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I am a submissive passable crossdresser who loves feminization. I love beeing tightly laced in my leather corset, wearing 5" heels and being totally feminized and then put in a situation in which I am "trapped" en-femme. I love the thought of long term total femnization. I am sure i was female in a past life.

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5/20/2012 9:10:47 AM

2/28/2012 1:35:26 PM
Well i was accused of using someones photo in my profile...the threat scared me to death but in reality i guess i should be flattered because the person who threatened me is a genetic female. Just for the record all of my profile pictures are me. I know she sent an email to all the friends on my friends list because i heard from some of them...This made me go back and look at my friends list and i must say i have some HOT friends...they are worth a look...

2/6/2012 7:45:30 AM
I am not surprised....i decided to take a gender test and the results are... COMBINED GENDER IDENTITY AND TRANSSEXUALITY INVENTORY (COGIATI) Your COGIATI result value is:150 Which means that you fall within the following category: COGIATI classification FOUR, PROBABLE TRANSSEXUAL What this means is that the Combined Gender Identity And Transsexuality Inventory has classified your internal gender identity to be essentially feminine, but with some masculine or androgynous traits. It is very possible that you are a candidate for a diagnosis of transsexualism. You show a strong degree of gender dysphoria. At the very least, further investigation should be undertaken. Your COGIATI score places you among the majority of those diagnosed as transsexuals, the 'late onset' tanssexual. SUGGESTIONS FOR ACTION: Your situation is potentially serious and indicative of a probable inborn gender conflict. It is definitely recommended that you pursue further action. The suggestions for your circumstance are several. 1. It is recommended that you seek help from a sympathetic counselor or professional about your gender issues. It is very possible that over time they will become increasingly difficult to cope with. Early determination of what you really need and want is vital. You need to determine if you truly are transsexual. Keep in mind, thought, that many alternatives exist other than complete sexual transformation. Partial transformation and many other way of existing are available. While you are very possibly a transsexual, COGIATI has determined that this is not absolutely certain. While time is an issue, being certain is more important. Proceed with investigation of your possible transsexuality or transgenderism, but with caution. 2. Some actions may help you to define your needs more clearly. Experimenting with living full time as a woman, taking hormones for a short time under supervision, or taking testosterone suppressers to observe how you feel are all viable options. Keep in mind that while it is very likely that you might be a transsexual, it is not certain. Do not take severe or permanent actions without long thought and the help of counselors and professionals. 3. Your gender issues are real, and should not be ignored. Neither should you rush into acting on them, however powerful they may feel. You do not fit the full criterion for the rarest classification, classic transsexuality, and so should be cautious, and open to possibilities. You may yet end up undergoing transition, and the path of the transsexual may well be your salvation. Be very careful, but do not ignore your issues. 4. If you have not already, consider joining any of the thousands of groups devoted to gender expression of various kinds. There is literally a world of friends to discover who share your interests. There are also publications, vacations, and activities that would expand your gender expression. Thank you for using the Combined Gender Identity And Transsexuality Inventory.

12/14/2011 6:03:59 AM

This like all my entries is fiction...but sometimes if you wish hard enough fiction becomes real....

 

I was in the hotel room dressed as you had requested in my tight leather skirt heels and make up complete...my body was smooth and hairless from the hair removal treatments and i no longer had to wear the corset thanks to the lipo completed on my waist gving me a very sexy figure..i am wearing the chasity device knowing you prefer me to be permentaly chastized..i was a little scared by some of the modificatins you had me undergo but i knew i could hide them in a pinch if i had to and at the same time they excited me constantly, reminding me that i had comitted my body to you and that you are my bodies master free to do with it what you wanted...i put my blindfold on as you required, i could feel you and smell you even though i had never seen you in the previous sessions....i stand and wait for you shaking slightly...i hear you enter and you walk up offering me a drink of wine i am thinking to calm my nerves...that is the last thing i rememeber before waking up in the hotel bed i reach up to brush my auburn hair from my wig out of my eyes seeing my long red nails still on and i feel the silk nitegown on my body i begin to feel again...i feel a pressure in my crotch and something pricking my hand...i see an IV line from my hand to two bags of fluid which i can read...one is antibiotics the other is female hormones....i look to the side of the bed and see a urine bag; i have a catheter in me....then i see a note...it tells me not to panic that everything you have done to me is what i begged for and reflects my submission to you as well as you putting the ultimate collar on me...one that i cannot remove...while reading i reach down between my legs and begin to feel around the heavy padding on my crotch and it hits me...my cock and balls have been removed and i now have a vagina the lips formed from the soft skin of my ball sack and the labia formed from the extremely sensative skin of my former cock...it takes me a full day to get the IV and catheter out and other items off, undressed showered and dressed to go back to work and home knowing i cannot reveal to anyone what had been done to me by the person i begged and pleaded with to own me....i leave the hotel wearing panties with a large maxi pad under my suite i am wearing for work...the shock and pain is to much, i go in just long enough to say i am not feeling well.....two weeks later....i have healed as you encourage me to continue taking my antibiotics and hormones...you tell me i am ready for my first gyno exam which you will perform....i go to the address which appears to be a normal house except it has a medical exam room...as instructed i undress and put on my medical exam gown and blind fold feeling very vulnerable the gown bairly covering my vagina and the small strip of hair in the shape of a butterfly above it your plan to remove all my hair makes much more sense now....you come in and hug me tightly pressing against my now smooth crotch and i automatically press back i sob uncontrolably as you tell me what a good girl i am...you help me on the medical table and strap my feet in the stirups and my wrist down....i feel you part my newly formed vagina lips as you examine me...you focus on one spot and i begin to gasp and scream out loud unable to hold it in as you tell me the doctor bundled a large mass of my most sensative nerves from my removed cock in this spot at the top and just inside my vagina i am gasping as my body feels like it is vibrating....as you tell me what i already know...i am your slave girl {#}


