so what else can go wrong in my life. dead end job to pay for a car that is now dead. so no car have to find another way to work. work is an hour drive away. cant work hours needed to get ahead cause car not working. cant work and pay for car. vicious cycle starting here. oh and have to find a place for me and brandi to live together close to here and work. this is hard. and work has me tired out so don't get to talk with my son as much as i would like or see brandi as much as i would like. things have got to get better soon. i pray to my god and goddess for help and guidance but not sure even they can help me in this one. atleast i am not single. i have a woman who loves me very much and gives me reasons to keep going with all this shit going on. and there is always a bright side :) so all in all not to bad. i am loved doing great on my diet and have a job. blessed be