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| * I AM NO LONGER LOOKING AT THIS TIME. My life has hit a tailspin and I'm in the midst of figuring out what it will be. Simultaneously, I have met someone who seems to be everything I've wished for, and he's patiently waiting for me to get myself together. Any energies spare from my tailspin will be put towards getting to know him.
I’ve traveled a hard road to get where I am and to become who I am. What I am: - Thirty-three years old. - Intelligent - Masochistic – yes, truly - Sarcastic - A SSBBW (supersized big beautiful woman) - Deeply Submissive - in the right hands - Bisexual - Committed to my family – My dad died in 2008 and I have assumed responsibility for the family, especially with my mom and brother. - Poly-hearted, but monogamous if it feels right. - Dominant when I want to be – though never with someone I’m supposed to be submissive with (i.e. I will not top from below). - Not conventionally beautiful – if looks/appearance matter significantly to you, I’m not your girl. - Fiercely loyal - Disproportionate – for being a bbw, I have small breasts. But I make up for it with nipple sensitivity! - Romantic - Looking for someone who will grab me by the hair and remind me who is really in control, or beat me until I can’t help but cry as I try to catch my breath between strokes. - Welcoming of all questions - Not promising to ANSWER all questions, lol. But do ask. - Unable to relocate to distant locations due to family needs. - Dedicated - Pretty good at giving massage - Unable to do analsex – was injured the last time, and that ruined it for me. - Passionate – about love, about life, about … well. Find out for yourself. - In possession of an atypical sense of humor… - Often likened to a plus-sized Snow White with longish dark brown hair, amber-brown eyes, very light skin tone, naturally pink cheeks and lips of a dark rose - Highly sexed - Active in the lifestyle for over 10 years, either as a slave or a Domme. - A good listener - My nipples are pierced, and I hope for a tattoo in the near future. - Respectful, yet, irreverent. - An avid reader of sci-fi, fantasy, paranormal romance, and whatever interests me at the moment - Hairy. I have an ovarian disorder (PCOS) that causes facial and body hair. I control it as best I can, but have to shave my chest and face, and require help to shave my back and ass. It sucks, but it is what it is and I can't afford the laser procedures that would end this. I have extremely sensitive skin so the various creams and stuff burn me. - A movie fanatic - Generous – to a fault - A lover of games – strategy, board, roleplaying, cards - Independent - Not easily intimidated - Yet, skittish of bugs. And spiders. - Terribly bad at bowling, badminton, volleyball, basketball – but love to play them all. - Educated - Honest - Playful - Unconcerned with your physical appearance, as long as you’re clean. I am “into” your mind – if we spark against each other intellectually, I’ll want your bod. I’ll probably even beg for it. - Employed but looking for better - Longing to serve if given the right opportunity. I’ve been owned once before, but it was long distance and left me constantly hungry for more. - Stronger than you’d think - Sometimes outgoing, but it’s a cover for an inner shyness - A lady who longs to be made into your personal whore - Looking for the one to complete me, fill me, possess me, take me, make me scream and cry, then kiss away my tears. - Willing to date around or explore until I find the right one. - Eager to begin.
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So I am way, WAY, way overdue for an update. I was in casts for a while, and in physical therapy for even longer. I returned to work in September, but immediately started to get sick. Now, I work with kids so that in and of itself exposes me to germs. But i kept getting sick, over and over, and had to drop out of physical therapy. Finally I saw a doctor who referred me to a specialist, and now I have surgery next week. Yay me.
Thank you all for all of your letters asking for updates about my health.
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Some good news - no surgery! Bad news, I'm down for the count for a while. Looks like months in a hard cast then months of rehab. I know it could be worse - much worse, but for someone so active and independent as I usually am, it is killing me to me so dependent to do.... everything.
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I was in a bad car accident on 4/14. My car is totaled, and it came close to doing the same to me. I have damage to all four extremities (broken left ring finger, broken right thumb, broken left baby toe and fractures across the top of my left foot, and a right ankle with ligament ruptures and possible fractures - waiting on MRI) and massive bruising across my abdomen and chest from the seatbelt - deep black and purple bruises such as I have never seen before. I'm waiting to hear if I will have to have surgery on my right ankle. Thankfully, there was no organ damage. My doc actually said my "girth actually protected me in the impact" huzzah for being fat! I'm wheelchair bound at the moment since both feet are broken in one way or another. I'll be checking mail here from time to time, but typing can present a problem so it may take me a while to respond. Thanks for your patience.
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| Age: 28 |
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