9/20/2011 12:51:01 PM

 

Well....i meticulously applied my makeup and fixed my hair knowing you would observe this closely because of the spa and beauty salon businesses you own and operate...dressed in my tight leather skirt my long red nails fidgeting on the hem...you walk in tall strong and every bit the lesbian dominate i got to know during our email exchange...my eyes lowered as you grasp my chin and tilt my head back...i am shaking as our lips touch and your tongue explores my mouth...you release me and laugh saying my reactions are exactly like every straight girl you have kissed scared not sure but craving more and you like it....that makes me feel more like the submissive girl i long to be than ever before....we talk as i am led to the couch...touching kissing laughing and kissing...i find myself out if breath kneeling between your thighs when you grasp my chin again looking deep in my eyes you know i will please you and submit to you but i can tell you are wondering what i will get out of this relationship...i explain that your collar on me will grow in time as you slowly feminize me with free access to any and all parts of my body until i struggle to be anything but your submissive collared female slave girl with no choice but to accept this collar you have physically built into and on me and my pleasure is knowing i cannot remove this collar and the pleasure i give you....as the realization of this complete domination and control you will have over me hits you slowly turn my head and double pierce both ears and my nose without saying a word you lower my mouth to your soaking wet pussy and just my soft lips grazing your lips quickly bring you to your first orgasm of the night...as we talk and you realize how creative you can be to construct your girl and my collar i learn that i no longer control any of my hygiene including my body hair which will soon be removed and the hair on my head soon to be styled under your guidance as it grows out you even make a call to your salon for my first appointment and i hear the list of things to be done to me including fuller lips permanently painted red...you will have complete control of everything as you enjoy the look of shock on my face as i realize what i have committed to....i begin to think how will i disguise myself to look like my old self and go to work in my normal cloths....you tell me smiling i guess you will have to wear make up to cover up your makeup ....hmmm i so wish!


5/25/2011 6:17:42 AM

Locked in chasity for over 4 weeks I can feel my wet panties on my skin reminding me i have begun to transition and my body re-learn that i am sexually a submissive female....i am strapped sitting in a chair with wrist ankle and waist cuffs unable to rise as i sit on a 6" vibrating dildo and one fills my mouth and touches the back of my throat....my corset is laced tight and i feel my garters on my smooth thighs which you just waxed clean and smooth...i am scared because you have taken my feminization further today, after waxing me you had me stand still (with a collar and lead tightly holding me up) wearing a bikini as you sprayed a dark instant tanning spray all over giving me deep tan lines...my exposed breast actual look sad and deflated as i sit waiting for you to return....you walk in with two bags of saline (1000cc each) connected to a twin iv set and 25g 5/8" needles....i am scraed so bad tears begin to form in my eyes as you slide the needles 1" above the nipples in at a horizontal angle and place the medical tape over the insertion point to seal the iv....you leave me as the drip egins to work....i am unsure what to expect but begin to feel weight growing on my chest and my nipples which are already very sensitive and 1/2" long are buzzing and look even longer....1 hour later i have a tear running down my cheek and one running down my thigh i am so wet....i cannot see my corset because my feminine and obvious breast are now blocking my view....at the two hour mark you come to let me up playing with my rock hard nipples and my areola's streched out the size of a silver dollar...the cups of my corset are now full with DD breast which you tell me i will now enjoy no correct that...you will enjoy for 24-48 hours...the dildo exits me with a plop but i know i will soon be full again bent over and my breast swinging as i am further programed to react as the submissive female i am hoping that i can reach that point of multiple exctasy with my red painted lips parted and moaning....yours


4/27/2011 6:29:33 AM

I am strapped over the table wrist in binders silicon falsies with nipple clamps on underneath pressed hard on the table to remind me of my c cup falsies that will soon be real....my ankles cuffed wide apart to the table spreading my legs and heels forcing my ass in the air....i am wearing your collar and a very tight chasity device...knowing that your plan is to teach me how to be a true female slave....i cant help but press back into you as you enter me....i am dripping through the chasity device with lust and only want to feel you in me and to please you....you are soon moving in and out of me and i match your rythm hoping to please you and reach my release as well...i feel you tense and cum into the condom you are wearing...knowing the contents will soon be in a shot glass in front of my bound body expecting to be taken by me and emptied down my throat....my training to crave you in me and your taste on my lips continues....i know i must serve you at least twice a week to please you sometimes more and i know i will leave with your collar still on me and locked in the chasity device so close to learning how to cum like a good slave girl....


