?
Written on the bullet
And Cassie pulled the trigger
Say 'yes' and pull the trigger

How many will die
I will die, I, I, I will say yes!

Do you believe in God?
Written on the bullet
And Cassie pulled the trigger

Do you believe in God?
Written on the bullet
And I will pull the trigger

Two songs in one night...Man, I'm on a roll..:P

I'm So Sick, by Flyleaf

I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness

I'm so sick
I'm so sick

If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up and stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness

I'm so sick
I'm so sick

Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now
Hear it, I'm screaming it
You tremble at this sound

You sink into my clothes
This invasion makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness

I'm so, I'm so sick

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness

I'm so
(I'm so)
I'm so sick
(I'm so sick)
I'm so
(I'm so)
I'm so sick
(I'm so sick)

Just another song I thought I'd add to my growing collection, hope you enjoy it..a bit different then what I normaly put on their but it's my favorite of the day.

Here is yet another song that I wish to share with the fine people of Collarme. I have to say...I am in love with this song and cry every time I hear it..

For all you soldiers out there...this goes to you..

"Travelin' Soldier"

Two days past eighteen
He was waiting for the bus in his army green
Sat down in a booth in a cafe there
Gave his order to a girl with a bow in her hair
He's a little shy so she gives him a smile
And he said would you mind sittin' down for a while
And talking to me,
I'm feeling a little low
She said I'm off in an hour and I know where we can go

So they went down and they sat on the pier
He said I bet you got a boyfriend but I don't care
I got no one to send a letter to
Would you mind if I sent one back here to you

I cried
Never gonna hold the hand of another guy
Too young for him they told her
Waitin' for the love of a travelin' soldier
Our love will never end
Waitin' for the soldier to come back again
Never more to be alone when the letter says
A soldier's coming home

So the letters came from an army camp
In California then Vietnam
And he told her of his heart
It might be love and all of the things he was so scared of
He said when it's getting kinda rough over here
I think of that day sittin' down at the pier
And I close my eyes and see your pretty smile
Don't worry but I won't be able to write for awhile

I cried
Never gonna hold the hand of another guy
Too young for him they told her
Waitin' for the love of a travelin' soldier
Our love will never end
Waitin' for the soldier to come back again
Never more to be alone when the letter says
A soldier's coming home

One Friday night at a football game
The Lord's Prayer said and the Anthem sang
A man said folks would you bow your heads
For a list of local Vietnam dead
Crying all alone under the stands
Was a piccolo player in the marching band
And one name read but nobody really cared
But a pretty little girl with a bow in her hair

I cried
Never gonna hold the hand of another guy
Too young for him they told her
Waitin' for the love of a travelin' soldier
Our love will never end
Waitin' for the soldier to come back again
Never more to be alone when the letter says
A soldier's coming..
I cried
Never gonna hold the hand of another guy
Too young for him they told her
Waitin' for the love of a travelin' soldier
Our love will never end
Waitin' for the soldier to come back again
Never more to be alone when the letter says
A soldier's coming home

Here is yet another poem that has caught my attention. I hope that those who are reading it will enjoy it as much as I have.

Tyger! Tyger! burning bright
In the forests of the night
What immortal hand or eye
Could frame thy fearful symmetry?

In what distant deeps or skies
Burn the fire in thine eyes?
On what wings dare he aspire?
What the hand dare sieze the fire?

On what shoulder, and what art
Could twist the sinews of thy heart?
And when thy heart began to beat
What dread hand? and what dread feet?

What the hammer? What the chain?
In what furnace was thy brain?
What the anvil? What dread grasp
Dare it's deadly terrors clasp?

When the  stars threw down their spears
And watered heaven with their tears
Did he smile his work to see?
Did he who made the Lamb make thee?

Tyger! Tyger! burning bright
In the forests of the night
What immortal hand or eye
Could frame thy fearful symmetry?


This poem was written by William Blake. It is titled The Tyger and was written in 1794.
Took a while to type correctly. Hah.

Thought I'd add another new little bit to this thing, once again...just some random quote from a song that might help describe me a bit more...about my tastes and things that catch my eye..

From a song I have fallen in love with..

If I die young, burry me in satin.
Lay me down on a bed of roses.
Sink me in the river..at dawn.
Send me away with the words of a love song.

Lord, make me a rainbow.
I'll shine down on my mother.
She'll know I'm safe with you.
When I she stands under my colors
Oh, and life ain't always what you think it ought to be.
No, ain't even grey..
But she burries her baby.
The sharp knife of a short life,
Well, I've had just enough time.

If I die young, burry me in satin.
Lay me down on a bed of roses.
Sink me in the river..at dawn.
Send me away with the words of a love song.

The sharp knife of a short life..
Well, I've had just enough time..

And I'll be wearing white.
When I come into your kingdom.
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger.
I've never known the lovin' of a man.
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand.
There's a boy here in town..
Says he'll love me forever.
Who would have thought forever could be severed by..
The sharp knife of a short life.
Well, I've had just enough time.

So, put on your best ,boys.
And I'll wear my pearls.
What I never did is done.
A penny for my thoughts,
Oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar.
They're worth so much more.
After I'm a goner,
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'.
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, burry me in satin.
Lay me down on a bed of roses.
Sink me in the river..at dawn.
Send me away with the words of a love song.

The ballet of a dove,
Go in peace with love.
Gather up your tears,
Keep them in your pocket.
Save 'em for a time when you're really gonna' need 'em.
Oh, the sharp knife of a short life.
Well, I've had just enough time..

Well, put on your best, boys,
And I'll wear my pearls...