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I am a born again / Spirit-filled Christian. My conversion occurred when I was 14 years old and I have fervently followed and served Jesus Christ since that time.

I know there are other Christians on this website and invite those to contact me, for friendship, fellowship and of course I am looking for a special sub or slave for a long term relationship. Recently I have found that special sub, and will shortly marry her. God is so so good. To those that love Him and seek Him diligently!!!

I am interested in administering semi-playful Light BDSM, if you are a "Pain Slut" that can be accomidated as well.




As to myself I have some physical limitations, I am handicapped, no missing limbs, but weak, and tired most of the time with a combo of CHF and severe Sleep Apnea.

So a special sub or slave here would entail not only seeing to one's Dom or Master's sexual needs andother perogatives, but some limited physical care as well.

If your looking for a rich sugardaddy I am not him in more ways than one.

I am patient, caring, faithful, contemplative, meditative, strong-willed, and do not easily bend or compromise my core beliefs, or bow from my God given position. I am a rock and steady, when one meets me they can quickly know all about me, as I try to be transparent and clear as glass with nothing hidden.



I hope to one day rise from my sick bed and as the Lord speaks and directs to return to the ministry, until then I wait patiently for the Lord and the woman that He will sent to me.

About three years ago I began to see through translation of Greek and Hebrew there are a great number of passages in the bible that extol and celebrate sex (Within the bonds of Marriage) Passages in the bible speak possitively of Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Dildos, Nipple Rings, Pundenda Rings, Aphodisiacs, Deep Fullfilling Sex for Hours.

I also see Domestic Discipline and BDSM as defined in "Screw the Roses as not unscriptural.

God invented Sex not the devil -- it was only after the fall of the early church when the apostollic fathers lost their way that an ideaology arose that taught sex is sin, sex is evil, sex is perverse, sex is dirty. And many but not all followed these corrupt teachings put forth by Tertullian, Jerome, and codified by Augustine -- which was later carried into the protestant revival by Augustine's disciple John Calvin.

Just to read 1 Corinthains chapter 7 shows that Jesus Christ and the Apostles held no such beliefs that sex within the bounds of marriage was evil sinful unclean or perverse.

I have been a member of BDSM Christians for almost a year, and will admit that I am am a new comer to BDSM.

I have had some experience fairly recently as a dom in a "Long Distance" relationship and have found it to be very insightful and instructive as a beleiver into why so many christian marriage in this day fail.

In BDSM Non beleivers obey the spirit of what is written in Ephesians 5 concerning submission and the power relationship between a husband and wife that is supposed to reflect the power relationship of Jesus Christ and the Church.

One eye opening thing in my long distance relationship with an experienced sub was when she sinned greatly against me, she wept and called me repeatedly and asked for forgiveness (Never have I seen a beleiver so humble themselves.) I forgave her at the first and told her so but she did not feel my words of forgiveness were enough and repented again and again afterwards. I then saw something spiritually and I asked her if she felt my forgiveness was not enough and wanted to be disciplined -- She answered in a small trembling voice "Yes Sir"

To me this was a profound profound moment that caused me to see something in the rebuke and chastisement of God that I have never seem, not only behavioral modification but disclipline is also an emotional need, that always one to accept more deeply into their psyche Love, Forgiveness, Mercy, when it is dispensed.


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9/5/2009 5:37:01 AM
I have found a super super submissive or should I say that God has sent in His time the woman of my dreams to me.  And I shall take her into my care as my sub. My house shall be her house. My family shall be her family and my relationship with God shall be her relationship with God. 

For quite sometime I have been having female subs and slaves asking me in one form or another -- How can I be a Christian, a Fundamentalist beleiver, or a Spirit-Filled beleiver and legitimately be into this lifestle. 

I will admit that for years I had a lot of the typical notions that all of this was sinful evil perverted and corrupt.

However in the course of my walking with God, and my entering into a deep abiding personal relationship with God, the Lord began to speak to me and open my eyes concerning the nature of sex and sexuality as expressed in scripture.

Causing me to see sex was the first gift of God unto men. And that through the ages sex has been the least loved gift among Christians, who have treated it with contempt, and disdane.

In both Greek and Hebrew the word for love speaks of not an intellectual love, not a platonic love, but a love that comes from the core of one's being, deeply emotional. flaming with passion, a joyous celebratory love. 

This is the love of God, this is the love Christ has for His bride, this is the love that every husband is to have for his wife

Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me - The bible is filled with discipline. The rod, and the lash, 

Abraham had a slave named Hagar, she was whipped by her mistress under her masters orders so that she fled, and the Lord sent an angel to Hagar and the angel told Hagar to return to Abraham and the lash and that in this she would be greatly blessed.

Paul the apostle speaks of slaves and masters as being christians and that slaves remained slaves even after they came to christ, some of these slaves were female, they were concubines, and they remained so after becoming christians. 

The funny but sad thing is that all of these things are plainly written, yet somehow the church has been blinded and in so doing their marriages are weak poor and beggarly.

As a beleiver I can not sleep around. I will not commit adultery, I can not have one night stands, weekend flings, or shack up for six months etc.

To me marriage and family are extremely important so whether sub or slave I want to live with them for the rest of my life, I want a deep and lasting relationship, not blow my cork and find a half full flat bottle in the morning.

In your heart of hearts I know many feel as I do.



  

9/5/2009 5:36:37 AM
For quite sometime I have been having female subs and slaves asking me in one form or another -- How can I be a Christian, a Fundamentalist beleiver, or a Spirit-Filled beleiver and legitimately be into this lifestle. 

I will admit that for years I had a lot of the typical notions that all of this was sinful evil perverted and corrupt.

However in the course of my walking with God, and my entering into a deep abiding personal relationship with God, the Lord began to speak to me and open my eyes concerning the nature of sex and sexuality as expressed in scripture.

Causing me to see sex was the first gift of God unto men. And that through the ages sex has been the least loved gift among Christians, who have treated it with contempt, and disdane.

In both Greek and Hebrew the word for love speaks of not an intellectual love, not a platonic love, but a love that comes from the core of one's being, deeply emotional. flaming with passion, a joyous celebratory love. 

This is the love of God, this is the love Christ has for His bride, this is the love that every husband is to have for his wife

Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me - The bible is filled with discipline. The rod, and the lash, 

Abraham had a slave named Hagar, she was whipped by her mistress under her masters orders so that she fled, and the Lord sent an angel to Hagar and the angel told Hagar to return to Abraham and the lash and that in this she would be greatly blessed.

Paul the apostle speaks of slaves and masters as being christians and that slaves remained slaves even after they came to christ, some of these slaves were female, they were concubines, and they remained so after becoming christians. 

The funny but sad thing is that all of these things are plainly written, yet somehow the church has been blinded and in so doing their marriages are weak poor and beggarly.

As a beleiver I can not sleep around. I will not commit adultery, I can not have one night stands, weekend flings, or shack up for six months etc.

To me marriage and family are extremely important so whether sub or slave I want to live with them for the rest of my life, I want a deep and lasting relationship, not blow my cork and find a half full flat bottle in the morning.

In your heart of hearts I know many feel as I do.



  

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Bellevie
 
 Age: 42
  Wisconsin