4/27/2011 6:15:09 AM

So here I lay in a diliemma...i am head over heels for a Mistress i have never met but I have been writing back and forth with for over a year....she wants some things from me that i might not be able to give however, somethings should be taken...and that is the diliemma....it is pure torture to know she is so close yet so far....yours


7/18/2010 12:51:23 PM
Well I am still wiating for the first part of my journel entry to come true and then i hope to add more as they happen to me....i am a slave waiting to be taken and to serve... of course i was hoping to already have had daily sessions with my owner and several hormone treatments well on my way to being forcible transformed slowly not given a chance to stop or turn away from my fate and struggling everyday to maintain my vanilla life on the outside and hoping noboby notices the slow subtle changes occuring to me and constantly reminded of what is being done to me...knowing that soon i will no longer be able to hide what my owner is doing to me and pretend to be the peron see...

2/12/2010 11:10:49 AM

I arrive at your house and dress in the room i am told...panties bra stockings corset skirt blouse makeup nails jewelry...i walk out and you ask if i am ready to submit...several constraint devices before me...i respond yes M...you then have me select from the table and put on of my own free will the ones i choose...i put on wrist cuffs with locks and heels with locks...u string my arms above me remove my panties and restrain my ankles leg spread...i am scared but very excited...u put a small butt plug in me and tell me to hold it or else...i cannot it falls to the ground...u quickly put an inflatable penis gag in my mouth pumping it so i feel the cock at the back of my throat and then u put one in my butt pumping it so it cannot be removed...i am scared but still very very excited...u play with my cock and the squeeze it hard slapping it with a crop till it shrinks...u put ice on it and then lock it in a chastity device which forces it back between my legs...as you put a collar on me locking it in place you tell me know u are mine and u will wear these at all times...u pick up three syringes and give me three quick shots in my ass...one to block male hormones and two to feminize me all three long lasting....and here i am locked feminized and yours with no choice but to serve and please you...i am lowered to my knees arms constrained behind me...you tell me to state my legal name and that i have begged you to transform me into a submissive female slut for your use which you film and put online in my profile...the beginning


12/2/2009 6:19:29 AM
I really need someone to force me to begin taking hormones...ideally they will constrain me and administer a 90 day long lasting female hormones as well as a testostrone blocker...this would of course chemically castrate me but accelerate the female hormone changes...and teach me how to please and be pleased in other ways...

10/1/2009 7:18:05 PM
I have now been under my Mistress's control for about one month....we chat very often (and sadly though I never get enough)....I fear I have become addicted to trying to please her and make her happy and proud of me...I fear what that can lead to....I have shared so much with her and trust her totally....I feel this loyalty to her that is hard to describe....I think what I am feeling is the beginning of being a true sub and the beginings of having true submissive feelings....becasue she would like me to start back on hormones I will in all likely hood soon be mentally a submissvie to her and physically a submissive female to her...she knows that I am so turned on by her actually forcing me into a permenent female life...more to come...

9/5/2009 8:53:51 PM
Well I have started a journey...I am not sure were it will lead me or what I will discover but regardless of were this may go I am sure I have met a very good person...if the stars align I could very soon find myself a path to become a full time collared female slave to a very beautifull sensual loving caring and intelligent Mistress. I will be copying her on all future emails and she will have complete access to me....I aplogize to all the very nice people I was in contact with but my contact will be regulated by her now as it should be and I am sure you understand.

I am actually very scared because sometimes you have to be carefull what you wish for...it just might come true!

7/27/2009 3:45:46 PM
I have been thinking about a session I would love to have...I am taken captive (either constrained or other method) and totally feminized including complete body wax, dark liquid instant bikini tan lines, deep red nails (toes and hands), eyebrows shaped, silicon breast forms tightly glued on over the nipple clamps placed on my nipples, jewlery and other creative elements ;)...I am put in a chasity device and tightly laced in a corset and locked in heels...and then I am made to serve along with the other female slaves in the house with the big show being me forced to wear and a turn at being used with a strap on and play with the other slaves(and yes I have actually worn a strap on serving a Mistress which was so much fun)...hmmm sounds like so much fun!!

3/28/2009 9:54:36 AM
Well this is my first journal entry...I have chatted with a number of very nice people and I have hopes that they will lead to new adventures....After seeing some of the profiles here I do hope to experience being collared by a Mistress or a Master and transformed beyond my wildest dreams (and of course against my will but not my desire)....I have thought that once I am collared I should change my name one because I have always liked the name Bianca and two because as I have matured as a girl I think I am growing out of the name Barbie

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lovelyheather
 
 Age: 24
 Hollywood, California