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Just looking for conversation on Skype via voice chat preferably
i want someone who listens to me, who can really hear me even the words unspoken. I want to hang on your lips when you speak and lose myself in the pictures you draw of the worlds you live in.
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... wants a physician for a master. |
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A day to spend in bed... Sleeping. |
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How much of an energy drain my thoughts can be, I feel like I just ran an emotional marathon and I am still running |
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Anyone wants to voice chat on Skype? It helps if you have a calm soothing voice. Just chat, not necessarily dirty. |
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Some men are like snowflakes in the sun, sparkling so pretty before turning into a puddle of mud. |
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Even the perfect wave shall pass...
Sometimes the perfect wave can turn out to be a tsunami in disguise that will devour everything and leave nothing but a floating corpse of yourself behind.
Beware of the great waves and the victims in their fangs. They are beautiful to watch, but once you are touched, you are lost.
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I don't know why I always write in here when I feel sad, I guess there are better things to do when you are happy, like dancing and kissing and dreaming through sleepless nights. I really feel like a waste of space today, but who cares, lots of crap on the internet, one more pointless rant won't make it implode. I think I have come to realize that the man of my dreams lives in my head, he is a meltdown of all the men I have known and liked or even loved in some ways... He is all that I am not, I am here, therefore he is not. I have been cursed with desiring a man who can heal, maybe by chance he will heal me, but I have come to realize those men are more interested in getting their own fixes than caring for me. But that's okay, I am far from ideal, I am a wreak, Ayn Rand would scoff at me and put her pretty nose up in the air. I am not an Ayn Rand type of submissive, I am far too fucked up for that... take note of that, handsome stranger, and yes, all strangers are handsome until they show too much, or more than some can handle. |
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I wish I could stop craving, I wish I felt nothing, just perfect indifference to every person I meet,i will gladly forgo the smile if it saves me the pain. I want to be so tired I have no energy to overthink, let nothing touch me no matter how wonderful it is... let nothing touch me |
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It would be really nice to have someone to chat to off and on. Not necessarily about this kinky world, just about anything. It's not easy to find a good connection online and they do fizzle out fast, I wish to find someone with whom I can talk indefinitely, who enjoys talking and listening. I don't mind if you have your own life and if you live in another country, I just want to connect once a week or so and share my thoughts and understand yours. |
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Just decapitated my friend's Easter chocolate bunny which he left in my care - it's so good to be bad. |
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